[Thunderbolt MIT] Zhanqian 'Qi' after

I struggled hard, trying to shake off his hand, my expression was so hurt, I yelled at him, "I don't like you! Even if he dies, I won't like you either!! Ji Haoran, you keep saying It won't hurt me, but you've already hurt me all over!" The strength seemed to be exhausted in an instant, and I gradually slid down his hand powerlessly, and the tears that had been hidden for a long time in my eyes were like pearls. As if one by one, the thread was taken off one by one, soaked in the clothes, I murmured with a choked hoarse voice, "It hurts...my heart hurts, it really hurts..."

Ji Haoran was stunned by my sad expression, he couldn't help but let go of his hand, I hurriedly withdrew my hand, stood up with strength, stopped looking at him, turned around and ran back to Zhan Shide.

Seeing that James's expression was getting more and more painful, his face was pale and terrifying like dead silence, but he was desperately suppressed, I knelt down in front of him, put my hands neatly on my knees, and lowered my head to prevent him from seeing the sadness in my eyes.

"Jane Shide, is it very hard?!" I asked him hoarsely, but there was obvious tremor in my voice.

A slightly cold hand caressed my cheek, James gently wiped away my tears, he whispered, "It's all right." He reached out and took my arm, and brought me forward, letting me bury my head In the peaceful arms, the pulsating heartbeat clearly expresses the overflowing love.

He bent one knee and leaned his back against the cold wall, feeling the gradually cooling back, my heart suddenly trembled.The gradually fragile breath on my neck gently blows on my sensitive skin, as soft as the breeze on the field in spring. The numb feeling keeps accumulating, which makes me shiver involuntarily.

James's fingers, slender and soft, gently but domineeringly stuck to the back of my head, pressing me between his strengths, so that I couldn't see any changes in his expression.

I slightly raised the corner of my mouth and smiled, "Well, it will be fine. Because James is the smartest person in the world, how can such a trick hurt him." I don't understand why in this kind of situation Under the circumstances, I can still smile.

Even though—it was a smile without any smile.

The hand on the back of my head seemed to be gradually being pulled away, and suddenly fell down; without the support of will, James' body couldn't help but fell into my direction weakly, and the heavy body just pressed on me unconsciously.

My eyes stopped for a while, and like a machine that hasn't been lubricated for a long time, I turned my head obediently and looked at the person leaning on my shoulder.I stared at his black hair, and whispered, "Liar! I just said it, nothing will happen..."

"Jane Shide, wake up!" I held his shoulders and shook him, trying to make him try to wake up.How I hope that those eyes that are closed at this moment slowly open to look at me, even if those eyes reveal the hatred I fear; how I hope that time can turn back, even if I suffer any harm, I will not No more extravagant hopes, no more extravagant hopes that you will save me...

I gripped his skirt tightly and shouted in a trembling voice, "If you love me so much, I don't care, not at all—!!" Yes, I don't care.I don't want everything you have done, and I don't want you to choose to sacrifice yourself for me.

Holding that pale and colorless face, with closed eyelids, I can no longer see that pair of dazzling black eyes, deep like a whirlpool, unconsciously devouring the soul of a person.

"My happiness, all of my happiness is placed here with you." With tears in my eyes, I focused my eyes and twisted my eyes deeply at him, "Could it be...you want to take all my happiness away?" ?”

"Jane Shide, don't be so cruel... Please, open your eyes and take a look at me, even if you don't look at me, please let me know that you are standing in front of me, healthy all the time..." I was powerless Whispering, letting tears flow down like a bank.

"Jane Shide, you wait, I'll look for someone, I'll look for someone..." I stumbled towards the door with empty eyes.James, you'll be fine.Because, I'm here, I've been here all the time... I will never let anything happen to you!

The glare of the sun invaded my vision in an instant, and the eyes that were irritated in an instant became sour.The sun fell on the body, paving a heavy golden halo, just like the mood that has settled at this moment.

There is no one on the empty and empty land, and the only thing that can be seen around is the yellow sand flying all over the sky. As the wind blows, the orange sand rolls and swirls, forming several small tornadoes.

Here, after all, it is far away from the urban area.The area around the abandoned warehouse is sparsely populated, perhaps, there are no people at all...

However, you can't give up like this!Wipe away the tears, I can only be strong.

Because I can't tell the direction, I can only follow my instinct to decide which side to go.Even if it's alone, please, it's fine if you're alone...

Suddenly, my feet seemed to have tripped over something, and I was unsteady and staggered and fell.Gradually, my hands were clenched tightly, bringing up some muddy water, and holding them in my palms, they slowly became hot, and I tried my best to suppress my tears that I wanted to rip out.Resisting the severe pain from my knees and elbows, I supported my hands and stood up with strength.

Scratching the injured wound, traces of blood seeping through, red and swollen bruises printed on the skin are so shocking.On the wound, the inlaid mud and sand could even be seen, and the pain spread all over my body in an instant. I only frowned, and dragged my dirty body full of mud and sand, and ran in a state of embarrassment.

I don’t know how long I ran, how could I endure it, I finally saw a winding and rugged road, although there are still few people, but deep down in my heart, I am really grateful that I can finally see this road that can be called dug. Cheer up.

Walking along the road, the scene of the suburbs gradually appeared. Looking into the distance, you can see the tall buildings standing in front of you. The familiar high-rise buildings are floating in your sight; As well as the endless stream of crowds, the sound of crickets scraping clothes can shock me.

However, when I saw those passers-by holding their noses and leaving quickly as if they were going to the market after seeing me, I was confused for a while.

I managed to grab the hem of a middle-aged man in his thirties. I tried to hold on to it, but he pushed me away like a plague.Disturbed by his strength, I staggered and fell down.

Seeing the obvious hatred flashing on the man's face, he seemed to vomit to the sky, cursing his bad luck today, then patted the hem of his clothes that I had caught, shook his head and walked away .

I turned my head, and through the floor-to-ceiling glass in a shop, I clearly reflected my appearance at the moment, and I couldn't help smiling bitterly.The light brown hair that should have been so soft and smooth was now messed up like a bird's nest, covering the entire face; only a pair of bright black eyes were left, but the whites of the eyes were covered with dense The bloodshot, red and swollen abnormalities, like a wounded little white rabbit, looking helplessly at himself on the glass; the clothes are disheveled, and the clothes that were rubbed by a fall just now are so dilapidated... No wonder they regard themselves as lunatics, because even they can't see who the person projected in their eyelids is at this moment.

Thinking of the person who was still waiting for me to save, I clenched my fists, my heart became firm again, and I got up and tried hard again.

"Please, save James..." I called out to them in a panic.Every person I passed by, I grabbed them tightly, staggered, and ran all over the street.

Even though I was cast with disgusting eyes and pushed down mercilessly, I still kept standing up and trying again.

"Beep——" Suddenly, a sharp sound came from my side quickly.I turned around and saw a truck driving at high speed was heading straight towards me as if out of control.

My eyes froze suddenly, and I didn't have time to react to my thoughts. I could only stand there blankly, letting the speeding and out-of-control car hit me in an instant.

"Bang——" It was like a collision sound, all I could see was the shocking red, the scorching bright red blood splashing on my face, it was disgusting!

All I know is that it is not me who is splashed with blood, but the person who is hugging me tightly at this moment.He pressed my head tightly into his arms, and his hands tightly protected my body...but he himself used his own body to block those fatal blows for me.

The truck was forced to stop by the strong impact, and four deep car marks were scratched on the ground. But in front of me, there were crowds of people gathered in circles. Their eyes were clearly so clear just now. The loathing, but at this moment... With a lot of pity, he either covers his lips or shakes his head and looks at the midpoint surrounded.

On the gray-blue ground, gradually covered by blood, a bright and coquettish rose bloomed. The person lying on the bud gradually made the blood-colored rose under his crotch bloom like a fire, and the blood instantly flowed from him. It spread all over his body, soaking up the entire ground, like his exclusive domain.

"Why... why?" I looked at him puzzled, and let the tears fall from my eyes, soaking in the blood all over the ground.

He supported his head with difficulty, the beautiful face that Ren Fanxing was also paled by, was extremely pale at the moment.In those warm eyes, the mist receded faintly, leaving only a piece of clear water, and the dry lips moved, "I'm sorry... I didn't... at the... first... time... beside you... ..."

I kept wiping the blood gushing from his forehead, pretending to look normal, I pursed my trembling lips, "Idiot! From the very beginning, I knew that you were a person who never knew what to do. Playing disappearing at every turn, you think it's fun, don't you?"

"... Believe... I..." Ouyang Wei was out of breath, and he could barely utter a few simple words intermittently.

"If you don't believe it, you won't have anything to do with me." I have always believed that, I believe that there is some reason for him to disappear every now and then, and he seems to be a different person from time to time... I have always been, Believe... because, that person is you.

Ouyang Wei smiled, a child-like smile, innocent and pure, more dazzling and brighter than the scorching sun, but his eyes gradually closed.The only thing that cuts off that layer of watery warmth and the gap between me and him is that thin eyelid...

Kneeling on the ground, I hugged him tightly, for fear that if I let go, he would leave me.His expression was aggrieved, "Just kidding! I don't want to owe you favors. What if you all threaten me with it? It's scary to think about it..."

"Ambulance..." I raised my head suddenly, and pleaded to those around me who covered their lips or shook their heads, "Please, help me call an ambulance..."

Seeing their whispers in the commotion of the crowd, I couldn't help shouting, "Call an ambulance—!! Are you all deaf, aren't you?! Call an ambulance..." After talking, my voice gradually lowered, "I beg you, don't let him have trouble..."

Why is this again? !Why does everyone have to sacrifice themselves for me?Zhan Shide is like this, Ouyang Wei is also like this... What's so good about me?What is it worth doing? !

Do you think I will be happy doing this?Why don't you think about me before doing these things!If there is anything wrong with you, I may live in guilt for the rest of my life, and the pain is so painful that life would be worse than death!Fortunately, you are all relieved!But I left myself alone to bear this sorrow alone.

Why don't you take yourself seriously?Your own life is obviously more important than everything else!Why give up the most important thing for me...

How nice it would be if there was no me in this world! ! !

Without me, they would not choose to sacrifice themselves for me, without me, their life trajectory can run as usual; everything will be fine...

The sky seemed to feel my sadness, and it rained heavily in a hurry.The cold wind whizzed and blew through everything that was silent, followed by the raindrops and penetrated into the thin body, piercing the bones like needles.The drifting raindrops hit me in big and big ones, it hurts a lot!However, it is less than one ten-thousandth of the bottom of my heart.The pain in the bottom of my heart is like a complete millstone, without permission, I dug it open without permission, and then, from its beginning, thick blood seeped out, gurgling, flowing to that place. On the other side of the river, there are blossoming blood-red manjusawa.

The drenched clothes, as the wind mixed with raindrops, blew by, making people shiver with cold.But I looked down at my hand in a daze without realizing it, and stared at everything that was clearly in my hand, but was gradually forced out of my own world. Yes, a blazing and sincere heart...

I held my head up, letting the overwhelming bean raindrops fall down, washing my soul.If I can do it all over again, then I won't make the same mistake again.I won't come here, I won't have anything to do with them, and I won't...choose to fall in love with him...

Just let everything sink into the sea!Bury everything, everything.In this world, there should be no more Mi Qi, just let her, who has never appeared in their lives, slowly start the life that should belong to them according to their trajectory.

Don't throw away everything because of my meddling...

The author has something to say: I wrote it in a hurry, so I don't know how this chapter is. .

If it's not good, I'll change it again!