Rebirth of a Writer's Life

Tao Sheng hung up the phone without waiting for Guo Huai's answer.He was very dizzy, and coupled with the mood swings just now, he leaned on the sofa for nearly 10 minutes before he finally recovered.

He raised his eyes and looked at the neatly tidy rooms around him, and for a moment, he was a little bit as a souvenir. Guo Huai has many real estate properties in City B, but he tidied up all of them by himself.

Whether it's four years or six years, this relationship has already become an inseparable part of Tao Sheng's life, and it will always be painful to tear it apart.

However, Tao Sheng would rather choose to leave now than the result of spending his whole life in the previous life.

He has already seen clearly that to Guo Huai and Xiao Qing, one is weak water and the other is deep sea.So for this second life, he must live for himself, and must stay away from the evil obstacles that he has spent six years in his previous life.

Tao Sheng got up and thought about it, then went to the room to get the wallet.

He didn't plan to ask for any more clothes, even if he bought them with his own salary, as soon as he saw them, Tao Sheng felt that he would think of Guo Huai.

So in the end, I looked around the room and didn't expect to take anything with me.Tao Sheng lowered his eyelids, put his phone and keys at the entrance, and finally got up and walked out.

The night at the end of July was actually quite hot, but Tao Sheng felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar when he went out, shaking all the way.In the past, he had this symptom every time he had a fever. If I remember correctly, the fever was especially severe two years ago.

Tao Sheng walked unsteadily for an unknown distance, and made up his mind to go to Jian Miao first, he didn't want to appear beside Tao's mother in this appearance.Apart from these two people, Tao Sheng couldn't think of anyone else to look for in City B.

"Hey! Mr. Tao!" Before leaving the community, I heard a voice coming.

Tao Sheng, whose consciousness was still wandering, was frightened instantly, and opened his eyes wide to look in that direction.After seeing it clearly, I was relieved.

It's the new little security guard in the community. Tao Sheng has talked to him a few times before, a young man who came out alone when he was just an adult.

He thought...

Tao Sheng smiled wryly in his heart, what was he thinking wildly by himself?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, did I scare you?" Seeing that Tao Sheng was frightened by him, the little security guard apologized repeatedly.

"No," Tao Sheng shook his head, "You called me?"

"Hey, right!" The little security guard immediately remembered what he was going to do, and happily jumped back to the security room to take a big bag for Tao Sheng, "These, I came here two days ago, and my mother made them for me. Yes, a special product from my hometown! My mother’s cooking is delicious, so I just wanted to give some to Mr. Tao.”

Tao Sheng paused, weighed the big bag in his hand, and thought that it was impossible for the old man to pass too much, this guy gave him the whole bag, right?

Thinking of this, Tao Sheng immediately pushed back, "No, no, no, you just keep what your mother made for you. How can you give me so much?"

"I grew up with snacks, so I don't lack this! Mr. Tao, you must have never eaten the kind you made yourself, and look at you, you look so bad." The little security guard looked around while talking. and then frowned, "Didn't you have dinner?"

Tao Sheng took two packs out of the bag and handed them to the little security guard, saying, "I don't have an appetite, I want to walk around. The most I can take is this much, and you can eat some when your mother brings you."

The little security guard paused, and wanted to refuse, but seeing Tao Sheng's expression of irrefutability, he had no choice but to give up.

Tao Sheng finished carrying the bag of things, watched the figure of the little security guard going back to put the things away, froze in place, turned around and left in silence.

It's not that he doesn't like this little security guard. When the little security guard came here and did something bad with good intentions, he helped a little, but he was remembered by people's hearts.In fact, Tao Sheng admired this person quite a bit in his heart. He had just come of age, so he ran from the countryside to the first-tier cities by himself, bumping into stones should be commonplace, but the little security guard didn't seem too discouraged.

Besides, Tao Sheng didn't have many friends. He used to worry that Guo Huai needed something, so some of them were on his own initiative, and some of them were forced by Guo Huai. The friends gradually disappeared over time.

So for a long time, when Tao Sheng went out for a stroll and came home every day, he would chat with the little security downstairs.The little security guard is a very clever person, with a strong ability to read words and emotions, Tao Sheng's mood can be seen several times.But even if the little security guard noticed it, he was very smart to know what to say and what not to say, just like just now, how could a big man look so bad after he didn't eat a meal?

But the little security guard would just avoid those vital points, Tao Sheng said he had no appetite and wanted to go out for a walk, so he didn't ask any more questions.

Therefore, dealing with the little security guards is quite satisfactory.

But today he is really not in the mood.

As soon as he walked out of the community, Tao Sheng felt unsteady on his feet several times. His fever was too severe. Coupled with the things in his heart, he couldn't hold on anymore.

Tao Sheng sighed, luckily he didn't chat much with the little security just now, otherwise he might just faint in front of him.

Jian Miao lives in a small house in the city center. The small house was bought by Jian's parents with a down payment. At first, Jian Miao was not very happy. He always felt that his parents took care of him too much. Girl, I have to take good care of her to buy a suite for fear of suffering.

But Jian's mother is a very troublesome woman. As long as she doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't give up, Jian Miao is afraid that it will hurt his mother, so she agrees.But the down payment must be borrowed by him, and he will pay it back in the future, there is no need to discuss it.

Let the baby son live in a comfortable house, and Jian's mother went back to her hometown happily, so she didn't get entangled with Jian Miao about this matter.

Tao Sheng has been to that house several times, and the decoration is very good.Jian Miao is an interior designer herself, and she is in the same school as Tao Sheng, but in a different department.

In college, we lived in a dormitory, and our relationship was not bad, but in fact, the two people's circles are not the same. It's just because their personalities are really compatible, so even after graduation, this relationship has been maintained in a neither salty nor weak way.

Tao Sheng left Guo Huai's house at 08:30 in the evening. According to his thrifty temperament in the past, he should have run a few blocks to take the subway, but today's health is really too much.So as soon as he left the community, he threw himself into a taxi within a few steps and reported Jian Miao's address to the driver.

As soon as he sat down, his body became even more uncomfortable. Tao Sheng didn't even think about it, so he opened the rear window as if he was not afraid of death, and let the not-so-cold wind blow on his face, so as to suppress the bursts of headache. go down a little.

He remembered that on this day two years ago, he was particularly ill.After that, it took several days for the high fever to subside a little bit. If Li Yao hadn't discovered it in time, he might have died of such a disease in a small room where no one was around.

Looking back on what happened in those few days now, I can feel a big chill in my heart. Tao Sheng can hardly figure out how he stayed by Guo Huai's side calmly after that.

Ah, yes.

After Guo Huai came back that day, he told him that he had postponed his official duties for two full days and came back early.

The moment Tao Sheng got this answer, it was hard to describe how happy Tao Sheng was. After all, for Guo Huai, the two most important words in his life were Xiao Qing and work.

But for Tao Sheng, not to mention work, he didn't even push away a banquet that he would not like to attend.Tao Sheng still has a good temper and feels that it's okay to focus on work.

Thinking about it now, Tao Sheng sat in the taxi and smiled ironically.

In the last scene of the previous life, Guo Huai's eyes were still fixed on Xiao Qing. He was hit, he was injured, or he just died. Would it be possible to shake Young Master Guo even a little bit?

If it was Xiao Qing who had the fever at that time, then Guo Huai would not only be pushing off two days of work?I'm afraid I have to fly back immediately without saying a word?

That bit by bit poured into his mind again, the fragments were so many that it was a headache, Tao Sheng frowned.

"Hey, little brother, if you want to vomit, do I have a paper bag here?" The driver sitting in the driver's seat looked back at Tao Sheng several times before he was a little uncertain.

Tao Sheng raised his eyelids with difficulty, and said in a weak voice, "I don't get motion sickness."

"Are you sick?" the driver said, "That looks serious, why don't you go to the hospital?"

"Don't go." A feeling of nausea suddenly filled Tao Sheng's chest, he swallowed hastily, his stomach was so overwhelming that he could spit it out immediately, the hand between his legs tightened unconsciously, his forehead Sweat dripped out.

uncomfortable.

It was just a headache before, but now it has almost turned into dizziness, even the whole body trembling just now has turned into a coldness that almost makes Tao Sheng breathless.

Tao Sheng gritted his teeth, trying to restrain himself, looking at the unclear scenery outside the window, he calculated that he should be able to arrive at Jian Miao's house in a short time.

"It's hard to go to the hospital. My son always likes to procrastinate like this. It's not good for your health, young man," the driver said with emotion.

Tao Sheng pressed his head against the car door hard, the driver's words fluctuated in his ears, and he couldn't hear them clearly.

At this moment, a figure swayed outside the car window, Tao Sheng paused, his pupils shrank, and he stretched out his hand to open the car door.

"Hey! What are you doing?!" The driver, who noticed Tao Sheng's movements, immediately put on the brakes.

Fortunately, Tao Sheng was weak at the moment, so he opened the car door several times, but all failed.

Until the car stopped on the side of the road, Tao Sheng's hands were still shaking on the car door.

At this time, the figure had already walked to the side of the car. He probably thought it was strange that the car suddenly stopped by the side of the road, so he turned his head, but after seeing the people inside, his eyes suddenly widened.

"Tao Sheng?" Jian Miao's voice was full of disbelief, and frowning after seeing Tao Sheng's ugly face like a piece of white paper.

I don't know if it's because I finally arrived, or because I know I don't have to hold on anymore, or because the concern in Jian Miao's eyes is something Tao Sheng hasn't seen for a long time. , Tears suddenly fell down.

Involuntary to say, can't stop it.

"Jian Miao..." Tao Sheng's voice was a little aggrieved, at that moment it seemed as if he finally found a place to vent all his unhappiness.