Years of Intoxication

After Song Juhan fell asleep, He Gu walked into the bathroom gently, facing the sink.A pale, dazed face with dried tears hanging from the corners of the eyes was reflected in the mirror.

That face gradually overlapped with his own when he was young. He seemed to be able to see his confusion and anxiety in the past through the mirror. After seven years, he thought he had walked a long, long way, but finally found that he was just surrounded by One person draws a circle.

It's ironic that a person like him who can't even say a word of love has been trapped by love all his life.

He even felt that he had died once.

He washed his face, tried to adjust his mood, and then walked out.

Both Song He and Vanessa were waiting for him downstairs. They were sitting on both ends of the sofa. They could touch each other with arms stretched, but the distance seemed very far away.

A married couple, but that's all.

The weakest and most insecure thing in this world is love, but there are thousands of bones to build a road, and there are still some people who are brave and yearn for it.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, the two raised their heads at the same time, watching He Gu walking downstairs step by step.

Vanessa asked softly, "Did he eat?"

He Gu shook his head: "He fell asleep, and he will eat when he wakes up."

Vanessa breathed a sigh of relief, folded her hands to her lips, and said a series of prayers in German.

Song He's nose fluttered, staring at He Gu coldly.

He Gu sat opposite Song He and looked straight at him calmly: "I came back this time not because of your threats, but because of Song Juhan, you don't have to stare at me, if you didn't lie to him that I would not come back after going to Singapore Now, he won't make trouble like this, you don't know how old your own son's mental age is."

Song Juhan's slickness towards outsiders and unreasonable troubles towards his own people are the two extremes in his personality. Song Juhan is always like a precocious child. No matter how mature he looks, the inside has not yet matured, and he always likes to be outside. Do enough drama to earn enough face, and then leave your stubborn nature to the closest people.

Song He narrowed his eyes: "Do you dare to educate me?"

He Gu sneered: "I'm not obliged to educate you." In front of Vanessa, it was inconvenient for him to say even worse words, "From now on, I will try not to appear in front of you, and you should try not to appear in front of me either. I will never forgive you for what you did with me, out of sight and out of sight, everyone is comfortable."

Song He had a ferocious expression on his face. What else should he say, Vanessa said in a low voice, "Song He, we discussed it just now."

Song He gritted his teeth, stood up, straightened his tie, pointed to He Gu and said, "My Song family has only one son, you can take care of yourself." After he finished speaking, he slammed the door and left.

Vanessa sighed: "Why, how did you talk?"

He Gu was silent for a while, and said as calmly as possible: "Vanessa, I decided to try again with him."

There was a flash of surprise and joy in Vanessa's eyes: "Really, really?" Then, worry appeared on her face, "You are because he tortured yourself like this..."

He Gu nodded, then shook his head again: "Not only that, I really can't watch him go on like this, especially since his injury hasn't healed yet. But I've also thought about it a lot during this time. Whether it's a bad relationship between us, it's probably true. There is something that has been involved all the time, and I can't break it cleanly if I want to, so instead of tossing each other, it's better to just..."

Vanessa couldn't help laughing, her eyes like autumn water were shining brightly: "It's great, he has learned a lot, I believe he will cherish it this time."

He Gu smiled wryly and did not speak.Will Song Juhan cherish it well, until the last moment, there will be no answer, just think about life is too short, even when he will die, why bother to think hard about when a person will change his mind.

Get it if you like it, and then do your best and obey the destiny.

Vanessa gently covered her heart, even such a dramatic movement, she did it so gracefully, she seemed to be so happy that she didn't know what to do: "If you are not busy these days, you can stay here, okay?"

He Gu nodded: "You have worked hard these days."

Vanessa smiled: "There is no way, I didn't teach him well, so I should bear the consequences."

He Gu hesitated for a moment: "Then Song He..."

"You don't need to pay attention to him, I will have a good talk with him, no matter what, he cares about Juhan."

He Gu thought to himself, Song He really cared about Song Juhan, but the selfishness of the father and son was almost the same.

He Gu sat on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at Song Juhan's sleeping face, his already thin cheeks were slightly sunken at this moment, looking very haggard, lying on the bed, his body sunk into the bed, it was like a sick man heavy man.

He Gu felt that if Song Juhan made such a fuss again, his heart would not be able to take it anymore.

Suddenly, Song Juhan's eyelashes trembled.

He Gu was startled, and hurriedly grabbed the book at hand, flipped a page casually, fixed his eyes on the book, but stared at the bed from the corner of his eye.

Song Juhan slowly opened his eyes, it took only two seconds for him to wake up from the daze, and then he instinctively shouted: "Why..."

He Gu put down the book: "You're awake."

Song Juhan turned his head to look at him, stretched out his hand and grabbed his arm, his eyes sparkled: "You are really there."

"Of course I'm here." He Gu said, "Are you hungry?"

Song Juhan stared straight at He Gu, tremblingly said with a desire to swallow him up, "I thought I was dreaming."

"If you keep starving, you're going to hallucinate. Eat something."

Song Juhan nodded.

He Gu got up to get food, but Song Juhan didn't let go: "Don't go."

"I'll get you something to eat."

Song Juhan looked at him fixedly: "When are you coming back?"

"Ten seconds." He Gu pointed to the table, "It's on the table."

Song Juhan raised his neck with all his strength, glanced at the insulation cover on the table, and then let go.

He Gu opened the heat preservation cover, the food was still hot, he carried the tray to the head of the bed, helped Song Juhan up, "Hurry up and eat something."

Song Juhan showed a weak smile: "You feed me." The grabbing of He Gu just now used up the last bit of strength in his body.

He Gu stirred the porridge with a spoon, scooped up a spoonful, and brought it to his mouth.

Song Juhan's eyes were filled with joy, he opened his mouth wide and ate it.

"You haven't eaten for so many days, so you can only drink some porridge first, or your stomach will react."

Song Juhan doesn't care about what to eat at all, he only has why in his eyes and mind now, opening his mouth to chew like a robot.

He Gu couldn't stand being watched by him, put down his spoon, and said helplessly, "Can you have a good meal."

"Why didn't I eat well?" Song Juhan opened his mouth in an "ah".

He Gu scooped up a large spoon and stuffed it into his mouth.

After eating a large bowl of porridge, Song Juhan obviously looked more energetic. He held He Gu's hand, stared at He Gu intently, and would smile from time to time.

"You've had enough, don't look at it, you're panicking." He Gu handed him the medicine and boiled water, "Take the medicine, and call the doctor to give you a nutrient solution later."

"Don't call, I don't want to see anyone now." Song Juhan hugged He Gu's arm, "Just stay with me."

"Stop making trouble, your body is very weak now, and the injury on your arm needs to be reexamined."

"I really don't want to see anyone." Song Juhan stared at He Gu, "Can you stay with me?"

"No, you need to see a doctor now." He Gu withdrew his hand and said slightly seriously, "Can you be obedient at this time?"

Song Juhan immediately sat up straight: "Yes, not only at this time, but also in the future."

Why can't laugh or cry.

He called the doctor, and the doctor and nurse examined Song Juhan and gave him an infusion. Seeing that her son had finally "lived", Vanessa reprimanded him severely. Although Song Juhan was very weak, she kept listening to it with a smile on her face. with.

Song Juhan's physical fitness is good, and within a few days he regained his energy and was able to walk and dance.The stitches were removed from the injury on his head, but his arms were still in plaster, which made it difficult for him to move. But at this time, it seemed that he only needed to open his legs, and he could follow He Gu.

Since that day, Song He didn't show up again, and Vanessa stayed to take care of them all the time. Occasionally, she would cook a few western dishes in person, but the taste was not good or bad.

He Gu reads books, feeds the fish, and spends his time with Song Juhan every day.He still seemed to be unable to get along with Song Juhan harmoniously, always felt that there was something between the two of them, and Song Juhan also found out, the more he wanted to get close, the more plainly he behaved, which made him always feel very frustrated.

In the evening, He Gu received a phone call from his mother. His mother said that Qinqing had been investigated. She was happy that the matter of bribery by Li's father and son a few years ago was found out, and worried that her shares would shrink. .But after being kidnapped by He Gu, she really wanted to open up a lot. He Gu persuaded him so many times in the past but it didn't work. On the contrary, it was the crazy actions of the Li family and his son that made her really understand the weight of money.

He Gu also persuaded: "This is a good thing. If they keep getting away with it, we will always be in fear."

"Yeah." Sun Qing sighed, "I figured it out too, nothing is as good as our family being together." She paused, "If you say this, is Song He behind it?"

"It's possible. Song He is the only one who can make a fuss about what happened a few years ago. He is willing to work hard and have this ability."

Sun Qing said with some emotion, "I didn't expect to take over the power of the father and son in the end, and I don't know whether to be happy or sad."

"No matter what, this matter is beneficial to us. Even if the investment company takes the opportunity to lower the price, you should sell it."

"Well, that's what I think. For the same price, even if I sell it to others, it won't be cheaper for the Li family."

"By the way, how is Susu these days?"

"It's okay, she is more sensible than you think, and she doesn't like the Li family either. For so many years, except for Li Chengxing, which Li family has taken her seriously. As for her father, I believe she will understand in the end."

"That's good." He Gu is most worried about Susu, but some pain is unavoidable.

After hanging up the phone, He Gu turned around and was startled, Song Juhan was looking at him not far away, he calmed down, "Didn't you go to take a shower?"

Song Juhan shook the plaster in his hand, "The nurse has something to do at home, so I'm leaving first, I can't do it alone."

He Gu frowned, and unceremoniously exposed him: "Do you want me to wash it for you?"

Song Juhan pursed his lips and smiled, and said coquettishly, "Then will you wash it for me?"

"Don't wash today, it's not dirty." He Gu turned around and was about to leave.

As soon as Song Juhan stretched out his long arms, he caught his waist, put his lips against his ear and said, "But I just want you to wash me."

He Gu froze and wanted to push him away.

Even though Song Juhan could only move his right hand, his strength was terrifying. He was imprisoned like iron pincers, and he said aggrievedly, "Why do you keep avoiding me?"

He Gu looked up at him: "We meet 24 hours a day, why am I avoiding you?"

Song Juhan stared at him for two seconds, then suddenly lowered his head to cover his lips, and sucked hard.

He Gu's heart suddenly beat like a drum, he accepted the kiss stiffly and passively, his heart was racing, but he resisted not responding.

The four warm lips parted slowly, and Song Juhan said softly, "You are avoiding me."

He Gu frowned: "I'm going to take off my clothes and sleep with you right now, so I'm not avoiding you?"

Song Juhan let go of his arms, and said with some frustration: "I didn't mean that, it's just... Forget it, I know you have a knot in your heart, let's take it easy, I'm willing to wait for you as long as I want, wait for you..." Song Juhan stared at He Gu's eyes are firm and gentle, "really accept me."

He Gu's eyes flickered, but he didn't say anything in the end.

He is not a woman, and sex is not a shame to him. If it is consensual, it is even more impossible for him to be taken advantage of. He is just afraid that Song Juhan will know his deepest desire. He felt a little ashamed.

He has never thought that he is addicted to sex, but like most men, he really likes to have sex. The part with Zhou Heyi is of course beautiful, but he still thinks it is not enough. The most familiar sex in the world His body, the person who can bring him the greatest pleasure, is right in front of his eyes. Apart from everything else, the man's lower body is very honest.

But Song Ju's cold injury has not healed yet, and he is not so hungry yet.As for the obstacle he couldn't get over, since he had decided to start over with Song Juhan, it shouldn't be a problem, at least, it was a problem he had to solve by himself.

Song Juhan seemed to have sensed He Gu's thoughts, and gently kissed his hair: "I have a request, you must promise me."

"Huh? What?"

"What do you think in your heart, what do you want from me, what are you dissatisfied with, what are you angry with, what are you happy with, what do you want, what don't you want, you must, you must tell me." Song Juhan said seriously, "How much is there between us? Communication mistakes, you should be clear in your heart. You always like to keep everything in your heart. I don’t know what I did wrong. If I do wrong, you can scold me and beat me. If you like it, I will change it, just don’t tell me, then accumulate to a certain level, and settle the score with me, I’m really afraid of you.”

Why does he know that he has this problem, he is born with such a nature, he doesn't bother to complain, he is unwilling to argue, and he is not good at explaining. He thinks that what a man can solve by himself can be digested internally.As a result, many, many things that he endured for a while were buried in the bottom of his heart layer by layer, and the accumulation became deeper and heavier, and when it finally broke out, the power was unimaginable even to himself.He used temporary "magnanimity" to keep lowering his bottom line. As a result, the bottom line did not lose its toughness, but instead bottomed out and rebounded, hurting himself and others.

He Gu nodded: "You are right, we should communicate in time."

Song Juhan heaved a sigh of relief, smiled, couldn't help kissing He Gu's face twice, and then returned to the original topic: "Then can you help me take a bath? You see, whatever I think, I will say it honestly. "

"You are shameless." He Gu said coldly.

"I'm only shameless towards you." Song Juhan hugged He Gu crookedly, with a gentle smile in his eyes.