Self-reliance

Two days later, Ji Meng called Zhou Zui's parents and sincerely apologized, saying that he had heard wrong that day, and the doctor said it wasn't the disease, but he heard it was the disease.All fools know that Ji Meng is talking nonsense, how can this kind of thing be confused, but it is not easy to expose, after all, Ji Meng's attitude is very sincere.Besides, it was indeed his son who pestered other people's elder brother first.

The wound of Ji Qin's operation and the subsequent treatment required a period of recuperation.

Xinxin has always been at Ji Meng's house.That nasty lawyer fed Xinxin cakes, biscuits, and candies every day, and his son gained 5 catties in a month.He is only in the first grade of elementary school, and he gained 5 catties a month, which is definitely a very scary figure.Ji Qin asked Ji Meng to take care of his lawyer, because Xinxin was different from Ji Meng, a guy who could eat anything.From then on, Xinxin always drooled and watched Liu Shicheng make desserts, and Liu Shicheng always silently looked at Xinxin for a while, and then secretly slipped him a piece or two.

Xinxin also knew that his father was sick, and at the same time knew that it was not serious, so he would visit his father in the hospital occasionally.

When Ji Qin saw his son for the first time after the operation, he couldn't hold back and asked, "Do you miss Dad?"

Xinxin immediately shook her head: "I don't want to."

Ji Qin forced a smile: "Never thought about it?"

Xinxin's voice was still crisp: "No."

Ji Qin only felt sore in his heart.I worked so hard, I wish I could give him my heart.Before the test results came out, he was the only thing he could think of every minute while lying on the hospital bed, but it turned out that his son had never thought of himself.Although as a father, Ji Qin never wanted anything in return, but people always long for reciprocal feelings.Ji Qin didn't blame his son, he only doubted himself, wondering if he was really that unlovable, because when Xinxin was brought back, Xinxin once missed his adoptive parents, although it has been a long time since he talked about it I don't know if it's really faded, or I know that Ji Qin doesn't like to hear it, so I don't mention it.Even after Zhou Zui left, Xinxin also said that he missed Zhou Zui very much.But Ji Qin thought about it again, maybe this is not so bad, this time his life is safe, but in the future he will always walk ahead of his son, and his son will not be very sad at that time, he is most reluctant to make his son sad.

After Liu Shicheng took Xinxin away, Ji Meng looked at Ji Qin with a strange expression again.

Ji Qin glanced at Ji Meng: "What's wrong?"

"There is one thing I dare not say."

"Don't pretend." Ji Qin became impatient, "Is there anything you dare not say."

"Then I'll tell you." Jimeng really pretended, "Just now Xinxin said that he doesn't want you, maybe it's because of me..."

Ji Qin frowned: "What are you doing again?"

This Ji Meng is also a talkative train runner.

"Uh," Ji Meng's eyes dodged, "Xinxin always cries when he comes here, and wants to see his father. I'm afraid he'll hurt his body if he keeps crying all the time, so it's useless to persuade him..."

"And then." Ji Qin's voice became cold.

Jimeng's voice was obviously lower: "Then I told him, don't miss Dad anymore, and if you miss Dad again, you won't give him food."

"..."

"Maybe he was afraid of having nothing to eat, so he didn't dare to say he missed you in front of me just now..."

"..." Ji Qin was silent for a while, before speaking again, "Ji Meng."

"Ok?"

"You must never raise children in the future."

"……Oh."

……

——During the recovery period, besides Ji Meng, Liu Shicheng and Xinxin, Zhou Zui will also appear.

Ji Qin heard from Ji Meng that Zhou Zui's father seemed to restrict Zhou Zui's actions after the night when Zhou Zui's family "turned upside down".

But now, the problem seems to have been resolved.After all, compared to the identity of "patient", "same-sex" is relatively easy to accept, Zhou Zui should be able to handle it.

At first, Ji Qin told him to go away.

But slowly, Ji Qin didn't bother to talk to him anymore.

He didn't know if this had something to do with learning from Ji Meng that Zhou Zui had a stalemate with his family because he had to take care of himself who was seriously ill.

Ji Qin treated him as if he didn't exist, and didn't look at him or talk to him, but continued to concentrate on doing his own thing-handling work and listening to audiobooks.There were people coming and going in the hospital, reading fairy tale books was very unseemly, so Ji Qin chose another way.Those MP3s such as "Sister X Tells Stories" are not as mentally handicapped as their names suggest. The stories are attractive and vividly told. Ji Qin likes to listen to them, but no one else knows, and only thinks he is enjoying the music.At these times, Zhou Zui would not disturb Ji Qin, he was very quiet, gently put down the book he brought, and put the newly bought flowers in a vase, completely different from the noisy appearance in Ji Qin's impression.

But Ji Qin still felt uncomfortable.

Even though it has been so long, he still thinks of Zhou Zui naturally when he sees many things, such as the places the two of them have been to together, such as the topics they have discussed, and then the pain will spread to the limbs.The damn thing is that there are so many places in his life where there are traces left by Zhou Zui.He really hopes that he can find out the truth of the matter earlier, so that he won't get into such a deep situation, but at the same time, he also hopes to find out later, so that he can have more time when he thought he was happy. After all, during that time, it was the happiest time in Ji Qin's life. happy day.

Ji Qin sometimes envies children's forgetfulness.Compared to when he first came back, Xinxin was much more cheerful, but he himself hadn't improved at all.

As for what Ji Meng said, Ji Qin didn't know how to deal with Zhou Zui in the future.Such a thing is too difficult.He acts according to his own feelings now, just like he used to do-if he can't accept it, he can't accept it, and if he doesn't bother to care about him, he just doesn't care about him.

——Ji Qin dreamed of Zhou Zui again at noon this day.

In the dream, he went back to the past, and everything was still the same.

After waking up, in a trance, Ji Qin realized that it had been nearly a year and a half since he woke up from this dream.

After sitting on the bed for a while, Zhou Zui came in, Ji Qin looked at him, and suddenly said, "Zhou Zui, you should give up too."

"……Um?"

Ji Qin looked out the window: "It's been nearly a year and a half, I think you should give up."

"Why?" Zhou Zui laughed, "It's only been a year and a half, and I can have a few words with you."

"..."

"It's so much faster than I thought before, I'm so happy I'm flying."