Years of Intoxication

GuQingPei came back in time, alleviating He Gu's embarrassment.

Seeing the two sitting together, GuQingPei teased and said: "Jieyu, I found that you are very interested in He Gu."

Zhuang Jieyu said without hesitation: "Yeah, don't you think he is very funny?"

GuQingPei smiled inscrutablely: "It's kind of fun."

He Gu couldn't hold back his face, and coughed lightly.

GuQingPei laughed and said: "Okay, I won't tease you."

Zhuang Jieyu poured wine for He Gu, and the three clinked glasses together.

Zhuang Jieyu was very quarrelsome, He Gu became "Uncle He" when he called him around, Gu Qingpei couldn't stop laughing because of him, but He Gu was helpless.

In the end, the two insisted on adding WeChat again. Zhuang Jieyu put his arms around He Gu's neck and forced him to promise not to delete it, otherwise he would not let go, so He Gu finally had to agree.

Although he felt a headache for Zhuang Jieyu, having such a playful person to ease the atmosphere did improve his mood.

When I got home that night, He Gu found an envelope stuffed through the crack of the door. When I opened it, it was an SVIP ticket for Song Juhan's concert, an exclusive parking ticket, and a note from Xiao Song: Brother, I'm waiting for you .

He Gu shook the ticket, and slowly pasted it on his eyes, and could still smell the fragrance of ink.

go?don't you want to go?

In fact, it only took two hours to get back from Tang City by train, and the concert started at [-]:[-] p.m., which was completely in time.

In Song Juhan's concerts over the years, he has no time to go except for a few overseas concerts. As long as he is in China, he has never missed a single concert. This seems to have become a ritual.To break a certain belief, maybe it should start with this symbolic ceremony.

When He Gu passed the trash can, he hesitated and put the ticket in the drawer.

On New Year's Day, the company sent a car to take them to Tang City. They ate and drank a lot at noon and held a ribbon-cutting ceremony in the afternoon.As the chief engineer of the project, he still needs to give a speech, but he is not in a good state. Fortunately, this kind of speech does not require any eloquence.

After the ribbon-cutting ceremony, the government wanted to keep them for dinner, and wanted to go back with the company's car early.

He Gu should have stayed, but he excused himself not feeling well, and followed the car back.He didn't like those social occasions at all, and whenever he encountered someone who wanted to drink, he would hide as much as he could.

When I got home, it was already dark, He Gu looked at his watch, it was past seven in the evening.

He rubbed his belly and felt a little hungry, so he casually reheated some leftovers, and kept looking at his watch while eating.

The concert... is about to begin.

Even if it passes now, it's too late, today is New Year's Day, the road must be very congested, maybe I will arrive, the concert is almost over, why not watch the live broadcast at home.

He Gu turned on the TV, and the entertainment channel was indeed broadcasting Song Juhan's New Year's Eve concert live.Looking at the radiant man on the stage who fascinated all beings, the tens of thousands of fans in the audience were only crazy for him.

The music from the TV has faded too much, but it is still intoxicating.He Gu felt his heart beating thumping, as if it had already surged with the rhythm of the music.He clenched his fists, struggled for a moment, beat the sofa hard, stood up abruptly, grabbed his coat and ticket, and rushed out like flying.

He wants to see, wants to see Song Juhan stand like an emperor on the cloud stage and sing heartily, wants to see Song Juhan's arrogance and devotion, that concentration and love for music can be seen in everything and anyone less than.Maybe the reason why he likes to watch the concert live is to see how Song Juhan is sincerely in love with something.

It was so charming, it was a pity it would never be his.

He Gu jumped into the car and drove to the gymnasium at the fastest speed. The road was very congested, and he couldn't stop looking at the time, burning with anxiety.

Even if you can listen to a complete song.

When he arrived at the gymnasium, it was already past nine o'clock. He Gu showed his ticket. Since the gymnasium was full of people, the staff personally led him in from the backstage, but when he walked to the front row, he found that his seat was already occupied. He Gu said: "Forget it, I'll just stand here and watch, it's almost over." He recognized that it was Xiao Song's girlfriend, who was standing on the main stage now. On the side, it is actually very close to Song Juhan, and he can be seen clearly, but it is covered by equipment, so Song Juhan can't notice him easily, which is even better.

"Sir, this is not good, your ticket is the best position."

"It's okay, go get busy."

He Gu’s position is a bit close to the speaker, the music is deafening, and the fans’ shouts are piercing the sky, but in such a chaotic environment, Song Juhan’s singing is like a river, flowing powerfully into his heart and flowing to his limbs with his blood Baiku made him tremble all over.

The man on the stage seems to be the center of the universe and the freezing point of time. He is in charge of the hearts of everyone present. They follow his emotional climax one after another. He why stares at him intently. His brain was full, and in the end it all turned into a strong desire.How much he wanted to hug Song Juhan, how much he wanted to think that this person only looked at him and sang for him.

I really want to own him, I really want to monopolize him, I really want to think about it, that desire can break through the shackles of the physical body and spread between the heaven and the earth!

There was a sound of heavy drums, and He Gufan woke up suddenly, took a sharp breath, and his eyes widened in shock.

What was he thinking about?He shouldn't have thought so long ago!

After a song was sung, Song Juhan coughed lightly, and said with a smile in that gentle and lazy voice: "Did everyone enjoy listening?"

The fans wished they could turn all their strength into shouts, scrambling to get their voices into the ears of the gods.It's a pity that there are too many people who love Song Juhan, who can he see and hear.

Song Juhan chuckled twice: "As long as you are happy, I sing so that others can listen happily."

He Gu couldn't help covering his heart with his hands, this heart didn't listen to him, it almost popped out of his throat.

After Song Juhan sang the last song, he sang two more songs amidst the sound of "Encore" all over the sky, and the concert ended in the still high-pitched atmosphere.

He Gu wanted to leave with the flow of people at the scene, but he walked back halfway, and he wanted to see Song Juhan, and he wanted to see him strongly.

He squeezed for a long time, and finally returned to the position just now. He wanted to go through the backstage to find Song Juhan, but was stopped by the staff. He was about to call Xiaosong when he ran into the keyboard player of Song Juhan's team.

"Hey, is there no reason for this? When did you come? I didn't even look at you."

"Oh, I'm late." He Gu said, "Ah Sheng, can you let me in?"

"Then what's the problem?" Ah Sheng said a few words to the staff, and then let He Gu in.

"A Sheng, is Ju Han in the lounge?"

"Should be there, no one will be there after stepping off the stage, maybe I'm in a hurry, hahahaha." Ah Sheng pointed out the way for him, "In the lounge, follow this road and turn right at the end, I'll go home first to accompany the children .”

"Okay, thanks, bye." He Gu walked quickly along the corridor, feeling uneasy.

What do you want to say when you see Song Juhan?How about going back and pretending that he has never been here... He thought so in his heart, but he turned the corner disobediently, and a row of lounges appeared in front of him, with the nameplates of the musicians of Song Juhan's team on them. , the last one belongs to Song Juhan.

He Gu took a deep breath, walked over and was about to knock on the door, but just as he raised his hand, he froze.

There were heavy gasps and bumps in the lounge, and an emotional voice kept calling "Brother Han", accompanied by an uncontrollable low cry.

Why is the whole person froze.He looked around at a loss, but fortunately, there was no one there, and no one could see his embarrassment and embarrassment at the moment.

He showed a smile that was uglier than crying, and at that moment, he felt like a knife was piercing his heart.

Why, you are ridiculous.More than six years, more than 2000 days and nights, is not enough for you to understand, why do you still dare to have expectations?

He took a hard step back, then turned around and walked back and forth quickly.

Suddenly a person popped out from the corner, why couldn't dodge in time, the two collided into a ball.

"Oh... Brother He Gu?" Xiao Song was startled when he saw He Gu, "You, why are you here? Didn't you come?"

He Gu's face was pale, and he said lightly, "I'm late."

Xiao Song nervously looked deep into the corridor, swallowed: "Then you...you went to find Brother Han?"

He Gu was noncommittal: "I'll go back first." After speaking, he crossed Xiaosong and was about to leave.

"Hey, brother." Xiaosong remembered scratching his ears and cheeks, "Brother Han didn't know you were here, but he, he was looking forward to your coming."

Why did he just run away as if he didn't hear it.

When he got back in the car, He Gu still felt his cheeks were hot. Apart from the word "stupid", he couldn't find a better adjective to describe himself now.

He leaned on the back of the chair, gasping for breath, to slightly relieve the dense pain coming from his heart.

Isn't he already used to it, who does Song Juhan sleep with, and where is his turn?It's just that Song Juhan's series of actions recently are too confusing, making him confused, so he thinks too much and disturbs himself.

Really deserve it.

He Gu started the car and lowered the windows, letting the howling winter wind cut his skin and freeze his brain.

When the car drove downstairs, Song Juhan also called. He Gu looked at the name on the caller ID, slowly removed the back cover, and unplugged the battery.

After returning home, He Gu sat quietly in the dark living room for a long time.

For the delivery of the project in Tang City, the biggest burden of years ago was put down, and the boss gave him three days off. Faced with this extra vacation, why did he not know what to do.His life is really boring, as if there is nothing worthy of attention and interest except Song Juhan.

This will not work.

After thinking about it for a long time, He Gu decided to go to Shenshi to see his mother.He picked up the landline and called his mother.

His mother was surprised to receive his call: "Why? Are you okay?"

"It's okay, why do you ask that?"

The voice on the other side was a little embarrassed: "Oh, you don't usually call."

"I have nothing to do. I just happen to be on a business trip to Shenshi the day after tomorrow, and I want to see you."

There was a pause on the other end of the phone, and the voice suddenly became agitated: "Really, really? Do you want to see me?"

Listening to his mother's apprehensive voice with obvious joy, He Gu felt a little sour in his heart, "Yeah, we haven't seen each other for a long time."

"Okay, what time is your plane, I'll pick you up."

"No need, the company has arranged for someone to receive it. When we arrive the day after tomorrow, let's find a place to eat."

"Okay, okay, call me when you get here."

After hanging up the phone, He Gu took a shower and fell headlong on the bed.

After running for a day, he was extremely tired, and he regretted going to that concert, he was asking for trouble.

He Gu fell asleep unknowingly, but it seemed that he hadn't slept for long before he heard the door open.He woke up suddenly, is Song Juhan here?

The next second, the light in the bedroom suddenly turned on, He Gu covered his eyes reflexively, and only had time to see a tall figure clearly.

Song Juhan stood at the door, looking at He Gu with a stiff expression.

He Gu's eyes slowly adapted to the light, he lowered his hands, and buried his head in the quilt.

Song Juhan strode up and pulled He Gu up from the quilt: "Why didn't you tell me when you came?"

He Gu rubbed his eyes and whispered, "I'm sleepy."

"When did you come here? Why didn't I see you!" Song Juhan was completely out of breath.

He Gu not only felt a little funny, but what kind of anger was Song Juhan?He squinted his eyes and said, "I'm late, the concert was good."

Song Juhan's face changed slightly, he gritted his teeth and said, "Can't you come earlier? The seat is specially reserved for you..."

"It's nothing, I heard it very clearly." He Gu deliberately emphasized the tone of "listen", and felt naive after speaking.

"...Which idiot let you into the backstage? Non-staff members are not allowed to enter the backstage, who the hell let you in." Song Juhan was so angry that he lost his temper.

"No one is stopping you." He Gu yawned, he really didn't have the strength to face Song Juhan again, or he didn't want to be wrong, "I'm really sleepy, let me sleep." He closed his eyes, as if to isolate Song Juhan Out of sight, can also be isolated from his world.

Song Juhan stared at He Gu's tightly closed brows and eyes, his face turned blue and white, and sat on the bed for a long time, then suddenly lowered his head and kissed He Gu's hair.

Why is there no response.

He stretched his hand into the quilt, his cold hand touched He Gu's skin, and He Gu shivered.He was even more aggressive and caressed wantonly.

He Gu twisted in the quilt and wanted to escape, Song Juhan turned and pressed on him, kissing his cheeks, neck, and chest passionately, pulling the loose nightgown with his hands.

He Gu was fully awake at this time, struggling desperately, pushing and shoving Song Juhan with all his strength.

Song Juhan was annoyed: "What are you doing!"

He Gu's eyes were red, he pushed Song Juhan hard, and his whole body bounced off the bed, shouting louder than Song Juhan: "What are you doing!"

Song Juhan's clothes were thin, his hair was disheveled, and there was still residual makeup on his face. Coupled with that shocked and aggrieved expression, he looked pitiful while being embarrassed.It's just that the pity turned into a high-pitched anger in an instant when he came back to his senses: "Are you enough! What a fart! Have you stopped during this time? I fucking apologized for what happened last time What else do you want?! Do you have early menopause, and you dare to show me face!"

He Gu's clothes were wide open, his chest heaved violently, and the feeling of suffocation when facing Song Juhan forced him to expend several times of effort to catch his breath smoothly, but he was used to it, and staying by Song Juhan's side has never been It's such an easy thing, it's ridiculous how so many people want to get close to this arrogant star.

He Gu lowered his shoulders and said in a deep voice, "I'm very tired today, can you let me rest?"

The expression on Song Juhan's face was a bit distorted, he clenched his fists tightly, looked at the tiredness on He Gu's face, finally held back the attack, he got up and went to the bathroom.

He Gu fell back on the bed, as if he didn't even have the strength to move his fingers for a moment.

He listened to the sound of rushing water coming from the bathroom in a daze.

After a while, the sound of water stopped, and Song Juhan crawled into the bed again covered with steam, and hugged He Gu tightly, put his forehead against his forehead, and said in a low voice, "We haven't done this for a long time."

Why pretend to sleep.

Song Juhan was silent for a while, and suddenly complained in a low voice: "Why are you treating me more and more badly?"