Years of Intoxication

He Gu was sleeping soundly, when he heard the doorbell ringing at home, he managed to open his eyes a little, and looked at the clock on the bedside table, it was only six o'clock in the morning.

After returning to China for a few days, he has not been adjusted due to jet lag, and his work and rest are a bit chaotic, and he is still very sleepy at this time.

He yawned, got out of bed, and looked out of the cat's eye, it was Song Juhan.Feeling depressed for a while, he opened the door and looked at Song Juhan through the anti-theft door: "What are you doing here so early?"

"Bring you breakfast." Song Juhan shook the bag in his hand, smiling brightly and beautifully.

"You put it by the door, I'll eat when I wake up."

Song Juhan stared at him: "I woke up early in the morning, bought you breakfast before the announcement, and you didn't invite me in for a drink?"

"No, why don't you take it away." He Gu said and was about to close the door.

"Why!" Song Juhan thumped the anti-theft door, "Do you have a conscience! Open the door for me."

"Aren't you here to deliver breakfast? Why do you want to come in?"

"I want..." Song Juhan snorted, "I want to hug you."

He Gu slammed the door shut.

Just turned around and took two steps, he heard the sound of the key unlocking the lock, he closed his eyes, took a few deep breaths, and then suppressed the urge to roar.

Song Juhan pushed open the door and walked in: "I didn't want you to know that I have the key."

He Gu narrowed his eyes: "When did you take it away?" He vaguely remembered that there was a spare pair of keys on the shoe cabinet, but he couldn't find them when he looked back, thinking that he had made a mistake. "

"Before you leave." Song Juhan put the breakfast on the coffee table, "I haven't eaten yet, Xiaosong is waiting for me downstairs, I only have 15 minutes, let's have breakfast together."

"Give me the key."

"No." Song Juhan put the key in his pocket, "Unless you accompany me to have breakfast."

He Gu calmed down, "I'm going to brush my teeth."

"Hurry up, I only have 15 minutes."

When He Gu came out after brushing his teeth, Song Juhan had already arranged two breakfasts on the table, and was looking at him earnestly, like a cat waiting to be fed.

Why did you walk over.

"Look, rice noodles, I know you like to eat soup noodles and soup noodles for breakfast." Song Juhan looked at him with a smile, "I remember that right."

He Gu nodded, picked up his chopsticks and started eating.

The rice noodles are still hot, the bone broth is rich, and the lean meat has a garlic flavor, which is very delicious.

Song Juhan watched his hair twirling intently for a while, a little loneliness flashed in his eyes, and then he picked up his chopsticks and started eating.

"I'm going to record a charity event today. I'm going to the mountains for a week to raise money for schools in poor mountainous areas. Although it's a good thing, I won't see you for a week. Don't run around."

Why didn't you speak.

"The one downstairs in my house sells small crab roe wontons. Recently, fish skin wontons and black-bone chicken wontons came out. I haven't tried them yet. I'm waiting to try them with you."

He Gu kept his head down and ate the noodles.

"The place I went this time is a specialty of pecans. Do you like to eat pecans?" Song Juhan waited for a long time, but there was no response. He let out a sigh of relief, dropped his chopsticks, leaned heavily on the back of the chair, and frowned. why.

He Gu still didn't respond. After eating, he took out a tissue and wiped his mouth, then finally looked up at Song Juhan, and stretched out his hand: "Give me the key."

Song Juhan kicked the leg of the table irritably: "No, call the police."

He Gu thought to himself, just change the lock, and he got up and went back to the bedroom.

Song Juhan stood up abruptly: "I only slept for two hours in one night in order to come to see you, so you don't even look at me!"

He Gu said flatly, "What does that have to do with me?"

"You!" Song Juhan clenched his fists angrily.

"I remember two years ago, when you went to my place to spend the night, you said you must eat cheesecake, do you remember that time?"

Song Juhan was startled, as if he remembered something, his eyes became a little dodgy.

"I ran outside for three hours in the twelfth lunar month, and found a 24-hour cake shop. When I came back, I found that I was in a hurry, forgot to bring the key, and rang the doorbell. You fell asleep and didn't open the door. I stayed in the car until dawn, and when you woke up, you thought the cake was too sweet, so you didn’t want to eat it.” He Gu’s expression remained calm, “Actually, you didn’t sleep that badly, you just didn’t want to get up, right?”

Song Juhan lowered his head, speechless.

"There are too many things like this. Let me give you an example. I don't mean to make you feel guilty. I just want to tell you that people like you can't do things to please others, and they can't bear grievances. Don't force them." If you are not happy, I am not happy either."

Song Juhan whispered: "I used to treat you really badly, didn't I?"

"Not good." He Gu said frankly, "But it's nothing, you have no obligation to be nice to me."

Song Juhan's heart was pulled up, and it was painful. He would rather vent all his dissatisfaction for some reason, than to describe him in such a light way, which made him feel uncomfortable. He said anxiously: " I can't take care of people, but I can learn, you can't just give me no time."

"I'm not interested." He Gu said, "You can handle the key as you please, and I will change the lock."

Song Juhan took out the key, put it gently on the dining table, and looked at He Gu with aggrieved eyes.

He Gu went to pick up the key.

Song Juhan took the opportunity to hug him tightly, and said softly: "Don't struggle, let me hold you for a while, it will be fine in a while."

He Gu looked past him, staring blankly at the white wall.

"Why, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much." Song Juhan said in a low voice, "It's been almost four months since you left, and I haven't met anyone. I want you. But I... won't force you."

He Gu mocked softly: "It's hard for you."

Song Juhan pretended not to hear, and kissed He Gu's neck heavily: "Wait for me to come back." He left without looking back, afraid that even if he looked back, he would be reluctant to leave.

It's not that he can't bear being separated for only a few days, it's just that when he can't see why, he feels panic. He why left without saying goodbye at that time has already stabbed him in the heart several times, and he couldn't sleep or eat during that time , Surrounded by an irritable, extremely sad and indignant emotion every day, he can't bear more.

After Song Juhan left, He Gu sat on the sofa slowly, and he let out a long sigh after a long time.

Feng Zheng really started to "chase" He Gu as he said.

He Gu tried his best not to return his calls and messages, but couldn't stand him appearing downstairs in his house, so he agreed to have dinner with him in desperation.

He Gu felt very embarrassed. This kind of embarrassment was far greater than the subtle past between him and Feng Zheng, and it became the biggest reason why he didn't want to contact him. fit to be pursued.

"Being pursued" should be something that girls enjoy, or at least it's something that a flashy and brilliant little boy like Zhuang Jieyu enjoys. It's really awkward to put it on him.

But Feng Zheng obviously didn't think so. He came from a superior background, and his gestures were graceful and decent, and everything he did was taken for granted. He didn't deliberately play tricks, but he paid attention and affection for He Gu that people couldn't ignore.

The two went to have lunch and chatted about some work matters, which was considered speculative. They used to be good friends, and it was not difficult to find a common language.

After dinner, Feng Zheng said that he would take He Gu to a special place.

He Gu was a little curious. He didn't remember until the car turned into a familiar road that it was the aquarium he and Feng Zheng had been to together.

He Gu looked at the building not far away from the car window: "I didn't expect this place to be open."

"Yeah, but some of them are no longer in operation. If you don't take a look now, maybe it will be gone next year."

Why is there some emotion.Back then, this aquarium was one of the freshest and most famous places in the city. At that time, it would be unbelievable for couples not to come here on a date, but now there are more novel and interesting things that have grabbed the attention of the audience, and it also It's gone.

The two walked into the aquarium, and a middle-aged man was waiting for them. Why did he recognize him? That was the professor who explained to them back then.

"Professor Chen." He Gu quickly stretched out his hand, "Long time no see." He has always respected intellectuals.

"Ah, Xiao He, I really didn't expect you to come again." Professor Chen said with a smile, "You came at the right time. This aquarium has been losing money for two consecutive years, and it will turn to scientific research in the future, so it will be restricted from opening to the outside world."

"We like this place very much, so we have to come and see it again." Feng Zheng said with a smile, "You explained it to us the first time we came here, and I will trouble you this last time."

"No trouble, no trouble. I'm retired and have nothing to do. It's good to go out and hang around."

He Gu glanced at Feng Zheng, and found that Feng Zheng was also looking at him with a smile, and his heart was touched.

He knew what Feng Zheng was doing, and Feng Zheng had achieved his goal. He really recalled their youthful time and how much he cherished this friend.

Professor Chen was very energetic and took them to visit and explain in the aquarium.There are almost no people today, as if the entire aquarium belongs to them.Being in the world of Senlan makes people's hearts quiet.

He Gu couldn't help but chatted with Feng Zheng a lot.The estrangement that had been stuck in my heart has also dissipated a lot.

In all fairness, even though Feng Zheng had concealed it from him back then, he had always been good to him in other matters. As a man, he should have a heart, and it was time for him to let go of his complaints about Feng Zheng.

After visiting the aquarium, the two had a meal in the same restaurant and the same aquarium box.

He Gu remembered that it was he who went to Song Juhan's meeting that day, but Feng Zheng called him here temporarily. During the meal, he was still thinking about Song Juhan.

Seven years have passed, the place is still there, but the people are completely different.

Feng Zheng recalled a lot of things from that year, but Song Juhan was the only one who was singled out, so why would he not mention it, so the atmosphere between the two was very good.

After dinner, Feng Zheng sent He Gu home. He Gu looked at him and said bluntly: "Feng Zheng, I recalled a lot of things from the past today. To be honest, I am very happy. I have let go of the past. But put it down, let it go, I still can only accept you as my friend."

Feng Zheng smiled: "I like that you are so straightforward, but I still have a lot of patience, take your time."

He why looked at him helplessly.

Feng Zheng stretched out his hand, He Gu took a step back subconsciously, a trace of disappointment flashed in Feng Zheng's eyes, and finally he put his hand on his shoulder, and patted him lightly: "Go back and rest, see you another day."

He Gu was also a little embarrassed, so he nodded.

Watching Feng Zheng's car leave, He Gu felt very tired, and suddenly had an urge to hide in the mountains without seeing anyone.

The contact between people is so troublesome, if emotions are involved, you may taste all the tastes in the world and suffer a devastating blow.

It took tens of millions of years for monkeys to evolve into human beings. What is the plan? He would rather be a monkey.

Feng Zheng was indeed as he said, with a lot of patience. Every day, he kept calling and texting, and came to find He Gu every now and then, "pursuing" He Gu with a frequency that was a little urgent but not annoying.

He Gu rejected it several times, but due to affection, there was always something he couldn't avoid. He could only treat him as someone to eat and chat with him. Anyway, as long as he didn't respond, Feng Zheng would retreat sooner or later.

On this day, the two watched the movie together, and Feng Zheng sent He Gu home.

They were watching a sci-fi movie, and they talked about rocket propulsion on the way, and they had an argument about a topic. The conversation got sparked, but He Ge felt a little reluctant to go upstairs, so the two continued talking in the car.

At this moment, the headlights suddenly dimmed, and a figure appeared in front of the two of them.

He Gu was startled, even though the backlight from the headlights hid the person's face in the light and shadow, he still judged from the familiar tall figure that the person who came was Song Juhan.

Feng Zheng obviously recognized it too, his eyes darkened, he turned off the headlights, and looked at Song Juhan with his arms crossed.

Song Juhan's face was gloomy, he gave He Gu a hard look, and then said to Feng Zheng: "Get out."

He Gu saw that Song Juhan was going crazy again, and just about to stop him, Feng Zheng had already opened the door and got out of the car, so He Gu had no choice but to get out of the car too.

Song Ju said in a cold voice: "Could you fucking show some face, you still think you haven't meddled enough between us?"

Feng Zheng sarcastically said: "You and He Gu have separated, why are you talking about 'between'? We were friends before, but now you are meddling, or I am meddling."

Song Juhan strode forward, picked up Feng Zheng's collar, and said viciously, "Stay away from my people."

Feng Zheng smiled: "Why is it not your person? It wasn't before, and it's not even now. You should stay away from him. It's too cheap to pester others."

"It's not your turn to care about our affairs, what are you, why has never had anything to do with you!"

Why did he think that Song Juhan would be the one who struck first, but he didn't expect Feng Zheng to shake his fist first.

Song Juhan turned his head to dodge, Feng Zheng kicked him on the leg again, he turned around to fight back, and the two of them fought into a ball immediately.

Why feel extremely bored.He closed the car door and said coldly, "Talk slowly, good night."

Both of them were dumbfounded.