Years of Intoxication

Why calculate the time, he has lived on the island for a week, if he doesn't contact the housekeeper in Paris, the housekeeper may notify his mother.So he found Song Juhan and said he wanted to use the phone.

Song Juhan sat on the desk with his legs crossed, shook the phone with his slender fingers, and said slyly, "Kiss me."

He Gu said expressionlessly: "I'm not joking with you, do you want my mother to call the police?"

"I'm not kidding. If you offer to kiss me, I'll give it to you." Song Juhan stared at him without blinking.

He Gu walked over without hesitation, kissed him on the forehead, and at the same time reached for the phone.

Song Juhan hugged his waist with one hand, fixed the back of his head with the other, kissed his lips hard, sucking greedily.

This is the taste of why, this is the taste of why he belongs to him, he can't describe how much he misses this taste.

He Gu frowned deeply, pushed and did not push away, and then bit his soft lips.

Song Juhan's lips trembled in pain, and he had to let go. He rubbed the damaged corner of his mouth with his fingertips, looked at Yin Hong's blood on his fingertips, and couldn't accept it: "You...bit me?"

He Gu took out a piece of paper from the tissue box beside the table and handed it to Song Juhan.

Song Juhan stared at him, hesitated to take it, He Gu stuffed the paper into his palm, took the opportunity to take the phone away, walked to the window, and dialed the familiar number.

Song Juhan roared from behind: "Why!"

He Gu called his mother and said that he went to find a colleague to play with. He is not in Paris now, so don't worry about him. His mother sounds very busy. Obviously there are many things to do before being admitted to the hospital. The two had a quick chat just hung up.

As soon as he turned around, Song Juhan glared at him from behind.

He Gu threw the phone to him and wanted to leave.

Song Juhan grabbed his arm and said unwillingly: "Can't I even kiss you? If you sleep with that driver, I can't fucking kiss you?!"

"We have already broken up, some intimate behaviors are inappropriate." He Gu looked at him calmly, "Why, I said 'no', do you want to force it again?"

Song Juhan was so angry that the top of his head was about to smoke, he said angrily: "I...my lip is broken! You really can't talk!"

"It will be fine in two days, don't be so delicate." He Gu wanted to withdraw his arm, but Song Juhan held him tightly.

Song Juhan gritted his teeth: "Why, why haven't I strangled you yet?"

"Murder is against the law." He Gu looked at Song Juhan's furious appearance, and his heart was filled with sadness.

He once went to learn massage when he was so busy because of Song Juhan's "headache". How much love did he have at that time to give birth to so much enthusiasm and strength?Maybe everyone has a limit to what they can give to love. Some people love so much that they can love for a lifetime. Some people, like him, opened the floodgates in seven years and squandered without restraint. So the ability to love is exhausted ahead of time.

Now he no longer wants to do anything for Song Juhan.

People's hearts are easy to be hot, and people's hearts are easy to be cold.

Song Juhan glared at him viciously, as if he was really going to strangle him to death, but he just grabbed his arm and couldn't do anything about him.

He Gu shook his head: "What's the point of this? I can't treat you like I used to, and you can't see the old me again. All the benefits you want from me are gone. You want this What's the use of me."

"What's the use? Did I come to you for those benefits!"

"Isn't it?" He Gu looked at him quietly, "You said you can't leave me, it's just that I used to be very good to you and obedient to you, but now I don't have it anymore, and I will never have it again. ,what are you up to."

"I want you!" Song Juhan's eyes were sharp, "There are many people who are good to me and obedient to me, but there is no one. Why, I want you. You said you would never treat me again Alright, alright, let me treat you this time."

He Gu was shocked by the firmness in Song Juhan's eyes, he hesitated for a moment, and said: "You should think rationally, what you did is totally meaningless."

"Think about it." Song Juhan hugged He Gu into his arms, and said in a muffled voice, "It doesn't matter if you are not nice to me, as long as you are by my side is enough." With you by my side, I will not be afraid or uneasy , to feel complete.

He Gu sighed helplessly.

In the afternoon of the same day, Song Juhan started messing around again.He mysteriously dragged He Gu to the dining room, and pressed him on the chair: "Sit still."

He Gu frowned and looked at him.

Song Juhan turned around and went into the kitchen. After a while, he came out with a tray and put it in front of He Gu.

There was a stew pot on the tray, with soup dripping on the edge, a somewhat burnt fried egg, and a plate of fried okra, not sure if it was cooked or not, but the rice looked good.

Song Juhan pulled a chair over, sat upside down, put his elbows on the back of the chair, raised his chin expectantly: "Try it."

He Gu pointed at those things: "You did it?"

Song Juhan nodded, and said with some pride: "It's the first time I cook in my life, and I think it looks pretty good." He introduced them one by one, "Carrot chicken soup, fried eggs, fried okra, chicken oil rice."

"Who did you learn from?"

"Hari."

Hari is the Indian butler, and the Chinese food he cooks is delicious.

He Gu felt relieved, picked up the spoon, and took a sip of the chicken soup. It was a little hot, but the taste was okay.

Song Juhan's eyes lit up: "How is it? Is it delicious?"

"Haven't you tried it yourself?"

"I think it's delicious. How do you know if you're picky or not?"

"You have such a picky mouth that you think it's delicious, so what's wrong with me?" He Gu ate another okra, um, it wasn't ripe, he grabbed a tissue and spat it out.

Song Juhan's expression changed: "What's wrong?"

"Half life."

"I'll go fry again."

"Forget it, I don't eat much at night." He Gu ate a burnt fried egg.

Song Juhan rested his chin on his elbow, and looked at him without blinking, his eyes were deep and bright, as beautiful as a diamond with the highest clarity.

He Gu ate a few mouthfuls, and couldn't stand Song Juhan's hot gaze: "Aren't you going to eat?"

"I only did yours."

"why?"

"I forgot, I'm so tired of cooking, and I don't want to eat."

He reason nodded and continued to eat.

"There is still a lot of soup, you eat more meat and gain weight."

"I don't want to gain weight." He Gu paused, "Don't you also say that being fat is ugly."

"If you were fatter, no one would seduce you." The more Song Juhan said, the lower the air pressure.

Why don't you want to talk to him.

"You..." Song Juhan hesitated for a long time, swallowed, and said, "Who's down there."

He Gu paused and didn't speak.

Song Juhan's sharp gaze wished he could poke two holes in He Gu's body.He couldn't sleep for several nights, wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, for fear of hearing answers he didn't want to hear.Seeing why there was no response, his heart sank: "Speak."

"Is there a difference?" He Gu finished his soup and put down his chopsticks.

"Of course there is, whether it's up or down." Song Juhan's hand was pinching the armrest tightly, and the veins on the back of his hand were bulging.

"What's the difference?"

"If you fall for him, I'll treat you as if you went out to steal something. I don't care about it. If he dares..." Song Juhan's eyes were a little red, and his lips were trembling slightly, "I will never forgive him."

"Do you take me for a woman?"

Song Juhan said seriously: "If you were a woman, I would marry you."

He Gu couldn't help but let out a sarcastic laugh, he thought of Song Juhan's "main room" who had come to him.

Song Juhan probably thought of the same thing, curled his lips: "You answer my question."

He Gu said generously: "I fell for him, he is gentler than you, more considerate than you, more focused than you, I feel very good."

"Shut up!" Song Juhan didn't know whether he should be happy or not, "It's as if you have never had a good time under me. After all these years, is there anyone who knows you better than me?"

"You're right, but people love novelty." He Gu smiled faintly, "It's no wonder you always change people around you, no wonder you said I'm tired of sex, it's been seven years, and I should be tired of it."

Song Juhan's face was extremely ugly: "I was angry, I have never been tired of crooked."

"Really." He Gu turned around and faced him, "Since you brought up this topic, it's okay for us to chat casually. I know that I am not very good in bed, and I will not please you. Naturally, others are better than me. You're young, beautiful and powerful, what time are you wasting on me?"

"I, I didn't say I want to discuss this with you." Song Juhan stood up, "You have another bowl of chicken soup."

"you……"

Song Juhan went into the kitchen, and after a while, he came back with two bowls, one for He Gu, one for himself, took a sip, and said viciously: "It's so damn cheap to him, he looks like he has kidney deficiency, how dare he drink it? Seduce you."

He Gu frowned: "He doesn't have kidney deficiency."

Song Juhan put down the bowl, looked straight into He Gu's eyes, his gaze was cold: "He Gu, listen carefully, I'm serious about what I'm saying next, if you see him again, if you have anything to do with him again, I won't be willing to do anything to you Yes, but I will never let him go."

He Gu knocked on the table hard: "Song Juhan, do you have any morals?"

"On this matter, no." Song Juhan tapped his heart lightly with his finger, "The fact that you slept with him is enough for me to remember for a lifetime. You can only have me in your heart. If you don't have me, then it's okay No one else."

He Gu was very angry with him, but he thought that getting angry with such a person was meaningless and could not solve the problem, so he took a deep breath: "If you dare to do anything to him, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life." Since he came here, he has no intention of contacting Zhou Heyi anymore. He knows Song Juhan's personality too well, and he is not surprised at all that he would do such a series of things. It was just a kick that day. It won't be so easy next time.

He can't involve innocent people in their entanglement, especially, he really cares about Zhou Heyi.

"As long as you don't see him again, I'll treat him as dead." Song Juhan squeezed his chin, "I will do what I said, and you will do it too."

He Gu said in a deep voice, "Understood."

Song Juhan seemed in a very bad mood, he pushed the soup bowl: "Drink it up."

He Gu got up and left without saying a word.

Song Juhan clenched his fist and followed He Gu all the way back to the bedroom.

He Gu said coldly, "Go out, I want to be alone for a while."

A trace of sadness flashed in Song Juhan's eyes, and he said forcefully, "I won't go out."

He Gu went to bed, lifted the quilt and covered his head, trying to isolate himself from the world with Song Juhan.

Song Juhan stood beside the bed for a while, and then climbed onto the bed. As soon as he got up, He Gu threw off the quilt and wanted to get out of bed. in my arms.

He Gu shouted angrily: "Song Juhan, let the fuck go!" The anger he had held back for a long time finally broke out uncontrollably.Kidnapped, placed under house arrest, and threatened, this person who has done everything to him, still keeps saying that he wants to treat him well and be with him forever? !

It's a great irony.He Song Juhan didn't even know how to write the word "respect"!

Why did he ask himself countless times why he fell in love with such a person, but the answer was always unsolvable.

"Don't let go." Song Juhan put his forehead against his back and said in a muffled voice, "Never let go."

"You bastard."

"You scold me, it's better than ignoring me." Song Juhan closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "You don't seem to see me every day. Since we met until now, you haven't smiled at me." The more he spoke, the more uncomfortable he became, and his voice trembled, "Why, tell me what you will do to make you smile at me, and what you will do to... forgive me."

He Gu took a long breath: "I forgive you, I don't blame you at all, as long as you let me go."

"Only this I can't do, I can't let you go. Why, you know me best, you can't hide from me, you go back with me, can't we start again? I will be good to you Very good, I will make up for all your losses in the past seven years, I will only have you, and I will treat you as my wife." Song Juhan tightened his arms, as if this could bring him closer to He Gu's heart and warm him The heart that is gradually getting colder, "Why, come back to me, trust me again."

He Gu was silent for a moment, then said softly, "I want to sleep."

Song Juhan bit his lip and did not let go.

He Gu secretly struggled for a while, but he didn't break free, so he didn't bother to waste any more effort.

Song Juhan gently closed his ears, and whispered: "I miss you every day."

He Gu felt very relieved that he would never be distracted by Song Juhan's words again.

After living on the island for half a month, He Gu felt that Song Juhan's phone calls were increasing. He knew that someone was urging Song Juhan to go back, most likely Song He.

He guessed right, he was alone, and the first one who couldn't stay any longer must be Song Juhan.

On this day, Song Juhan came to him with a livid face, and reluctantly said: "Let's go back to China."

"Ah."

"After you go back, don't run around." Song Juhan said, "Your ID is in my hand."

"You..." He Gu didn't even have the strength to get angry. He didn't have the strength to resist in front of Song Juhan. He didn't have the character to ask someone to help him. Besides, how could he have the face to say that anyone could help him? Find out all the things between him and Song Juhan.

"Where do you want to go, I will accompany you. If you want to stay at home, I will accompany you. I will always be with you, and you will always be with me. I will not have any more scandals, and I will not get married. Will you trust me in this way?"

He Gu said in a deep voice, "I don't care anymore, I just want my freedom now."

Song Juhan didn't answer directly, but said: "The helicopter will pick us up this afternoon, you should get ready."

"Song Juhan." He Gu called Song Juhan who had walked to the door.

Song Juhan turned around, seeing He Gu's decisive expression, he felt an ominous premonition in his heart, he realized that he didn't want to hear what he said next.

And He Gu said it calmly: "I did it willingly during those seven years, and I never hated you; you teased me for Feng Zheng, and I sent myself up there, and I never hated you; I entered the detention center, my career prospects were completely destroyed, and my personal information was exposed. I held back, because of the past, I didn’t hate you; Talk about marriage, let her come to humiliate me, I was too lazy to hate you at that time." He paused, the air in his chest seemed to be emptied, and his body was trembling, "Now, don't force me to hate you you."

Song Juhan punched heavily on the solid wood door, he looked deeply at He Gu, his eyes full of pain: "You hate me, at least you still only have me in your heart."