night lights up

It was a bad night after all.

In other words, it's just my personal dissatisfaction.

I kept silent. Although I couldn't see the expression on my face, I knew it must be extreme anger.There is no way, only extreme anger can cover up my extreme inferiority complex and embarrassment.

Although it was embarrassing to be helped by Chu Heng in the clubhouse, but because of the environment, it was okay.

But after returning to the real world and speaking some common words with Chu Heng, I was really powerless to face such a gap, and my inferiority complex and embarrassment were multiple times.

I didn't speak, Chu Heng apologized to me again.

I ignored him, seemingly in a hurry, but actually just ran away.

When we bought this house, my mother and I sold the villa, and my mother was not sick, so I bought a mid-to-high-end residential area with ample money.The door of the corridor needs to be checked for fingerprints. I rushed in quickly, and the door closed behind me with a "click".

It was late at night, and Chu Heng anxiously called me a few more times, but he couldn't come in, and finally he couldn't speak anymore.

After I rushed into the corridor, I squatted at the foot of the wall behind the door, quietly listening to the sound outside the door.

After a long time, Chu Heng sighed and left the door.

I just propped myself up on the ground and stood up slowly.

Really, until now, I can still remember the mood that night.

I suffered from insomnia all night, and my ears were filled with Chu Heng's sighs.

I thought repeatedly, who is Chu Heng sighing for?

As he thought about it, all he saw was the scene of seeing Chu Heng for the first time.

There is a certain type of people who are born to be looked up to, but good family background, smart head, and even beautiful skin are nothing.

A kind heart is the most precious thing.

When Chu Heng approached me through the summer sun, I still thought that one day I would be better than this person.

But before the second summer came, I was abandoned by the world.

Life is still going on, and when I woke up the next day, I washed my face with cold water and returned to the real world.

Back at school, in the eyes of my classmates, I was still the cold and arrogant An Sifeng.

This can be regarded as my last dignity.

Although it is a bit ridiculous.

I have four classes in the morning and no classes in the afternoon. I plan to go to the hospital to see my mother.

When he lowered his head to clean up the books on the table, the girls behind him suddenly exclaimed in small voices.

I've always sat in the front row and subconsciously looked up.

Looking at it this way, he met Chu Heng who was standing at the door.

His eyes seemed to light up slightly, and he walked directly towards me.

The girl behind her was still talking in a low voice excitedly.

Chu Heng was getting closer and closer to me, and I was holding my pencil case tightly in my hand, watching him get closer.I clearly know that I am not nervous, I am afraid, I am really afraid!

The more frightened I was, the more I had to pretend to be calm.

I could only rely on the pencil case in my hand to build my courage, and Chu Heng walked up to me.He is much taller than me, he looked down at me, his eyes slightly bent, and called me: "An Sifeng."

I was a little idiot back then.

Now an old idiot.

Always remember some things that should not be remembered, such as the Van Cleef & Arpels watch that I judged to be a girly watch on his hand when we first met, and the arc of his eyes when he came to look for me in the classroom, Light gray shirt collar.

The old idiot remembers exactly what the little idiot did.

He called me, but I responded sullenly, "What's the matter?"

He smiled again: "Shall we have dinner together?"

I still sullenly said: "No."

And after I finished speaking, I stuffed the pencil case and the book into the schoolbag, and before I even had time to pull the zipper, I turned around and left from the other side of the long row of tables and chairs.He wanted to catch up with me quickly, and the fastest way to go around the long table was to chase me, so of course he did.

But he is Chu Heng's senior who is famous all over the school!

Everyone knows what a senior represents in the eyes of freshman freshmen, let alone such a senior!The girls in the class rushed forward one after another, surrounded him, and asked the senior to leave his contact information.

He is a gentleman, and he can't do anything to push girls away.

He said "inconvenient" in a good voice, and asked everyone to make way.Taking advantage of this time, I ran as fast as I could, and rushed out of the classroom with my schoolbag in my arms.At that time, I really didn't know what to be afraid of, and I didn't know what to be afraid of?But that little idiot was just too scared to run away.

Before I escaped from the classroom, I heard Chu Heng call me again: "An Sifeng."

Can't care anymore, can't care anymore.

I slipped out quickly and rushed into the elevator that had just stopped.I went downstairs, ran out of the back door of the school, and got on the bus. I was relieved to make sure no one was following me.

There were seats on the bus, and I slumped and gasped for breath.

The grandmother sitting next to him asked curiously, "Son, what are you in a hurry for?"

I slowly came back to my senses and whispered: "It's okay..."

"Don't worry, ah, you have to walk slowly, what should you do if you fall down?" Grandma babbled, and then said, "Your schoolbag is open..."

I looked down and saw that I was in such a hurry when I ran out that I forgot to zip it up.

I reached out to zip it up, only to find that the pencil case was gone.

I frowned and started rummaging.

The pencil case is customized by a luxury brand, and the pens in the pencil case are also customized by masters. Of course, these were bought when my family was still "rich".

Of course, my mother doesn't have the ability to make the masters customize it for me, and they are all mothers' benefactors.

But until the truth is revealed, I don't know.

But even if I know the truth, these are gifts from my mother after all.

It's all used to things, suddenly gone, of course it's sad.Especially that pen, which was given by my mother when I was ten years old, and I have used it for more than eight years.

But it’s okay to think about it. Some things don’t belong to us mother and son. When the time comes, it’s normal for God to take them back.

I packed my schoolbag and didn't think about going back to look for it. I just hugged the schoolbag in my arms and watched the flow of people outside the car window in a daze.

The time is up, the things are returned, and it is time for us to pay off the debt.

My mother didn't know that I was doing this kind of work. At that time, my mother was so sick that she could hardly speak and was always sleeping.

The doctor told me that, in fact, my mother was hopeless.

He had good intentions, seeing that we had no money, he simply told the truth.

But my mother and I depend on each other for life, even if everyone says she is hopeless, I must save her.

When my mother is awake, I will tell her that I work in a bookstore.There would be tears in her eyes, and she would call me "Baby", "Baby is hard work", and then "Mom is useless", and so on.

Every time at this time, my eyes will also become sore.

The one who is really useless is me. If I could find out all this earlier and take my mother out of that life earlier, wouldn't we need to pay this debt?Don't you need to suffer like this?

On the fourth day, after leaving the hospital, I went to the clubhouse as usual.

Despite the so-called "humiliation" I suffered there the night before, I even thought about dying with my mother.When I saw my mother crying and caring for me, I knew that I could only go on.

Go to the clubhouse, put on makeup, and change into work clothes.This private club is extremely high-end, even the work clothes are tailor-made, the clothes are tight, pinching my waist even thinner.

A beautiful colleague walked by me, reached out to touch my waist, covered her mouth and smiled, "Good waist~"

Although I was not angry, I had no choice but to accept myself in the mirror.

I close the cabinet door and head out to get to work.

The person who was entrusted by Aunt Lin to take care of me came to me. He was actually just a small boss here, surnamed Deng.

I already knew the ways of the world, so I called him with my eyes closed: "Manager Deng, hello."

Satisfied, he took me to an empty room where he sat and I stood.

He said with satisfaction: "You have adapted well."

It seemed like a compliment, and I wasn't happy at all.

He looked me up and down a few times, lit his cigarette, spit out the circles under his eyes a few times, and said casually, "Did you cause trouble last night?"

I clenched my fist.

Although the private clubs are high-end, there are also grades.

There is monitoring in the ordinary private room, and I deliver the wine, which is the private room where Chu Heng and the others are, and there is no monitoring.

But there are other colleagues in the room, such a thing cannot be hidden.

I bowed my head and admitted my mistake first: "I did something wrong, I'm sorry."

Manager Deng smiled, as if he thought I was funny: "What's the use of telling me you're sorry?"

"I, I will..." I want to say, I will be obedient in the future, but I still can't say it.

Manager Deng smoked a few more puffs of cigarettes before he said, "You were entrusted by my friend. I won't make things difficult for you. Don't worry about that. It's just that I think you've adapted well. You've seen what happened yesterday. Here we are. Those people, who have seen all kinds of beauties, are pleasantly surprised when they see you, do you think you look good?"

I look like my mother, and my mother makes money from her beauty, still making a lot of money.My mother is not just beautiful, and her temperament is even more first-class, not to mention that I was built by my mother with money.

I naturally know how I was born.

But appearance is just an additional thing in my eyes.

But that was in the past, now, here, in the eyes of everyone, I can only use this face.

I knew what he was going to say next, but he was trying to persuade me to go into the water again.

But compared with Manager Deng, I am still much younger.

Not only did Manager Deng not continue, but he took out an envelope from his pocket.He put the envelope on the table, looked up at me, and said with a smile, "Guess how much money is inside?"

I looked at the envelope, it was flat and obviously only had one card.

I was silent, and I didn't know what he was selling in the gourd.

Manager Deng laughed again: "There is a card inside, [-]."

I couldn't help but glanced at him, Manager Deng also looked at me, and continued: "I heard that you accompanied someone yesterday? This is—"

I interrupted him angrily: "I didn't!"

Manager Deng smiled easily: "Stupid boy, wait until I finish. I'll take care of you. I'll check the room afterwards. I don't know if you have it or not? But do you know who you were with yesterday? ?”

I was still very angry: "I don't know!"

"That's the young master. One night, he was given [-]. Do you know what that means?"

So the one hundred thousand was given by Chu Heng? !

What does he mean? !

Do you really regard yourself as my benefactor? !