Self-reliance

Ji Qin closed his eyes and ignored.

He hates people seeing him in trouble, especially when this person is Zhou Zui.

Zhou Zui sat in front of the bed.

In the faint light of the sky, Ji Qin finally looked at the other party.Zhou Zui was indeed a little different from before, but he couldn't tell what was the difference.

Zhou Zui asked Ji Qin: "Are you ready for tomorrow's inspection?"

"Are there any preparations?" Ji Qin said, "I will do it no matter what."

"Don't worry too much." Zhou Zui said softly, "Not necessarily."

"I don't want to listen to your clumsy comfort." Ji Qin said coldly, "Yes or no, we have to face it anyway. Everything will come to fruition in a short time. The probability is as high as it should be. I'm not stupid enough to say something If I deceive myself, it is just for a little peace of mind tonight."

"... also." Ji Qin has this kind of character.

After thinking for a while, Zhou Zui said, "However, there is a very high possibility that it is not. Even... even if something happens, it should be completely cured after 10 or 15 years. This disease has been cured in recent days. It’s been years since it’s been noticed, and each year there’s a better treatment than the year before. I think by then it’s already a curable condition.”

Ji Qin casually said: "I hope."

Zhou Zui lowered his eyes: "During this period, I will take care of you and Xinxin."

Ji Qin couldn't help but sneered.

Zhou Zui said softly, "I'm serious."

Ji Qin glanced at Zhou Zui: "Did you know that this disease can cause disability. Are you willing to serve a bedridden person for the rest of your life?"

Zhou Zui stared into Ji Qin's eyes: "Of course I hope you are healthy. Compared with myself, I hope you are healthy. But, if God really arranges this way, you are still you. In the past year, every day I Knowing more clearly than I did the day before that the rest of my life is meaningless if I can’t be by your side—I just want to see you every day.”

"It's easy to talk about, I haven't thought about it at all." Ji Qin interrupted Zhou Zui, "Your parents will let your precious son take care of a useless person for the rest of his life?"

"They can't control me."

"You want to piss them off?"

"How can they be so fragile?" Zhou Zui said again, "This kind of matter related to my life can only be chosen by myself, even if I am willful, I can't listen to them."

Ji Qin closed his eyes: "You save yourself. I don't need it."

He suddenly found that the conversation had developed to a strange place.Just now, when Zhou Zui said that he would always take care of him, he wanted to trust him a little bit.Could it be that when the unknowable future seems to reveal an extremely hideous face, people will lose their rationality and desperately want other people to seek support?

"I am willing." Zhou Zui said, "According to your temper, no nurse can persist for more than a week... And now no one is willing to do this kind of thing, and they all leave after a long time."

Ji Qin opened his eyes again, and said coldly: "As long as I'm willing to pay, are you afraid that no one will come?"

"But," Zhou Zui said again, "Who else can take good care of you except me."

"..."

"Others can't do well, I hope you can feel better..."

Ji Qin taunted again: "Again, I don't need it."

"Then just give me the money, it's like hiring a nanny."

Ji Qin suddenly felt a little irritable: "Are you annoyed? Can you get out?"

Zhou Zui was silent for a while, and finally said: "...Sorry."

Then, Ji Qin heard the door being slowly closed.

The next day Ji Qin had to do a final inspection.

He is very nervous.My son is still so young, what should I do in the future.Before having a child, Ji Qin didn't care about how long he could live, he thought it was the same as long.At this time, Ji Qin began to reflect on himself, whether his thoughts at that time were wrong, he should choose a suitable mother as his wife, so that even if he had an accident, Xinxin would still have his mother by his side.Maybe it's because I'm too self-willed, thinking about the ugly scene between him and Ji Meng's parents, stubbornly thinking that couples without feelings will only have a negative impact on the children, and feel that I am enough to make the children happy.But it could be even more wrong.

Xinxin didn't know what happened, Ji Qin only said that he needed to travel for work.However, children often have keen intuition. After Ji Meng took Xinxin to his home yesterday, Xinxin suddenly looked at Ji Meng and cried, and kept asking where Ji Meng's father went.

……

Lying there before being pushed into the operating room, Ji Qin saw Zhou Zui again.

Zhou Zui walked up to Ji Qin, bent slightly, and looked at Ji Qin's face.

Ji Qin was so nervous that he didn't even scold.

Ji Qin had a very bad premonition.He felt that when today passed and the diagnosis came out, he would be a completely different self from before.All moods will change, and everything he can feel at this moment and before will be turned upside down.He looked at the only person he had loved as a lover in his life, and he didn't even think about anything in his heart, he just looked at him quietly for a while.

Zhou Zui and Ji Qin looked at each other for a while, then suddenly stretched out his hand, held Ji Qin's fingers tightly, and said, "I will always be there, as long as you need it."

Ji Qin's fingers have been trembling slightly since he came out of the ward. In the past, he really didn't know that he was such a timid and fearful person.

After being held, the familiar feeling made Ji Qin a little dazed for a while, and it took several seconds to realize what he should do.

He pulled his hand out, but he didn't pull it out.He thought for a while, then took another twitch, and finally broke free this time.

Then Ji Qin stopped looking at that person, took a deep breath, and prepared for the next inspection.

——Ji Qin fell asleep during the whole process, and when he woke up, everything was over. After the doctor opened his chest and looked inside, he also took out a small sample.

After lying down for a while, Ji Qin suddenly felt nauseous and retched for a while, affecting the wound. Although the effect of the anesthetic had not fully worn off, Ji Qin also felt so painful that cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

The doctor came over to take a look, told Ji Qin that some patients were allergic to anesthetics, and then gave Ji Qin the first bottle of painkillers after the operation.

Ji Qin didn't sleep all night.

Ji Meng was always by his side.Ji Qin felt that Zhou Zui seemed to be outside all the time, but he didn't dare to come in. He wanted Ji Meng to go out several times to drive people away, but he felt that he cared too much.

I kept tossing like this until noon the next day, and the samples taken during the operation had the test results.

——It’s not that bad disease.

Pulmonary hypertension is caused by some small thrombus, which requires immediate thrombolytic therapy, but it should be discovered in time, so it should not be serious enough to affect future life.As for symptoms such as syncope, it may be due to blood clots, and it is more likely to be due to fatigue, or blood clots plus fatigue. You must pay attention to rest in the future.

Ji Qin let out a sigh of relief.

Jimon asked him, "Do you want me to notify that person?"

Ji Qin was silent for a while, looking out the window: "It's up to you to deal with it."

He was ashamed of the slight wavering and unsteadiness he had shown yesterday.

Ji Qin looked at him: "OK."

……

The next day, Ji Meng told Ji Qin that the Zhou family had turned upside down.

"What?" Ji Qin asked.

"It's okay." Jimeng said, "I told him that you really have that disease."

"..."

"He was crazy. He wanted to see you, but I stopped him. So I called Zhou Yu and said that you had this disease and told him to take care of his son and stop pestering my elder brother."

"..."

"I don't know what happened after that." Ji Meng's expression seemed to be talking about the weather, "Zhou Yu called me to discuss what to do, and it seems that Zhou Zui insisted on taking care of you for the rest of his life. Tell the family that unless he dies, he will not change his mind. He wants to take you to the United States for treatment, where there are the latest medical achievements. His family will be turned upside down."

"..."

"I think Zhou Yu is really angry," Ji Meng said with a smile, "He always thinks that his son can have all kinds of people, even a princess is worthy."

Ji Qin frowned: "How did Zhou Yu offend you?"

"He didn't." Jimeng said, "But I want to avenge you. You and Zhou Zui made a clean break, but I don't think I can swallow it."

"..."

"Also, if I really misread it before, I can completely make him disappear in front of you, and never come to pester you again. As your younger brother, it is better to keep such a person out of the door for you." Necessary."

"..."

After a pause, Jimeng said again: "The most important thing is, I want to know what Zhou Zui is thinking—so that you can decide what to do next."