night lights up

From the performance of the excited female classmate, it can be known that he is a well-known figure in school.

At the beginning, I still didn't take it seriously. No matter how famous you are, how famous can you be?

But, there are some people who can really become famous to such an extent.

On the new homepage of the school's official website in September, the first promotional photo is him.

At dusk, countless people order songs for him every day on the song request station of the school radio station.

Next to the basketball court, in the honor window, there are many photos of him, and there are countless awards he has won.Physics, mathematics, photography, speeches, debates...

There seems to be nothing he can't do.It also seemed that this huge campus was full of him.

When senior seniors came to lure freshmen to clubs, they would not leave him without opening their mouths.

I'm sick of this situation.

I'm just a well-protected, overconfident idiot who always wants to challenge when I come to a new environment.But before I have time to adapt to the new environment, I have to face the same name every day.

At that time, not only me, but many male students in the class were a little dissatisfied.

They got rid of high school life, and finally managed to release their hormones as much as possible, but the female students they liked only had that person in their eyes.

It was precisely because of that person's overwhelming aura that I soon had a second encounter with him.

Of course, it is still my one-sided side.

After the military training, there was a National Day holiday, and the school held a special opening ceremony for the new students.

Chu Heng went up to speak as a senior, and the sincere applause from the audience lasted for a long time. The girls' palms were probably all red.

I am neither tall nor short, and I stand neither in front nor behind.

The rostrum is backed by a high wall, and half of the football field is blocked by the afternoon sun, and I happen to be standing between the light and the dark.

I look up at him.

With a smile on his face, he spoke chicly but still peacefully.He didn't talk about big things like others, and he didn't show off his knowledge. He just smiled and told interesting things about school, but he was not low-level at all, and even made everyone in the audience laugh.

A row of school leaders sat behind him, and they couldn't help laughing, all enjoying themselves.

After a long time, I can still remember that day.

I think I'm a little jealous of him.

Jealous of such a person who only has two sides.

He has what I have and more that I don't.

After he finished speaking and stepped off the stage, I turned around and quietly looked at the boys around me.

Sure enough, there are many unnatural faces on their faces.

A man who is so good that his strangers are jealous and jealous, this is what makes me the most jealous.

I want to be that kind of person too.

I have a mother who is a diplomat. Since I was a child, my dream has been to be a diplomat, who can talk and laugh happily with everyone, be able to face people's questions without panic, and knock down each other with clear words.

I was still standing between the light and the dark, secretly swearing in my heart that one day I would be better than him.

But life is ironic, life is hard, and I never lost that day.

Not long after the opening ceremony, my mother's lies were exposed, and I fell from the clouds.I was busy comforting my mother, selling the villa, buying an apartment, treating my mother, and doing everything I could to make money.

I no longer have the capital of the past, nor the posture of the past.

It was like this until the third day when I arrived at the clubhouse, I saw him for the third time.

But it was the first time meeting him face to face.

I also spoke to him.

He knew my name was "An Sifeng", and I was very surprised.

Although I have only met him twice, which one of his appearances did not contain the admiration and love of everyone?He is calm and confident, even if I am jealous, I have to admit his sense of trust.

But when I said "I know you are Chu Heng", he suddenly couldn't speak, and just looked at me fixedly, with a somewhat clumsy look.

I am also wondering, I know him normally.

It is not normal for him to know me. Before I could realize my so-called ideal in school, I was overthrown by reality.I don't live on campus, I never take part in any school activities other than classes, and I never eat at school. I can't think of any reason why he might know me.

But he did say my name, which was a relief.

In fact, I was very ashamed, after all, this side of me was seen by such a person.But I have accepted the reality, how much is face worth?Even if I still care about it in my heart, my face is very calm.

He didn't speak for a long time, just looked at me.

I was helpless, so I had no choice but to say again: "Do you have anything else to do?"

He just came back to his senses and shook his head: "It's okay."

"Oh." I turned to leave.

He stopped me again: "Go upstairs and rest for a while, don't go, don't go—"

He wants to tell me to stop drinking with me?

In fact, I didn't accompany the drinker, I just poured the wine, but I didn't bother to explain, so I thanked him again, walked around him into the elevator, and went upstairs.

The elevator doors closed quickly, separating me from him.

I breathed a sigh of relief in the elevator.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, when it was time for me to get off work, I changed my clothes, put on my schoolbag and went out to prepare to go home.

The clubhouse is built in the suburbs and serves the rich. There are no buses or taxis here, only private cars.Obviously, I don't have money for a car.

I always walk home.

At that time, in order to save money, the family house was also bought in the suburbs. Fortunately, it was about an hour's walk from here, which was the time I could afford.Besides, even if you can't bear it, so what?Because there is such a club here, the surrounding area is very safe, and the street lights along this road are very bright.

I was the same as the previous two days, walking with my head down under the light that was as bright as sunlight.

The light is so bright, but I know that it cannot illuminate the night I am in.

I walked for about 10 minutes before I gradually felt something was wrong.

I feel like someone is following me.

I seemed to be wearing earphones, but in fact I was not listening to any songs, and I heard subtle voices.Sounds like more than one person.

But there is indeed only my shadow on the flat road.

I walked for a few more minutes wondering, then turned around abruptly, and finally saw a figure on the side of the road.

There are grasslands on both sides of the road. At this moment, there is a black shadow standing beside a camphor tree on the grassland on the right.

So many things happened today, I have only been working for three days, but I was insulted by others, and my seniors took a serious look at me, how can I not be angry?It's just that I've learned to be patient, now that I'm being followed in the middle of the night, my young master lost his temper again, and I cursed loudly: "It's a man or a ghost, get the fuck out of me!!"

In the past, I didn't dare to say a single dirty word, and my mother would not allow it, and my mother would train me when she heard it.

I also pretend to be aloof, and think dirty words are really ugly.

Now that I am down-to-earth, I dare to use these words to embolden and inspire myself.

After I finished cursing, the other party didn't speak.

Impatiently, I pulled the earphones in my ears, strode forward, and continued to curse: "I have a seed, but you didn't plant it?! Fuck, do you want money or life? Ah?!"

In this way, the person under the camphor tree finally came out.

Not just a person, but a person, with a bicycle.

Chu Heng's embarrassed voice also reached my ears: "An Sifeng..."

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