Divorce!I want to feed you.

The ward is not an air-raid shelter for oneself to avoid problems. When looking at the numbers on the elevator all the way down, Qiu also came to this conclusion.

Although the nurse who took care of her on weekdays didn't worry too much, she was in such a special position that she couldn't escape the eyes of the crowd.After all, he is not Jingshan, he can walk in the eyes of others without fear, but when it is his turn, he has a strong sense of presence like a thousand swords piercing his body.

Where should he hide, and where can he not face all this.He hates being judged and being talked about by others.Before he knew Jing Shan, he might have smiled and felt relieved, thinking that those words had nothing to do with him, even if the other party speculated wildly, he would not care too much.As a person, he can still forgive others, but now that Jingshan is involved, he looks like a mouse exposed to the crowd with nowhere to hide, which makes him feel helpless and sad.

But that's not what he thought either!If they hadn't had feelings for that man back then, they wouldn't have appeared here together, and he might still be in the apartment now, waiting for Muma to come home or have dinner with her.They chat for a while, because Muma doesn't hate communicating with herself, even though she never confides in her husband.

Fantasy is close to reality, but it is always better than reality.When I can't see Muma, she looks so perfect in my heart, so I miss her even more.

After walking out of the hospital, Qiu also took his hand out of his pocket, and the phone was turned on with his body temperature, and Qiu also dialed Muma's number.

"Qiuya, what's wrong?"

Muma over there seems to be very relaxed. After being together for a long time, Qiu can hear the other party's state from the voice.It should be off work by now.

"I missed you a bit, so I called you. What are you doing?"

"Huh? Uh... I just had dinner and I'm going to take a shower. How about you? Sounds like you're outside."

The wind began to cool down secretly, and there were rustling sounds of plants being blown, and I felt very comfortable wearing a coat.

"I'm out for a walk, but it's dark and there's nowhere to go."

"yes……"

The chat fell into a brief silence, Qiu also lowered his head and sighed softly.

"I really want to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible. I want to see you. Muma, why don't you want to see me so much?"

Some things don't feel like saying anything.Once said out, the sadness can no longer be stopped.Qiu didn't want Muma to answer him either, and he didn't mean to blame her when he said that.But he just wanted to ask why he didn't want to come to see him even once for the people he was so eager to accompany, and the people he was looking forward to seeing soon.

"Sorry Qiuya, I'm too busy to go."

It was just two seconds of thinking for myself, and Muma on the other end of the phone seemed to be suddenly discouraged, and her words became less energetic.

"It doesn't matter if you don't come, I just want to know if you will miss me."

"..."

The silence was longer than expected, and Qiu, who was extremely eager for Muma's care, also felt the weight being cut from her heart, and fell silent.The two just didn't speak to each other on both sides of the phone, and after a minute, Shuya cut off the call without even saying good night.

There is no need to force Muma to admit that she misses herself. She has said "I love you" to herself more than once, so why should she be anxious.Where this comes from is really hard to say.Even though Jingshan is by his side now, as he said, because of the existence of this man, he has almost no time to think about Muma, and no chance to be sad.

This marriage relationship is also the first time Qiu doesn't know how to maintain it.But he didn't want to lose Muma easily, even if the other party let him down.If he hadn't been pushed into a desperate situation by Jingshan back then, the word divorce wouldn't have even existed in his life.

The night wind was a little damp, and the faint noise around made Qiu Ye start to mistakenly think that he was forgotten by the world.He stared at the darkened phone screen in a daze, turned around and walked towards the bench next to the bushes not far away.

No one disturbs here, it really seems to be forgotten, and Qiu also enjoys the tranquility.However, there are too many mosquitoes in summer and autumn, especially near the bushes. The buzzing sound keeps circling and becomes clearer, and it lands on the skin from time to time, making people very worried that they will be bitten all over the head.

"Let's go back……"

Unable to bear the infestation of the army of mosquitoes, Shuya stood up annoyed and fled the area.But where to go?He had nowhere to go but back to the ward.But now he just didn't want to go back, and the man walking towards him in the distance made him want to escape even more.

"What are you doing here? Catching mosquitoes?"

Carrying the shopping bag in the supermarket, it seems that there is more than just quick-drying glue in it.Qiu also didn't look at it carefully, looking for excuses but there was no proper reason, so he had to say that he had been in the ward for too long and wanted to come out to get some air.

"Then are you finished? Go back upstairs."

Jingshan stretched out his hand and waited for the other party to follow, but Qiu Ye didn't seem to want to go back.

"It's not long since I came down, I want to stay a little longer."

Looking away for a moment, Qiu also took a step back, but didn't turn around again.

"Do you really want to catch mosquitoes? Or wait to be eaten? Or do you want to go somewhere?"

Jing Shan stood there patiently and waited. From time to time, when mosquitoes flew over, he would slap them with his hands, but it was obvious that he didn't like this place very much, and his face was irritated.

"It's okay, you go back first, I will go up in a while."

Ignoring this man, Qiu also hid the mobile phone in his sleeve, and after a while of hesitation, he chose to walk out of here first.He didn't want to go for a walk with him even though he liked him.Because as long as two people are together, the identity of the other party is clearly in front of them, and they remind themselves all the time that this man is the object of their mental infidelity after marriage.

Anxiety appeared along with Jingshan, and he felt extremely sad in self-condemnation, and at the same time, he was also sad because of the phone call with Muma that broke up just now.

"Did you come down to call Miss Muma? Or have you finished calling?"

Following Qiu Ye step by step, the tall Jingshan is like a shadow without falling behind.His tone sounded a bit unhappy, but Shuya didn't understand.What's wrong with him!

"Never mind your business."

The anger for no reason could not be suppressed in the summer night, and Qiu also became even angrier when he thought that his calm mood had been messed up so badly by this man in the past two days.He doesn't want to escape all the time, he doesn't want stomach problems, even if he needs care, he doesn't want Jingshan!

"Then it's none of my business! Eat? Or supervise you to take medicine and infusion?"

Qiu also doesn't like such acrimonious speeches. He was once moved by Jingshan's sincere emotions, but it doesn't mean that he can accept all of him. This immature way of speaking is one of the things he hates.And now he just wants to give this sharp retaliation to this man.

"I didn't say that, isn't it all voluntary? No one begged you..."

The voice is very small, but Jingshan can still hear it clearly.He suddenly accelerated two steps and grabbed Qiu Ye's arm, dragging him staggeringly, Qiu Ye who was frightened quickly turned around and glared at the man.

But looking at the anger in that person's eyes, Qiu also loses confidence.His constantly fluctuating mood is like the weather in June, changing every now and then, and he is really tired from tossing.Originally, I didn't want to be at loggerheads with him, but now my patience is out of balance.

"Even if a stranger falls in front of me, I will save him. As long as the other person is still a person, he will be grateful to me! But you rely on my thoughts for you, selfishly think that I am voluntary, and give up my job to accompany you and take care of you I did it voluntarily! If I deserve it all, shouldn't I stop this stupid behavior?"

I can't remember how many times I quarreled with Jingshan in the past two days. Qiu Ye's eardrums hurt from his roar, but everything he said was correct.I am really selfish, I don't think about Jingshan, I start to be arrogant, I don't want to admit too much, and I can't make any promises when I am stuck in the mire.Therefore, the fault is all on her own body, Qiu is so sure.

Once he admits his mistake, Qiu loses his arrogance.He drooped his head and stood quietly on the spot, feeling the pain of being pierced in his heart, and then tears flowed out of his eyes little by little, falling together with the damage Muma gave him.

Jing Shan sighed for a long time, looking extremely disappointed, the irritability in his chest was so suppressed that he was about to go crazy.But Qiu just didn't speak, and Jing Shan, who was extremely disappointed, turned and walked towards the parking lot without saying anything.

He took a long step, and even though he was extremely melancholy and reluctant, he couldn't look at Qiu Ye's face for the time being.This cowardly, selfish, and very self-righteous guy is probably best at wearing out his patience and igniting his temper.

Seeing Jing Shan leaving quickly, Qiu Ye suddenly panicked and followed without thinking.But Jingshan walked so fast that he could barely keep up with him only by trotting. Seeing his gray car not far away, Qiu also thought that he must want to leave.

I have already reflected on myself and realized my mistakes, why do you still have to leave...

No, please wait...

Qiu also cried out in his heart, trying to get his throat out, but the choked throat just couldn't be opened.Tears were still dripping down one by one like beads with a broken thread. This was the first time since he knew Jingshan that he felt flustered.

Did Jing Shan no longer accompany her?Willful squandering of his love will suffer retribution now, right?It must be so, it must be so!

The running pace always seems to be too late, the faster Qiu Ye speeds up, the faster Jing Shan walks.The man didn't look back, it seemed that he really decided to abandon himself.While running, Qiu Ye wiped his tears with his wrist, looking so embarrassed that he really wanted to make people die immediately.

But Jingshan hasn't caught up yet, even if he dies, he can't stop.There was a frustrating cry, and the whimpering man was like a defeated dog while running.

"Zhe, don't! Please..."

With all the courage to speak out, Qiu Ye, who had already ignored the many, was choking with sobs in the thin hospital gown.But Jingshan acted as if he didn't hear it, and his speed never slowed down. After the car lights flashed twice, as soon as his hand touched the car door, his body was hugged tightly by Qiu Ye who was bumping over.

"Zhe, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

His body was trembling with Qiu Ye's crying, the sorry in his mouth was a little fuzzy, Jing Shan didn't let go of the hand holding the car door.

"It's my fault, it's my selfishness, I'm sorry... Zhe, it's all my fault... I'm sorry... Woooo..."

Suppressing his sadness, but still making a short "huh" sound, Qiu was afraid that he would let go of Jingshan and leave, and even took out a hand to hold Jingshan's wrist, trying to pull him away from the car door.

"..."

It is rare for me to take the initiative to embrace Jingshan. This kind of uncontrollable thing is really too reluctant for me.Because as long as Jingshan doesn't want to, it seems that he will be thrown away just by raising his hand.

"Don't push me away, Zhe! I can't live without you...I love you..."

Shaking his head and crying, Shuya spit out the words that could cut his tongue, and then he seemed to hear the sound of his heart breaking.But as greedy as he is, he still refuses to let go.

It's time to admit that I am so obsessed with him and need him, and the care that was imposed on me has now turned into blind dependence.I never thought that one day this man would leave, and the moment I saw him come back, my heart was filled with ecstasy, but the ensuing self-contempt covered those true feelings.

"Do you want to leave me?"

The indifferent voice that seemed to be in a different dimension from his own sounded, and at the moment when his emotions were most broken, he took the opportunity to drive Qiu Ye to a dead end again.Jingshan just wants a step that can hold him back, but Qiuye bit his lip with difficulty until the blood oozes.

A fishy-sweet rusty smell spread out on the tip of his tongue, Qiu Ye opened his mouth with a choked-up sob, his fair neck drooped humbly.

"I want to be with you."

Ah, finally relieved...

Jingshan was hugged by the painfully sobbing man just like that. He looked up at the night sky where no stars could be seen at all, and felt that it was starting to become less bad.This is the first time since he lost Tao Zi.