perfect character

Winning an award once didn't change much in his life.He has already stood at the top of the entertainment industry, but it is the difference between good and better.

Wearing a suit and leather shoes on the award podium, after accepting a few interviews, he rushed to the small mountain village non-stop, and became the rural teacher who couldn't even bear to eat a few eggs and spent almost all of his monthly salary on helping students.

After replacing an assistant, Qiu Ya was very satisfied. She always felt that boys should be more careless, while women should be more careful. However, the director has strict requirements for filming, and Jiang Qiushi himself did not care about it at all, and often the whole crew would stay up late together to catch up. The game is in a hurry.Qiu Ya couldn't persuade her, so she could only tell Luo Fang to send her various photos of Jiang Qiushi so that she could observe them at any time.

Qiu Ya was still watching Jiang Qiushi's interview on the day he won the award. He was dressed luxuriously and was not very proud of winning the award. He maintained his usual calm and unhurried attitude. He was the fan's favorite image of a male god.

The reporter turned the topic to the drama they filmed: "I heard that you are filming a TV series, brother ten, called The Wind Blowing into the Mountains, isn't it?"

"Yes, there is still more than a month to wrap up."

"You have been filming this movie for a long time, and the director even asked you to enter the group early to experience life. It can be seen that everyone is very serious about this movie. As the leading actor, when you enter the group early to experience , What did you feel? Can you share it with me?"

Qiu Ya switched the computer screen to the recent photo of the boss that Luo Fang sent to her. In the photo, the man was wearing a yellowed and inferior cotton shirt, his hair was a bit messy, and there was a pair of thin-rimmed plain glasses on the bridge of his nose, covering his eyes. Those too beautiful eyes and a little bruise under the eyes.Viewed from the side, his eyelashes are so long that they almost touch the lens.

Luo Fang filmed it when he was off the set. At that time, he was busy working with his head down and didn't pay much attention.

Even wearing such a bad costume and sitting in a messy studio, ordinary people can only see him at first sight.

Qiu Ya's eyes fell on the latter's collarbone, which was slightly opened and exposed.

It wasn't that she suddenly became lustful, but that Qiu Ya suddenly discovered that the other party seemed to have lost a lot of weight.His normal-sized shirt was empty on him, like a mannequin.

The Jiang Qiushi on the screen was better, his expression was not bad, and he answered the reporter's questions with a smile.

His answer was also very interesting. First of all, he thanked the director, and secondly, he reflected on the split behavior in the circle.

People who have been engaged in the entertainment industry for a long time are actually very divided. They enjoy the best resources and the easiest wealth in the society. However, this part of enjoyment is like walking on a tightrope?They live a good life, and they see more money and higher power in their eyes. People who climb to the mountainside can no longer recall those bottom-level people who are struggling to live on the poverty line at the foot of the mountain.

However, they often need to rely on acting as ordinary people they don't understand and don't want to understand, and accept the inspections brought by these ordinary people to maintain their good life.

This is the reason why the director asked them to enter the group in advance to experience the life of ordinary people, no, the life of poor families, don't take poverty for granted, and don't separate from reality.

The question asked by the reporter originally wanted him to answer it himself to highlight his hard work and dedication, but unexpectedly, he heard a completely unexpected answer. He was surprised and felt that he had his style.

Qiu Yala went to the bottom and read the comments from netizens.

Now she almost doesn't need to be wary of smearing remarks by the opponent's buying trolls like before. Not to mention Jiang Qiushi's own huge fan base, just because of his popularity, many messy and black rumors will not be believed by others.Ordinary audiences regard entertainment stars based on their strength after all.

The comments are full of praise and reflection, and by the way, black one? The remarks of other stars.

There are three thousand on the wall in the evening: "@余慧欣V Come in and learn!"

Qing Er: "@徐慧欣V Did you hear that? Little princess, I'm talking about you. You've been on the top for too long. You can't carry a bag under 3 yuan. Fans have to learn from the bribery platform when giving gifts. Do you know that the starting point is [-] yuan? Not enough for someone to buy a bag."

Yangsheng Tangbao: "One thing I really like about Brother Ten is that although he doesn't talk much, what he says is very thoughtful and prudent, and he will carefully consider himself as a public figure. Influence. Some little princesses and princes? Breathing the upper air for too long, I really don’t treat ordinary people as human beings.”

On the screen? He continued to hear his voice.

When the reporter asked him what his plan was, Jiang Qiushi said: "The current plan... I hope that all public welfare projects under the name of Zhiqiu Ye can cooperate with the state, or let the government supervise directly."

Qiu Ya knew his plan a long time ago, so she wasn't too surprised. The others didn't know, and they were immediately shocked.

Kingdee: "Holy shit, the public welfare project that has been created so hard, is it just handed over to others?"

Yindie: "Is it because the project has problems before it is transferred? I'm a little skeptical."

Guazi: "I also know, how could the higher ups allow such a large public welfare project to be in the hands of an artist? Rather than being handed over later, it is better to hand it in now."

……

There are different opinions, and there are all kinds of opinions. The originally ordinary interview immediately exploded. Everyone is discussing why the project should be handed over.

why?

Some employees in other parts of the company are also discussing.Luo Fang has not been here for a long time, but she has also heard about Jiang Qiushi's project. There is a Maple Leaf Hope Primary School in her hometown, so she has a good impression of Jiang Qiushi on weekdays.

After he was off the stage, Luo Fang, who never talked much, asked this question.

Jiang Qiushi was no different from before, and smiled: "I just think that personal supervision is far inferior to that? The state manages it, it's that simple."

Luo Fang not much? Asked, turned around and continued to work.

Jiang Qiushi closed his eyes and asked the make-up artist to remove his make-up, and closed his eyelids to cover his decadent color that was so thick that it was almost impossible to hide.

He couldn't bear it anymore.

However, his code of conduct has always been to have a beginning and an end, and since he started the public welfare project, he must be responsible to those people to the end.

People have selfish desires, and a temporary guarantee is never a big deal. In the face of interests, people's hearts can never stand the test.For example, the corrupt manager, or one after another of the staff he personally pulled down before.

Before taking up their jobs, those employees were all kind-hearted people who were enthusiastic about public welfare and dedicated to helping the poor people, but in the end they were tempted to go on the road of no return.

Now that he is under pressure, if he is gone...how long can public welfare be pure?

Wipe the cleansing cotton on the face, revealing a face that is so white that it is almost transparent.

Jiang Qiushi opened his eyes, all the emotions just now were suppressed, he thanked the makeup artist, got up and planned to leave.

The moment he stood up, his eyes went dark, and he subconsciously stretched out his hand to support the table, and stood up straight.

The sound of fragmented and shrieking wind came from my ears again, and the scene in front of me was also turned into grotesque fragments of colors, like a shattered mirror? It made people dizzy.

Jiang Qiushi shook his head vigorously, freed himself from hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, and smiled under the worried eyes of Luo Fang and the makeup artist: "I've been sitting for a long time, my legs are a little numb, let's go."

He must not know that his face is as white as paper.

Luo Fang was not deceived by him, and Qiu Ya made a video call that night? "I think you should talk to the director and slow down the shooting. Don't work so hard. Your body is the most important thing." Qiu Ya sighed, pinching the space between her eyebrows, "No matter how much you like filming , and you can’t take advantage of your own body. I heard from Luo Fang that you guys often shoot big night scenes recently. How long do you sleep a day? Do you have four hours? Or three hours?..."

Jiang Qiu was very quiet and let her continue talking.

He really didn't know how to refute.

As Qiu Ya talked, she almost wanted to cry. She took a breath, calmed down and continued, "How about this? After you finish filming this movie, you can rest for a month, okay? Go to work and continue to work. Let’s not accept anything for a month, I’ll reject TV series, movies, interviews, etc., okay?”

"Okay, I'll take a break." On the other side of the video, a faint smile appeared on the man's face.

See? He agreed to step back, and Qiu Ya breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a hurry: "Then boss, after you finish filming this movie, everyone will go to the physical examination together, okay?"

"it is good."

Jiang Qiushi was especially talkative today? Qiu Ya couldn't believe that things went so smoothly, and she still had some doubts, but she saw Jiang Qiushi rubbing his temples with a smile, and his eyes showed helplessness: "I can't help it, do you think I don't want to have a vacation?"

"After filming this movie, I will rest and give myself a vacation."

"Okay, this is what you said yourself, it's a deal!"

"Well, it's a deal."

……

After talking about work again, Qiu Ya happily hung up the phone.Contrary to her, Jiang Qiushi stared at the blackened screen, on which his own shadow was vaguely reflected. He stared at his own shadow in a daze for a while.

Tiredness and pain surged up like a tide. He frowned patiently, itching like swallowing a feather. In the end, he rushed into the bathroom, bent down, covered his abdomen tightly, and coughed violently, trying to suppress his voice for fear of disturbing others.

A fishy sweetness welled up in his throat, he turned his head and spit out a mouthful of blood.

Looking up at the glasses, the pale lips were covered with scarlet blood stains.

He had never been so aware for a moment that he was going to leave.

Qiu Ya's voice was still echoing in her ears. At the beginning, she wanted to make money, and the two hit it off immediately. Qiu Ya desperately sought resources for him and arranged a schedule.Later, it changed at some point, she began to persuade him to take care of his health, and later, Qiu Ya always urged him to go for a medical examination.

Physical examination?Six years ago, he passed the medical examination.

Six years... no, no, more than six years.

Long before his debut, before he decided to enter the entertainment circle, he knew his destined ending.

Family affection, friendship, love... He has no way of understanding. The professional course Ma Zhe believes in science, but when chatting occasionally with a few classmates he knows in the philosophy school next door, he will also talk about the discussion of life, including the three deaths of people .

He finally realized that if one day he left, there would be nothing left.

At least, he hopes to leave more traces in the world.

There was another burst of sharp pain, Jiang Qiushi bent down, and let the blood pour out of his mouth, and fell into the sink? A large swath of bright red fainted.He always likes to recall these days, and he thinks of himself many years ago...

"Doctor, is there any possibility of misdiagnosis?" He was still young at that time, holding the list, standing in the doctor's office, at a loss.

There was pity in the old doctor’s eyes, but he still didn’t speak too hard: “The possibility of misdiagnosis is very small, but don’t be discouraged. Young man? You are still young, how much should you pay attention to recuperation and maintain your mentality. Now the cancer can heal itself. A lot of times, I kept an optimistic attitude, I should eat and drink, ah, of course, try not to eat..."

After he went out, he seemed to be able to hear the sighs of the doctor and others.

"What a pity……"

"...only in his early 20s... and graduated from a prestigious school..."

"...How could it be so serious?..."

Yes, how could it be so serious?

Supporting both sides of the sink with his hands, he slowly straightened up, took a deep breath and slowly eased up, looked at himself in the mirror, and tried to show a smile that was the same as usual.

Much like her.

She used to be a young actress, not famous, but she is very beautiful. Let go of her heart. Niannian's screen dream is to get married. Unfortunately, the entrustment is not human. They have tortured each other for several years. She thought the child was her However, he did not bring her much good luck.

It wasn't until I grew up that I vaguely understood that she must have suffered from postpartum depression at that time, but it has not been cured, and all this resentment has been exerted on him.