evil sea tide

The days have returned to the calmness they once had, but Yang Ze knew that they could no longer return to the intimacy they had at the beginning.

He didn't know how deep his love for Song Jue was, and could make him spend it so unscrupulously. He just felt more and more tired. When Song Jue was not at home, he didn't dare to think about what he was doing. , Where, he regarded himself as an ostrich, buried his head in the sand, did not listen, stubbornly believed that Song Jue still loved him, and their relationship could continue.

Song Jue did love him, but this did not prevent him from finding some excitement in his life.He is born unconstrained, and he doesn't like a life that remains the same, and he will go crazy if he sticks to one person for the rest of his life.The current situation makes him quite satisfied. If only Yang Zeneng had been so sensible all the time, he liked him and would be with him, but the premise was that he could turn a blind eye to some things.

This incident caused an uproar in the company. The underground relationship between the boss and the chief financial officer was described in multiple versions by gossip people. Of course, they dared not spread these words to Song Jue's ears, but in front of Yang Ze, their The eyes are so naked.

Ze Yang was disturbed by their eyes, but fortunately Tommy comforted him and let him ignore those people.

"Yang Ze, in this circle, things like yours are nothing to worry about. The news that we have hyped up is worth [-] to [-] people, so don't take it to heart. But I don't think you have a good face recently. That's right, the boss is cheating again?"

Tommy is tight-lipped, but he's also the number one gossip guy in the company.

Yang Ze shook his head, he didn't know.Even if there is Song Jue, he will not let him know. Recently, he has restrained himself a lot, and has become gentle and considerate to him.

Now that he has decided to continue with everything, he can only swallow these sufferings in his stomach and cannot tell others.Whoever made himself so cheap, knew that he was unreliable, and still climbed up the pole.

But this incident eventually had an uncontrollable impact. There was a man named Song Hao in the company, who was a distant relative of Song Jue and a branch of the Song family in Jiangzhou. After NAE developed, his parents entrusted Song Jue's parents came to the company to take up an idle job. Anyway, he has nothing to do and can't find a good job.

So after learning about this, he immediately told Song Jue's parents as if taking credit.In fact, Song Likun and Meng Xiangyao still don't believe this. The son has many problems, but he has never had the bad habit of playing with men.However, after listening to what Song Hao said, he still paid attention to it. Hearing that there are many such things in the entertainment industry, it is hard to guarantee that his son will not be affected after being immersed in this industry for a long time.The son is in Jiangzhou, and their parents can't see or care about it. If something happens, it's too late to regret it.

Song Likun immediately sent someone to investigate, which shocked the Song family couple. It turned out that Song Jue really had a male lover, who was his college classmate, and they had been living together for several years!

Song's mother was so frightened that she almost had a heart attack, so she flew to Jiangzhou City with her husband overnight.

This is a night that Yang Ze will never forget in his life, because he has never felt so embarrassed.He was pointed at by Song Jue's parents and called him a male vixen, accusing him of deviating the good Song Jue and ruining his life.

In the end, they proposed to give him a sum of money to let him leave Song Jue immediately. After hearing this, Yang Ze, who was originally silent, raised his head and said to them: "I may leave Song Jue, but it will definitely not be for money."

His attitude angered Song's father. He stood up and was about to teach this shameless thing a lesson. Song Jue quickly stepped forward to hold his father, but turned back to Yang Ze angrily and said, "Yang Ze! My father is in a fit of anger. You What are you talking about with him! You go out first, and I will talk to them!"

Song Jue finally persuaded his parents and sent them on the plane bound for the imperial capital.Ze Yang asked him how he did it, but the answer he got was not convincing.

So Yang Ze secretly guessed that the reason why the old couple of the Song family didn't pay any attention to this matter was because they felt that they were not a threat, and Song Jue most likely guaranteed something to make them feel at ease in the end.

As for what it was, he didn't want to guess and didn't dare to guess.

This incident led to a consequence, that is, Yang Ze could not continue to stay in the company. This was one of the conditions that Song Jue negotiated with his parents, and he didn't even have the right to refute.

"It's okay. I've asked someone to help you find a good unit. It's easier than working in the company. It's good. Recently, there are more and more things in the company, and I can't bear you to work so hard."

Song Jue comforted him gently in his ear, but Yang Ze felt sad. He was here when the company was established, and watched it grow from a small company with a dozen people to its current scale. , just like watching your own children thrive.He has feelings for NAE, here are his struggles, memories, and achievements, but Song Jue just wiped them all out with an understatement.He doesn't even regret his departure as much as Tommy does.

Yang Ze agreed, but rejected Song Jue's arrangement, and applied for a finance job in a small company by himself, starting from scratch.

So they can only see each other at night.During the day, Yang Ze's mind was full of such low-level questions as: what Song Jue was doing, who he was having dinner with, and whether he flirted with the new artist.

He felt that he was becoming more and more like a resentful woman, worrying about her husband's infidelity all day long and living in anxiety.

He hates himself like this, but he can't control the various conjectures in his mind. When the trust gradually disappears, all that remains is constant suspicion and temptation.

This kind of too frequent probing finally angered Song Jue. These days, he is so busy with a matter unilaterally solved by a first-line artist, there are endless things to deal with every day, and he has no time to fool around.After returning home, Yang Ze no longer asked him about his health as before, but checked him in a strange way.

He repeated those questions every day, asking Song Jue to report to him everything in the company in detail, including who he had been in contact with, the name and origin of the other party, and so on.

Song Jue definitely owed Yang Ze a debt, so he was more patient with him for a while, but it didn't take long for him to stand Yang Ze's questioning and nagging complaints, especially when he dragged his tired body back home and even his clothes were worn out. When it is not changed.

"Yang Ze! Are you enough? How did you become like this!" He threw the clothes in his hand on the ground and left the house angrily.

How did I become like this?

The answer to this question... I want to know too...

Yang Ze fell into a terrible vicious circle. The more he wanted to control Song Jue's words and deeds, the more indifferent Song Jue became to him, which made him more uneasy. He wished he could become a shadow and follow Song Jue to see for himself. What the hell is he doing.

He felt that Song Jue was paying less and less attention to him, so after several fierce quarrels, he began to learn to run away from home and let Song Jue find him.The first few times his wish was indeed fulfilled, Song Jue would compromise with him and persuade him to come back with kind words, Yang Ze would feel very happy at this time, thinking that Song Jue cared about him.But it didn't take long for Song Jue to get tired of the wolf game. When he found that Yang Ze was not at home, he would simply call him and say, "Come back when you figure it out."

That's all.

He felt that Song Jue was not honest enough with him, while Song Jue thought he was hysterical and unreasonable.They have become more and more silent, even when they are not arguing, they are silent.Yang Ze felt that Song Jue was getting farther and farther away from him, and their common topics were getting less and less. He didn't understand the company's current development plan, and Song Jue was not interested in his trivial matters.Most of the time they go about their own business as if the other doesn't exist.

When they slept in the same bed at night, they were back to back with a long distance between them.At this time, Yang Ze would think of the old days, Song Jue wanted him and refused, so he ran and chased one after another, turning the two-meter-wide bed into a battlefield, and in the end he was caught by Song Jue and held down It's done.

He no longer ran away from home, because doing so would have no effect other than arousing Song Jue's disgust.The only good news is that Song Jue has been too busy in the company and has no time for flirting, because he didn't find any trace of the opposite sex on him, which was also confirmed by Tommy.

Two months later, when Qiao Ke appeared in front of him, Yang Ze really felt the crisis for the first time.

Song Jue loves to play, but only loves to play. He always keeps Yang Ze in his heart. This is the reason why Yang Ze endured his betrayal again and again, and it is also his only self-confidence.But when he saw Qiao Ke, he was shaken uncontrollably.

He came to the company to look for Tommy this day. In fact, he used this as an excuse to see what Song Jue was doing, and he saw this scene——

A tall and handsome man stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. In front of him was a curvaceous and beautiful woman. They talked softly and looked at each other with warmth. The sun shone on them, turning this scene into a wonderful dream. , it is unbearable to break.

What a match they seemed, a match made in heaven.Song Jue had never looked at him with such eyes, as if looking at a rare treasure.

Song Jue noticed him first, and said with a normal expression, "Qiao Ke, let me introduce you. This is Yang Ze, one of the veterans of the company. Yang Ze, this is Qiao Ke, a newly signed artist."

Qiao Ke walked up to Yang Ze generously and held out his hand: "Mr. Yang, nice to meet you."

Her elegance made the astonished Yang Ze stunned, and he came back to his senses after a few seconds and shook hands with her, "Hello."

Qiao Ke smiled at him, for some reason, Yang Ze felt that there were too many things in her smile, and everything made him feel uncomfortable.

Song Jue told him that although Qiao Ke is an artist of the company, he is different from others. He is the only daughter of his father's friend. His family is in the steel business. He just graduated from Jiangzhou Finance and Economics College. Being an artist is purely for fun. , Song Likun repeatedly told him to take good care of her.

Yang Ze felt an unprecedented sense of crisis, not just because of jealousy, but because he knew that this was Song Jue's favorite type of woman.

She is not as lively and active as other girls in her early years, but quiet and calm. Not only that, she knows the importance of advancing and retreating, and has her own way of dealing with everyone.Her body exudes the elegance and intelligence of a lady. She has everything from background, appearance, education, and conduct. No man can resist such a woman, especially Song Jue who prefers this type.

And not long after, Yang Ze also knew what kind of emotion was contained in the eyes she looked at him - contempt, disdain, contempt...

Standing next to Song Jue, she was like the hostess here, feeling repulsed by him, a third party who didn't know how to flatter her, but she didn't show it directly, maybe in her proud eyes, someone like Yang Ze wasn't qualified at all. shaken to her position.

He told Song Jue this idea directly, and the other party was slightly taken aback, and then said impatiently: "You're thinking wildly again, it's just the daughter of my father's family friend, I put her in the way of my younger sister."

Yang Ze had no choice but to give up, but the uneasiness in his heart was gradually expanding.Song Jue became even busier. Sometimes he couldn't even see him for a whole day. Although he couldn't find any evidence of cheating on him, Yang Ze knew that his heart had turned to other places, because The way he looked at himself no longer had the same enthusiasm as before. In his eyes, there was no difference between himself and Tommy, the driver Xiao Xiao, and even the company's tea-serving girl.

Should such a relationship really continue?

Next month will be their six-year anniversary together. They have been together for more than 2000 days. To him, Song Jue is more than just a lover. He is the whole of his life and what he depends on for survival. Air is also the courage for him to live.

He couldn't imagine what life would be like without Song Jue. Is Yang Ze still the same Yang Ze?

He has endured so many betrayals, and he can't give up all his previous efforts. Maybe Song Jue just admires her and has no other meaning.

The six-year anniversary is coming, Yang Ze is quietly preparing for this great day, he wants to give Song Jue a surprise, maybe on this day, he can redeem the increasingly weak love between them.

Song Jue would never remember this kind of day, let alone set aside time for it, every time Yang Ze told him in advance.But in order to create a surprise, Yang Ze didn't tell him directly this time. Instead, he secretly inquired with Tommy to make sure that he didn't have any arrangements for that day before starting to arrange everything.

On this day, he asked for leave, and started working after Song Jue left. He asked someone to change one of their smaller rooms into a university dormitory, with four beds, four sets of desks, and those cabinets. He also did kung fu on the wall, deliberately painting it with black and gray paint pens to give a sense of age.

It all started with the 506, and 6 years later, let it all repeat itself.

There is a bright red number "6" on the huge cake, and a sentence is written underneath: Song Jue and Yang Ze will be together forever~

He waited quietly for Song Jue to come back, but half an hour later he received a call from Song Jue——

"Today, there are two important guests from the United States. I won't go back. You can eat by yourself."

Yang Ze froze in place, and when he came back to his senses, the phone had been hung up, and the red candle was frantically twisting, as if mocking his innocence and delusion.

Sumptuous dishes, delicious cakes, and carefully arranged scenes become a comic drama, and this scene has only one protagonist, who is sitting at the table with an expressionless face that looks like a puppet.

Yang Ze was not reconciled, he had done so much for this day, he had so much hope, he had to try once, this might be his only chance to save Song Jue.

So he called Song Jue back.

"Hello, Song Jue?"

But there was no sound from the other end of the phone. Yang Ze thought it was a bad signal and planned to hang up and redial, but he heard a slight smile.

It was a woman's voice, as cheerful and crisp as a silver bell, but at the moment it sounded like a magic voice piercing through Yang Ze's ears.

Choco.

He has a high degree of recognition of the voice, and the contempt and hostility contained in that smile cannot be ignored, allowing him to immediately identify the owner of the voice.

Why are they together?

Yang Ze's hands trembled nervously, and he pressed his legs tightly, trying to calm himself down.

Maybe, maybe it's just a coincidence...

"What's wrong? Are you smiling so happily?"

Song Jue's voice came from the other end, which shocked him all over.

The female voice thought: "Is it finished washing? Is your head still hurting? I told you not to drink so much alcohol. Was I laughing just now? I didn't even know it. I probably felt too happy."

Song Jue said helplessly and dotingly: "You, you usually look quite mature, why are you acting like a little girl now?"

Qiao Ke said coquettishly: "Women in love are like this, don't you know? Don't you just follow..."

Yang Ze didn't hear what she said below, replaced by the sound of wet tongues intertwining, the sound of tsk tsk represented how intense their kiss was.

Song Jue's cell phone seemed to be turned up to the maximum volume, and he could even hear the sound of undressing.

Then there is the woman's coquettish gasp, sometimes high and sometimes low, sometimes fast and sometimes slow, and at the same time there is the sound of physical impact and the man's panting, which makes Yang Ze feel like he is in it, as if a man and a woman are intersecting in front of his eyes.They all had intoxicated expressions on their faces, their movements were wild and intense, and there were moans that made people blush.

Yang Ze's whole body was cold, his brain became numb and he couldn't think about any problems.He drooped his dim eyes, and crystal clear tears slipped from the corners of his eyes. At this moment, he clearly heard the voice of his heartbroken.

……

After being drunk first and then having a night of mischief, Song Jue returned home extremely exhausted.Qiao Ke had an important press conference today. She shouldn't have done something like that last night, but she was so proactive and the atmosphere was good. In addition, he drank too much wine, everything happened so naturally.

When he opened the door, he unexpectedly saw Yang Ze sitting on the sofa in the living room, bowing his head and saying nothing.

"Yang Ze?"

Hearing his voice, Yang Ze didn't raise his head, he rested his two hands on his forehead, as if he was thinking about something.

"Where were you last night?" he asked.

His tone was very calm, Song Jue didn't feel anything strange, and replied with a normal expression: "Didn't you say that, I have two important customers, let's not talk about it, I drank a little too much last night, I'll go to catch up on sleep first... ..."

"Do you know what day it was last night?"

"What?" Song Jue, who was taking off his coat, asked without looking back.

"The sixth anniversary of our relationship."

Song Jue raised his eyebrows and didn't pay much attention to it: "Why didn't you tell me earlier, you know, I never remember such a day."

"Song Jue, let's break up..." Yang Ze exhausted all his strength when he said these words.During the two hours of sex between Song Jue and Qiao Ke, his tears had dried up, and he was already used to the feeling of a broken heart. Those unbearable voices swallowed up his last hope for Song Jue and... …emotion.

Song Jue finally turned around to face him, and said annoyedly, "Just because of this you want to break up with me?"

"Let's break up..." Yang Ze repeated these three words, he was almost unable to hold on anymore, he didn't want Song Jue to see his cowardly appearance and tears again.

"What's the matter with you? I'm so tired that you're bothering me with this kind of thing? Are you looking for trouble? Yang Ze, how come you are more annoying than a woman? I just want to sleep well now, you If you like to make trouble, it's a big deal to run away from home, anyway, it's not once or twice."

After speaking, he went straight into the bedroom and closed the door.

After a long time, Yang Ze raised his head slowly, his eyes were like a pool of stagnant water without any waves.He stretched out his hand and stroked the black travel bag next to him, thinking sadly that Song Jue didn't even notice it.

It's time to leave. In the past seven years, he has paid too much, not only his feelings, but also his entire dignity.For this love, he was desperate, and finally ended up being smashed to pieces.

It doesn't mean that no matter how much you pay, you will be rewarded accordingly. The reality has been trying to tell him this truth, but he wakes up too late.

he should go...

This was a wrong relationship in the first place, and Song Jue's change of heart could not be exchanged for his persecution, only more deceit, betrayal and hurt.

Why put yourself in such a lowly position?Why bother?His dignity is trampled on underfoot, but he stubbornly believes that as long as there is love, this little sacrifice is nothing.

This is a dream with a sweet beginning, twists and turns, and a tragic ending. It is time to wake up from the dream.

When he walked out of the house, the early morning sun shone on him, causing him to narrow his eyes slightly.How long has he not faced people and things other than Song Jue?For seven whole years, he put all his thoughts on unworthy people and ignored too many beautiful things.

After a sleepless night, his legs were a little swollen, but when he walked out of the community, his steps were so firm. He raised his head to face the rising sun, with a self-deprecating smile on his face. When he walked out of the gate, he closed his eyes. He took a breath of fresh air, and when he opened his eyes again, the fragility of the last second was gone in the dark pupils.

He strode away from here, leaving everything about that person behind.

……

Song Jue fell asleep until the afternoon. If it wasn't for the hunger that woke him up, he might have continued to sleep.His head still hurts a little, the wine last night was a bit strong, but it tasted really good, and because Qiao Ke had been persuading him to drink, he couldn't hold back and drank more.

"Yang Ze, Yang Ze."

He didn't want to get up, at this time Yang Ze should have come home from get off work, he wanted him to pour himself a glass of water and get something to eat.

There was no movement outside, and then he called a few more times.At this time, he was more or less sober, and then he remembered that he had quarreled with Yang Ze when he came home in the morning, and what did Yang Ze say in the end?separate?

He sighed, and he didn't know how long it would take this time.When I went outside, I found that he was no longer there.

Yang Ze really disappointed him, how could he become so hard to serve when he was straightforward and lively?Is this still the free and easy person he knew?

If it weren't for the two of them being together for so many years, even if there is no relationship, there is still some family affection, and he is really tired of it.

He checked the room and found that Yang Ze's clothes were still there, he didn't look like he was going to stay outside for a long time, so he ordered a takeaway for himself and continued to sleep.I guess I can't help but run back in less than a day this time...