Divorce!I want to feed you.

In recent days, Qiu also seems to be slowly changing, becoming more talkative, and she doesn't feel restrained and uncomfortable when Jingshan feeds herself.He accepts the care of the other party calmly, will put together three-dimensional puzzles during the day, and the two of them will lie down together and watch a movie with their mobile phones at night.Usually he was ordered not to go out to eat or drink, but he would still drag Jingshan out together, order a glass of warm water himself, and watch Jingshan eat.

If Shuya's change of temperament is due to being forced to open up in the parking lot the other night, that's barely plausible.But he felt that something was wrong, which made Jingshan worried.

"When did you develop this hobby of watching people eat?"

The man sitting across from him usually had no expression on his face. He closed his pale lips to the glass, swallowed lightly, then smiled, and spoke softly with his not-so-dry lips.

"Didn't you keep looking at me while I was eating?"

Today is the sixth day of hospitalization, and I can be discharged tomorrow.Seeing that she could go home soon, Qiu Ye's heart sank.

"Oh, I won't watch it after that."

Jing Shan ignored Qiu Ye's gaze and ate all the food on the plate. After paying the bill, he left the restaurant first.

Qiu also went out together, and the intense heat at noon made it hard to keep your eyes open.He supported it with his hands, looked at the back of the person walking in front, and began to lose his pace.

"Zhe, Zhe..."

The voice was so low that he didn't seem to hear it.Shuya raised her voice and yelled again.

"Zhe! Wait a minute..."

Jing Shan stopped, looked at the man who had been left so far away by him, and waited for him to catch up with some puzzlement, but Qiu didn't move, just waiting on the spot covering the sun.

There was no other way, Jingshan had no choice but to go back the same way, until Qiu Ye was in front of him, and found that his expression was a bit strange.

"Will you wait for me?"

"What, want to buy something?"

There is a convenience store next to it, Qiu also took a look, shook his head and said no.Jing Shan was very curious about what he was going to do, but the direction of his finger was still the convenience store.

At the small dining table inside, sat a well-dressed woman.

"Wait for me, okay?"

The expression that seems to be about to become a Buddha is a bit strange and ridiculous, and the appearance of pretending to be calm seems to be to make Jingshan feel at ease.

"...Can I wait for you?"

Suddenly lowering his head, Jing Shan's chest couldn't help heaving slightly due to the unconcealable panic.If you say that he can't go in if you don't worry, and if you force him, you can prevent them from meeting, this kind of thinking is a little naive.But at this moment, I just hope that these naive methods will take effect, because the woman in the light green dress is Qiu Ye's wife, Muma.

Qiu also lowered his head, and under the strong light, the edge of the shadow was so clear, and the contrast between black and white was printed on the road, Qiu also felt that he had always been as short as a shadow.

"You have to wait for me, I don't know the way back to the hospital."

"Oh, you idiot."

Instead of joking, Jingshan's way is more like describing the truth, but Qiu doesn't care.He took a step back, turned around and walked towards the convenience store. The moment the door closed, Jing Shan raised his hand, wanting to open the door and follow in.But considering Qiu Ye's words, I still held back and stood under the hot sun with a temperature of more than [-] degrees, relying on a little awning by the window to prevent the sun from shining directly into my eyes.

The impatient horns of the cars on the crowded road, the loud music coming from the advertising screens of the buildings in the distance, the noisy girls rushing by with parasols but full of complaints, and the temperature that is so hot that it can kill people, everything makes people feel uncomfortable. Can't calm down.The legs in the scorching gray trousers seemed to be ripe, and the intense heat was unbearable.Jingshan stood on the noisy street. Although he saw a bustling commercial street, he always felt that it was not the real world.He just wanted Qiuya to come out earlier, and at the same time he began to worry about whether the indecisive man would break his promise.

He told himself to wait, then wait.He said he didn't know the way back to the hospital, but it was obviously not the first time they had eaten here.He said he couldn't do without himself, but he suddenly began to feel uncertain.

No one gave him self-confidence, the pretended calmness was so deceptive, but only the person involved knew his true feelings.So in the panic in my heart, I have no choice but to taste and digest it myself.

It's so long, more than 10 minutes, right?What on earth is Qiu Ye going to tell her, and why hasn't he come out.But what happened to that woman, didn't she agree that she could not come to see Qiu Ye during the hospitalization?Had she changed her mind?Her news should be correct, and the other party agreed, so she should have no reason to refuse...

The convenience store was very air-conditioned, and Muma, who was wearing an elegant long dress, was sitting opposite her.This is not a coffee shop, and Shuya was asked not to eat indiscriminately, so he just sat down dryly.

"Long time no see, Muma."

Qiu Ye had the usual gentle smile on his face, which he always had when facing Muma.He greeted like nothing happened.

"Well, it's been a long time. Let me congratulate you in advance when you leave the hospital."

Muma took out a small box and put it on the table, then fiddled with her hair, and waited for Qiu Ye to open it.

"Thank you. But you said there was something you wanted to tell me, what exactly is it?"

Qiu also waited for Muma to answer.

"Open it and have a look, this..."

Only then did Qiuya reach out to open the box, and after seeing the contents clearly, as if he suddenly understood something, he gently closed the box and put it back.

"Qiuya, I've been hiding from you all this time, I'm sorry."

"Oh."

He didn't even ask Muma what was going on, but his mood at this moment was terrifyingly peaceful.

"I'm not a qualified wife, and I shouldn't have asked you if you wanted to get married at the beginning... Hehe, will you blame me for delaying your life?"

Qiu Ye looked at the woman in front of him, and realized in a daze that this was the first time he saw her embarrassed face because of self-repentance, and it was so strange to Qiu Ye.

"I don't blame you, Muma."

"Do you know everything..."

An embarrassed smile froze on her face, facing Qiu Ye's calmness, Muma was a little at a loss.She sneaked a glance at the man standing outside the window, and then pretended nothing happened.

"The only thing I know is that you don't love me. Although I have never cared much about it, I still think that since I am married, I should love you well."

"but."

Qiu didn't give Muma a chance to apologize, so she lowered her head and continued.

"I fell in love with someone else, Muma, and I betrayed our marriage and the vows we made at the wedding. So, it's up to me to apologize first."

She still lowered her head, but Keqiu also smiled helplessly, and there was a bitterness in that smile that Muma couldn't understand.

Qiu Ye’s life seems to have been planned out by people other than him. Parents choose which high school to go to and which university to go to. Some people get married and have others to help and worry about it.

I don't need to make a choice, and Qiu doesn't know whether this kind of life is lucky or unlucky, but when he wanted to take the initiative to seize the marriage, there was someone who really loved him, but when he took the initiative to leave, the other person still appeared In my own life, when I refused, I was unable to control myself and lost to myself.Before the appearance of Jingshan, life has never been so uncontrollable and unknown. The life that is a little numb because there is no need to make choices is awakened by Jingshan.

"So, I should say I'm sorry, and I should also apologize to you. Muma, you are an outstanding woman, but I may not be outstanding enough to be worthy of you. If I can love you, live with you for a while, and It is my luck to have you in my wedding dress."

Qiu also stood up, walked in front of Muma, bent down and kissed her on the forehead, and the tears that had soaked her eyes were swallowed back like this, and turned into a more gentle and lingering smile.

Then, as if saying goodbye, Qiu Ye touched her cheek for the last time, smelled the pleasant fragrance on her body, and then stood up straight.

"Take care of yourself, goodbye, Muma."

Qiu Ye turned and walked towards the cash register, he took a bottle of cold tea.When checking out, I saw the group photo stuffed in the wallet, and turned it to the back before inserting it back.

The heat wave was more ferocious than imagined. As soon as I walked out of the convenience store, sweat leaked out almost instantly.Qiu Ye took the bottle and quietly stuck it on Jing Shan's arm, startling him, and he giggled twice.

"Isn't it hot? I'm sorry for making you wait so long. I'll give you this as an apology."

Jing Shan's deeply furrowed eyebrows began to ease, and his dazed eyes became colored. After taking the bottle, he unscrewed it and drank half of it.

"Is that enough to make amends?"

"Otherwise? What do you want me to compensate you for?"

Although it was extremely hot, Qiu also seemed to have relaxed a lot.He walked in the direction of going back, walking ahead.

"Just...just pay me the round-trip ticket to Osaka for two!"

"Okay! Let's go back first."

Seeing that Jingshan, who was left behind by her, stood still, Qiu walked back without taking the trouble.

"Isn't it hot? Should I go back?"

Jing Shan didn't speak, even though his forehead and neck were already sweating, and he was so hot that he was about to lose consciousness, he still looked at Qiu Ye with a troubled expression.

"What did you talk about just now?"

He asked a little cautiously, which actually aroused Qiu Ye's interest, and then he laughed.

"why are you laughing……"

Jing Shan was very puzzled, why his expression could switch so quickly in just a few minutes.

Qiu also raised his head and looked at the clear blue sky without a single shadow of cloud, and the strong sun shone on his face for a few seconds, and his face became hot and sweaty.But he didn't reach out to cover it, he let the dazzling light shine on him, and then took a deep breath.

"It doesn't matter what you say, right?"

The two men, who were sweating profusely under the scorching summer sun, looked at each other and laughed. Passers-by looked at them, thinking that something was wrong, and quickened their pace when they passed by.

There was brilliance refracted into the eyes, rippling wanton brilliance, and the unique atmosphere of Jingshan began to drift away again. Even though it was mixed with the annoying smell of sweat, everything in front of him began to become so vivid.

"Well, you're right."

Jing Shan thought for a while and then said in relief.