Rebirth is more than a year old

Many years later, Xiang Nan told Song Chen what Feng Li had written on the back of the photo.

Song Chen laughed for a while after hearing this, and Zhai Qing who came out of the kitchen said softly: "This sentence comes from "Huangbo Chuanxin Dharma Essentials Part [-]": if you print the empty, you can't print it; if you print the object, you can't print it. Therefore, with the heart and the heart, the heart and the heart are the same." An anatomy Ph.D. instructor didn't feel any disobedience when he talked about Buddhism, and he looked at Xiang Nan again: "It seems that Feng Li really loves you so much."

At the moment, Xiang Nan couldn't think of too many things.He just felt that the photo in his hand suddenly felt like a red-hot iron, and it suddenly became hot. He wanted to let go, but his fingers uncontrollably held the photo even tighter, until the edges were wrinkled.

Even though the moving was only a momentary thing, Xiang Nan still experienced this fleeting feeling in this short moment.

The beating heart in the chest cavity could no longer maintain its normal order, and slowly accelerated, faster and faster, faster and faster, as if it might jump out of the chest at any time.He always thought that he liked Feng Li very much, but it was only at this moment that he suddenly realized that his liking was nothing compared to Feng Li's liking.

He was able to tell Feng Li the truth calmly and calmly, and he left calmly, which already showed this point.Even if there is suffering and struggle in the heart, it is all unwillingness to reality.It's hard to fall in love with someone, but in the end, I find that this person is not something I can afford. This kind of helplessness and helplessness pulled out all the unwillingness that had been suppressed in my heart for many years, and exposed it to the outside of his originally gentle skin. .

He has no right to blame Feng Li, even if this person once ruthlessly asked him to return the disappeared child.

In fact, Xiang Nan never believed that Feng Li would fall in love with him. Even though Feng Li was so swearing, until now, the handwriting in his eyes gradually became blurred, and his hands and feet began to stiffen at an unprecedented speed. While expressing severe feelings, he is actually happy.

I am glad that this person finally loves me, as he likes him.

Although the relationship between two people may not reach an equal position, at least, each other has each other in their hearts.

The world is so big, it is really not easy to meet.

When Feng Li came back, he saw Xiang Nan sitting blankly on the seat, his mobile phone was placed on the table, and his coat was still hanging on the back of the chair. Feng Li walked over, reached out and touched Xiang Nan's forehead, and said softly : "What's wrong? Is there something uncomfortable?"

Xiang Nan seemed to be startled by his voice, but he came back to his senses and shook his head, "No."

"Are you full? Let's go."

Xiang Nan stood up obediently and followed Feng Li out.

The weather seems to be getting colder. There are not many pedestrians on the street in front of the hotel at * o'clock in the evening. The road surface is dry and looks like it will crack at any time. The light shines down, reflecting the texture of the next door, heading south With one breath, the gas immediately fainted into a circle of hoarfrost before his eyes, and disappeared into the air quickly.

Feng Li put his coat on Xiang Nan's body, and the voice he spoke was tinged with warmth in the silent winter night, "Get in the car, don't catch a cold."

Xiang Nan nodded his head, his side face was gentle like a docile cat, his mouth, which was a little red from being scalded by the food just now, was bright in color, when Feng Li saw it, his eyes deepened, and then he turned his gaze away very restrainedly.

When he had this person, he just wanted to rub him into his body.

Standing at such a distance now, Xiangnan in his eyes has become a very fragile and precious crystal. I am afraid that if you use too much force, it will hurt, shatter, and disappear forever.

This kind of worry about gains and losses made Feng Li quite annoyed, but he was happy with it.

Feng Lizai walked south out of the alley where the hotel was located, and entered the main road full of traffic.

The sky was still gloomy, Xiang Nan nestled in the back of the chair, wrapped in Feng Li's overcoat, with a calm face, he didn't think about anything serious, just thinking, what will happen to him and Feng Li in the future?

Can we still eat together calmly and freely like now, and send him back to school after eating.Or, in another year or so, Feng Li will meet someone who understands him better than himself, and then he will really become the past.

He believed that Feng Li had a firm soul, but he also believed that time would dilute all this truth.

Xiang Nan felt a little scared.

I didn't have a clear feeling before, but after seeing that photo tonight, everything seems to be moving around.

He was afraid that one day Xiang Nan would really come back, and he would disappear forever, and that Feng Li would finally be unable to wait any longer and stand by another person's side.He was also afraid that he would never be able to pass the test of guilt, wasting countless years in vain, and even more afraid that he and Feng Li would never go back in this lifetime.

It's so easy to get back to Feng Li's side, it's just a matter of one sentence.

The difficult thing is that after returning to this person, can I abandon all anxiety and guilt, and love this person wholeheartedly.

If so, everyone will be happy.If not, it would be unfair to both Feng Li and himself.

Xiang Nan felt a little headache thinking about it, so he simply turned his head to look at the man who was concentrating on driving, and called him: "Feng Li."

Feng Li turned his head and smiled slightly when he met his gaze, "Huh?"

"It's okay, I'm just calling you."

Hearing this, Feng Li's eyes gradually deepened, and the light of the city from the car window shrouded his side face, making the narrow, long and deep eyes on his face even more charming and bright, the light was so clear and clear, As if carrying a magical power that could pierce people's hearts, Xiang Nan almost didn't dare to look any more, and was about to turn his gaze away, when he heard Feng Li say, "You are the only one in the dormitory, right?"

This topic was too jumpy, Xiang Nan froze for a moment, then nodded and said yes.

Feng Li said, "That's good."

Xiang Nan didn't know which one he said was better, but Feng Li had already turned around, so he didn't ask again.

When the car arrived at No. [-] Middle School, Xiang Nan thanked Feng Li and pushed the door to get out of the car.

As soon as his feet landed on the ground, he saw that Feng Li over there also got out of the car, and was locking the car with his coat in his hand, Xiang Nan was startled, "Aren't you going back?"

Feng Li looked at him from a distance of a car, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was comparable to the [-]-watt headlight at the school gate, "I'll sleep in your dormitory tonight."

Startled, Xiang Nan subconsciously refused, "No."

When a man has thick skin, he can be unimaginably thick. Obviously, Feng Li is the best among them. Even if he is rejected by Xiang Nan's righteous words, he can still hold a gentle expression. Xiang Nan said softly with a suspicious expression: "I'm afraid of the dark when I sleep alone."

What a stupid reason!

But Xiang Nan couldn't say it, the gentleness from childhood has been deeply rooted in his bone marrow, even at this time, he can't say anything harsh, he can only stare at Feng Li, hoping that he can change his mind quickly, but Feng Li Obviously, he didn't receive the signal from his eyes. To be precise, he simply ignored his eyes, walked around the front of the car, walked straight over, pulled his wrist and walked through the school gate.

Being dragged all the way to the south, he didn't remember until he got to the back playground, and broke away from Feng Li's hand.

Feng Li turned his head to look at him, and asked innocently: "What's wrong?"

Xiang Nan met his calm gaze, and for some reason, even his voice stuttered, "I... I'll go by myself."

Feng Li looked at him leisurely for a long while before saying: "Okay, you lead the way."

It didn't take much effort for the two of them to enter the boys' dormitory building. At this time, the dormitory supervisor had already hid in bed and slept soundly, so there was no way they could control them.

I have walked through the dormitory stairs countless times, and at this moment it is extraordinarily long and silent because there is such a person beside me. The voice-activated light turned on before they arrived, and then turned off again after they left. Neither of them spoke, and walked south In front, Feng Li followed behind.

The sound of breathing and footsteps became slow and long, and the stairs extending under his feet seemed to be as long as a cycle. Xiang Nan was lost in thought, and his feet stepped on the air. He staggered and saw that his body was about to lose his balance. Hold on, the man's voice is extremely pleasant, although the words are reproachful, but the tone is sticky and indulgent, "Why can't even walk well."

There are many inhumane intimacy between couples, which seem to be blame, but actually hide a lot of care and love.

For example, if you are lost and feel wronged and call him, he scolds you for being a road idiot and comes to pick you up anxiously while scolding you for being a road idiot.

You were late for work, and while he was talking about who told you to play like that last night, he resigned himself to getting up and preparing breakfast for you.

You said something stupid without thinking in front of many people, but when he called you a fool, there was a deep smile on his face and eyes.

Xiang Nan's old face couldn't help but he plucked the hair on his forehead to cover up the enthusiasm and embarrassment on his face. Feng Li glanced at him, as if he didn't notice his expression, and continued: "Are you sure?" sprain?"

Shake your head south, then continue up the stairs.

Feng Li, who was walking behind, watched him walk with his head buried, the corners of his mouth curled up happily, and he smiled silently.

During the holidays, Cao Qiudong and the others cleaned up the bed, not even a sheet was left behind.

As soon as Xiang Nan entered the dormitory, he immediately found a big problem. There was only one bed with a quilt in the whole dormitory, so how would he and Feng Li share this one-meter-wide bed tonight?Before he could come up with a countermeasure, Feng Li asked, "Is there only one bed?" He controlled it very well, so Xiang Nan didn't hear the smile hidden in his voice at all.

Xiang Nan was a little embarrassed, "Why don't you sleep in my bed, I'll go to the dormitory next door to squeeze in a night with my classmates at school."

How could Feng Li let such a thing happen? His face darkened immediately, and he said, "Since it's inconvenient, I'd better go home." As he said that, he really picked up the coat that was just put on the bed and walked out to the south station. In the middle of the room, I don't know whether I should stay or do something else at this time.Feng Li's fingers were on the doorknob, but he didn't pull it away in a hurry. His back was slender, and he stood by the door. The light reflected his shadow on the door panel. He looked a bit bleak, but he didn't turn his head. , just said: "Xiang Nan, won't you keep me?" The voice was the same as usual, but the disappointment in the tone could be easily heard.

Xiang Nan opened his mouth, and finally, he said, "If you don't feel crowded, you can stay."

Hearing this, Feng Li turned around quickly, trying not to be so complacent.

In fact, Xiang Nan felt a little regretful as soon as he finished speaking. The disappointment in Feng Li's tone was probably true, but it was more likely that he was playing tricks, in order to soften his heart and keep him.But now that the words have been spoken, it is obviously impossible to drive people away.Pass the washbasin towards the south, pour the water from the thermos into it, throw in the face-washing veil, and signal Feng Li to wash his face.

Feng Li twisted it, and handed the steamy handkerchief to Xiangnan, "You wash it first."

Xiang Nan didn't refuse, took the handkerchief and shook it off and rubbed it on his face a few times. His fingers had turned white a lot in the past few months, and the black face-washing handkerchief made his ten fingers as white and tender as green onions. Yes, Feng Li watched him wash his face, and his eyes drifted to his fingers unconsciously, imagining that if these fingers were put in his mouth, they must be very delicious.Before he could finish thinking about it, Xiang Nan handed back the handkerchief, "I've finished washing, here you are. There are no extra toothbrushes in the dormitory, so don't brush your teeth tonight."

This is naturally a big challenge for Feng Li who loves cleanliness, but for the sake of this person in front of him, it doesn't matter if he doesn't brush his teeth all night.

After the two of them washed their feet, it was finally time for bedtime.

Xiang Nan had already thought about it early in the morning. The bed is only so wide. It is impossible for him to draw a border between Chuhe and Han. What's more, it seems too small to do all these things by himself, although some people will be eaten tofu. Risky, but he believes that Feng Li is a person with style and self-respect.So when Feng Li poured out the footwashing water, he saw that Xiang Nan had already taken off his clothes, leaving only a pair of underwear and long johns lying on the bed, the thick quilt was pulled up to his chin, and a pair of big And the black eyes were particularly bright, and the innocent expression, in Feng Li's eyes, became a signal of "you come and eat me".

Feng Li blew a gust of wind on the balcony, and managed to suppress the restless heat on his body. Then he walked back slowly, and put the corner of the quilt aside on the bed.

Xiang Nan hadn't fallen asleep yet. In fact, he felt that he would definitely not be able to sleep tonight. Seeing that Feng Li was lying on the bed beside him, he couldn't help but feel like he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.

Feng Li, however, was much more at ease than him, and moved closer to him, half-raised his body, and kissed him goodnight naturally and familiarly, and said softly, "It's late, go to sleep."

Xiang Nan was taken aback by this meaningful kiss. Seeing that Feng Li hadn't moved any closer, his half-suspended heart slowly fell to the ground, and he thought about some messy things in his mind, and finally, unconsciously, fell asleep.

The young man's breathing gradually became even, and Feng Licai gently turned his side to look at the person on the other side of the pillow.

This was the first time he saw Xiang Nan in a deep sleep. It didn't change much from when he woke up. He was so gentle and harmless. He looked so quiet like a child who had nothing to do with the world. He was so clean that he had never been stained with any dirt. , such a quality is too rare.Feng Li's hand slowly slid out of the quilt and stretched out to the side of the young man's cheeks, cautiously as if afraid of waking him up, so he could only sketch slowly along his cheeks, inch by inch, slowly and attentively.

I don't know since when, he no longer likes the stubborn and sharp Xiangnan.

Instead, he likes Xiang Nan who is gentle and delicate, Xiang Nan who is always smiling, and Xiang Nan who frowns slightly when he is in trouble, with a helpless expression on his face, such a warm and soft temperament makes Feng Li feel a little pain in his heart every time he thinks about it, What kind of situation is it that you love someone so much that your heart hurts when you think of him?Feng Li didn't know, he only knew that he cherished this young man named Xiang Nan, even if he was once confused and a jerk, he still wanted to turn around and chase him back into his hands, love him in every possible way, and use the rest of his life to make up for the harm he had done.

Just now he said he wanted to leave, but Xiang Nan just stood behind him without saying a word.

Feng Li wanted to ask him when did you become so cruel, and you couldn't get your words out of your mouth.

He was reluctant.

She couldn't bear to say harsh words to Xiang Nan, and couldn't bear to see him embarrassed and helpless again.

The winter moonlight was so dim that there was only a sliver of light, slanting in from the outside of the balcony in front, the man sleeping outside lifted his body slightly, and kissed the sleeping teenager on the lips.

The voice was soft, floating in the air, "Sleep with peace of mind."

Dear.