Rebirth is more than a year old

When Xiang Nan woke up the next morning, Feng Li was no longer around him.

There was a piece of note paper on the pillow, which was left by Feng Li. It said that he had something to deal with at the moment so he had to go back to the company first. On the table was the breakfast he bought for Xiang Nan.

Looking to the south, the breakfast on the table not far away was still steaming. He hugged the quilt and stared at the breakfast for a while, then slowly got out of bed, sat down at the table after washing, He picked up the bowl of porridge that was already a bit cold and drank it. The side dishes that came with the porridge were also Xiang Nan's favorite. While Xiang Nan was eating, he remembered that Feng Li got up in the morning and went to buy breakfast outside the school. Turning back to the dormitory, and then returning the same way, I felt a little uncomfortable.

People like Feng Li should have been rushed to serve him, but now they have been transferred, and Xiang Nan suddenly felt that he had committed a heinous crime.

For several days after that, Xiang Nan didn't see Feng Li again.

Instead, the time for make-up lessons suddenly became tighter, so that he didn't have time to go to see Ye Su. He made up the make-up lessons until the 27th of the twelfth lunar month. Xiang Nan went home by car and went to see Ye Su.Song Chen went back a few days ago, and when he left, he came to the school to look for Xiang Nan, gave him a lot of nutrition, and asked him to take it back to Xiang's parents.

After Song Chen left, fortunately Ye Su was always accompanied by Yan Jun, so he would not be too lonely.

Xiang Nan felt that Ye Su was the kind of person who could endure loneliness.

He can stay alone for a whole day without getting bored. Reading some idle books, playing chess with himself, or raising flowers are all good pastimes for him. Earlier, Ye Su also liked to practice Calligraphy, cursive handwriting is particularly excellent, someone once offered six figures just for a pair of calligraphy and painting, but Ye Su refused very decisively: "I am not short of money."

In this world, there must always be one or two hobbies that have nothing to do with money, so as not to live this life in vain.

In a sense, Ye Su's life has surpassed all living beings and reached another realm.

When Xiang Nan was going, Yan Jun happened to be there too, and his expression was not unusual when he saw him. Xiang Nan knew that Ye Su had not told Yan Jun the secret of his rebirth, so that was fine, and now the matter between him and Feng Li It's still messy, if Yan Jun and Shen Qinglan are involved again, then it will really be messy and messy.

Ye Su's complexion was similar to that of before, except that the color of his fingertips was darker, and he could still talk to Xiang Nan with a smile.

Xiang Nan knew that he was holding on, so he left after sitting for a long time. Ye Su didn't see him off, but watched his back disappear into the depths of the corridor little by little, and then said to Yan Jun, "Just now, I thought You will rush forward to hug Xiangnan."

Yan Jun pondered for a moment, and said as if confessing, "Thinking of the three years of entanglement between me and Shen Qinglan, I can't face Xiangnan calmly for the time being."

Ye Su also seemed to understand his feelings, and said instead: "For the time being, about Xiang Nan, no, if you can, never tell Shen Qinglan."

Yan Jun frowned slightly, "Why? He has the right to know."

Ye Su raised his head and looked at him, "If he knows that Xiang Nan is the one he likes, what do you think he will do?"

Hearing this, Yan Jun pursed his lips and said nothing.

Ye Su looked in the direction of the door, and continued: "Xiang Nan won't like Shen Qinglan, and the one who gets his heart in the end is destined to be Feng Li. As far as I am concerned, this is the best ending for everyone, you Why bother to disturb this tranquility, brother." Yan Jun's expression was startled by the big brother's call, and he felt helpless for a moment.

Ye Su laughed, "Thank you for all these years."

Yan Jun grabbed his hand, "You should say anything stupid."

Ye Su held his hand instead, and his voice was still calm, "Even so, I still want to thank you for not giving up on me."

Yan Jun seemed to be touched by this sentence, the corners of his eyes slightly moistened, and he gradually tightened his hand, holding the bony fingers in his hand.

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Xiangnan went back to the dormitory to pack his things, then went to the self-service bank|bank near the school to withdraw some money, and took the nutrition provided by Song Chen before boarding the car home.A few days ago, Xiangbei and Xiangxi were together. This time, Xiangnan spent some time crossing mountains and ridges alone. It was already afternoon when we got home.

Xiangxi was doing homework in the yard, when he saw his eldest brother appearing at the gate of the yard carrying big and small bags, he immediately jumped up to greet him, "Brother, have you finished your lessons?" He said while taking the bag from Xiangnan's hand.

"Yes." He was panting after walking south for several hours, and asked casually, "Where are my parents?"

"Mom and Dad went to the mountain to collect firewood, and my second brother followed. I should be back later."

There are two days left until New Year's Eve, and the New Year's goods are ready early in the morning. Although the people in this poor valley can't afford anything worthwhile, there must be a New Year's Eve, so I took advantage of these few days to collect firewood. , You don’t have to worry about running out of firewood throughout the Spring Festival.

Xiang Nan put things in the house, came out and sat in the yard, Xiang Xi went into the kitchen and brought him a bowl of water, Xiang Nan took it, drank most of it in one go, Xiang Xi looked at him from the side, and suddenly said , "Brother, something happened recently."

Xiang Nan was taken aback, "What's the matter?"

Xiangxi has long hair like a waterfall, which is usually tied up for convenience. She has just washed her hair, and her hair is still wet. It hangs on her back, black and straight like a waterfall. She is playing with her ears With a few strands of hair hanging down, he said softly, "Brother Datang is back."

The big brother is the eldest son of my aunt who goes to the army who doesn’t see her face several times a year. It stands to reason that it’s a good thing that the big brother is back, but Xiang Xi is a bit embarrassed. When Xiang Nan asked, Xiang Xicai said: "It's a good thing that the eldest brother came back, but...but he also brought a man back. I think that man has an unusual relationship with him."

Xiang Nan couldn't help but tighten his forehead, and looked to the west.

Xiangxi swallowed his saliva under his gaze, and remembered something, his face was flushed, his eyes looked elsewhere, and he said falteringly: "This morning, I saw brother Datang and that man in... ...is kissing."

Since he was reborn, Xiang Nan felt that there was nothing worth fussing over, so after hearing this, he was calmer than he imagined. After all, even he himself likes men, even if all the men around him like men. It didn't seem so strange anymore, Xiang Xi couldn't understand his expression, "Brother, aren't you surprised?"

Xiang Nan raised his head and drank the remaining water in the bowl, then looked at Xiang Xi and said, "Did Brother Tang find you?"

Shaking his head to the west, Xiangnan continued: "Then pretend not to know about it. Since the eldest brother brought that man back, it means that he really likes this man. The uncle and aunt probably don't know about it yet. , let’s pretend nothing happened, you know?”

Although Xiang Xi still didn't understand why her brother was still so calm after hearing that the hall brother had kissed a man, but she had always listened to Xiang Nan's words, so she didn't say anything at the moment, she just swallowed the words in her stomach, and Xiang Xi I will be in the third year of junior high school next year. Although I know little about this kind of thing, I am not ignorant of it. There are several female classmates around me who like stories between men and men. West also heard some.

This kind of thing may not be unacceptable to people of their age, but if it is replaced by their parents, it is basically a certainty.Xiangxi has been living in this remote valley since she was born. Unlike her parents who have been farmers all her life, she is an educated girl, which means that her outlook on the world and life is different from her parents, so she can accept it. And understand such a thing, but her parents would never allow it.

Her parents, uncles and aunts may find it strange to say the word homosexuality, but if it is said to be good for Long Yang, they are definitely not unfamiliar with it.

Once someone in the family gets involved with this word, it is against ethics and will not be tolerated.

If the eldest brother really intends to have a showdown with his family, then everyone will not live in peace this year.

It gets dark early in the countryside, and many households are locked at [-] o'clock in the evening. They lie on the bed in the south and read a book in the dim light, and walk in and lie on their own bed in the north. The two brothers did not speak. After a while, Xiang Bei suddenly sat up from the bed, looked at Xiang Nan, "Feng Li didn't come?"

Xiang Nan was taken aback, put down the book in his hand, and looked back at Xiang Bei, "Why is he here?"

"Didn't he like you?"

Hearing this, Xiang Nan was stunned, wondering if he was dreaming and talking in his sleep at night or something, why did Xiang Bei say such a thing, and what he said was the truth, Xiang Nan thought for a moment, and said: "How did you know?"

Xiang Bei asked without answering, "Do you like him?"

Xiang Nan opened his mouth. He wanted to deny it, but what he said was: "I like it."

After saying the answer he wanted, Xiang Bei was not very excited, but looked at Xiang Nan with sharp eyes, "Do you know what you are doing?"

Being questioned like this by a boy who was almost a round younger than him, Xiang Nan felt that he was a bit humiliated, and it was not his choice to like men.

Xiang Bei seemed to be irritated by his expression, and growled in a low voice: "Do you know that the big brother got involved with a man? If uncle and aunt knew about this, there might be some kind of trouble in the family, don't you?" You want to follow in his footsteps!"

Xiang Bei is much more mature than his peers in terms of thinking, and his words are often well-organized, coupled with a strong tone, making people feel that he should be the big brother. Xiang Nan gently stroked the spine of the book with his fingers, Then he said: "Xiangbei, the person involved can't choose whether to like a man or a woman. You are still young, and you probably can't understand that when you like someone, you can do everything for him. At that time, you won't care at all." Is he a man or a woman. What I want to say now is that I know what I am doing very well, and I will not affect my studies just because I like Feng Li. When we like someone in a healthy way, it will bring For positive effects, for example, I like Feng Li, and because of his excellence, I will make myself a more useful and qualified person to stand beside him, so you cannot deny the power brought by liking. I Knowing that you are worried that your parents may not be able to accept it after knowing the truth, I can assure you that I will not let them know before I get out of social work."

In fact, there is no need for Xiang Nan to tell Xiang Bei about this kind of thing, but he doesn't know what kind of evil he is. When he looked at Shang Xiang Bei with a slightly angry look, he said it out of his head. Xiang Nan doesn't like to hear such words, because this sentence also imperceptibly brings him and Feng Li into it, the so-called knocking down a boat with one pole is probably the same.Xiang Nan is an extremely defensive person. If it were someone else today, maybe his attitude would not be so gentle, or even calm. Only because the target is his younger brother, he can control himself not to speak too harshly.

Hearing this, although there was still anger on Xiang Bei's face, it was much better than before, and his voice softened, "Our parents won't agree to you being with Feng Li."

Xiang Nan nodded in agreement, "So I won't let them know until I can really gain a foothold."

Xiang Bei frowned, "You've been haggard since you came back this time, did Feng Li bully you?"

It has to be said that Xiang Bei's sensitivity can compete with Ye Su's. Xiang Nan touched his nose and did not hide it, "Something happened, it will be fine after a while."

Hearing this, Xiang Bei frowned even deeper, "Did he play with your feelings?" On his face was an expression that if Xiang Nan said yes, he would definitely settle accounts with Feng Li.

Xiang Nan's sincere concern unintentionally made Xiang Nan smile, "I didn't play around with this theory, but there was some misunderstanding. It's just that I can't figure it out now, and it's none of his business."

Xiang Bei was a little disbelieving, "Could it be you playing tricks on him?"

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When it was time to turn off the lights and go to bed, Xiang Nan lay on the bed for a while, and in the darkness, Xiang Bei’s voice suddenly came, a little buzzing, probably from the quilt saying, “Brother, if you really If you like Feng Li, I support you. But you can't do that kind of thing with him before you graduate from university!"

Xiang Nan felt a few black lines crawling across his forehead, and asked, "You also want to take care of this?"

Xiang Bei turned over in the quilt, and continued, "I checked on the Internet, and it hurts to do that kind of thing. Do you want to experience the feeling of having a baby in advance?"

"Is the lower one more painful?" Xiang Nan said.

There was a rustling sound from the north side, and then the voice became clear, probably got out of the quilt, and said to the south side, "Yes, do you think you have a chance to press Feng Li under it?"

Xiang Nan was speechless again.

After thinking about it for a while, I felt that what Xiang Bei said seemed to be the same.

He and Feng Li, no matter in terms of momentum or size, Feng Li had the upper hand.

Xiang Nan felt a little embarrassed when he thought about it, now that he and Feng Li are nothing, how could he think about this kind of thing so jubilantly, it's really abnormal!

Then he covered himself with the quilt, and after ten minutes, he successfully fell asleep.