Years of Intoxication

Because of her contract, Vanessa will go abroad to shoot the autumn and winter advertisements of the luxury brands she endorses.

As soon as Vanessa left, Song Juhan drove away the nanny and nurse, and asked He Gu to watch a movie with him.

He Gu said, "What movie are you watching?"

"The Blu-ray just sent by the crew." Song Juhan shook the disc in his hand, "I wrote the three songs in the movie I collaborated with Yan Mingxiu last year."

"Oh, you haven't watched it yet?"

"I wasn't in the mood to watch a movie a while ago." Song Juhan still had lingering fears when he remembered those days when He Gu treated him coldly.

He Gu didn't want to bring up this point, took the CD, put down a projection screen the size of the entire wall, and while reading the CD, he went to take out the frozen fruit sofa and juice from the refrigerator.

Song Juhan leaned on the oversized lazy sofa, patted the place beside him: "Baby, come quickly, let's start."

He Gu walked over and sat down.

Song Juhan immediately put his arms around his waist and leaned on him: "I played a cameo role in it."

"You? Didn't you not take the show?"

"Yeah, it's because I didn't pick it up before, and this is the only time it's more explosive, because this movie is invested by Song Media, and the single in it will also be released as an album, double promotion." Song Juhan said clearly, At the end, his expression froze for a moment, probably because he remembered that he had retreated behind the scenes.

He Gu glanced at him: "Do you regret it?"

"What?" Song Juhan pretended to be stupid.

"Do you regret going behind the scenes?" He Gu said flatly.

Song Juhan shook his head without hesitation: "I don't regret it, I like music, but it doesn't have to be on the stage. It's also good to be behind the scenes. I get rid of a lot of exaggerated things related to interests, and I can make music with peace of mind. And ..." He rubbed his cheeks against He Gu, "I need more time with you, I don't want to run around the world anymore, I don't want to spend so much time rehearsing, making announcements, and doing publicity, I'm already tired of it, I'd rather be like this Watch a movie and have dinner with you."

He Gu's heart warmed, Song Juhan's words were very useful to him.

"Besides, if I'm still hanging around in the circle, you're sure to worry about it, and I'll think about it. I hope that fewer and fewer people will remember me. One day, we can freely walk on the street and travel without letting you Bear the weight of my reputation."

"I'm afraid it won't work in the short term." Song Juhan has attracted attention since he was born. With Vanessa's worldwide influence and his own achievements, their mother and daughter will be remembered for a lifetime. Always there.

Song Juhan curled his lips: "Hey, it's all because I'm too popular." After speaking, he laughed.

He Gu shook his head helplessly, but also admitted that Song Juhan was right.

"But I really don't care if I'm popular or not." Song Juhan chuckled softly, "So what's the matter with Dahong, he can't ascend to the sky, is it because he encounters a lot of troubles all day long, a bunch of idiots, they are not as happy as when I first debuted, At that time, if you make a song well, you will be happy for a long time.”

"That's how people are, and it's not rare to have too many."

A bit of loneliness flashed in Song Juhan's eyes: "Well, that's right."

He Gu pressed the play button, and the movie played.

It was a Republic of China spy movie starring Yan Mingxiu, in which he played a cold-faced spy. It turned out that Song Juhan was filming the MV for the opening song in Dasheng Film City last year with this movie as the background.

Yan Mingxiu's personal style has always been controversial. His acting skills are not bad, but he hardly smiles, so his expression is quite criticized, but it is this tone, coupled with that extremely good-looking face, that makes him quickly It became popular, and for a while, the male characters in any platform advertisements were contracted by Song Juhan and Yan Mingxiu.

Song Juhan played a cameo role in this movie as a son of a family who sacrificed for his father's career. His fate is interspersed throughout the movie. Although his appearance is only a few minutes and his lines are only a few lines, it is quite embarrassing.

He Gu suddenly said: "Actually, your acting skills are not bad."

Song Juhan chuckled: "Of course, singing also needs to be linked with acting."

"why?"

"Expressions, eyes, demeanor, movements, and body language are all invisible voices. If they are done well, they will have a great added effect on the live performance of the song."

He Gu nodded, and blurted out: "Did you also perform at the concert that day?" After he said this, he immediately regretted it.

Sure enough, Song Juhan, who was holding him in his arms, froze for a moment, then sat up straight, and said in a low voice, "Why do you think so?"

"I'm just talking casually." He Gu really didn't know what state of mind he was in just now.

Song Juhan stared at He Gu for a moment, picked up the remote control, turned off the movie, and entered his name in the search bar. Soon, rows of videos were listed on the huge screen. The one with the highest click rate was named: Song Juhan confessed to his same-sex lover at the farewell concert.

"Ju Han..." He Gu wanted to stop him, but Song Ju Han avoided his hand and clicked on the video.

That was the ultra-high-definition version, from when he started singing "Ai He Gu".

When the music sounded, Song Juhan looked very lonely on the stage, but it seemed that there was some firm force supporting him.

He Gu's face was a little hot: "Okay, don't let it go."

Song Juhan pointed at himself on the screen and said softly, "Do you think I'm acting?"

Why couldn't hold back him, so he had to watch the video.This is a video that he has been ashamed to face, not because he is afraid, but every time he sees it, his heart is shocked, he feels as if he is at the scene, the eyes of the whole world are on him, let him Feel ashamed.

Song Juhan sang so earnestly and so focused, his eyes seemed to be supercilious and nobody was there, but he seemed to be filled. In short, everything in the stadium became a vain background, and only he was real. It is true.

He ignored tens of thousands of people present, just to sing for the one person who was not present.

So capricious, yet so affectionate.

How can such a sad expression and such a focused voice be a performance?

He Gu sighed: "Shut it down."

Song Juhan looked deeply into He Gu's eyes: "In my many years of stage experience, there is only this song without any performance. I thought you must be listening somewhere, so I want to sing well."

"I see." He Gu reached for the remote control.

Song Juhan grabbed his wrist suddenly, He Gu leaned forward unexpectedly, Song Juhan blocked his lips without hesitation.

He Gu was startled, then gently closed his eyes.

Song Juhan pressed the back of his head, kissed the soft lips tenderly, the tip of his tongue opened the gap between his teeth, entangled with his tongue, mobilizing He Gu's emotions with enthusiasm and skill that can tire people.

Why did he feel a little emotional all of a sudden.

Song Juhan leaned over, pressed He Gu on the sofa, and deepened the kiss domineeringly.

He Gu gradually had difficulty breathing, and his mind was in a state of chaos, except for Song Juhan, he couldn't think about anything else.

When the lips parted, He Gu took a deep breath.

Song Juhan looked at He Gu with a hint of sadness in his eyes, and said softly, "You don't know, and you don't believe, how much I love you."

He Gu also stared at him, and whispered, "When?"

Song Juhan also understood this endless sentence, and he bit He Gu's chin lightly, "I don't know, I don't know when it started. I'm tired and I just want to see you and have new achievements I want you to be proud of me the most, and I want to see you from time to time, and when I see you seem to be indifferent to me, I get very angry and want to stimulate you. Finally, when I came back to my senses, I found that I couldn’t do without you. "

Why did he smile bitterly, not knowing what to feel in his heart.

"I'm sorry." Song Juhan stroked his face, "I should have found out earlier, if I knew earlier, I would like it."

"Forget it, don't talk about it." He Gu didn't want to recall those seven years, even though he didn't forget anything, no, it was because he didn't forget anything, so he didn't want to recall even more.

Song Juhan kissed his chin, Adam's apple, and collarbone, his fiery lips moved on the small piece of chest exposed by his neckline, murmuring "I like you" vaguely in his mouth.

He Gu's body suddenly became hot and dry. He took a deep breath and subconsciously grabbed something randomly, but he threw his hand and bumped into a hard object.

"Ah..." Song Juhan cried out in pain.

He Gu realized that he had hit the board on Song Juhan's arm, so he quickly got up and asked anxiously, "What's the matter?"

Song Juhan shook his head: "It's okay." His face turned pale.

He Gu held his arm lightly: "Don't move around, what if it breaks."

Song Juhan looked at him sadly: "You are dangling in front of my eyes all day, do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to hold back?"

"How about I stop dangling in front of your eyes and I go home?"

"Don't!" Song Juhan put his arms around him, "Don't go anywhere, I can see you every day, I'm quite satisfied."

He Gu smiled: "Just kidding."

Song Juhan breathed a sigh of relief: "Your joke is too cold. Last time you said Susu was your daughter, I almost believed it. It scared me to death."

"That's because you are stupid. How could I have such a big daughter."

"Why is it impossible? You gave birth as soon as you entered college, and you're not that old by now."

He Gu gave him a blank look: "You thought I was you."

Song Juhan suddenly felt guilty, and said ambiguously into He Gu's ear: "But even if you give birth, you will give birth to my child."

"Don't talk nonsense." He Gu punched him on the chest.

Song Juhan grabbed He Gu's hand with a low smile, moved it to his lips and kissed it forcefully: "Really, think about it."

"It's a fart."

Song Juhan once again overwhelmed He Gu. Although he couldn't do it for the time being, he still took advantage of it. In the end, He Gu, who was healthy and healthy, had no strength.

Song Juhan looked at He Gu who was lying in his arms panting, and there was tenderness in his eyes that even he didn't notice: "The board will be removed in a few days, let me play the piano for you, okay?"

"Removing the board doesn't mean your hands will be fine. Don't mess around."

"It's time for recovery."

"Rehabilitation should start with simple things, such as playing the piano as soon as you come up."

Song Juhan pouted: "Then I have no choice but to sing for you. I don't even know what to do to make you happy."

He Gu was stunned: "I'm not angry, what are you doing to make me happy?"

"I want you to be happy every moment when you are by my side." Song Juhan leaned against his cheek, with a smile on his lips, "I will make you never want to leave me."

He Gu's heart softened, and he joked, "As long as you don't get crazy, I'll be fine."

"But you seldom smile."

"That's my personality."

"No, you will laugh when you are happy, when you are happy." Song Juhan looked at him seriously, "I know, every time we are good, you will often laugh, it is because I didn't treat you well that made you laugh You don't like to laugh anymore."

He Gu opened his mouth, his lips trembled slightly, but he was speechless.

Song Juhan said firmly and affectionately: "Everything you lost on me, I will give you double, double."