Rebirth of a Writer's Life

Tao Sheng thought that his life was about to be over like this, and he pressed the end button with a life that could be simply described as a joke.

He loved a Guo Huai for six full years, and he deserved to give up everything that belonged to him, but it was still not worth an overseas ticket for Xiao Qing.

He realized at the last moment that Guo Huai should not belong to him from the beginning to the end.So what if you recognize it clearly?The crushed body, the sound of the emergency brake, and the pain from all over the body.

Everything reminded Tao Sheng that he must not survive. At that moment, he suddenly thought of Tao's mother who was still living in the old house by herself.

Since he came out of the closet, how many silver strands have grown in Tao's mother's black hair, and the coefficient appeared in Tao Sheng's head at this moment.Mother Tao has been angry and ignored him ever since she found out about his relationship with Guo Huai.

If he wanted to go like this, the white-haired person would give the black-haired person away. Thinking of Tao's mother's appearance after she found out the news, Tao Sheng felt heartbroken.

He knew Mama Tao too well. She seemed to be a tough woman, but she actually survived for more than 20 years, all because she was thinking about her son.The son suddenly disappeared, how can Tao's mother survive?

Tao Sheng once felt that there was nothing wrong with falling in love with a man, until he died, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him.His fault was that he was too confident, thinking that he could take Xiao Qing's place in Guo Huai's heart.

If he was given another chance, he really wanted to honor Mama Tao well, instead of just sending things over every now and then because he was afraid of seeing each other like before, he would truly honor Mama Tao with the things he worked hard with his own hands.

But in this life, this wish may never come true.

Just when Tao Sheng was about to close his eyes full of regret, he suddenly felt inexplicably... heavy.

Not the pain in the heart, but in the body.

Tao Sheng's consciousness paused, body?He's not dead yet?

This awareness made him startled for a moment, and then he struggled to open his eyes to figure out what was going on.

The heavy eyelids moved almost non-stop, and while feeling the pain, he slowly saw clearly what was in front of his sight.

coffee table……

This is... the coffee table of the house in Guo Huai City Center, Tao Sheng recognized it immediately.

Why is he here?

After such a collision, it is impossible for him to appear here without incident?

Tao Sheng tried hard to prop up his body, but found that the whole arm was weak and weak, which was a different feeling from pain.

What the hell is wrong with him?

It was pitch black all around, Tao Sheng tried his best to take a look in the darkness, and saw the cell phone with a faint light on the other side of the coffee table, Tao Sheng squinted, stretched out his hand to pick it up.

However, the first time he didn't grasp it firmly, the phone fell back to its original position with a "snap---", and at the same time, the light on the screen also went out. Only then did Tao Sheng realize that not only his whole body was weak, but his head was also very weak. Feeling sick, nauseated...

After grabbing the phone for the second time, Tao Sheng glanced at the screen with dry and sore eyes.

7 month 31 day.

That's right, his birthday is also when he saw Guo Huai and Xiao Qing...

and many more!

2013? !

The hand holding the mobile phone was violent, and the other hand propped up the whole person without hesitation.

2013 years?

Wasn't that two years ago?

why?

Your phone is out of order?still……

Just when Tao Sheng was still in shock and hadn't recovered from what happened, the phone lit up again.

"Guo Huai"

Tao Sheng opened his eyes suddenly, and felt a tingling pain in his heart.

Guo Huai...

This feeling and physical weakness made him almost fall back on the sofa, and in this rush, Tao Sheng accidentally slid towards the answer button.

Looking at the display on the screen that it was connected, Tao Sheng fell silent.

July 2013, 7 is his birthday.

He finally remembered that on this day two years ago, he was seriously ill and directly passed out on the sofa, and when he woke up in a daze, he received a call from Tao Sheng.

"Why didn't you answer the phone?"

He said.

At the same time Tao Sheng remembered, Guo Huai's questioning voice came from the phone.

Exactly the same as in memory.

Yes, this is indeed what happened two years ago.Seven days before his birthday, Guo Huai flew to France on business.

France……

Xiao Qing's favorite place is also the place he went to after leaving Guo Huai ten years ago.

But after he graduated from university, he has already started his plan to travel around the world.

Tao Sheng heard all these from Meng Haoyu.

In other words, he went back to two years ago?

Although I don't know the reason, but not only did he not die, but he went back to two years ago?

He... reborn?

"Where's the person?" Guo Huai's voice came from the receiver in a moderate voice, but just like that, Tao Sheng could already imagine Guo Huai on the other end of the phone frowning slightly.

Guo Huai, how deeply did he love this person in the past?

I love so much that I understand all his actions, I love so much that I record all his emotions, I love so much that I can imagine him every moment out of thin air.

Tao Sheng smiled wryly while suppressing his heartache.

He remembered that once he opened the cabinet that Guo Huai had always strictly prohibited, and there was a school uniform inside.High school uniforms full of autographs, a trick played a long time ago.

Many of the names were somewhat blurred, and some were intertwined with each other, but Xiao Qing's name was written neatly and neatly on the chest alone.

Such a youthful Guo Huai does not belong to Tao Sheng.

Tao Sheng touched his forehead, smiled wryly, and uttered a monotonous syllable, not sure if he was answering Guo Huai's words.

Today, two years later, the person you loved with your life will embrace another person who really belongs to him.

But you are still here with wishful thinking and self-righteousness, knowing that he will not come, but still holding hope and waiting with your seriously ill body.Tao Sheng only felt that at this moment, his whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar.

The other end seemed to be silent for a while, but Tao Sheng could understand him. This was the first time in his life that Guo Huai received such a lukewarm answer from Tao Sheng.

Tao Sheng leaned back on the sofa, looked up at the ceiling.

This is the relationship between him and Guo Huai for six years.

Tao Sheng closed his eyes, and suddenly said hoarsely, "Guo Huai, do you know what day it is today?"

"I don't know." Guo Huai replied without thinking. He didn't know what was going on with Tao Sheng. He didn't answer the three or four calls in the past, and his attitude after answering was also strange.

Tao Sheng tilted his neck and thought for a while, he wanted to say, today, today is Tao Sheng's 26th birthday.That Tao Sheng who fell in love with you without hesitation since he was 22 years old is already 26 years old.

But if he doesn't recognize the outcome of this relationship today, he will never be able to celebrate his 28th birthday.

Today is indeed Tao Sheng's birthday.

But you Guo Huai, why don't you know what day it is today?

"Today is Xiao Qing's birthday," Tao Sheng suddenly smiled ironically, "You don't remember?"

That's why you have to go to France for a while every year at this time.That's right, just the country Xiao Qing once lived in is already able to attract you that way. Being attracted to being with you for so many years, birthday has become Tao Sheng's most painful day.

It's not that Guo Huai can't smile at him, nor can he treat him well.But every time, every time when Tao Sheng thought that the two of them could finally be together well, there would be seven days when he would slap him hard in the face and tell him the cold reality.

"What's your nerve?" Guo Huai asked, frowning, finally showing some anger in his voice.

It's not clear if it's because he's not used to Tao Sheng's sudden change, or because he's dissatisfied with him mentioning Xiao Qing.

"Do you remember how many years we've been together?" The headache, the heaviness of his body, and the memory before he was knocked down made Tao Sheng extremely uncomfortable. He himself didn't understand what was the point of asking Guo Huai these things.

What's the point?

Today, two years ago, I will let you personally prove that you, Tao Sheng, gave up everything and stayed by Guo Huai's side for six whole years, you are a fucking fart!

The other hand resting on the thigh has already clenched into a fist.

His feverish head was throbbing with pain.

"You today..."

Before Guo Huai could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Tao Sheng's almost collapsed voice, "Four years, we have been together for four years, Guo Huai, I don't expect anything now. I remember you and I I said that you can leave whenever you want, and there is no shortage of people beside your bed, right?"

His voice was trembling when he said this, and Tao Sheng even felt like a suffering person hanging on a high cliff, lonely and helpless.

Guo Huai on the other end of the phone frowned, he could feel something was wrong with Tao Sheng today, but he couldn't tell what was wrong after a while.

There was a terrible silence over the receiver, and after a while, Tao Sheng's tired voice came over.

"Let's break up, Guo Huai." He said word by word.