Divorce!I want to feed you.

Jingshan is really a bad man through and through, Qiu also thinks so resentfully.

It's fine to let myself do a three-dimensional puzzle, but I still want to harass him with such an ambiguous tone. Is it because sincerity makes him unable to concentrate?

Withdrawing to leave, Jing Shan continued to pick the pieces as if nothing had happened, completely ignoring Qiu Ye's sad and angry eyes.

After snorting, Qiu also turned back and continued to fight.It's not the first time that this kind of behavior that goes to the end but keeps teasing himself, every time he can calm down, but he needs to work hard to calm down.The body that is not used to being touched by people is sensitive everywhere, I really don't know if Jing Shan took advantage of this and deliberately played with him.

The puzzle is not that simple, many of the hundreds of pieces look the same, some are the same shape but different sizes.Fortunately, he was by his side to help pick, otherwise I wouldn't have finished it before dark.

"It's finally done...!"

Except for eating and going to the toilet, taking medicine regularly, and greetings from the nurse, I do this all the time throughout the day.Although the nurse asked Qiu Ye curiously and praised him for being great, Qiu Ye had to explain in embarrassment that this was not his talent, but Jingshan's contribution.

Jing Shan had no objection to this, but he didn't speak, just sorting things out a little bit until they were all done, and then he relaxed his body together.

The appearance of the main body of Osaka Castle is displayed in front of you. This scaled-down architectural model can only see its delicacy after the splicing is completed.As a souvenir, Shuya also took a photo.

"It's awesome... I didn't expect it to be successful!"

Even if you are exhausted, you can't help but feel happy when facing the finished product.

"So, you don't think highly of me? Am I so unreliable?"

Qiu Ye half squatted to admire, while Jing Shan looked at Qiu Ye with his hands in his hands.

"Where there is, it's all because of you that I can do it. Otherwise..."

"Otherwise what?"

Raising his eyebrows, Jing Shan narrowed his eyes and glanced at Qiu Ye.

"Otherwise I wouldn't have the opportunity to build a house with you."

He reached out and stroked Qiu Ye's hair, then straightened it to one side like petting a pet, until Qiu Ye hid aside, smiling with his hands on top of his head while protecting his hair from being attacked.

"Don't, yahaha, don't touch it, it's not a dog, what are you doing, hahaha..."

Jing Shan, who was chasing after him, pressed Qiu Ye on the bed, and quickly and rudely fiddled with his black hair, but both of them couldn't help laughing, and Qiu Ye even felt that the muscles on his face were a little sore.

"Qiuya, do you like dogs?"

Still maintaining the posture of overwhelming Qiu Ye, Jing Shan suddenly stopped and asked.But his eyes were no longer as loose as before, but serious. This kind of Jingshan startled Qiu Ye, and then stopped struggling.

"I still like it, why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"Do you want to get a dog?"

Seriousness was written on the face close at hand, and Qiu Ye was very disturbed, but he didn't know what Jingshan's intentions were.

"Doesn't apartments allow dogs?"

"Isn't it enough to build a house by yourself?"

He said it with a relaxed face, but his eyes kept staring at Qiu Ye. The person who was pinned down on the hospital bed and couldn't get up did not understand what Jing Shan meant.

"You're going to build it yourself? Don't you live in an apartment?"

Qiu Ye looked puzzled, but felt something was wrong in his heart.If Jingshan really built a house by himself, he would move out of the apartment, and he would have a chance to meet him...

I dare not continue to think about it, I always meet him on weekdays, once I don't see him for a long time, I don't know what will happen to me.

"Let's get a dog together. What do you like? A big dog or a small one?"

"Wait, wait! What are you talking about...why didn't I understand?"

Qiu Ye hurriedly interrupted Jingshan's imaginings. After calming down, they still had real problems to face.

"We'll live together in the future, okay?"

He looked like he was proposing marriage, and his serious attitude made people feel scared and made Qiuya despair.Even though he always said "I love Muma" over and over again, it doesn't mean that he didn't secretly fantasize about what his life with Jingshan would be like.But the more I fantasize, the more I feel guilty, and the idea that it shouldn't exist always makes people feel powerless.

"We live together. You can have a dog, no one disturbs, no one objects. Qiuya, what else do you like?"

Jingshan was fantasizing wildly, and Qiu couldn't stop the pain.He reminded himself not to think too much and not to fall into hallucinations all the time.

"You...what do you think about me..."

Shuya squeezed out such a question through her chattering teeth.Because he didn't know, and he didn't dare to make a judgment on his own.No matter how turbulent a person's feelings for another person are, they don't want to see him unlucky. Even if the other person has a partner by his side, he will fight for it, and will seriously plan the future of the two of them.

"Pull you ashore, and then kidnap you. You are still stuck in the quagmire of self-blame, not because it is too deep, but because you like the feeling of being soaked in it, so you refuse to stand up."

Gradually letting go of his hand, Jing Shan stood up first, staring at Qiu Ye who was lying on his back coldly but decisively, and then raised his hand towards him.

"Qiuya, do you want to redeem yourself? The best self-salvation is to firmly believe that you are innocent."

"Not guilty..."

Qiu Ye repeated Jing Shan's words, but the shock in his heart still made him stiff.He has done so much, how could he be able to get rid of easily without a crime!

"Yes, you can only think that you are not wrong, so that you will not be stumbled by those things. If you stay in the same place forever, you can only taste the pain over and over again, although your pain is very simple and ridiculous in my eyes."

"Is loyalty to your lover a rubbish that can be easily discarded? Because you are afraid of pain and don't want it, you can refuse the condemnation of your conscience? How can your life be so random..."

Qiu also couldn't believe it, and couldn't accept it.In this case, he is no longer him, only a chaotic creature.

"But do you know the definition of a lover?! You only know the relationship between law and responsibility! If you really love Muma and she doesn't show up when you need her, you won't be in such a leisurely manner! "

Under the rage, Jing Shan yelled clearly outside the door, but no one dared to come in and disturb him.

"I……!"

Qiu also couldn't speak the words choked in her throat.

If it wasn't for his existence, I would miss Muma every day. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be burdened with moral shackles!His so-called ridiculousness has already overwhelmed him, and as the chief culprit, he still wants to criticize others!

"Your heart doesn't belong to Muma anymore, neither does your body. How does it feel to be a complete traitor? Have you been overwhelmed by the overwhelming sense of betrayal?"

Those eyes seem to be able to see through people, and Qiu also looks distressed in this terrible situation with nowhere to hide, and doesn't look at him.

"I guessed it a long time ago, you won't stand up and leave the quagmire on your own initiative, that's why I want to snatch you away."

The man with a distorted face leaned over and pulled Qiu Ye into his arms, as if he was afraid that he might not hear clearly, he purposely moved his face very close, and then whispered in his ear.

"Whether it's desperate or desperate, I have no choice but to fight for it."

"...Is it worth it? Zhe."

Qiu also didn't know why he was unable to cry, whether he was moved by Jingshan's declaration of love, or whether he was sad because he knew that his life would not be peaceful in the future.But he wanted to know where he was worth his hard work.

"I... don't want to lose it anymore. I actually had it when I thought I didn't have it, but when I thought I had it all, I was losing one by one."

"So, I'm worth your weight? With 'mine'?"

Qiu Ye quietly waited for Jing Shan's answer, his heart was constantly throbbing under the chests that were tightly pressed together, and couldn't stop for a while.

"You are weak, timid and..."

"Hesitating and selfish, you've said it many times, and it's nothing new."

Qiu also rushed to say it, and he used these adjectives more than once to criticize himself, as if he had been hanging on his lips.But now I'm gradually getting used to listening to it, which makes Qiu smile heartily.

"On the day I fell in love with you, I was charged with a crime, so I'm not afraid of one or two more. So Qiu Ye, don't feel guilty about her, let me bear all of this..."

His tenderness, only at this moment, Qiu also began to understand.

Why is the embrace so warm and makes people want to indulge in it?Both mind and heart are becoming less and less clear-headed, and I am about to lose myself.Qiu also thought in silence, and then kissed Jingshan's lips proactively, without giving an answer.

I can't say "yes" to myself, and I can't resist.

"I'll get the quick-drying glue in a while and fix it. Then I'll take it away when I move in the future."

Habitually stroking Qiu Ye's hair, turning around to look at the very stable model, Jing Shan began to think about what to do next.

During the dinner time that made Qiu feel happy, he once again asked Jingshan to feed him like a disabled person who lost his arm.Although the rice cereal has no taste, it is better than nothing at all.And he no longer has such a strong desire for sweetness, so now he will not find it difficult to face that fragrance again.

"Did the doctor say when you can leave the hospital?"

Qiu Ye was like a child, holding the edge of the bed with both hands, waiting for someone to feed her with her mouth open, with a little bit of anticipation in her eyes.

"Seven days, recheck after one month of conditioning."

After blowing carefully, he handed over the spoon, and Qiu Ye obediently opened his mouth to swallow it.At this time, Jingshan will stare at Qiu Yede's mouth intentionally or unintentionally, the wriggling lips are very cute.

"The gastroscope is so annoying..."

Having experienced the horror of gastroscopy more than once, Qiu also began to frown when thinking about it.He hates esophageal reflux so much, every time the probe goes down, he feels nauseated and dizzy.But the pipe was stuck in his throat, and he struggled to swallow and spit out. Except for a few tears, he couldn't relieve his mood. If it wasn't necessary, he would definitely not do it.

"If it's so annoying, you shouldn't have made your stomach so fragile in the first place."

While complaining, he dragged his slightly tired body to stretch his muscles and bones.Thinking that he didn't seem to have eaten at night, Jing Shan decided to go to the fast food restaurant next to the hospital to get a bite.

"Is there anything you need to buy? I'll buy it by the way."

Before leaving, Jing Shan looked at Qiu Ye who was standing by the window to digest his food and asked questions.

"No need, you go to eat. But don't you need quick-drying glue?"

Only then did I realize that I had no more at home, and when I was making rice cereal, I still thought about buying it when I passed by. It wasn’t until Qiu Ye reminded Jingshan that I realized that I had completely forgotten it.

Without saying anything, Jing Shan disappeared at the door after walking out.Qiu also endured the slight drowsiness caused by the rise in blood sugar, thinking that if he was in the room like this, he would definitely want to sit or lie down, so he simply put on his coat and walked out, wandering in the corridor.

"Hey, hey, did you hear that just now? There was a quarrel just now in the single room 9112 next to it!"

Before I could reach the nurse's station, I heard women's excited discussions from an invisible place.Qiu Ye just stopped in her tracks, and didn't want to listen deliberately, but the sound would still reach her ears.

"Is it the patient with stomach bleeding?"

"That's right! No one else is allowed to visit the doctor. We don't need to provide three meals here, and we are not allowed to tell the patient the exact discharge time. I really don't know what Mr. Yujing is doing!"

Although the laughter and conversation were very low, there was no one in the corridor so that Qiu could hear them clearly.

"You are such a mother-in-law, what the hell are you trying to say!"

The other nurse's voice sounded like the one who often took care of herself.

"Hey, you got in touch with that patient, what kind of relationship do you think they have? Are they lovers?"

"Why should I be curious about this..."

Another nurse lacked interest.

"But Mr. Yujing seems to really like him! But do you know? That patient is already married! His wife came the night he was hospitalized, but I don't know why she stopped coming..."

"Why do you care so much about him? Do you like the patient from 9112?"

"What are you talking about! I just like Mr. Yujing, but don't talk nonsense!"

"Who would talk nonsense..."

After the slightly disdainful voice sounded, only the talkative female nurse unilaterally praised Jingshan.Qiu Ye was a little annoyed when he heard it, so he took the elevator down.