godfather

During the ensuing summer vacation, members of the Meng family endured extreme shock, indignation, and confusion. Everyone was exploring, slowly recalling, awakening, and surviving the labor pains with strength.

Life has changed dramatically, turned upside down.

Meng Xiaobei was imprisoned in a small dark room by his family, and he was locked up for nearly a month without being released.All the relatives in the family take turns to persuade, but it is still useful to persuade at this time. Meng Xiaobei's temper and personality have been finalized. The mandatory confinement and isolation measures can only be counterproductive in this situation. The opposition of everyone around him is the most powerful catalyst. It will always make the young people's feelings more persistent and strong, and quickly catalyze the development from "love in love" to "love is stronger than gold, life and death"...

Meng Xiaobei just nestled in his little bed every day, repeatedly listening to different people sitting by his bed and reasoning with him, crying, or analyzing what was wrong with Luo Shaotang.

He told everyone who came to persuade him, I am not stupid, I am not stupid, and I am not crazy.

I like my little daddy.

Shaotang is my husband, I am engaged to him, and he has a ring.

I want to spend my whole life with him. The two of us have lived a good life for so many years. Without you insisting on breaking us up, we can obviously live a better and more nourishing life.

Later, he said he was tired and bored, and he lay facing the wall, his back to everyone, with earphones on both ears, just refusing and not cooperating.His grandma brought him food every day, rubbed his head, and coaxed him to eat.Meng Xiaobei has no appetite and can't eat. When he is in a bad mood, he becomes lazy and depressed quickly. He doesn't even get up for many days, doesn't wash, doesn't shave. Stop drinking and go on a hunger strike!To be in a state of hostile mentality is to desperately want to sever contact with the outside world.

His pager was confiscated, so he couldn't get Shaotang's message, so he didn't know how he was doing.

Shaotang left with bleeding from his brow bone that day.Because of those sticks, Meng Xiaobei didn't forgive his second uncle for a long time, and basically didn't talk to each other.

Most men with "normal" sexual orientation in society, quite a few of them, can't accept that kind of thing at all, and there is no concept of "rotten men".The second uncle said: "Meng Xiaobei, you are acting like a pervert! Children are ignorant, they are just fucking sick!"

Meng Xiaobei yelled: "You are the only one who is sick! You are so old and ignorant, why do you meddle in my affairs with Shaotang, why do you beat him, what right do you have?!"

The second uncle said: "If such a big incident happened, your elders in the whole family are qualified to discipline you. You did not do it right."

Meng Xiaobei suddenly lifted the towel and was jumped up from the small bed, and tore off the mosquito net on the bamboo pole frame, his brows were black and trembling, and the angry flames in his eyes drove the people around him away, and confronted the whole family.

Meng Xiaobei's face became thinner, and the blue veins on the collarbone of his neck burst out. He pointed at the other person and said, "You gave birth to me, or did you raise me?"

"You and the second aunt have never given birth to me, I have never raised me, I have never eaten, you have never lived, you have never spent your penny, what are you doing?... Get out! Get out!!!"

Auntie advised: "Xiao Bei, don't be like this, don't be so anxious. The elders are doing it for your own good, and they are afraid that you will regret it in the future if you go astray. Don't you want this family? Do you want to break with the family?"

Meng Xiaobei said, "I didn't want to break up. You forced me to give up one family and settle for another."

The second aunt said: "It's really wrong for He Shaotang to do that. That's a crime against a child. That kind of crime is ugly to say. We can sue him at the police station!"

Meng Xiaobei jumped on the bed and smashed against the wall, "I raped him, I raped him, you sue, you sue me!!!!"

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At that time, Meng Xiaobei was in the worst and gloomy period, it was a mess.He was angry, out of his mind, and young and energetic. He also said a lot of nonsense and hurtful things, and he said them as a way of venting.The closeness and closeness of the relationship are sharply highlighted when the conflict breaks out, and the balance is tilted headfirst.Meng Xiaobei didn't look back like an eight-horse horse, or in other words, it was too late to separate the two people now, so it was too late.

Meng Xiaobei is 20 years old, this is an adult, leaving home to start a family, sooner or later.

Moreover, Meng Xiaobei was really independent, his grandparents and parents couldn't handle him at all.He is not the kind of second generation who gnaws on the old, can't get rid of the support of his parents, and is easy to be manipulated by others.Today, as long as Meng Xiaobei is allowed to step out of this house, he will not be able to come back.He is a college student, he has a publishing contract, he can make money to maintain the most basic livelihood, and he and Shaotang have a house and a family.In other words, Meng Xiaobei has been working hard for so many years, Mingxiu City and Chen Cang secretly crossing Chen Cang, every step is a long way, the future is bright, it is paving the way for this day.

It is this family who really feel powerless and hopeless.Soon the school will start in September, once the school starts, Meng Xiaobei must be let go to school, can't just force Xiaobei to suspend school just because this matter can't be brought up on the table?When a family, the family relationship between father and son, only the weak relationship of blood is barely maintained, what a sad factual situation it is.

Things evolved rapidly, and Ma Baochun soon learned the truth and rushed to Beijing.

Ma Baochun said to Hai'er's father: "Actually, I felt that something was wrong with the eldest of our family, and the relationship with Shaotang was too good to be true."

Meng Jianmin said, "Then you haven't said anything?"

Ma Baochun lowered his head and thought for a while: "Meng Xiaobei has been a child since he was six or seven years old, that's all. What should I tell you?"

"That's what's meant to be...children are born like that... Meng Xiaobei is such a wimpy boy, he wants to be alone, you really want to make him turn his face and deny us in the future? Why did you come here..."

Meng Jianmin was in a hurry: "Then you are pushing the boat along the way and happy to see it succeed? Why are you such a mother?!"

The couple turned their faces and questioned Meng Xiaojing, did you already know?Help him hide it, just play your parents two big fools?

Meng Xiaojing resolutely refused to admit it: "I don't know anything, Meng Xiaobei will tell me this kind of thing?"

Ma Baochun said with emotion: "Fortunately, I gave birth to you two brothers, two! There is a disaster, anyway, you are going to marry a wife in the future, so don't make trouble for me."

On the contrary, Meng Xiaojing's attitude was unrestrained, and a layer of indifference soaked in his bones appeared under his handsome eyelids: "Don't Meng Xiaobei just like a man, and the other party's conditions are so good, army cadres, Meng Xiaobei doesn't suffer, what's the matter?" of?"

Meng Xiaojing pointed at the TV, and said with a smile: "You watch this show on TV, the three brothers in the family, grab a Wanjun! You should think so, luckily our two brothers didn't like a girl, if we really grab a girl to fight Get up, you two should be crying! It's fine now, he likes men, I like women, and Meng Xiaobei and I will never rob a partner. Don't you two think about it if you change your mind!"

Meng Jianmin waved his hand angrily: "Shut up! When you become a father in the future, you will understand what I am like now. I think you will be able to think about it then!"

In the room, Meng Jianmin said to Meng Xiaobei, who was facing the wall with his dead body, "Xiaobei, you will understand the truth in a few years. Outsiders will never be as good as your blood relatives who treat you sincerely and have no desires for you. This There are only your own parents in this world, who will never betray you."

"You resent me now, I don't blame you, no matter what happens in the future, I will not deny your son... Your father will never harm you."

Meng Xiaobei was silent and didn't say anything.

In his heart, Shaotang's position is far above his father's, but these words cannot be used to hurt his father's heart.

The neighbors in the building noticed that there was a war in the family on the day when the old man of the Meng family celebrated his birthday.Later, it was spread indiscriminately, and this story became popular. The old couple of the Meng family wanted to divide the family property when they were old, and the godson took the property, so the children of the family started a war because of the conflict of property distribution!

The vision and thinking of the three aunts and six women in the neighborhood are probably the one-third of an acre of land.There are many children in the family, so why fight?Compete for houses and money.

The second aunt said: "Look, this is what I said at the beginning. Give our eldest nephew to someone else to raise him, and he will raise someone else's son. This time it's good, we have raised someone else's 'daughter-in-law'!! "

The eldest aunt said: "Our family owes others, so don't talk about any nonsense! I don't even mention that I was in Xigou. It is said that they helped my elder brother's family several times. I only said that I have been in Beijing for so many years. Xiaobei contacted the school, spent money, bought things, asked Meng Xiaobei's teacher to send him to the painting class of the Academy of Fine Arts, all of which were contributed by He Shaotang. To be honest, without a person as capable as his godfather, Meng Xiaobei would not be where he is today , it is impossible to be as promising as today, what should we do now?"

The second aunt said: "Then he can't take our whole family with kindness and put Meng Xiaobei in for the rest of his life!"

"Our family committed crimes, how could this happen?!"

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The old man of the Meng family didn't have a good birthday, and he was so angry that he suffered from liver disease. He couldn't bear the chaos and quarrel at home, so he went to the hospital to see a doctor.However, the inpatient department of the hospital is unwilling to accept elderly patients, fearing that if you are old and sick, you will not be able to get out. This will add a death quota to our hospital, and if you are not willing to accept it, you will be sent home to stay.And the hospital beds are crowded, how can it be so easy to wait for a free bed?The last time the old man was unwell and went to the hospital, Shaotang contacted the doctor through the back door and took him to the Veteran Cadre Hospital for treatment...

Among the family, only the old man and the old lady didn't say a harsh word to He Shaotang, and both of them fell into embarrassment and became embarrassed.

The old man didn't say a word, refused to speak, didn't want to see anyone, and drove all the young men away.His face was dull, his heart was even more uncomfortable, and he was unwilling to interact with relatives again.I used to play chess with a few old buddies in the yard, but now I don’t play chess anymore; I used to like to eat crab legs and clam shells at home and drink a sip of wine, but this time I even quit drinking, feeling depressed every day.

As for the old lady, she loved her eldest grandson the most, and Shaotang the second most. This incident was also a big blow to the old lady.

It is difficult to reverse the deep-rooted emotions of the old man, and the old man is unreasonable.Grandma Meng seems to refuse to accept anything wrong with Shaotang from the bottom of her heart, refuses to believe, and stubbornly sticks to her beliefs for many years.She was full of annoyance, and she turned the gun to divert the target, and sprinkled it on the people around her.The old lady later scolded her little girl: "Are you going to Xi'an to catch up with the leftovers if you have nothing to do? How on earth do you think you can go to Xi'an?! You are not at ease with your in-law's family, and our family is not at peace!"

"You must have seen what you saw more than half a year ago?"

"In this life, you have done nothing else for me, so you just did this good thing - provoking!!"

"My own life is not going well, and I can't see others being comfortable. I blame you for covering up the scorpion. You made it!!!"

The old lady raised her grandson for 13 years.

In the past 13 years, the number of times her biological son accompanied her to celebrate the New Year was less than one-third of the years.Every year on New Year's Eve, as long as Shaotang people are in Beijing, the "family" who will accompany the elders to eat reunion dumplings, watch the party, and listen to the New Year's bell are Shaotang and Meng Xiaobei, not Meng Jianmin Ma Baochun or whoever Basins of "splashed water."When the matter is approaching, the most test is the coldness and intimacy of people's hearts.

Meng Xiaogu was also aggrieved: "My elder brother asked me, can I not tell... Do I lie to him about this kind of thing?... After all, Xiaobei is also my own nephew, I can see him ignoring him in the fire pit..."

"You are only in the pit of fire, and you are the only one living in the pit of fire!" The old lady's chest heaved like a bellows, and she poked a hole in a pair of waterfowl on the embroidery frame. I have a crush on you and my stele, aren't you uncomfortable? If I were him, I wouldn't have a crush on you either!!"

There are only a group of children in the family who are the most innocent, and the sky above the young people's heads is carefree and pure.When a few cousins ​​and cousins ​​came to grandparents and grandparents' house, they were ignorant of the family war and clamored to find Brother Xiao Bei to play with.Children's hearts are the most pure and direct, and their values ​​have not been violently distorted by traditional etiquette and social vision.What's wrong with the two men being "good", what's the matter, can't they have fun together?What is the reason for this, adults?

Everyone has their own minds, and life is full of vicissitudes and tastes.

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Shaotang and Xiaobei haven't seen each other for more than a month. The separation was forced, and they also let each other hang out, so that the distance will test their fidelity.

Shaotang was beaten by the uncle of the Meng family, but he didn't fight back.

Holding on to the banister of the stairs, he walked slowly downstairs, feeling very dizzy and his skull was swollen and painful.

He squatted downstairs for a while, throwing up.I couldn't drive at all, and then it seemed that Meng Xiaojing sneaked downstairs and helped him get a rickshaw.Meng Xiaojing said quietly, "If I were you, for this kind of thing, I would pick a time when the family has the fewest people and 'strike' the old lady alone."

Shaotang hadn't been beaten for so many years, and he had never been in such a mess.The radiographic diagnosis was a mild concussion, with a slight depression in the skull above the temple.

After receiving two sticks, he felt better.There is definitely a mentality of struggling to redeem his sins. In the final analysis, he deceived the whole Meng family and failed their trust.He also has his own ulterior motives. If he had confessed a few years earlier, he would have been bullying the child. No matter what, he would have ignored it. It is very likely that this road would be broken, and the two of them would not be able to go on.He didn't confess until today, Meng Xiaobei was finally an adult and independent, the two of them could be justified.

The same-sex relationship itself does not put much psychological pressure on Shaotang, and he doesn't even have parents or elders to take care of him, so it doesn't matter.Moreover, if this matter were changed to Duan Hongyu in the high-ranking circles, it would not be considered a matter in the first place!

Liking men does not prevent these people from getting married. Finding a woman of the right family in the army will make a big deal, carry on the family, and getting married does not prevent them from continuing to steal food!There are three bedrooms and five concubines outside, one in Beijing, one in Hong Kong, and another in Canada; Beijing has the Golden Garden Crystal Palace, Hong Kong has a luxury residential area in Mid-Levels, and Canada has a village for rich women and mistresses in Vancouver.This is even a well-known secret in the circle. There is a specific circle of contacts, introduction and frequent exchange of sexual partners, and men and women take it all.It is to seek excitement, reflect the superiority of the class, and enjoy the luxury and corruption that ordinary people at the bottom of the pyramid can't imagine.

He Shaotang didn't mix in that circle.In that respect, he is actually rather awkward and cleanliness. He doesn't like most people, and he thinks it's dirty, so he doesn't associate with it.

Even if it was a male partner, he could have chosen a more secretive and easy path, but he chose the most tangled and difficult partner.The imprisonment of father and son and the difference in status and class are two big mountains.Everyone says that it is not easy to climb high, but the truth is, marrying downward is even worse and more troublesome!What you are facing is a family from another circle, a class that is humble and repressed at the bottom, and often confronts the powerful and powerful.The social injustices, the devastation of the times, and all the contradictions that this generation has encountered will finally be catalyzed and manifested in one brain.

Meng Xiaobei's second aunt and uncle once ran to the building to make trouble, and wanted to talk to Shaotang about it.Before the two could find the office upstairs, they were directly picked up by four plainclothes men at the entrance of the building and carried away...

He Cheng stood upstairs, smoking a cigar, through a large brown glass window, expressionless, and coldly glanced at a few of his bodyguards to clear the venue.

He Cheng told Shaotang that when it comes to relationships, it's best for a man to find a woman, and a woman to find a man.Even if you really decide to live with a man, you must at least find a good match for our He family!Just based on this, Xiaotang, you are not as clear-headed and smart as those two children in our compound!You are a fan of the authorities, and your godson who has been raised for 15 years has given you ecstasy soup.

Shaotang didn't understand at that time that the two children his uncle mentioned were alluding to Young Master Chu and General Huo, they were just a pair of young tigers, how well matched they were.

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During these days, Shaotang and Meng Jianmin met and talked many times.

The negotiation between these two fathers will never reach a result.The two grabbed each other and poured out their thoughts, and what they confessed to each other with all their heart and soul, was essentially the same thought, both loved their son, and hoped that the other would let go and let the child live.

Shaotang went to Beihai Park alone, sat by the Taiye Pool and drank beer.He's going to line up for that roller coaster.There was a long line, with children at the front and back, and he was the only adult, standing in the middle of a group of little people like a silly old hat.He sat in the small spaceship and circled in the sky, recalling the happy days with Beibei at that time.

Let time settle in your heart, and bite the ring on your hand again to make yourself more firm.

Life is only a hundred years, and the city changes every time. In fact, I live very lonely, and it is rare to find a confidant.When Meng Xiaobei was by his side, he would be in pairs; without Meng Xiaobei, he would live alone.

One day at the end of summer, Meng Xiaobei hadn't eaten again, and was lying on the bed drawing, listening to the pigeons chirping outside the window.

The house next door raises pigeons.As he listened, he realized that there was a giant pigeon that sang too badly and didn't fit in with the gregarious, and it kept squirming at the bottom of the wall, and kept scratching the cracks in the wall with its claws.

Meng Xiaobei leaned over the window and looked, his eyes were bright, and he mouthed: Hey, bright! ! ! !

With half a cigarette in his mouth, Qi Liang hid behind the bushes like a thief, desperately gesturing to him...

They live on the second floor of their house. Meng Xiaobei tied sheets, towels, mosquito nets, and everything else he could use into a long rope that day, and ran it down through the window.Taking advantage of his family not staring at him, he removed the screen window and jumped out of the window.

Jumping off the building this time, there was no Shaotang downstairs to pick him up with open arms.When Meng Xiaobei climbed halfway, the startled pigeon lifted his face with its wings.In a panic, the mosquito net was torn off by him, and he almost fell from half the height... His calf stuck in the bushes, his bones felt like needles, and he didn't get up for a long time.At that time, relying on his youth, he risked his life, thinking in his heart that if he was torn apart by his family and couldn't be with Shaotang, he would just kowtow to the ground and die.

Meng Xiaobei was covered in dust, the neckline of his T-shirt was ripped open, revealing a sharp and eye-catching collarbone, his facial features were profound, and he was obviously thinner.

He sprained his ankle and walked with a limp, but he exuded a majestic and high-spirited aura.

Qi Liang rubbed Meng Xiaobei's chest: "I rely on it, I've seen it, what a f*cking crazy rhythm of love!"

Meng Xiaobei threw off his arms and walked on the street, breathing the air of the city freely.He didn't have any shoes, so he bought a pair of sneakers at a roadside stall to put them on, which was convenient for running.He took all the money from Qi Liang and put it in his pocket.

Qi Liang showed Meng Xiaobei Shaotang's message on his pager.Shaotang said: 【Don't be impulsive, don't act recklessly, don't go on a hunger strike or something, I'll slowly beg your family, and get their consent. 】

Meng Xiaobei took a look and snorted, "Shaotang knows me so well even before we meet."

Qi Liang said: "Are you really on a hunger strike? You won't be overwhelmed!"

Meng Xiaobei shook his shoulder-length hair gracefully, showing his usual unscrupulous look: "No, I'm not that kind of person, so I won't be too busy thinking about life or death. I'm only in our house. I went on a hunger strike at mealtime, and then I ate biscuits, steamed buns and fried noodles!"

"I have Shaotang! We love each other so much, I can't let him go even if I can't think about it."

Meng Xiaobei said with a smile, his chin was unshaven, like a down-and-out brick laborer on the street, his eyes shone brightly and his brows were stubborn.

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