Online Games: Light and Dust

How does it feel to fall in love with someone?

Is it intentional or unintentional?Is it tacit understanding, is it being careful, or will you think of that name when you see everything, and you can't forget it?

The first time Nan Zhongyuan saw Qin Lu was during the first Sky's End competition.

He is not a person who likes to be lively, and the reason why he went there was because his friends were there. At that time, Lu Chen and Cheng Xi hadn't fallen out, and Wan Ruanxiao and Cheng Xi hadn't hooked up yet. He went over to look, and Xixi was shouting everywhere Crowd, it was summer again, the exhibition hall was very hot, he was about to go back, when he turned around and saw a person, holding hands, sitting in the innermost group of people in Zhulu.

Qin Lu had worn that black T-shirt for many years.

He is naturally suitable for wearing black, with a handsome face and a stern expression. As long as he sits there, there is a sense of alienation of "I don't know you", which makes people feel cold.

Nan Zhongyuan looked at him, turned around and continued walking, when someone behind him asked Cheng Xi: "Who is that very attractive person?"

He failed to learn his name.

Later, when he was cooking in the restaurant, he got bored and looked through the forums. Some people complained about the bad character of Zhuhan. He looked at it and suddenly remembered the young man in a black T-shirt he saw the other day. , smiled and passed.

There are also rankings in the game, he is recognized as the number one player, and some people have gathered the strongest lineup in the whole server on the forum, and the strongest lineup in the back row is him and Xiao Zhan.

Also ranked in the PK list, seeing his name ranked behind me, I couldn't help thinking, with that person's arrogant temper, probably he couldn't bear his ranking behind Huanhua.

When Cheng Xi came to ask him for help, he was cooking. He joked that Young Master Cheng was in such a mess. Cheng Xi said, "Sooner or later, I have to clean up the war."

I don't know if the name touched him, or because he remembered a certain figure, he washed his hands and turned on the computer.

The precious wild bamboo fungus was thrown into the pot in a hurry, and rushed to the second district. A group of people who were chasing the deer were waiting at the gate of the dungeon. They saw that person standing high on a tree, holding hands and ignoring him. , he looked at it and laughed.

The copy is finally over.

Cheng Xi reciprocated and gave him the secret of the dragon-slaying dungeon. He actually didn't care about things in the game. After all, cooking was his main business, but when Xiao Zhan came to PK with him, he agreed.

Naturally, he was beaten badly.

Even if you don't care about the game, as a man, you still have the desire to win, but for some reason, seeing that the winning man is obviously very happy but still pretends to be a jerk, I find it funny, and I can't help but want to stay with him Around, see more.

[Team] Xiao Zhan: When my apprentice wants to be obedient and not run around, you have to come if I tell you.

[Team] Awow: Good. ~(≧▽≦)/~.

[Team] Battle: Don't be cute.

He himself couldn't figure out why he wanted to be the apprentice of Xiao Zhan, but after staying with him for a long time, he gradually understood this person, he was actually very easy to understand, his world was very simple, indifference was a mask, arrogance was a shell, To use a cliché, he was actually a good guy.

A lonely good man.

When he was online, he often saw Xiao Zhan staying alone in various dungeons, earning money, spawning monsters, earning money, and spawning monsters. He doesn't know how to be a life player, but he operates very well. He is always alone in the game. come and go alone.

But every time Nan Zhongyuan went online, he found out, the speed was so fast that Nan Zhongyuan wondered if he was checking his friends list while fighting monsters.

His fixed sentence pattern is like this.

[Private chat] Xiao Zhan said to you: I am in the XX instance, come here.

So Nan Zhongyuan ran over obediently, and followed him up the mountain of swords and down the sea of ​​fire with the crispy little archer. Occasionally, he made a mistake in the operation and rushed to the street, and he would be taught by the "master".

Xiao Zhan probably didn't know that every time someone posted a post on the forum to scold him, there would be an alias, and a few rows of "Xiangrui Yufang" would be silently posted below. .

Nan Zhong didn't go to the offline party of the competition.

About three seconds after he went online the next day, Xiao Zhan sent him a private message: You didn't go to yesterday's party.

Anyone who has stayed with Xiao Zhan for a long time knows that his affirmative sentence patterns can be interrogative sentences, exclamation sentences, and occasionally have a bit of condemnation.

[Private chat] You said to Zhang Zhan: I have something to do at home, so I lent my number to Xiaoyu.

The battle paused for a moment.

[Private chat] Xiao Zhan tells you: You must maintain a good relationship with gang members.

Nan Zhongyuan laughed so hard that he fell off the chair.

In fact, Nan Zhongyuan didn't quite understand why he was so accommodating to Zhang Zhan.Including when he teased Lin Yu later, why was he so flustered when Xiao Zhan found out.

It turned out that his name was Qin Lu.

It is said that the authorities are fascinated, he is really fascinated, otherwise he would not leave the store and go to Qin Lu's house every day. He always remembers that autumn, when the sky was high and the clouds were clear and the wind was breezy, Qin Lu's osmanthus trees were in full bloom The yard is full of scents, and the wooden windows in the kitchen are bright. He stands in front of the counter, chops dried shreds, fish, radishes and carved flowers. Qin Lu squats on the ground to choose vegetables for him and listens to his babbling. He doesn't know why he came here There are so many things to say in front of Qin Lu, Qin Lu is actually a very silent person, it is hard to imagine that a thin person like him would have such powerful strength, enough for him to carry all the secrets and the weight of life on his shoulders rise.

He liked staying with Qin Lu so much, even if he didn't speak, as long as he knew he was here, he would feel inexplicably happy.

He came by car and drove away. On a rainy day, Qin Lu sent him to the entrance of the village, where he stood by the national road. Wild chrysanthemums wetted by the rain bloomed one after another by the roadside. Qin Lu stood in the night with an umbrella, like that In silence, he stretched out his hand to wave Qin Lu goodbye, and in the rearview mirror, the man raised his hand, but in the end it was still just silence.

He bought clothes and shoes for Qin Lu. It was rare for him to go shopping. Everything he saw was Qin Lu. Qin Lu must be very good at using this mouse, and Qin Lu must like that hat. Because that T-shirt is a bit like the one Qin Lu likes.Yan Sifan laughed at him as a madman, and said: "It's Nan Zhongyuan who got married, the water that was thrown out." He was holding his hands full of things, just laughing, he didn't know what made him so happy, he didn't know this kind of thing, maybe it was Call like.

He asked Cheng Xi for the phone number of a professional e-sports club, asked if he could let the players train online, and excitedly brought a bunch of things to him.

Qin Lu refused to go.

He was so angry that he couldn't choose what to say, and asked him why he was so stubborn. Is face really that important? It's much easier to make money than him online power leveling, why not go?

Qin Lu didn't speak, just went into the room and took out all the things he gave.

He said: "Take these things and return them. If you can't return them, I will give you money. This money is for the food you brought over during this period."

A thick stack.

The hairy crabs, mandarin fish, sea cucumber, asparagus, bamboo fungus... and the dishes he cooked with joy in that unair-conditioned kitchen were all converted into these money by him.

Nan Zhongyuan opened his hand.

He is such a good-natured person, always with a smile on his face, the shop he opened is losing money all the year round, and when friends come to entertain them wholeheartedly, even if an uncle like Cheng Xi orders food, he just smiles.

He smashed the whole kitchen set, broke three chairs, and didn't cook for a whole week.

The clerk was so scared by him that he almost resigned.

He is the second child of the Nan family, born with a golden spoon in his mouth. He has had a few ordinary love affairs, opened a shop that lost money, and the cost of making a bowl of Lanzhou ramen is in three figures, but he doesn't know that in this world For others, the biggest obstacle in life is money.

He didn't know that the food he brought over was actually far more than the monthly living expenses of Qin Lu's family.He also didn't know that the black T-shirt Qin Lu was wearing was an ordinary 20 yuan piece, but the T-shirt he brought over was printed with the Armani logo.

He didn't know that in that unair-conditioned kitchen, he was cooking wildly, picking the tips of asparagus, throwing away crucian carp after stewing soup, using the best Mingqian Longjing to make shrimps, taking only a few pistils from saffron, and Qin Lu has never said a word, which is the greatest tolerance for him.

He didn't even know that liking is actually very difficult.For Qin Lu, it was very difficult.

Abandoning power leveling, leaving work, and staying with you in the kitchen for an afternoon is already a performance he likes.

Because I like it, I don't want to use your money, and because I like it, I don't want to tell you that the solution you think is "the best of both worlds" is actually full of flaws for him.Because I like it, even if he is such an arrogant person, even if you open his hand, he will just squat down, pick up the money scattered all over the floor, and send it to your restaurant.

For some people, liking is a luxury.

Like means tolerance, compromise, and silently clean up the mess you caused. Qin Lu is such a silent person, he rarely speaks, just does everything silently, and then watches others leave.

Many years later, Nan Zhongyuan still remembered that night.

He stayed in the crowd, very unhappy, he drank alcohol, felt sick enough to vomit, received many gifts, met many friends, was teased to do many things, but he was still so unhappy, his heart was on It's like a piece is missing, nothing can fill it, it's just empty there.

Finally, he sent a text message to Qin Lu.

He said, "Master, I feel so sad that I'm going to die. You tell me how to be happier. I just want a birthday present that can make me happier."

Qin Lu replied his message and asked him to go downstairs.

He stumbled and ran downstairs, the iron stairs were so narrow, no one knew whose roses were blooming, and the faint fragrance was floating.The moonlight was dim, and the man stood under the street lamp.

Forgot that he started it first, hugging, kissing, like a wild beast trapped in a desperate situation, so desperate, so happy, he has lived for 20 years, it is the first time he knows that liking is so painful, the pain is so painful that the heart is about to burst, but as long as Staying by this person's side, I feel a kind of peace of mind lingering on my last breath.

He is Nan Zhongyuan, a good guy who always smiles.There are so many people in this world who can get his smiling face, but only this person from Qin Lu can make him shed tears for the first time in his life on the night of his 20th birthday.

The author has something to say:

Mr. Zhang Zhan, do you mean: "I know we have no results, but if you want to be crazy, I will accompany you crazy until the day you don't think it's fun"?