After reading through the book, I found out that I am the prototype of the protagonist

Jiang Xiusi calmed down his frantically beating heart, and it took a while before he opened the door again.Lin Xi was still standing there with a cold expression.

After hesitating for a moment, Jiang Xiusi stretched out his hand to help him fasten his collar in a hurry, saying, "Be careful of catching a cold."

Lin Xi raised his head slightly and looked at him: "Don't lock me up?" He had been in the dark room for a whole month.

"I won't lock you up again." Jiang Xiusi had no choice but to admit the debt, and promised him, "I won't do anything to embarrass you again."

"Really?" Lin Qi said softly.

He reached out to press Jiang Xiusi's chest.

Jiang Xiusi was taken aback, his ears felt a little hot again, but that hand increased a little strength.Lin Xi looked into his eyes, with probing and provocative eyes.

Jiang Xiusi understood what he meant and stepped aside.Sure enough, after he stepped aside, Lin Xi walked out of the room.

It was cold and windy, and the temperature outside the house was extremely low. Lin Xi was only wearing single clothes. Jiang Xiusi was about to speak out when he heard him smile inexplicably and said, "Aren't you really going to lock me up?"

"Of course not." Seeing that he still didn't believe him, Jiang Xiusi said very sincerely, "I won't imprison your freedom."

"Then," Lin Qi suddenly smiled at him, "Goodbye."

wrong.A bad premonition flashed in Jiang Xiusi's mind. The person in front of him was like a hollow and beautiful paper shell, as if it was going to pass away with the wind.

He walked briskly and walked straight forward, with the corners of his clothes flying.And at the end of his direction, there is a cliff!

Jiang Xiusi's throat tightened, and he stretched out his hand subconsciously.He didn't know how to use the spiritual power, but the muscle memory of his body was obviously very reliable, and it quickly worked according to his will, and a cloud of hazy white mist flew out, engulfing Lin Qi.

come back to me.Jiang Xiusi thought of this, and the cloud of white mist obediently sent Lin Xi back to his eyes.

But in the next second, Jiang Xiusi's eyes met Lin Qi's, and his heart sank heavily.Lin Xi's face was so pale, and there was no longer the cold and mocking expression just now, only a deep boredom was fixed between his brows.

After going through a month of torture, I watched the person I loved as if he was a different person, humiliating himself every day, and forcing himself with ridiculous means.His lover became unrecognizable, and he was riddled with holes. He couldn't help but fell into extreme confusion and despair.

What's the point of living?There is deceit, fraud and capriciousness everywhere.

What Jiang Xiusi saw was Lin Qi who lost his real memory for some reason, and he is very fragile now.Knowing this, Jiang Xiusi seemed at a loss again, for fear of hurting him or irritating him.

Before Lin Qi could ridicule him for turning his back on his promise, Jiang Xiusi spoke first: "You are very weak now. I won't force you to do anything else. Take care of your body first."

"If you don't want to be here," Jiang Xiusi said, "I'll take you back to your residence."

This time, he seemed much more comfortable using his spiritual power. He called out Yujian and flew Lin Qi to the depths of the peach forest.

The peach blossoms are still in full bloom here, and the spring is boundless.Jiang Xiusi thought for a while, then secretly resorted to a spell.

No one saw that a branch of peach blossom quickly experienced the process of turning from prosperity to decline in a short period of time, and then gave birth to fruit, becoming mature step by step and overflowing with fragrance.

When they landed slowly, a fresh and lovely peach fell into the palm of their hand.

Jiang Xiusi handed it to Lin Xi: "Here you are."

When his eyes fell on the crisp and fresh peach, Lin Xi felt his thoughts surge.In a daze, it was still yesterday, when he got off the jade flute, a small peach fell in front of his eyes.

But he forgot his state of mind at that time.I can't remember anything, only the tempting fragrance at the tip of my nose coincides with the depths of my memory.This thing is out of order, obviously, it is the master who poured out tens of thousands of spiritual energy to make him smile.

Did he laugh before?

However, now he couldn't laugh anymore.

Lin Xi only took one more look at Taozi, then looked away, and walked towards his cabin without saying a word.

Jiang Xiusi silently followed behind him, saw him enter the house, went straight to bed except for his shoes and socks, and ignored him.Maybe he caught a glimpse of him approaching from the corner of his eye, and pulled up the quilt to cover his face.

Jiang Xiusi: "..."

He didn't do anything, but now he has to put on this gesture of admitting his mistakes and apologizing, which really makes him a little bit at a loss.He didn't know how to coax people at all.

Walking out lightly, closing the door, Jiang Xiusi was worried that something would happen to him again, so he guarded the door.Lin Xi was obviously injured too badly now, and thus became devastated, unable to arouse interest in anything, and his will was extremely weak.It's a lot like post-traumatic stress disorder in modern medicine.

Jiang Xiusi has a little understanding of this kind of mental illness, and it is unlikely to find psychotropic drugs here. Perhaps desensitization therapy under the theory of behaviorism can be tried.

This treatment involves exposing the patient to a stimulating environment.Jiang Xiusi was taken aback and was stimulated, referring to everything in the little black room?Just as he secretly said in his heart that he didn't read that book carefully, a specific picture emerged from the depths of this body's memory.

Jiang Xiusi: "!"

This is much more exciting than seeing Lin Qi's collarbone exposed.

The room was dark, but the chains made of fine iron reflected a little bit of cold light.Although the handcuffs were tied with animal hair, the wrist bones resting there were still worn red.Needless to say, the tulle that covers the body is so light and almost transparent, it can't hide the traces of some brighter colors at all.

Jiang Xiusi was extremely embarrassed, and searched for the play button of this memory, trying to pause this video.But the turbulent memory disregarded his will, as if the body had instinctively opened the door to these overly familiar and loved things.

He bit his lower lip with his teeth in embarrassment, and was "forced" to watch the plot of the little black house for nearly a month.

how so?Jiang Xiusi only felt that he was almost out of his wits.He couldn't help thinking that in reality, Lin Xi once told him that this is a plot that readers love to hear.

That is to say, does Lin Xi like this too?

"I don't know..." Jiang Xiusi couldn't help clenching his teeth, and said in a low voice, "I don't know how to be ashamed."

Here he was turned upside down, the universe turned upside down, but the people in the room quickly sank into dreams.

Dreams are very different from where you are.

Lin Xi's wife seems to have been living in pain and embarrassment, immersed in despair that her self-esteem and longing have been shattered.But the dream is another scene.

Green, green eyes, shaking green.Beautiful to the extreme color.

He is so comfortable here, stretching out his little hands and feet, listening to the call like the sound of nature.He seemed to hear a gentle voice calling him "baby" softly.He felt very relieved, the water around him was swaying, and he fell into sleep again after a while.

The calling continued for a long time.From time to time, there are a few voices full of love ringing in my ears.

Come on mom, I want to open my eyes.

It's just that when the real him opened his eyes again, a feeling of hatred for the world welled up in his heart again. He forgot the transparent green, and only frost, rain and snow remained in his eyes.He didn't know he was dreaming, he didn't know when he dreamed, and he didn't know when he woke up from the dream.

He sat up and saw the figure of the man at the door without any surprise.

That is the Sect Master of Tianyuan Sect, with such hearing ability, even the slightest movement will be captured by him.In this way, Lin Xi watched the man turn around and face the room, but hesitated a few times, and he didn't come in for a long time, as if he was worried about something.

It's normal to think it's ridiculous.After all, this person hurt himself like crazy not long ago, and he acted so hypocritically overnight, no smarter person would take this point of dispensability to heart.

However, looking at his figure, Lin Qi felt an unprecedented nostalgia in his heart.He felt that his limbs were very uncoordinated, and it seemed that not only Jiang Xiusi changed overnight, but also himself.

The two of them looked like puppets in a shadow play.Playing a play that I don't know the so-called, being manipulated, and unable to escape from the situation.

These weird thoughts made Lin Qi feel that everything in front of him suddenly became unreal.He raised his neck in confusion, and looked out of the window.

The wind is passing, and the peach blossoms are flourishing.

Like an omen, the unclosed windows were blown open, and peach blossoms flew into the room and scattered on the bed.The wind became violent again, and the peach blossoms were so pitiful that they were all blown into a river of flowers.It rolled with a light fragrance and was chilled by the wind, all of them came towards the house.

It falls on the ground, on the low table, on the guqin.

More, peach blossoms fell on Lin Qi's hair and body, innumerable, as if to bury him.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open.More flowers poured in from the door, crowding, yelling, and surrounding Jiang Xiusi, gradually swallowing up the entire room, showing an arrogance.

There must be a demon in the abnormal situation.

When Lin Xi's eyes met Jiang Xiusi's, he heard him say, "It's a monster."

Holding his wrist with one hand, Lin Qi stared down at that powerful and beautiful hand indifferently and said, "What about monsters?"

Peach blossoms are gushing between heaven and earth.He thought that such a beautiful monster should be forgiven.

Jiang Xiusi sighed: "Don't be willful. Stay behind me."

He realized that the situation was dire.This peach grove is clearly invincible because of Jiang Xiusi pouring spiritual power into it, and this monster bypassed Jiang Xiusi's restriction, and even used these peach blossoms bloomed by his spiritual power to play with people.

Jiang Xiusi turned around, raised his hand and raised his sword.Where the eyes are dazzled, it must be a hiding place for monsters.

With the aura circulating all over his body, Jiang Xiusi looked straight at a certain place, and the tip of his sword turned.At this moment, the person behind suddenly asked, "Who do you think it is here to kill?"

Jiang Xiusi distractedly replied, "I won't let it touch you."

Lin Qi looked down at the unresolved marks on his wrist, and said with a sneer, "Aren't you the one who has been moving me? Inside and out, where did you not move?"

Such a bad line.Jiang Xiusi was almost numb by him.Now that he doesn't know where the monster came from or why it came, Jiang Xiusi really can't be distracted anymore.

However, the people behind him chattered and stated the facts, completely showing that he did not have the slightest trust in Jiang Xiusi.What's more, he doesn't care about monsters.

In this short period of time, the previously lingering monsters who refused to show their true colors changed their style, and Jiang Xiusi suddenly felt a surge of demonic energy rushing towards them.

There was no way to say anything to Lin Xi.He raised his sword to meet the monster.

The sword energy was so fierce that even Jiang Xiusi could hear the loud sound that could shake the mountains and rivers with a single strike of the sword. It was so powerful and powerful.

And that monster does not hide or avoid.The blade of the sword pierced straight through, and countless peach blossoms exploded like fireworks, splashing around quickly.A peach blossom brushed across his cheek, and there was a bloodstain on Jiang Xiusi's left cheek.

But that's okay.This was just a temptation, Jiang Xiusi didn't stop there, he jumped like lightning, and slashed down with a sword from top to bottom.

This time, it was towards the so-called tricky eyes.He was merciless, his eyes were filled with astonishing light, and the tip of the sword stabbed there without a doubt.

Ok?

A puzzled look flashed across Jiang Xiusi's face.The ears seemed to catch the sound of blood flowing down.

Jiang Xiusi understood something in an instant.He turned around in a hurry, his heart stopped beating, and he saw that Lin Xi's right eye was bleeding continuously.

This is the peach grove he gave to Lin Xi.Over the years, spiritual energy has been nourishing, and it is only waiting for an opportunity to breed spiritual things.Lin Qi has long been the master of this forest, he can create the most innocent and beautiful spiritual creatures.It happened that the demons entered the body, infecting the ten miles of peach blossoms.

This monster is not here to kill Jiang Xiusi.

The sword in Jiang Xiusi's hand loosened, and he stared at Lin Qi in a daze.

Countless peach blossoms took the opportunity to surround him as if embracing him, fixing his hands and feet.Jiang Xiusi silently looked at Lin Qi on the bed.

He wanted to ask, Lin Xi, what are you thinking?

I want to ask again, what have you experienced?Why do you show that look?It's just a book, a dream.

What I want to ask most is, can I stop being so painful?You obviously just fell asleep in front of the tombstone, why don't you wake up.

At this moment, Jiang Xiusi couldn't tell who was writing the current plot.Either the author of the novel, or Lin Xi himself.

It seems to be a common practice to choose death when life feels that there is no way out.But is this correct?Is Lin Qi in reality really at a loss?

People who want to die, because they have never died.

Looking at Lin Qi who was bleeding profusely from his right eye and didn't seem to care much, Jiang Xiusi finally asked a question: "Lin Qi, do you want to die here once?"

Isn't this book just telling stories about dying over and over again.The little junior sister who is willing to die and return to the world, Xi Ye.It keeps telling you a truth about death, and it never tires of mentioning the place called Chaos Realm.

Jiang Xiusi looked deeply at Lin Qi, as if he wanted to see through everything about him: "Didn't you always want to know? About the dead mother, about the dead grandpa, about whether we can meet again."

The moment the soul leaves the body, it will know the answer.But, will the world really tell you the answer?

Surrounded by many questions, Lin Xi seemed unable to understand what he was talking about, and his expression was still so indifferent.Only the heart of the secret place was beating violently against his will.

Lin Xi said hoarsely, "I just don't want to stay here anymore."

When his voice fell, Jiang Xiusi easily broke free from the peach blossoms that strangled him, walked towards Lin Qi step by step, and embraced him in his arms.

The person in his arms raised his head puzzled.

Whoosh.A bunch of foils passed through their chests.

Lin Xi straightened his neck in pain, and heard Jiang Xiusi's indulgent and rational voice in the severe pain: "Then try, I will accompany you."

The author has something to say: Happy New Year!Good health and good luck, little angel!