perfect character

Du Mei's gift box was put aside alone, and Luo Fang carefully put it away for him. After Jiang Qiu's ten performances, Luo Fang didn't say much? What, after seeing him pack it up, she put the gift box beside him .

"Ms. Du Mei sent it." Luo Fang said concisely.

Jiang Qiushi paused slightly as he wiped his hair. He put down the towel, put his hand on the gift box, and his fingertips trembled. After hesitating for a long time, he still didn't open it. Instead, he continued to pick up the towel and wipe the wet hair little by little.

Today, I rushed into the mountain early in the morning. The fog in the mountain was so thick that everyone's clothes were soaked and stuck to their bodies coldly. After working hard all day, everyone came back dripping with sweat and dew.Jiang Qiushi rubbed it for a while, then dried his hair by himself.

The sound of the hair dryer rang in the car, and the soup was gurgling in the small pot. For a while, the noise was extremely quiet.

Jiang Qiushi recalled the past again.

For some reason, he is always recalling these days, obviously...he never reads the past, only looks at the future, but now he always recalls the past like an old man.

However, no matter how he recalls, there are still parts in his memory that seem to be sealed away, invisible and intangible, but remind him all the time—you forgot something?

Luo Fang broke the tranquility. Seeing the man put down the hair dryer, she asked, "Boss, don't you want to take a look?"

Jiang Qiushi said: "Go back and dismantle it."

Luo Fang? I don't want to persuade her too much.

If Qiu Ya hadn't told her that she needed to pay attention to Jiang Qiushi's psychological? Question, she wouldn't have tried so hard.

She was a little puzzled: You are not happy even to receive a gift from Teacher Du Mei? Are you happy?

If Jiang Qiu knew about her question ten times, he would definitely answer in his heart: "I'm not unhappy, I'm happy, it's just...he doesn't know how to face her."

For other people, he always doesn't care, he knows that no one in the world has the need to love himself, so a little bit of kindness and thoughtfulness from strangers is precious.

However...some people are different.If there is no expectation, he will not be disappointed. Since he has already had expectations that he should not have, this expectation has rapidly developed into an abyss and ravine from the beginning of its birth, which is difficult to fill.The more he craved the whole truth, the harder it was for him to be seen as someone else's shadow.

Knowing that he wants to be wholehearted and irrational, but deep down in his heart, there is still some desire that he may not even know about himself—maybe, he is also worth it? Who should treat him wholeheartedly?

But he knew very well in his heart that he had never opened his heart to anyone. If no one knew who he really was, how could he ask others to treat him wholeheartedly?

This is not fair.

If you don't have to force it, it will be like him and Lin He. The hidden conflicts will not disappear just because they get along peacefully on the surface, and will explode one day.

Luo Fang took a closer look at Jiang Qiushi, but couldn't see anything. After packing up his things, he drove him back.

After returning home at night, Jiang Qiushi sat alone in the room, silently unwrapping the beautiful wrapping paper.

Since the exposure of their life experiences, their contact has gradually faded, but they both understand that if there is anything that needs help, they will definitely do it quietly.

For example, Jiang Qiushi knew very well in his heart that some of the resources he got from the Beijing circle had her shadow behind them.

Can't think about it any more...

He retracted his thoughts and opened the box.

Inside lay two sweaters, one big and one small, neatly folded, soft and fragrant.There was also a letter on the sweater.

Jiang Qiushi suddenly remembered the scene of filming with Du Mei in the past.

He was busy with work, and the other party sat beside him knitting a sweater.She likes to do some knitting and stew soup. She comes to the set every day, either with a lunch box or a bag of wool balls.While waiting, Du Mei started quickly. After a few days, she knitted a sleeve first, and then called Jiang Qiushi: "Quick, let's see if it's long enough."

He stretched out a hand, and Du Mei smiled and gestured at the sleeve, and then felt annoyed that it seemed to be too short and wanted to knit it longer, and stretched out her hand to pinch his arm, telling him to eat more.At night, when the headlights were turned on, there were many people on the set, and the people coming and going looked at them with smiles, making good-natured jokes, and clamoring for him to treat them.

He closed his eyes, recalling his expression at that time, thinking about it now - he was also laughing at that time.

The majestic and turbulent emotions churned again, and his breathing was unknowingly heavy. He tried hard to calm down and took out two sweaters to compare their sizes.The big one fits well, but the small one... makes him puzzled: why did he send himself a small sweater?

After sitting for a while, he opened the letter.

"...I haven't seen you for a long time. I want to know? How are you doing? Is your 30th birthday coming up? A man stands at his thirties. I only knit a sweater for you..."

"...The small one is the size of a ten-year-old boy, and it is not wrong. I think you must look good in this dress when you were ten years old. You are a handsome boy..."

"...The fate of people cannot be made up by substitutions. Before, I have been falling into a demon, wishful thinking that you are sent by heaven to make up for me. I can put all the love and nostalgia that I haven't given for many years on Another similar person, I thought this would be able to make up for my regret...but I was wrong..."

"... Eating vegetarian food and praying to Buddha for so many years, he is paralyzing himself. If he really has knowledge under the spring, he must also blame me..."

"...This little dress doesn't mean anything else, I was just thinking, it would be great if I could meet you when you were not grown up. I think, I will definitely take good care of you and not let you Wronged..."

Du Mei wrote a lot, and there were four sheets of paper.She seems to have poured all the thoughts in her heart into the words that are not easy to say in person.She is originally a person full of emotions, and she often sheds tears when she has nothing to do. Jiang Qiushi can almost see her tearful face between the lines.

The emotional giant in his heart was about to break out of the cage again, he closed his eyes, took a long and deep breath, and tried to suppress it.

It's his birthday the next day.

The two maple trees in the mountain turned red, and the crew took off a lot of branches decorated with maple leaves and put them on the set for decoration. There were more at the door, so that the actor himself could see it when he entered the set.

Everyone is very happy, today is not only the male lead's birthday, but also the day they are expected to wrap up. After the last point of filming, the wrapping ceremony can be held in the afternoon.

The actor himself is doing styling, the makeup artist and his assistant? They are all mysterious, making eye contact.When he opened his eyes vigilantly, the former did not show it? It was so obvious. When the powder puff was patted on the face, the makeup artist was surprised: "Why are your eye circles a little swollen? Did you drink water before going to bed?"

"Correct."

"Then? I'll give you a cover." The makeup artist didn't think too much, and dealt with it three or two times. After finishing the makeup and hair, he urged him to go to the set.

As soon as I stepped into the set, I was a little surprised by the maple leaves that can be seen everywhere.

He couldn't remember the date clearly, so he turned his head and asked Luo Fang, "What's wrong today, why are there maple leaves everywhere?"

Luo Fang: "I don't know either? But the director is about to urge us, so let's go in quickly."

On the last day of filming, the filming was very simple. Li Deng kept guarding the three-foot podium, sending away students from class after class. Later, he contracted lung cancer due to dust infection, and taught the last class before retirement. In class, Li Deng fell on the podium.Originally, the finale was supposed to film the scene where college students and villagers sent him off for the last time, but there was no need to mobilize a large number of extras on the day of the finale, so the funeral scene was filmed a few days ago. At that time, the extras invited hundreds of people. The head of the village? The end of the village was photographed.After the crowd dispersed, the small village returned to calm, and the staff gathered in the classroom used as a studio, and the machines were running silently for filming.

Decades have passed, and Li Deng has already had gray hair and weathered face. He is old, but his back is still straight, his eyes are still bright and firm, shining with the light of wisdom.Standing on the stage, he heard the bell rang for the end of get out of class. He smiled at the students: "Okay, get out of class is over, students."

"goodbye teacher--"

The students roared and rushed outside, Li Deng looked at them with a smile.Slowly tidying up the things on the podium, just as he closed the lesson plan, he suddenly bent down and coughed violently. The cough was so severe that people suspected that he was about to cough up his lungs.

Trembling, he tried to take out the medicine from his pocket, but felt dizzy before his eyes, couldn't stand his legs, and fell to the ground.

The medicine bottle was dropped from his hand, and Gululu rolled out.

"teacher!!!"

Students passing in the corridor rushed in screaming.

"Pass!"

The director praised him: "Xiao Jiang, I didn't expect you to play an old man very well."

Jiang Qiushi patted the ashes on his body, straightened up, he had the same wrinkled and white hair, but his temperament was much younger, and he smiled: "When I think about it, it's going to be finished soon, so I remind myself that I can't NG .”

Everyone laughed in the same way, and gradually quieted down after a while. They turned around and went to their respective jobs. Jiang Qiushi didn't care.

He vaguely noticed that everyone was winking at each other behind their backs, and Luo Fang was desperately looking for topics to chat with.

This group of people...

Unsurprisingly, the studio lights suddenly dimmed.

Then, singing sounded.

"Happy birthday to you~Happy birthday to you..."

Led by Lin He, Qiu Ya, Mengmeng, Zhong Guangbin, several artists from the company, and the staff rushed in singing together.

Lin He, the leader, pushed the double-layered cake, sang loudly, and blinked happily at Jiang Qiushi.The artists of the company took advantage of their young age and knew him well. They rushed to his side and put ribbons and firework tubes. The shiny ribbons and sequins scattered all over the room.

"Why are you here?" Shou Xinggong's surprised question was drowned in everyone's joyful singing.Bouquet after bouquet of flowers "forcibly" stuffed into his arms, a few female artists do not mind watching the excitement? Big, grabbed a handful of maple leaves and sprinkled them in the air, and then watched the red leaves fluttering down, white mist Taking advantage of the chaos, he pinned a red leaf on Jiang Qiu's hair, and then hid himself and laughed.

Fortunately, Lin He pushed the cake aside, otherwise he wouldn't be able to eat it later.

"Happy Birthday Brother Ten!"

"Oh oh oh happy! Happy birthday boss!"

"Boss is safe and healthy!"

"Happy Birthday Qiuqiu!"

After the birthday song chorus ended, the staff nearby pushed the cake back and pushed it in front of Jiang Qiushi. The candlelight was flickering, illuminating the other party's dazed face with an unconscious smile already on it.A group of people rushed to say? Blessing words, and then urged him to make a wish.

"Quick, quick! The birthday boy makes a wish!"

"Congratulations to Brother Ten on his birthday, make a wish!"

Everyone booed, and then quieted down again. Jiang Qiushi smiled, put his hands together, and closed his eyes in reverence.

I wish... I wish...

what do i want

Everything around him seemed to be quiet. The laughter that was still echoing in his ears just now disappeared. There was only an unknown consciousness connected to his mind. He seemed to have heard a cold and loud voice...

He wanted to listen carefully, but he couldn't make out what was vague. After the voice finished speaking, Jiang Qiushi suddenly had a cognition that came from nowhere. He realized——he was qualified.

From then on, he can let go of his burdens, be restrained, and restrain his emotions and desires.He can make mistakes, he can get angry and troubled, and he can live a healthy life like a normal person, feeling the fireworks in the world.

The bystanders didn't notice the stagnation of time and space. Seeing Jiang Qiushi opened his eyes, and the candlelight reflected the light flickering in the corners of his eyes, they thought he was moved, and continued to boisterously.

"Blow out the candles! Blow out the candles!"

"Okay, right now."

The smile on his face didn't stop, Jiang Qiushi blew out three candles, and the set went dark again.

"Can I turn on the light now?" Jiang Qiushi asked? Unexpectedly, Lin He smiled slyly: "No, the candles haven't been blown yet, continue."

As he spoke, the candle that had just been blown out immediately lit up again, with a long blaze.

"Hahahahaha Brother Lin, you are so bad!"

"Hahahahaha go on, it's only when you blow it out!"

"Quick, quick! If it's not destroyed, it doesn't count!"

Someone turned on the small light, and the warm yellow light was warm, and the shadows overlapped and overlapped. After it went dark, it soon turned on again.

"Keep going!"

These guys...

Only Jiang Qiushi himself knows what wish he just made. He doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, but it's rare that he is willing to believe in superstition once in this matter.

Please make my wish come true? Really.

With a pious attitude, he blew out the candles again.

As expected, dead lights come back, and the cycle repeats.

After doing this several times, Jiang Qiushi finally felt helpless, turned his head and questioned: "Xiao Linzi, what kind of candle do you think you bought?"

You don't need to guess? This kind of tricky candle that can't be blown out must be his suggestion.

"I didn't, it wasn't me, I don't know?" Lin He denied it three times.

The crowd went on ha ha ha ha.

"Fight! Fight!" Bai Wu mingled in the crowd clapping and shouting with a smile.

"Be careful that he deducts your bonus." Lin He said white mist.

"Slightly slightly slightly, boss, wait? I'll help hold him down when we start a fight, so don't worry about it!" After finishing speaking, Bai Wu rushed to Qiu Ya's side, hid behind her to please her, and said, "Sister Ya, don't you? Deduct my bonus, I'm super obedient."

Qiu Ya poked her forehead?, smiled and said nothing.

Jiang Qiushi tried again several times, and finally blew out the candle.

"Happy birthday!"

"Thank you, thank you everyone... Wait? Wait?, are you live streaming?" Before the usual thanks, Jiang Qiushi discovered that several employees were holding up selfie sticks. It seemed that they were doing a live broadcast, and the emoji appeared for the second time blank.

"Yes, yes, give the Maple Leafs some benefits." Bai Wu said?

Qiu Ya: "Your fans have also done a lot of charity this year, so you want to distribute some benefits, boss, do you have any objection?"

Lin He simply grabbed his sleeve and raised it up, shaking it like a lucky cat: "Hurry up and say hello to your fans, hurry up."

"Well, hello everyone, thank you..."

……

The Maple Leafs only knew about the news of the live broadcast three hours earlier than Jiang Qiushi.

Usually, the show starts at six or seven in the afternoon, and it should be earlier if the filming is finished. After the studio discussed with the crew in private, Lin He and the studio members arrived the night before, and they kept hiding and didn't show up. Prepare various items.The director thought of a way to procrastinate for a while, so that he would not be free to discover the abnormalities in the village.Then, when Jiang Qiushi was acting and had no time to watch the news, he quickly released the live news.

Jiang Qiushi Studio V: "#江秋十生日快乐# There is a surprise when you click into the live broadcast room!! ps Brother Ten doesn't know yet? There is a live broadcast [laughing] Everyone keep a low profile!"

So, with the unanimous cooperation of everyone, Jiang Qiu was successfully concealed from the past.

"You guys..." The person in question shook his head to express helplessness, but the corners of his mouth did not go down.

This is definitely the most special live broadcast that the Maple Leafs have ever seen. They are just like Jiang Qiushi. A piece of happiness is a kind of one-way connection that can be returned to yourself dozens of times, right?

No, not one way.

Bai Wu spoofed the maple leaf falling between Jiang Qiu's hair. He glanced at it, reached out to pick it up, put it in his hair again calmly, and smiled at the others.

The big guys booed.

"Brother Ten is such a fan!"

"Hey Brother Ten, I'm also your fan!"

Lin He leaned over and pawed at him: "Qiuqiu, I'm also your fan, how about it? Are there any benefits?" Three fingers rubbed together.

Jiang Qiushi's smile gradually disappeared: "No. And, where is my birthday present?"

"Isn't it true that someone doesn't prepare gifts for friends?"

"Hey! How is it possible?" Lin He protested loudly.Fans laughed and watched them slapstick across the screen.

……

Qiu Ya always felt that there was something different about the boss, but she couldn't tell.Lin He, Bai Wu, etc.? Thoughtful people also noticed it.After distributing the cake, everyone dispersed. The director walked up to Jiang Qiushi, sized him up carefully, and suddenly let out a gasp in surprise.

"What's the matter, director? What can I do for you?"

The director nodded, looked at him again, and shook his head again: "It's okay, it's okay, it's fine if you do this." He was addicted to sweets, and he ate the cake quickly. After thinking carefully, he asked: "What happened? Why is the wall in your heart... gone?"

Jiang Qiushi was holding a small plate of cakes in his hand. With one free hand, he clenched his fist and tapped his chest. He looked directly at the director with light-colored eyes: "The knot here has been untied."

"It's good if you untie it, young man, the future is bright!" The director patted him on the shoulder, and went to cut the cake again.

His wife was also there, and when she saw him go to get it again, she immediately twisted his ear: "How dare you eat so much if you have diabetes? Isn't one piece enough?"

The all-powerful director on the set could only yell, saying? Myself? Just passing by.

……

One day after wrapping up, Qiu Ya suddenly found Jiang Qiushi visiting an online store.

This is so strange, he used to look at things like stocks, funds, or business plans, but now he is picking out curtains.

"It just so happens that you are here, Sister Ya, help me for reference?" Jiang Qiushi raised his phone and asked her, "What do you think? Light blue or dark blue?"

After careful comparison, Qiu Ya said decisively: "Light blue!"

"Okay." Jiang Qiushi clicked to place an order.

"Boss, why did you suddenly buy curtains?"

"Well, I would like to invite Lin He to come and sit at home."