evil sea tide

Before returning to bed, Song Jue was a little surprised why he hadn't thought about his mobile phone. There were many things in the company. He was always on 24 hours a day. Usually at this time, the calls should be constant. Why is it so abnormal today?

When I took out my phone, it turned out that it had automatically shut down due to lack of power.He was a little puzzled, the battery was still fully charged yesterday, why did it run out of power so quickly?

After he plugged in the power and turned on the phone, the sound of message notifications came one after another, and various missed calls filled the screen. Song Jue answered the important calls one by one and went on to catch up on sleep.

When he opened his eyes again, it was already 8 o'clock at night, he woke up refreshed, looked around the room, and found that Yang Ze still hadn't come back.

Playing Disappearance just because he forgot the time of Memorial Day?This person is getting more and more unreasonable...

He suddenly remembered that there were materials in the study that he would use for the meeting tomorrow, and when he opened the door, he was stunned by the sight in front of him.

He seemed to have traveled through the gate of time and space and returned to six years ago.

That day, in room 506, Yang Ze said with an excited and shy expression that he liked him, and then kissed him forcefully, and then he agreed in a strange way, obviously only intending to tease him, not really wanting to date, but Somehow, it took six years to go all the way.

Six years later, the tenderness between him and Yang Ze is no longer there, and the relationship between the two has come to a dead end. The only thing in common is that Yang Ze still regards him as the only one, while he is already pursuing more and fresher stimulation. .

He stroked the blue single bed with his hand, and his name and student number were even pasted on the head of the bed. Next to him was Yang Ze's bed, on which he put a walkman and earphones, because he likes to listen to some music before going to bed .

Seeing the scene in front of him, even a hard-hearted person would be touched. Song Jue recalled the scene back then, thinking that he should be persuaded to come back. He spent a lot of effort for this day, but what was waiting was his roar.

In the center of the room is a small round table, on which there is a round cake, which should have candles on it, but it has been dissolved at this moment, and the words on the cake are blurred by the re-solidified candles, but Song Jue I can still vaguely recognize their shapes: Song Jue and Yang Ze will be together forever~

The bright red color looks so ridiculous and ironic.

When he saw this sentence, his heart throbbed.He is indeed a cruel and selfish person, from the very beginning he didn't plan to be with Yang Ze all the time, he just wanted to be fresh for a while, but Yang Ze took this sentence as his belief, even if he begs, he must stick to it.

Has he ignored Yang Ze too much these days?

Call him first, apologize sincerely, and chase him back, as he has done before.

They have known each other for nearly seven years, and they know each other very well. Every time Yang Ze runs away from home, it is just to get his attention, so he will hold his mobile phone firmly in his hand and wait for his call, otherwise he will not Picked it up immediately, and then asked him pretending to be sullen.

How could Song Jue not understand his little thoughts, but he was willing to play with him when he was patient.

But this time, he only heard a nice female voice saying in a mechanically polite tone, "Sorry, the number you dialed is empty."

Empty number? ?

Song Jue dialed again and got the same answer.

Yang Ze canceled his number?Why?

He looked at the call log, puzzled.

Just then, a piece of information at the bottom of the page caught his attention.

——通话时间：20XX年8月15日20：15至22：35分。通话人：杨泽。

Song Jue was startled, why didn't he know that Yang Ze had called him?During this period of time, I was with Qiao Ke. They entered the hotel after 8:[-], so he should be taking a shower when Yang Ze called, so Qiao Ke answered the call?

She didn't tell him about it, and she didn't hang up the phone, so Yang Ze heard everything that happened in their room?

Song Jue finally realized that something was wrong. Yang Ze was not angry at him for forgetting the anniversary, but because he heard the whole process of making love between him and Qiao Ke, so he said the word break up.

Yang Ze said these two words countless times, and later whenever they quarreled, he would threaten to break up. At first Song Jue let him go, but as time passed, Song Jue ignored it and even felt disgusted.

Because he knew that the person who really didn't want to break up was obviously Yang Ze, but he threatened himself with this matter again and again.This stupid approach bored him, and if it wasn't for so many years of relationship, he really wanted to agree on the spot.

So although Song Jue felt the crisis at this moment, it was far from panic, because he concluded that Yang Ze couldn't do without him.All his things are there, even his wallet is well placed in the bedside table, where can he go?Canceling the mobile phone number or something is just to give him a blow.

He made a call to Tommy. Yang Ze didn't have many friends, and his relationship with Guan Shan was relatively good. If he wanted to find a temporary safe haven, he could only think of Tommy.

"Boss Song, why are you calling me so late? Yang Ze? I don't know, is he gone again? Boss Song, tell me the truth, did the surprise he gave you yesterday surprise you so you put He was broken by that, so he hid and didn't see you?" After speaking, he smiled wretchedly.

"How do you know?" Song Jue asked in surprise.

"Because he asked me for your itinerary for the whole day yesterday from me last month, and he started preparations only after confirming that you were fine tonight. I would be so touched. If someone could treat me like this..."

"What? You said he knew I had no plans last night?"

Tommy finally realized that Song Jue wasn't joking with him, and that Yang Ze had really disappeared, so he said seriously, "Yeah, he also told me not to let you know because it was a surprise, what happened?" ?”

Song Jue hung up the phone, and his heart sank a bit. Thinking of the call that lasted more than two hours, his anger began to burn. He dialed Qiao Ke's phone, and when he heard her voice Sour asks why she did that.

Unexpectedly, Qiao Ke said in an innocent tone: "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it. Your cell phone rang. When I saw it was Yang Ze's call, I wanted to help you perfunctory. Otherwise, he would definitely have to call. , I made up an excuse that you were inviting the director of my drama to dinner, and now it’s inconvenient to listen to the phone in the bathroom, and then Ze Yang stopped talking, so I put your phone back. You know my habit Yes, I will wait for the other party to hang up on the phone."

Song Jue: "Then why didn't you tell me?"

Qiao Ke was even more aggrieved: "A Jue, last night was our first time. Do you know how long I have been looking forward to it? I really don't want him to ruin your mood. I don't mind your past, but we are already in We are together, Uncle and Aunt Song said they hope we get engaged as soon as possible, so you will break up with Yang Ze sooner or later, how can you doubt me like this because of his phone call..."

Song Jue had no choice but to say a few words of consolation. He was too lazy to distinguish whether Qiao Ke's words were true or not, so he hung up the phone quickly.

This time, it may not be so simple...

Qiao Ke is the woman sent to him by his parents, and he is their favorite daughter-in-law. At that time, in order to persuade his parents to stop interfering with his business, he promised them that they would get married within a few years, and the partner would be determined by them. Anyway, for him Said, it doesn't matter who you marry, it's better to make your parents happy, and let him and Yang Ze live a few more years of quiet life.

But even if he got married, he didn't think about breaking up with Yang Ze completely, it's just that there are some things to do in a more secretive way, which is not difficult for him.Of course, the premise is that Yang Ze can be sensible and not so troublesome.

Yang Ze hid, now he can only wait for him to show up when his anger subsides, and then coax him, this time it will probably take some effort.Last time he said that they haven't gone out together for a long time, let's take him to Yi Dali this time, he has been yearning for it all the time, but he doesn't have much time, so in order to make him happy, he had to sacrifice a little bit this time .

Thinking of this, Song Jue let go of her heart.He has already prepared a lot of excuses to apologize to Yang Ze, and some love words that are not bad and not tired of listening. Even if Yang Ze can't forgive him immediately, he will be moved by him.

With such confidence, Song Jue didn't continue to worry about this matter.Recently, the company is planning to move its headquarters to the Imperial Capital. Due to various considerations, this will bring the company's development to a new level, so Song Jue has been quite busy these days, and even Qiao Ke, who just got it, has been left alone.

He rejected Qiao Ke's invitation, as soon as he got off work, he would return home, and he had to wait for Yang Ze to appear at home. If Yang Ze wanted to come back but didn't see him, he would definitely think wildly again.

He sits in an empty home, from a 50-square-meter university dormitory to a [-]-square-meter single apartment to the current luxury duplex apartment. Their living places have been rising steadily with their career success, but his relationship with Yang Ze is just right. On the contrary, one year is not as good as one year.

Yang Ze hadn't come back yet, Song Jue was sitting in "506" bored, in front of the rotten and sour cake, he could imagine that Yang Ze was sitting like this at that time, watching the bright red candles burn out bit by bit, The expectations in my heart were also shattered.

How would he feel then?

Song Jue thought.

Will you be sad?Will you cry?

Yang Ze is a person who can't hide his thoughts or suppress his emotions. He laughs when he's happy, and cries loudly when he's sad.He couldn't remember what it was like the day Yang Ze left. He seemed to keep his head down, and his voice was weak, as if he hadn't rested for a long time.

Song Jue knew that he had gone too far this time, Yang Ze was so angry that he stayed up all night, and when he proposed to break up the next day, he was yelled at by him again.He should be very sad, right?Otherwise, it won't be two days and there is no news...

Where are you?Ze Yang?

Come back, I know I was wrong...

Their relationship has faded a lot with the passage of time, and Song Jue has thought of breaking up many times.He felt that Yang Ze was no longer attractive to him, and he became moody, jealous and jealous, which Song Jue didn't like.But after Yang Ze left for only two days, Song Jue became restless.When I came back late, I couldn’t see the person who was wrapped in a blanket and curled up on the sofa waiting for me. The other side of the bed was always cold, and I was the only one left in the huge room, and there was a dead silence everywhere.

Three days passed, and Song Jue felt that his patience was about to be exhausted, so he simply called the police and asked the police to cooperate in the search for Yang Ze.

The police asked him to provide some information about Yang Ze. He thought that the other party's wallet was still in the bedside cabinet, and there should be his ID card in it, so he hurried home, but when he opened the wallet, he found two things missing from it—— ID card, salary card.

Song Jue's heart suddenly became tense, and the hand holding the wallet was trembling. He stood up, walked quickly to the closet, opened the bottom drawer, and found a black velvet box inside. , opened it, but found nothing inside.

It was a relic of Yang Ze's parents, a jade Buddha statue the size of a fist. He regarded him as important as his life, and would take it out to wipe and admire it from time to time.

But it was gone. In the empty box, there was still the shape of the Buddha statue wrapped in flannelette, but the Buddha statue disappeared.

Yang Ze didn't take any clothes, but only three things: ID card, salary card, and parents' relics.

Song Jue realized something, and the calmness on his face disappeared in an instant, replaced by panic, loss of control and panic.

Ze Yang, where are you?What are you going to do?

Yang Ze just disappeared from his life, and Song Jue tried all kinds of methods but couldn't find him.The police found that he had gone to the bank to withdraw all the money in the card on August 8, and then disappeared.

When Song Jue heard the news, the last hope in his heart was also shattered.He gradually realized a fact: Yang Ze will not come back again...

He had left him without saying goodbye many times, and walked out of the house in anger with him, but most of the time, he would come back by himself, then walk back to the room in despair, close the door in frustration and sleep soundly. Go to work and go to work, and live a life that should be lived.

But he has been away for ten days. During these ten days, Song Jue tasted the taste of waiting. It turned out that waiting for someone is so unbearable. How did Yang Ze look forward to his return again and again, but was disappointed again and again of?

The slippers that Yang Ze often wears are still placed in the entrance; his towels and toothbrush are placed in their original positions, and their angles and shapes have not changed; The ones that were placed were Yang Ze's. They were neatly stacked together, and there was not a single piece of clothing missing.

Everything is the way Ze Yang was at home, as if he had never left.

As time passed day by day, Song Jue was almost in a daze, as soon as the company's affairs were over, he would rush home non-stop.He closed all the doors and windows to prevent the outside air from coming in and the inside from escaping. Yang Ze has been away for almost half a month, and his breath in the room has become weaker and weaker. Song Jue does not allow this When something happened, he wanted to keep Yang Ze's smell, as if it was Yang Ze's soul, if he kept them, Yang Ze would have to return to him.

He refused all the banquets, and even Qiao Ke's soft words could no longer arouse his interest. He is like a robot. Every day when he gets home, he will sit on one of the chairs in "506". That was Yang Ze's former seat, and he remained motionless in that dazed posture until he was so sleepy that his eyelids were fighting and he climbed onto "Yang Ze's bed" to sleep.

"Yang Ze, you won this time, completely won, I admit defeat, so come back, come back..."

He lay sideways on that bed with his head facing inward, leaving a small space, as if Yang Ze was lying beside him.

Song Jue lost a lot of weight, and he didn't pay much attention to the company's affairs. During the meeting, he was frequently absent-minded, which caused the dissatisfaction of several shareholders.His confidant subordinate Tommy was worried that Song Jue's state would affect the company's development, and even more worried that his body and spirit would completely collapse if he continued like this, so he called Hai Donglin and asked him to come back to take charge of the overall situation.

Hai Donglin was surprised by Song Jue's appearance. They had known each other for 20 years, almost growing up in crotch pants. Most of the time, Song Jue was arrogant, even supercilious. He had never seen such a lost soul Thought-of.

"Brother Dong, he's gone..." On the rooftop, Song Jue leaned against the railing and drank in silence, letting the cool night breeze blow over his cheeks.

Hai Donglin nodded, he was a little confused.Yang Ze was not on the same side as them. With Song Jue's character, he thought they would not last long.But now he has to doubt his own judgment. He thought Song Jue would be the one who would get out of this relationship first, but he didn't expect that Yang Ze, who has always been kind and deceitful, was the one who left resolutely.

"Brother Dong, I have been with him for six years...I never thought that I would be with a person, a man for six years. More than 2000 days, I have been with him day and night, if If you only count the hours, it is even longer than the time with my parents... So, so I think I have no love for him, at most, it is family affection... But I don't know why he left Will I be so uncomfortable? Brother Dong, it’s like being hollowed out here..." He pointed to his heart and said.

Song Jue's hair was disheveled by the night wind, his eyes were bloodshot, his cheeks were very thin, and his cheekbones were obvious.Such a down and out Song Jue lost the vigor and self-confidence of the past, Hai Donglin frowned, grabbed the wine glass in his hand and threw it on the ground.

The crystal cup instantly turned into transparent slag, and the aroma of the wine spread. Song Jue raised his head and looked at Dong Ge blankly.

Hai Donglin: "Ah Jue, don't tell me, you only found out how much you love him after Yang Ze left."

Song Jue didn't want to admit that he had been struggling with this fact for the past few days. He felt that he was just unwilling to be dumped by Yang Ze, but the pain in his heart reminded him over and over again that his feelings for Yang Ze were far greater than that of Yang Ze. It was deeper than he imagined.

Hai Donglin is not good at dealing with emotional matters. He himself is a cold-hearted person. He understands the joy of sex but does not understand the sweetness of love. How can such a person enlighten a person who is frustrated by love?

He tried his best to search for words in his mind, and found that he really had no talent in this area, so he simply changed his mind and said, "I'll help you find him, but there may not be any results. Let's set a deadline, three If you still can't find Yang Ze after a month, just give up and pretend that he never showed up, and you are still the Song Jue who plays in the world."

Song Jue looked at him with hope in his eyes, and finally there was a gleam of light in his cloudy eyes, "Brother Dong, you must help me find him, definitely!"

Hai Donglin nodded slightly, "I will try my best."

That night, Song Jue had a good night's sleep. Since Yang Ze left, he slept so peacefully for the first time.

In his dream, he saw Yang Ze sitting on the edge of the bed, scratching his nose with the foot of the quilt to wake him up. He waved his hand away impatiently but was caught by him: "Song Jue, if you don't get up again, I will I have to go." Song Jue in the dream felt extremely sleepy, so she covered her head with a quilt and continued to sleep soundly.

"Song Jue, if you don't wake up, I really have to leave..."

He heard Yang Ze's voice sounded again, with infinite disappointment and loneliness in his tone.

But in the dream, he seemed to be asleep and couldn't wake up no matter what, so excited that he wished he could pounce on him and give him two slaps to wake him up, telling him: Hurry up and chase, or there will be no chance!He really will leave!

But he couldn't do anything, he could only stare blankly at Yang Ze's expression becoming more and more desperate, and red tears flowed from his eyes, which were as shocking and dazzling as blood.

——"Song Jue, let's break up, I'm leaving..."

Song Jue suddenly woke up from the nightmare, his heart was beating violently, as if he was still in the horrible dream just now.

The three-month wait was long and tormented. If it weren't for the great confidence in Hai Donglin, Song Jue wouldn't be able to bear it at all.

He misses Yang Ze crazily, and all he can't get out of his mind is Yang Ze's face with blood and tears in his dream. When he was most uncomfortable, his brain swelled and hurt, making him hug his head and hit the wall. He wanted to squeeze out all the memories about Yang Ze in his mind.

He turned out Yang Ze's clothes and spread them all over the bed, and then lay on it, hugging Yang Ze's used blanket, so that he would be wrapped in Yang Ze's breath, so that he had an illusion : Yang Ze didn't leave, he was by his side.

He deceived himself and pretended that Yang Ze was just leaving in a fit of anger, maybe as soon as he opened the door, he would see Yang Ze sitting on the sofa with his arms crossed, asking him if he dared to do it next time.

"I dare not...I really dare not..."

He talked to himself in the air, and confessed to the phantom of Yang Ze in front of him.He hoped that his voice could reach Yang Ze's ears and let him know that he really regretted this time and knew he was wrong.

In the past three months, apart from staying at home and waiting for Yang Ze to come back, the most he did was to call Hai Donglin to inquire about the progress of the matter, but every time he got news, his heart sank a little.

Huaguo is so big, how hard is it to find someone who is hiding?Even a person with a strong background like Hai Donglin still feels helpless.For his only true friend, he even bowed his head to beg his father Hae Taean, they hadn't spoken in years before.

He didn't want Song Jue to be ruined because of Yang Ze, it wasn't worth it...

The search for a needle in a haystack ended in failure. Three months later, Hai Donglin apologized and said to Song Jue, who was still unable to give up: "I'm sorry..."