After reading through the book, I found out that I am the prototype of the protagonist

hug me.

hug me.

where are you?

The ground is full of green grass, and only this stretch of green is left in the field of vision.How relaxed and comfortable I feel when I look at the scenery under such a soft spring light.The body also seems to be soaking in a hot spring, lazily.

But why, I didn't realize that my eyelids were opened, as if another opening was opened in my body, from which I glimpsed the world around me.

Mom, how many weeks will it take for my eyes to grow?

"Doctor, what's the matter with him?" Grandma clenched her hands tightly, her back bent so badly, and she was burning with anxiety.

The grandson on the hospital bed has been lying there for a day and a night.His face was pale, his eyes were closed tightly, and he never woke up since he fainted in front of the tomb.

"Generally, we think that this kind of situation should be a syncope caused by excessive sadness. His situation is quite special, and he hasn't woken up for such a long time. Of course, there are clinical cases where he wakes up after two or three days in a coma, but in general it is less."

"Looking at him like this, when will he wake up?"

The doctor looked distressed: "All kinds of examinations have been done, and all aspects of his indicators are normal. The family members don't need to worry too much for the time being. Considering that the patient has suffered too much, we are not sure how long it will take for us to wake up. I suggest you refer him to a neurologist. Section, go over there and see what the neurologists say."

Grandma looked at the people on the hospital bed and nodded helplessly.

On the third day he still did not wake up.

The hand that was infusing the nutrient solution was pale and cold, with protruding blue-purple blood vessels, which was shocking.But grandma's emotions calmed down a lot, and she sat by the hospital bed with calm eyes.

Her eyes stayed on the bouquet of flowers that Jiang Xiusi brought today.

"Xiu Si, thank you for coming to see Xiao Ye." She said, "He can't talk to you like this, it's hard for you to come to see him every day. I know filming is hard."

"I'm fine, grandma." Jiang Xiusi didn't feel bitter, but he did visibly become haggard.From the day Lin Qi fainted, he was in a state of worry and confusion.

At a certain age, people have to learn to accept the gradual departure of people around them.The elders came this way and accepted it.They then use what they have learned in the painful years to educate the next generation, telling them that people are born, old, sick and die.

The same is true of Jiang Xiusi's father.He was told in his childhood that everyone is mortal, and this cannot be changed.To live, we must try our best to accomplish what we want to do most.Because the short time is not to be wasted.

This is a fact that most people have accepted.Why can't Lin Qi accept it?

Grandma suddenly said: "He, he never grew up. Did he cause you trouble in the crew?"

Is it because you haven't grown up?

Jiang Xiusi answered grandma's question while having doubts: "There is no such thing. His performance is very good and he is very dedicated."

Grandma smiled, and said sadly: "He used to be obsessed with movies, but later he said that he wanted to study acting. We all thought it was logical. But he has experienced so much in movies, but he has experienced too little in reality. He is not mature enough. stand up."

"Just such a blow made him collapse."

Perhaps in this matter, the person who was hit harder should be grandma.But at the funeral, Jiang Xiusi was still deeply impressed by the elegy she sang.

She is so sad, but restrained, looking forward to the beautiful heaven.

Jiang Xiusi couldn't help asking: "Do you believe that there is a kingdom of heaven?"

However, the grandmother who sang the word "Kingdom of Heaven" so mellowly in the song said, "People can't speak when they are dead. The Kingdom of Heaven is spoken by the living."

"Then why do you sing like that in the song?"

Grandma raised her head, and the gentle afterglow sprinkled on her face: "I hope he is not in pain. It would be great if there is sunshine in the place to go."

"Oh." She felt embarrassed again, "You still talk about Xiaoye. I'm getting old, and my words are also confused."

Jiang Xiusi looked moved, and said sincerely: "You are not confused."

People long to be awake all the time, and in the name of love, they want to be confused for a while.It's not confusion, it's just that tenderness is unpredictable.

Grandma smiled: "Thank you."

It was already night when Jiang Xiusi went back.In the car, he put his fingers to his forehead and thought for a long time.

Does the so-called realm of chaos really exist?A place where memories bear fruit and die away.Besides prolonging time and slowing down the process, what is it more than death?

Something flashed through his mind, Jiang Xiusi opened the novel reading app, and clicked on the novel.

They no longer played roles in it, but the play is still being performed, and the plot has reached the end of the part of the little black room.Lin Xi was tortured, lost hope in Jiang Xiusi in pain, and passed out in a coma.

The final content of the novel is: It's the third day, and Lin Xi still hasn't woken up.

Reality and fiction overlap once again.Jiang Xiusi was shocked, and immediately asked his assistant to turn the car around and drive to the hospital.

He walked towards the inpatient department, hurried through the corridor below, and the vines on the stone pillars shrank under the pale light of the incandescent lamp.A strange old man was sitting on the cool chair at the corner. The winter night was very cold, but he was only wearing short sleeves, and he was fanning slowly with a cattail fan, squinting his eyes to look at Jiang Xiusi.

There were so many weird people in the hospital, Jiang Xiusi didn't pay much attention to him, just wanted to walk past him.The old man stretched out his feet leisurely, Jiang Xiusi was defenseless and was almost tripped by him.

This person himself hindered others, and even blamed Jiang Xiusi: "Are you dreaming?"

Jiang Xiusi had no time to chat with him, and was about to leave when he gave a sudden pause.

The old man had a smile on the corner of his mouth, and he slapped the cattail fan a few times, obviously he was clear-headed.Although he scolded him for dreaming, there was no anger on his face.

He looked sideways at the old man, looked at him for a few seconds, and said carefully, "Sorry, I was too impatient."

The old man leaned back, lazily leaning against the pillar, and said, "What's the use of being anxious? Have you figured out a way?"

"I just want to try my best." Jiang Xiusi said.

The old man sneered: "I don't know that I am a guest in my dream."

Jiang Xiusi's heart sank heavily.He couldn't help standing up straight, and said respectfully to the old man: "Please advise."

At this moment, the moon is in the middle of the sky, and the light is clear for thousands of miles. The old man took a cattail fan and slapped him on the face: "Wake up and dream back."

In the next second, Jiang Xiusi felt light all over, and was involuntarily drawn into the hurricane.Spinning around, he vaguely heard a few complaining words like "prank" and "mess".

Opening his eyes again, he found himself soaked in the lake water, with a dull pain inside.On the opposite side was Lin Qi with his eyes tightly closed.

He seemed to be asleep, dreaming.

He tried to call Lin Qi a few times, but he didn't wake up.Looking around, Jiang Xiusi knew that he had entered the book again, and the scenery was so familiar, it was borrowed from the mirror lake.

But this time, he completely had realistic memories.Is this what the old man said about dreaming while awake?

No way, Jiang Xiusi could only pick up Lin Qi first and take him back to the bamboo house before making any plans.When Lin Xi was picked up, the water on his body kept dripping, and the ripples slowly dispersed.

His eyelashes moved.

Those eyes opened slowly.

Jiang Xiusi noticed something unusual, and when he looked down, he met Lin Xi's eyes.And those eyes were filled with hatred and despair that he couldn't understand.

He was startled, but before he could say anything, he heard Lin Xi say in a cold voice, "Let me go."

Jiang Xiusi didn't understand the situation, and the expression on his face was blank and innocent.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Lin Xi didn't speak any more, and even didn't want to look at him, so he turned his head away and pursed his lips tightly.

"It's me." Jiang Xiusi suddenly realized that the "master" Lin Xi treated had no real memory in the past, so he quickly said, "I am Jiang Xiusi."

Unexpectedly, Lin Xi still stubbornly turned his head away, ignoring him.

Jiang Xiusi had no choice but to be more specific: "I came to you because you were unconscious in reality."

"Stop talking nonsense." Lin Xi sneered coldly, "Is there no other way?"

this reaction.

Jiang Xiusi suddenly realized that this time he was not walking through the plot of the novel, the timeline started after the plot he saw.This shows that the plot of the little black house is over, and now Lin Xi hates him so much.

Moreover, he looked at the person in his arms with a headache.The setting is reversed, it seems that Lin Xi has no real memory this time.

Jiang Xiusi had no choice but to take him back to his residence first, and make a long-term plan.

The most urgent task is to bring both of them back to reality, so that Lin Qi won't be left unconscious.But how?Before he woke up, the dream dissipated.

Jiang Xiusi was not very worried.He has a job, and if he hasn't shown up on the set by tomorrow, someone will find him and wake him up.

It's just that he woke up, but there's no guarantee that Lin Xi will wake up.

Jiang Xiusi's thoughts were heavy, but his movements were light. He put Lin Qi on the bed and said, "You should rest."

But Lin Xi looked at him, his eyes flashed with anger, completely distrusting him: "What do you want?"

Jiang Xiusi knew that he couldn't say anything now, but he still met Lin Xi's sharp eyes and said sincerely, "Whether you believe it or not, I will never hurt you again."

After that, he walked towards the door and told him softly: "Take a break."

Outside the door was a bamboo forest, the wind blew through the bamboo, and the rustling sound made Jiang Xiusi's heart a little calmer.He thought, there is always a way.

Since the old man sent him here, he should have every reason to believe that he can bring Lin Qi back to reality.

The immediate plan is to comfort Lin Xi's wounded heart as soon as possible and let him trust him, otherwise even if there is a way to get out, Lin Xi might not go with him.

At that time, Lin Xi didn't allow him to read the plot about the little black house carefully, but Jiang Xiusi also knew the general idea.Impulsively, "Jiang Xiusi" made some mistakes on Lin Xi, but he was only disappointed.

Deep down, the two are in love.It's just that under the trick of fate, "Jiang Xiusi" fell into a puzzle for a while, so he used the most clumsy method to grasp his love. He was just afraid that Lin Qi would leave him.

Thinking of this, Jiang Xiusi couldn't help but secretly sighed.In reality, he was only one step away from connecting with Lin Xi.Even though he didn't really experience the plot in that part of the book, he still felt his heart throbbing seeing Lin Xi being so hurt.

How can you not feel sad when you see the one you love is discouraged and defensive?Jiang Xiusi suddenly felt that love is an extremely simple matter.

Seeing him smile, he also beamed with joy.Seeing him cry made me feel extremely sad.

The door behind him suddenly creaked open.

"Why—" Jiang Xiusi looked back, but his voice stopped abruptly.

Lin Xi was standing inside the door with loose clothes. He looked indifferent, and said to Jiang Xiusi, "Aren't you tired yet? What kind of affectionate drama are you playing?"

Looking at the fresh or dark ambiguous marks on his collarbone, the blood rushed to his cheeks, Jiang Xiusi's face was so red that it exploded, and before he had time to react, he slammed the door shut.

Lin Xi: "..."

The author has something to say: Xiao Jiang: Mom, it’s too fast, too fast, I’m not ready yet!

Lin Xi: Tsk, why are you pretending to be innocent?

I have changed, I am writing these now without blushing and heartbeat, and playing tricks on silly gooses makes me feel a sense of accomplishment!

"I don't know that I am a guest in my dream, and I am greedy for joy all day long." - Li Yu.I especially like the phrase "Don't lean on a railing alone" in this poem.