perfect character

Jiang Qiushi once again received countless praises.

Compared with? many years ago?, he is completely able to bear such praise.No one thinks that it is exaggerated, that virtue does not match.

The Maple Leafs were very happy. It was the Nth lottery draw in Chaohua, magazines, jewelry, watches, etc. They really didn’t know what to draw, so they just paid money directly.

Qiu Ya didn't dare to look at it, fearing that if she saw it, she would pull the boss by his collar and ask him why he didn't accept the endorsement.

These are all money! !

It's better to buy an endorsement than to draw a lottery for fans!

However, Jiang Qiu refused to accept it. Apart from a series of high-end and light luxury endorsements that are difficult to sell, he has nothing under his name. He simply told his fans: cover your wallet well, and don't waste money.

After returning to the mountain village, the director also praised him.The company also sent people over to discuss public welfare activities. After the discussion, they planned to contribute money to build roads in the village.

This incident made the villagers immediately pay attention to what the crew had repeatedly explained. When a few station sisters came into the village to inquire according to the news, the villagers waved their hands and said they didn't know.

"You girls, where are the stars? There's nothing like that."

"Our place is a ravine, where is it? Don't run around..."

There are not many people in the crew. Everyone? Although busy at work, we get along very happily after the show. We often get together to eat and drink. The biggest one is not playing big names, and the others have nothing to be arrogant about. They still have mutual affection. good.

This time a small group of station sisters ran over, and anyone with a discerning eye knew who it was.The other staff inevitably reminded Jiang Qiushi to be more careful.

He is so precious, he is the big baby of the whole crew!Everyone is afraid that something will happen to him.

Now the fans are very powerful. There were reports before that a few students used their family money to pursue stars, and they didn't eat or drink and held their mobile phones like crazy. They all made news.Looking at these "fans" who can chase them to the corners of the mountains, I guess they are going somewhere?

Jiang Qiushi was indeed a lot more careful when he went out.

Fortunately, the filming of the drama is almost over, so I asked for leave during the filming period? I filmed a few magazines, participated in the birthday parties of several company artists, and returned to the small mountain village again.That? The station sisters squatted for a long time but couldn't find them. The village primary school didn't allow people to enter. They didn't have any definite information. The company staff released smoke bombs and said that they would build roads in the next few villages, so they were allowed to leave.

Day by day, from summer to autumn, the leaves in the mountains began to turn yellow.

There are two maple trees in the back mountain. Ever since Luo Fang knew that the name of Jiang Qiushi’s fans was Maple Leaf, he often took him here to take pictures. He took two pictures, retouched them, and sent them to Ah Xiang to see if they passed. ?Send it with your assistant account?.

The Maple Leafs have a good sense of Luo Fang.

Without him, he is old, unattractive but neat in his work, and often opens a warehouse to release grain.After Luo Fang came up, their photo albums have been enriched a lot.

In the past two days, Luo Fang has been a little absent-minded. I don't know what Qiu Yahe said? She keeps running out to buy some delicious food, trying to whet his appetite.

Jiang Qiushi only felt that they were being mysterious recently, but after a little thought, they were probably preparing for a birthday event, so he didn't pay much attention.

Just make a very pleasant surprise look.

After all, it's their heart.

There is still no holiday for National Day. After seven days of continuous filming, everyone turned pale like ghosts. Finally, the director mercifully gave them half a day off to sleep as much as they wanted.

Jiang Qiushi was also very tired.Although filming this drama does not have to be as tiring as playing a drama, he lay on the bed but couldn't fall asleep, and almost kept his eyes closed until dawn.

Recently, he always thinks about his past.

From childhood, youth, to youth, every role he has played, everyone he has met, friendly, evil, follow the crowd, maverick... Even people who do nothing, there are those? So many goals, have something to ask for in the world.

What do you want? What do you want?

They all want money, fame and beauty, why do you really have no desires?You don’t even have the most basic food in front of you? You don’t have the desire to eat. Now, you don’t even want to go for a medical examination? Do you really care about your body?Don't you even want your life? Do you want it?

The question Qiu Ya sent recently is still in front of his eyes? Play it back.

Needless to say, I know that after finishing her work, she ran into some problems, so she was depressed, and maybe she cried because of this incident.

It's not that he won't go? In fact, he himself knows...

What do I want? What do I want?

Jiang Qiushi opened his eyes, facing the white-colored ceiling, asked himself in a daze, and then smiled wryly.

I also do not understand?.

……

In the afternoon, Luo Fang was taken aback when she saw Jiang Qiushi.

"Boss, didn't you sleep well?"

Jiang Qiushi was slightly taken aback: "Very? Is it obvious?"

"Yes, the dark circles under my eyes are a bit heavy." Luo Fang compared her eyes with distressed expression, "If you have insomnia, do you want to buy some melatonin?"

Jiang Qiushi shook his head: "No need? Just adjust it once it's finished."

Luo Fang was not surprised.

She discovered a little problem of the boss, and was very unwilling to take medicine. Sometimes a pack of banlangen would be enough for a little cold or something, but he was also unwilling, so he had to carry it by himself.

Why bother, so stubborn.

Luo Fang seemed to see her younger brother, who would not listen to anyone's persuasion? He stayed up late every day playing games.

Thinking about it this way, she still bought milk and warmed it up at night, reckoning that it would be time before going to bed.

"Drink some hot milk, so you can sleep well." She knocked on the door, facing the boss with a sober face, she said succinctly.

Jiang Qiushi's eyes moved to the hot milk? His eyes were a little strange.

Once he saw that the other party had a posture of "won't you drink me?", he compromised, sighed in his heart, picked up the milk glass and drank it down in one gulp.

"Okay, I'll wash the cup." So if she can't see the cup tomorrow, she will probably forget it?

Luo Fang seemed to have seen through his plan, and reached out to take the cup: "No? No? Give it to me. I'll wash it. Boss, you go to bed."

After all, Luo Fang pushed Jiang Qiushi into the room, then went out and closed the door behind him.Not long after, she heard the sound of washing inside stopped, and the light under the door also dimmed, so she left in peace.

I wonder if it's the added effect of the hot milk? Jiang Qiushi closed his eyes and felt that the pain in his body had eased a little.He fell into a drowsy sleep.

In the dream, I inexplicably dreamed of Peach Blossom Village.

When recording variety shows, for the sake of harmony, the director still had some lines that were not recorded.

"Everyone yearns to live in Taohua Village, where there is no illness or death, and everyone is happy and happy, because they are always stuck in their happiest time... Unfortunately, everything is an illusion."

At that time, several guests also discussed life issues. If they were themselves, would they choose false and eternal happiness, or face the cruel and short-lived truth.

In the dead of night, this question came to his mind again.

If it were me?, I? would choose...

Drowsiness surged up like a tide, and the dream was faulted. After waking up the next day, there was no abnormality. He suppressed the surging emotions that were almost like a tiger coming out of the cage, packed up quickly, and arrived at the set.

Clinker, after filming this morning? After the students came home from school, the director called out Jiang Qiushi.

"Come here, I? Have something to say? Tell you."

The others were not surprised, and thought that the director was going to start a small stove, and each of them packed up their things and prepared to serve dinner.

Jiang Qiushi took off his plain glasses. In the past, he would appear immediately after the scene, but this time...after he took off his glasses, nothing seemed to change.

It was as if, he was still Li Deng, and Li Deng was Jiang Qiushi.

When the director saw it, he frowned even deeper. He held a cigarette between his fingers, unlit it, put it under his nose and took a deep sniff, and asked, "How do you feel about filming these two days? Have you encountered any difficulties?"

At first I thought the director was just asking politely, but seeing his serious expression, Jiang Qiushi was unsure again. After deliberating, he retreated and asked instead: "Director, is it me? Is there something wrong with the performance?"

"No, no, you, your performance is fine, it's..." The director's brows were almost raised between his brows, "Your mood is not right recently."

"Before? You stood there, standing under the sun. It felt like a gust of wind to me. It was very refreshing. I didn't know where it came from and where it was going... Now, this gust of wind seems to have encountered a wall and kept surrounding it. Spin around the wall."

The director is old and loves to read some poems and essays. He usually loves verse-style sentences when talking to actors on the set. His aria-style evaluation is not surprising.

"What the hell is this wall? Xiao Jiang, don't you let some dust cover your outer wall? It prevents you from shining, do you know?" He was very excited and said while gesticulating.

Jiang Qiushi was silent.

After the director finished speaking emotionally, he asked in a low voice: "Director, is it obvious?" He raised his eyes, which were obviously light-colored eyes, but they always gave people a sense of the sea or the abyss for no reason. a sense of depth.

Director: "Yes, you are almost writing the word depression on your face? Why, are you unhappy filming this drama?"

Hearing this, Jiang Qiushi laughed almost habitually, and shook his head: "No, director. This show is actually helping me realize my dreams. I? Like it very much."

Unlike his usual smile, he is sincere now. He really loves this show and Li Deng very much.

The director didn't see anything, and took another big puff of cigarette.

"Then? You... What are you depressed about? What is that stone in your heart that has been pressing on your heart?" The director said, "Standing at thirty, you shouldn't be like this, like us Old man, lifeless. You shouldn't be."

Today's weather is not too good, it's a bit gloomy, the wind blows past the wooden door, blowing up a lot of broken leaves.Jiang Qiushi stood in the wind, his originally neat hair fell on his forehead? He kept flapping his eyelids, and his eyelashes and hair were tangled together, making it hard to tell each other apart.

He was silent for a long time, and suddenly gave a wry smile: "Maybe it's me? Is there something wrong with you?"

He breathed a sigh of relief as if he had finally confirmed something after saying these words: "I? Here—there is a knot in my heart." He clenched his fist with his right hand, pressed it against his heart, and tapped hard, continuing. Said: "I? Can't solve it."

Even when he said such pathetic words, his face was still calm, and thousands of turbulent emotions seemed to be locked in his light-colored eyes.However, in the eyes of outsiders, he was just smiling, and he should be talking about something light-hearted with the director.

"Is it... a relationship problem?" The director subconsciously asked.

Jiang Qiu laughed out loud and shook his head.

So? It seems not, the director continued to think.

In the eyes of outsiders, Jiang Qiushi may be a bit hypocritical. He can easily obtain what most people struggle for a lifetime.His achievements have surpassed most people, so what is there to be depressed about?

As an art worker, the director knows how entangled and twisted it can be when some people in the circle become more delicate.He dare not underestimate.

In the distance, Luo Fang looked over worriedly.

Qiu Ya was reminded that Jiang Qiu had a serious stomach problem, and he had to eat three meals a day on a strict schedule. Now, how long have they been chatting?

She crouched by the side holding the insulation box and waited, but could only faintly hear the whistling of the wind.

Jiang Qiushi, who always keeps an eye on the six ways to do things? Unexpectedly, he didn't see Luo Fang's little gesture of winking. He took a deep breath and continued: "Director, I have a question I want to ask you."

"You said."

"Beautiful fantasy, or? Cruel reality, director, which one would you choose?"

This question stopped the director. He stuffed the cigarette back into his pocket, and sat on the threshold with his legs spread apart, his toes still shaking.

Anyone who is familiar with him knows that this guy is starting to think.

"Every person, every time, his choice is different. And, as far as we are concerned, what do we do? We make movies, what is a movie? Whether it is true or anything, turn it into a story? A story that seems to be true or false?, and film it for the audience, so that the audience thinks that there is such a world.”

"So, you ask me? Must I choose one? I? Can't choose, and I? Will not choose."

He did a very popular move on the Internet, a classic move from a certain supporting actor in an old Hong Kong movie, and slowly said: "I want it all."

The wind picked up.

Jiang Qiushi closed his eyes and opened them again: "I can't choose."

"Then? Don't choose."

The director waved his hand and said boldly: "Who stipulates what is true and what is false? As long as it is you, then it is yours. Whether it is true or false, good or evil, good or bad, it is your choice. Everyone There are so many choices, you can have them all, or you can choose none of them, don’t lock yourself up and limit yourself in the rules and regulations.”

After squatting for a long time, his legs became numb. He stood up and patted Jiang Qiushi's shoulder: "Young man, you should be a little bit more energetic. Look at you, like that? What... the mushroom in the corner."

Jiang Qiushi moved his lips, said something silently, and then smiled. That was Yu Fengsheng's sunny smile when he was shooting [Bullet Loaded?], which was perfectly reproduced on Jiang Qiushi's face ?.

"That's right, let's go! Go? Eat!"

Luo Fang was dying of anxiety. Seeing that they had finally finished their conversation, she breathed a sigh of relief and followed immediately.

"Sister Fang, what do you think of me?... Me? Are you in a bad mood recently?" Jiang Qiushi casually asked the people around him.

Luo Fang thought about it carefully: "No, aren't you pretty good? Are you too tired recently?"

I asked four or five people in a row, including the recently cooperating staff, but none of them found anything unusual.

So, it's just that the director is too sensitive?

Luo Fang is very concerned about this, and has been in more frequent contact with Qiu Ya these days.

Jiang Qiushi restrained himself and continued filming.

It's just that the few emotions he used to leak through his eyes are no longer easily revealed to others. No matter who it is, they only think that he is gentle, calm, and happy every day.

Another birthday.

The Maple Leaf fan circle intends to continue the tradition of the past two years and continue to do charity. They already know that Jiang Qiushi is still celebrating his birthday with the crew this year, so they probably won't have time to celebrate with them.

Although... still very sad.

Qing の Xia: "Okay, everyone? Don't be like this. To be honest, the saddest thing is Brother Ten. He can't celebrate his birthday, and he has to be busy during the New Year. He is an actor, a professional entertainer, not an idol who specializes in pleasing fans Aidou, everyone? Think about him more? Think about it, birthday is a happy day, he can’t live it, let’s make it better for him.”

Everyone? Almost everyone knows Jiang Qiushi's life experience, and some things can only be told in a cryptic way. Even so, many people still cry because of their own brains.

October Jinqiu: "That's right, everyone? Be happy. Give me #江秋十生日快乐# to brush it up. Although Brother Ten doesn't like us? Let's be a navy army, but today is an exception."

Stars will die without paper towels: "#江秋十生日快乐# is here, the diving navy is here, everyone? Be happy, our tenth brother is 30 years old this year!"

Colorful maple leaf: "That's it! Give me? Get up! #江秋十生日快乐# Let's not talk about it, I? Going out to do charity? Today I? Must help an old woman cross the road!"

……

The fans celebrated happily, and the rest of the company also found a way to send their blessings.

Luo Fang in the car? Counting everything, and finally took out a box.

From Du Mei who has not been in touch for a while.