Self-reliance

For the next six months, Zhou Zui was still the same as before.

Ji Qin is becoming more and more proficient in some things.His cooking skills are barely enough to be on the stage, and his clothes can finally be packed.He still hates outsiders entering his house or touching his things, so he learns little by little.

These are really not easy to do, Ji Qin took a long time.Sometimes, when he was tidying up the house, he still couldn't help thinking, how could Zhou Zui go to such great lengths to deceive him?Ji Qin likes to be vegetarian, and the only meat dish he likes to eat is fish heads, so Zhou Zui makes all kinds of fish heads in different ways.And those clothes, every time Zhou Zui washed them, they were neatly folded.This is how he integrated into life bit by bit, Fangfo was originally a part of himself.So, in the end, when I left, it hurt like amputation.

It's just that everything will eventually get used to.

Xinxin went to primary school.After careful comparison and detailed consideration, Ji Qin finally sent his son to a private primary school.Ji Qin went to that school, and it seemed that the children could get a good education.

Usually, Ji Qin still works full time.

He is still sending emails at two or three in the morning every day, and he has arrived at the company at seven or eight in the morning. When he is not very tired, he can't sleep at all. But they are all happy pasts, but there will always be pain when recalling them.It seems that the brain instinctively avoids the fact that makes him most breathless, but the heart instinctively convulses when the name Zhou Zui comes up.

After the meeting that day, Ji Meng couldn't help asking: "Ji Qin, have you really slept enough?"

"of course."

"But I see that your emails are often sent at three o'clock in the morning."

"So what?" Ji Qin said, "Whether you sleep enough or not is your own feeling. If you think you have enough, it's enough. If you think it's not enough, it's not enough. Don't listen to those articles. Why do you have to sleep for a few hours a day? That's a wrong mindset. People who are successful in their careers all sleep very little, so they just get along without seeing them. Oh, maybe I'll live a few years less, and I don't need to live so long to drag Xinxin down."

Ji Meng was stunned for a moment, and then his voice became a little angry: "...Brother!"

"Ok?"

Ji Meng looked at Ji Qin, and said after a long while, "May I know what happened?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"Then I'll just say it straight." Jimeng finally couldn't help it, "Since Zhou Zui left——"

Ji Qin interrupted him: "I told him to go."

"Yes, you made him go. Ever since you let Zhou Zui go, you have been suffering."

Ji Qin said coldly: "You are starting to talk nonsense."

Ji Meng asked persistently, "What did Zhou Zui do?"

Only then did Ji Qin take a serious look at Ji Meng.This time Ji Meng didn't blame himself, but it was the first time he had encountered it.But he didn't intend to let Ji Meng know.Ji Meng himself gave his sincerity and got his sincerity, and he couldn't experience the feeling of being deceived by the one he loves.He will feel pitiful, and Ji Qin hates others to feel pitiful.What is so pitiful about him, he is rich, has status, has a lovely son, and can keep changing young and beautiful girlfriends and bed partners. This is the dream of many people, and the life that many people want but can't get.

So Ji Qin said to Ji Meng: "He didn't do anything, Zhou Zui and I just separated, I'm fine. The work has nothing to do with him, so don't think too much about it."

Ji Meng shook his head.In fact, he knew very well in his heart that Ji Qin would not tell him the cause and effect, he would not be able to walk into Ji Qin's heart, his big brother had a very high barrier around him, it was far from something he could break .

Seeing Ji Meng like this, Ji Qin couldn't bear it a little, and forced a smile: "What's wrong with my work? If I don't work hard, how can you and that lawyer have so much money to spend? Why do you still blame me?" gone?"

"I hope you can pay more attention to your health." Jimeng said, "Liu Shicheng is a famous lawyer. Even if I can't get any money back, we can live well together."

"That's right." Ji Qin said, "Rest more, right? I'll pay attention."

……

Ji Meng seems to be a crow's mouth.

The next day, when Ji Qin was dealing with work, he suddenly felt short of breath for a while, and then he fainted and passed out.Fortunately, the degree was not deep, and Ji Qin regained consciousness the moment he fell from the chair to the ground.

Thinking of the frequent chest pains recently, Ji Qin thinks it's better to see a doctor, don't be like what that guy Ji Meng said, he has some bad disease, Xinxin is still young.

Yesterday, Ji Meng gave eight examples in a row, friend A suffered myocardial infarction due to overwork, friend B suffered organ failure due to overwork, friend C... all the way to friend H.

Gee.

The family doctor looked at it and didn't think what would happen, so he told Ji Qin to pay attention to sleep.A few days later, Ji Qin fainted again.Thinking about it, I felt uneasy, so I made an appointment with an expert doctor in this field at the hospital.

"Chest pain, shortness of breath, fainting..." The doctor looked at Ji Qin and asked, "Have you coughed up blood?"

"Once." Ji Qin recalled: "I thought it was because I drank too much and had stomach bleeding."

"Do an examination." The doctor said directly, "Don't have a problem with the lungs."

"Oh?" Actually, Ji Qin wasn't particularly worried, after all, he was more likely to be tired.

As a result, the color Doppler ultrasound showed that Ji Qin's lung pressure was higher than normal.

"..."

Then there was a rush of troops to do various inspections.Ji Qin was hospitalized, and the average pulmonary artery pressure detected by right heart catheterization was indeed greater than 25mmHg.Then X-ray ruled out several substantive diseases, angiography examination ruled out thrombus, electrocardiogram and cardiogram ruled out heart disease...

Ji Qin was exhausted.

The doctor told Ji Qin that he suspected idiopathic pulmonary hypertension.This disease is relatively rare, but Ji Qin's various indicators are very similar to his previous patient with this disease, and his age group is also relatively consistent.

"Is this disease serious?"

"If you are very rich, there should be no problem in 10 to 15 years, but you need to take care of it. It used to be difficult to treat, and the average survival was only 3 years. However, it has attracted attention in recent years, and the research results can be said to be advancing by leaps and bounds. There are many new prognosis. method."

Ji Qin nodded and said nothing.

"It's not necessarily the disease. But if it is, it's best to treat it early, so I suggest open chest and lung biopsy."

Ji Qin was silent for a while: "Listen to you."

This doctor is Ji Meng's friend, and Ji Qin also believes in his level.

But he still couldn't sleep at night.I have been thinking about what Xinxin should do.

This is the first time in this year that he didn't expect Zhou Zui to be drunk.

Until the early hours of the morning, Ji Qin forced himself to sleep for a while in consideration of the next day's examination, but he kept floating, as if he didn't really fall asleep.

Half asleep and half awake, Ji Qin felt someone watching him.

He opened his eyes suddenly, and found that it was Zhou Zui, sitting by the bed.

Ji Qin replied, "What are you doing here?"

"I know everything about you."

Ji Qin snorted coldly - there are still his spies in the company.

"I went to ask your doctor."

"..."