[Thunderbolt MIT] Zhanqian 'Qi' after

In the evening, the whole campus of Shengying University is rendered under the magical and gorgeous sunset. The setting sun is reflected in the lake water on the west side of the campus.In the water of the lake, the red koi swimming and playing, inlaid with many fish scales on their bodies, through the slack of golden light, reflected a little bit of jewel-like brilliance shining with starlight.

Lying on a willow tree not far from the lake, the sparse willow branches hang down lonely, turbulent and swaying with the flickering wind.The thick trunk is brown and dry, with a thin layer of bark, and some sporadic cracks appear, and the inlaid clothing fades away, as if waiting, one day, spring will come, and the brand new clothes will be replaced.

Lying down quietly and silently, as if in a sleepless night, listening to the subtle whistling wind, and the scraping sound of the wind blowing, I slowly opened my eyes and looked at it calmly. Everything in sight.Rendered into the orange-red sky, the floating clouds on the top of the west are in full bloom. The lake water, through the refraction of waves, emits beams of bright light, like orange or yellow, pouring into the faint In the bright eyes of impurities, there is a sparkling charm.

More than ten days have passed since that incident.On that day, it should be said how lucky, through Ouyang Wei's advance notice, Teacher Cherry and MIT members rushed to the scene in time and rescued James and others.

And Ji Haoran, who caused so much harm in this incident, still did not repent at that time, and still insisted on his own thoughts, remembering that at that time, he said those words so cruelly——

I stood in front of him and showed him a bright smile, "Hao Ran, do you like me?"

He was slightly taken aback, put his hands on my shoulders, and nodded abruptly, "I like you, I like you! I like you so much that even if it hurts people all over the world, it will definitely not hurt you."

"Very good!" I blinked, and waved away his hand on my shoulder, "After that, I will go to a place where I will never see you again, and I will quickly forget you, Completely discard and forget everything about you..."

Ji Haoran's expression turned pale, and he murmured, "Mi Qi, don't be so cruel, don't forget me..."

I shook my head, "Absolutely, I will forget you." After finishing speaking, without looking at him again, I turned around and walked out of the area covered by him.

I'm sorry, Haoran.

For him, I will be cruel, even... that person is you.

While we were still silent at this moment, an unexpected figure came, and that man was my father—Min Durand, it should be said.

The man exuding an elegant, steady and noble temperament had a sad expression at the moment, he walked slowly to Ji Haoran's side, and told him everything he knew back then...

At that time, he, Mei Sha and Lu Yunqing were good friends, and during the slow flow of each other, he and Mei Sha gradually fell in love. They were supposed to be such a happy couple, The two of them didn't know that at that time, or earlier, Yun Qing had already fallen in love with that handsome and romantic young man, and had been silently attached to him.

After knowing everything, in order not to make her sad, his father only smiled and gave him Kikyo. He likes her and can understand that it is impossible between them. Even without Meisha, this lovely but dignified beautiful woman, they would not able to be a couple.

Because, they are brothers and sisters, half-brothers and sisters of the same mother...

His mother, Yun Qing's mother, was forced to leave their father and son because of her father's cruelty decades ago. Then, by chance, she met the second most important person in her life. Yun Qing's father.She loves him, so she doesn't care whether she can be his legitimate wife, even if she has no status...

Because of Yun Qing's jealousy, she did not hesitate to sacrifice Mei Sha. The friendship the two had accumulated over the years gave birth to an unbearable idea, wanting to make her father think that Mei Sha is a messy and dirty person.However, in the end, in the failed plan, it was herself who was hurt instead.

In the days that followed, they never saw Yun Qing again. However, they did not give up and kept searching for Yun Qing's whereabouts.Until more than ten years ago, I finally found her.She is still as beautiful as when she first met, it seems that the years have not left many traces on her body, however, there are clear vicissitudes of life between her brows and eyes, as if she has experienced many years of exhaustion.Beside her was a girl about 5 or 6 years old, just like that, standing in front of her silently.

In the following days, he has been adhering to Mei Sha's wishes and his own guilt, and has been secretly helping Yun Qing to save her from bitterness.

Unfortunately, not long after the two met each other, Yun Qing found him in a quiet evening, and after telling him some truths, she chose to follow her child's father.

It turned out that Wen Qingya was not her own child. Wen Qingya was just five years ago, the year her child was born, when she passed by a car accident in the middle of the night. There were bloodstains all over her body, but the most shocking thing was that the amniotic fluid mixed with blood slowly flowed out from the young woman's knees. She desperately longed for Yun Qing to let her give birth to the child.

After the young woman took a last look at her newborn child, she smiled serenely and slowly closed her eyelids.

Holding the two children in her arms, Yun Qing stared blankly at the deceased couple in front of her. When a passer-by found out and called the police, she realized that she was already in the hospital.

When the light in the operation went out, accompanied by the doctor shaking his head regretfully, and the couple's family members heartbroken, they walked up to Yun Qing and demanded to take back their child, vowing to raise their child with all their heart, so that Her parents are at peace in the spirit of heaven.

When she was about to pass the baby girl in her hand to them, a thought flashed in Yun Qing's mind. She looked down at the other child in her arms, who was only sleeping peacefully and soundly at the moment, so peaceful.

Looking at this family, judging from the clothes on their bodies, it should be a wealthy family. Rather than letting this child suffer all day long with him, with food and clothing uncertain, it would be better...

Pu Yi closed her eyes, let go of the pain in her heart, and handed over the child in her arms to the family in front of her.

Sorry, boy, forgive mommy...

"Impossible...it's not like this..." Ji Haoran stared blankly at his father, his eyes revealing disbelief.

The father didn't speak, but just looked at him quietly, those black eyes that resembled his own, and the little bits of light that came in through the window hit his eyes warmly.

Standing on the side, I was also a little surprised by the facts, turned my head in astonishment, and looked at Ji Haoran who was also in a daze before me.Unexpectedly, he is actually my cousin.

"Kang lang..." Everything on the table was also swept off by him, making a crisp sound, scattered everywhere.Ji Haoran looked unwilling to believe it, he stared at his father fiercely, "Since what you said is true, why have I been abandoned in the orphanage?! Why would she rather abandon me in that cold Orphanage, let me live alone?!"

Pursing my lips, I couldn't bear to look at Ji Haoran's sad expression that was about to collapse.People who have always lived in hatred have always thought that they are the abandoned sons who were cruelly abandoned by their mothers. For so many years, they also rely on this hatred to support themselves. When they know that they are so stupid, I have been doing things that are basically useless, but when I know the truth, the feeling buried deep in my heart has been abandoned for a long time, but in the end, I found that everything is not...

"Let me tell you this question!" There is helplessness and sadness hidden in the old age, and such a deep regretful sound suddenly rang in our ears.

We all look back.It was a nun from the orphanage where Haoran and Qingya lived. An old lady about four to fifty years old was dressed in a nun's attire, with silver threads on both sides of her temples, and obvious wrinkles on her dry face. Shaking his head with a sigh, the presbyopic glasses on the bridge of his nose fluctuated accordingly.

"Nun..." Ji Haoran looked at her, the corners of his mouth twitching.

Walking to his side, the nun caressed his hair tenderly, "Silly boy, do you know why your mother comes to the orphanage every day? It's not for work, but to see you. Back then she endured childbirth I entrusted you to a rich family for adoption. She has always been by your side, watching you silently. But fate is always playing tricks, and the family lost all their wealth overnight for some reason. In the end, you were abandoned and placed in an orphanage. After your mother found out, she insisted on working in the orphanage, just to see you. She didn’t recognize you because she was afraid, she was afraid of being you When she knows the truth, she will not be able to bear it. She has always been in that place called home, and she turns out to be an outsider; however, what she fears most is your hatred! She is afraid that you will hate her because of her abandonment ..."

Tears silently slid down from his eye sockets, dripping onto the shriveled ground, dyeing a small splash.Ji Haoran closed his eyelids, and just let the tears flow down, mixed with deep nostalgia and sadness.

Looking at the handkerchief in my hand, I thought carefully, walked up to him, and handed the handkerchief to him.

With tears in his eyes, Ji Haoran slowly looked up through his low gaze. He raised his hand to take my handkerchief, but without waiting for me to let go, he used it for me to move forward and fell into his arms.

I was just about to struggle, but I heard his low voice slowly ringing in my ears with a sincere apology.

"sorry Sorry……"

I didn't move, but looked into the distance through him, and murmured, "If you really love someone, you will choose to let her go silently in order not to cause any trouble or harm to her; Guarding that person, for that person, I will be willing to withdraw, in order not to hurt her, even willing to bear everything alone, for her, even if I am forgotten in a corner, even if I can only lick the wound alone, as long as she is happy, guard Her happiness..." Your mother must have such a belief, so she couldn't abandon you...

I didn't say the last sentence.Because, he already understood the deep meaning of my words.

Noticing his shock, I closed my eyelids, and a slight smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

Haoran, I... forgive you.

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