Rebirth is more than a year old

It was almost five o'clock in the afternoon, and Xiang Nan came out of the Past Life Residence.

Rarely, Ye Su sent him to the door, and lived in front of the elegant and retro door. Ye Su's body seemed to be so thin that only a layer of skin remained, but his pale face still had a familiar smile from Xiang Nan, "If If you don’t have class, come and sit and talk with me.”

Xiang Nan nodded, shook Ye Su's skinny hand, and said to Song Chen beside him, "Help Ye Su in, it's windy outside, don't catch a cold."

Ye Su just smiled, looking at Xiang Nan's eyes seemed to be filled with countless words, and when it came to his head, he didn't know where to start.Xiang Nan was startled by Ye Su's eyes, and was about to speak, but Ye Su suddenly took a step closer and hugged him. Ye Su was much taller than him, and at this moment, he lowered his head slightly and buried his face in the He was so close to Xiang Nan's warm shoulder, and his warm breath sprayed on Xiang Nan's skin.

After a while, Ye Su's voice came from beside his ear, "Xiang Nan," sighed softly, seeming to stir up a few wisps of misty thoughts, and the clouds were as light as clouds in the sky. San, "The only thing that makes me happy these three years is that you can come back. Have I ever said that in our circle of friends, the person I like the most is you."

Ye Su's voice sounded the same as usual, even a faint smile could be heard between the lines, like a drum in the evening and a bell in the morning, like a dream at the end of the world.

Xiang Nan listened quietly, suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness, and raised his hand tightly around Ye Su's waist, which he couldn't grasp, he didn't realize that his voice was trembling, and said softly: "I like you the most, too. "

Ye Su seemed to smile a little, tightened his hand holding him slightly, and said two words very lightly: "Thank you." Then he let go of Xiang Nan, took a step back, and walked straight to Song Chen. Beside him, there was a pair of smiling eyes, light and warm.

Looking at Ye Su's indifferent smile, Xiang Nan's heart was empty. He wanted to speak, but he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, and finally closed his mouth in vain.

Ye Su said to Feng Li who was standing behind him, "It's getting late, you should go."

Feng Li said goodbye to Ye Su and Song Chen, and led Xiang Nan to the car. Before getting in the car, Xiang Nan turned his head once and saw Ye Su still standing there with an unchanging smile on the corner of his mouth. Mo's pupils radiated a radiant light, that kind of brightness Xiang Nan couldn't describe, he just thought it was even more dazzling than all the gems and jades in this world, such brilliance, compared to the Song officials around him.

In their circle of friends, Song Chen is the most beautiful, Shen Qinglan has a playboy face, and Yan Jun is the gentle type.

And Ye Su is a piece of beautiful jade on the plate.

The white porcelain vessel with a blue background, filled with the whole transparent green jade, is quiet and unique, not presumptuous or arrogant, only a faint smile and occasional cunning are impressive, and sometimes this person will hold on Chin asks you: Have you ever slept with Feng Li?Sometimes he just hugged you quietly and said: Xiangnan, I like you the most.

Do all people who see through the essence of life have this kind of extraordinary temperament and insight?

Because I have seen through life and death, so I don't fight or grab, take my time, and live every day calmly and peacefully.

Xiang Nan put his hands on the open car window, turned his head and looked at the grotesque world outside the window, pedestrians on the road always hurried with their heads down and indifferent faces, the shop windows were getting more and more exquisite every day, and the models stood facing the light. In the eyes of everyone, with a proud smile alone, you can't say that he is a model, so he is just a dead thing. Sometimes, being alive may not be more meaningful than the model in the window.

Feng Li turned his head to look at him several times, only to find that he was just looking outside, his long eyelashes casting a light shadow under his eyelids, his side face was as quiet as a sleeping cat.Feng Li stretched out his hand and stroked his head, in exchange for Xiang Nan's sideways gaze, Feng Li smiled slightly in his cold eyes, "Would you like to have dinner with me?"

Probably because he was too absorbed in thinking about things, Xiang Nan's brain was not fully awake yet. Anyway, after listening to Feng Li's suggestion, he uncharacteristically agreed, and he agreed quite simply.

Feng Li was naturally overjoyed, but the smile on his face was still faint, as if he was afraid that Xiang Nan would change his mind immediately if he got proud.

What they went to was still not a five-star hotel, but a Chinese restaurant in an alley that was only one street away from the downtown area.

The whole building is modeled after a red building. It looks antique, and even the environment is quiet and pleasant. Feng Li will take Xiangnan to a place by the window and sit down. There is a screen of flowers and birds standing on one side of the booth to isolate the sound from the outside. , also blocked the line of sight of others.

Feng Li pulled the chair away for him, Xiang Nan didn't say anything, and sat down generously.

Feng Li sat down on the seat opposite him, and immediately a waiter in a Tang suit came up with an exquisite menu. Naturally, Xiang Nan didn't have the mood to order at the moment, so Mr. Feng made ample food and clothing by himself. After the waiter left, Xiang Nan seemed to have finally returned. Feeling overwhelmed, he looked at Feng Li and said, "I'm afraid Ye Su will die."

Feng Li was taken aback, "I think he looks better recently than before."

Xiang Nan frowned slightly. When he left just now, Ye Su's words, Ye Su's demeanor and behavior made Xiang Nan feel abnormal. This abnormality even brought out the terrible reality that he least wanted to face in his heart. He would say something like that.

Seeing his gloomy expression, Feng Li leaned over slightly, smoothed the hair on his forehead with his slender fingers, the coolness carried by his slightly cool fingertips spread from his forehead all the way to the bottom of his heart, Xiang Nan's body suddenly With a tremor, he subconsciously waved Feng Li's hand away, and then both of them froze.

Feng Li's dark eyes were suddenly covered with a layer of matte, which gradually dimmed the original brightness with a smile.

Xiang Nan lowered his head, closed his eyes, and said, "Sorry."

Feng Li smiled gently, his voice soft and shallow, "It's okay, don't worry, okay? Ye Su will be fine. The doctor I contacted has been helping me find a heart that can match Ye Su. Eyebrow, I originally planned to wait for confirmation before telling you."

Hearing this, Xiang Nan's expression lifted, and he looked at him with serious eyes, "Really?"

Feng Li nodded, "Really."

This is undoubtedly good news, Xiang Nan finally felt a little happy, Feng Li couldn't help but smile knowingly when he saw that his face had regained some radiance.

You racked your brains to think of all the words that can make people happy, just to make him smile.I used to think that people who do this are really stupid, but when it was my turn, I found this satisfaction, as if when he smiled, your heart was filled, and it would overflow if there was more.

Among thousands of people, it is such a great honor for me to meet you, fall in love with you, and accompany you.

The dishes Feng Li ordered were all Xiang Nan's favorites, which took up almost half of the table.

Xiang Nan looked at the fragrant food on the table, and because of his good mood, he immediately had an appetite.Feng Li would rather eat less by himself than make Xiang Nan feel uncomfortable, so he served him the dishes the whole time, but he didn't move the dishes on the table.

Xiang Nan settled down two bowls of rice, and drank another bowl of winter melon pork ribs soup that Feng Lisheng gave him, and finally he couldn't eat anymore.

Feng Li Yingying looked at him with a smile, his silent look made Xiang Nan feel a little uncomfortable, Feng Li probably could tell, "I'm going to pay the bill, you rest for a while." He got up and walked out around the screen.

The suddenly quiet space made Xiang Nan breathe a long sigh of relief.

People's minds are especially thin when they are fragile, just like on the snowy night not long ago, Xiang Nan told Feng Li to try because of the momentary distraction. In fact, everything started when he said try, It develops in an unpredictable direction.So he can't make the same mistake tonight.

A man's gentleness is easy to fall for, and a handsome and gentle man is even more confusing. If the two stayed together just now, Xiang Nan really can't guarantee if he will say something afterwards If you will regret it.

Just as he was lost in thought, Feng Li's cell phone in his pocket suddenly rang.

Xiang Nan just had a full meal and didn't want to move, but the caller was persistent, the phone kept calling, and Feng Li hadn't come back for a long time, so he had to turn around to hook and seal Li's coat hanging on the back of the chair, and finally put the coat away. I pulled it over, but because of too much force, the phone and wallet in my pocket fell out and fell to the ground with a bang.

Fortunately, the phone was not broken, and he was still singing dedicatedly. Xiang Nan went to pick up the phone with one hand, and picked up the wallet dropped at the foot of the table with the other hand.

Just as he was about to answer the phone, the person over there seemed to finally be patient and hung up.

Xiang Nan took the phone to the table and placed it side by side with the wallet. The sealed wallet was brown and very dark, so Xiang Nan could easily see the conspicuous white part protruding from the edge of the wallet. Xiang Nan didn't have the habit of rummaging through other people's things, but at this time, somehow, he opened the wallet by accident, and a palm-sized photo inside was instantly revealed.

The person in the photo is very familiar to him, he is himself at the age of 27.

In the midsummer of that year, a group of them went to the nearby Yangyun Mountain to step on the wind. They went up the mountain at [-] o'clock in the morning, watched the sunset on the top of the mountain, and ate a vegetarian meal at the temple. After a group of people took a group photo, they took a photo of each person individually.

There are not many opportunities for Xiangnan to take pictures. First, he doesn’t like it, and second, he doesn’t need it. So he keeps this precious photo all the time and puts it on the bedside table in his room in the courtyard.

In the photo, he was wearing a white shirt with a bland face. He looked really unattractive, but he didn't want Feng Li to keep him in his wallet.

Like an inexplicable inspiration, I turned to the back of the photo southward.

The blank space is occupied, and there are only a few words, and every word is ridiculed.

The iron-painted and silver-hooked pen characters penetrate the back of the paper, as if all thoughts and forbearance are hidden between the sparse lines. If you are not careful, they will rush out of the paper in an instant like a strong wind and rainstorm, piercing the air and tearing apart the space. Turn into a sharp knife and poke in your heart.

It says: Initiate your heart with your heart, and your heart will remain the same.