toxic roommate

Asking such a question, she seemed to hesitate for a long time, but after careful calculation, it was only from the day of hospitalization to this moment.

Hesitation is because of fear of losing.

She knew that Zhen Shuang might have sensed what was going on in her heart and didn't point it out. She just chose to pretend to be stupid and escape because of her silence.

Isn't the reason for avoiding it just because you don't want to accept it?

Maybe Zhen Shuang is also scared?

Such fear, coming from Zhen Shuang's heart, made her extremely terrified.

But no matter how scared you are, you can't change the hard fact that someone who has never owned something is not qualified to talk about losing it.

Tao Mengzhu now only wants to tell her what's in his heart, and he will no longer hide that secret alone in the future.

As long as she thought that after she told this secret, the relationship with Zhen Shuang would no longer be as natural as before, she couldn't help but leave a little room for herself.

At least, Zhen Shuang will not be completely lost in her own world because of this. If Zhen Shuang is still there, she will still have a chance to slowly prove that she can do well.

Even though she was ready to be rejected, she still couldn't help feeling anxious, looking at Zhen Shuang seriously, waiting for the answer of yes or no.

However, she waited for a long time, only to wait for a moment of silence.

Such silence made her want to cry without tears.

"Forget it, pretend I didn't ask." Tao Mengzhu said, looking up, he saw Xiao Ritian sleepy, limping, smelling the fragrance, walked to the feet of the two, sat down obediently, raised his head and stuck out his tongue.

Zhen Shuang took a deep breath, took a piece of ham sausage and threw it on the ground, and Xiao Ritian swallowed it in one bite.

Tao Mengzhu subconsciously imitated her appearance, and threw a piece of radish on the ground, Xiao Ritian swallowed it again, and then looked at her with disgust, obviously tasted the difference in taste.

The awkward atmosphere between the two masters didn't affect Xiao Ritian's greedy mouth. It sat on the ground and guarded for a while, and when it found no one was feeding her, it barked in dissatisfaction.

For fear of waking up the neighbors, Zhen Shuang quickly got up and cut a piece of ham sausage for Xiao Ritian, mixed it with some dog food, and put them together in his small rice bowl.

The silence continued, the two finished their bowls of noodles silently, and sat together in a daze.

After a while, Zhen Shuang pursed her lips and said, "You really like me?"

"What do you think?" Tao Mengzhu said, forced a smile, and said, "Or, what do you hope?"

"It should be... no."

"Well, no." Tao Mengzhu nodded.

"I'm scared to death. I'm going to sleep and calm down." Zhen Shuang said, laughing a few times, then got up and picked up Xiao Ritian, and put it back on the small mattress. Rubbing its head, he turned and walked back to his bedroom.

Tao Mengzhu looked at Zhen Shuang's back silently, after the door of the roommate's bedroom was closed behind his back, his eyes sank, he washed the dishes, went back to the room, and went to sleep.

She closed her eyes numbly, but couldn't find a suitable mood to accompany her to sleep.

A heart that was clearly full an hour ago seems to be empty at this moment. It feels like returning to the time when I was alone a few months ago.

Go to sleep alone and wake up alone.

Time is not important, no one will care anyway.

……

After 01:30 noon on the second day, Zhen Shuang mercilessly shook Tao Mengzhu out of his dream.

Tao Mengzhu opened his eyes in a daze, then closed them lazily, and murmured: "It's all over, let me sleep more."

"Didn't you say that you're going to treat me to something today? It's almost two o'clock. If you don't eat lunch, you won't be able to eat dinner."

Inviting roommates to eat?When did she make such a promise?

Tao Mengzhu sat up with half-closed eyes, crossed his legs, and entered a languid meditation state.

After meditating and recalling for a while, she remembered the reason why she tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep last night-a pack of instant noodles, and a bitch.

But it seems as if... the expected earth-shaking did not happen.

Tao Mengzhu rubbed his eyes and nodded, "Do you want to eat something?"

"Think about it, get up quickly, I'll wait for you." Zhen Shuang said, let go of Tao Mengzhu's hand, turned and walked back to her room.

Looking at the back of his roommate, Tao Mengzhu felt a little confused for a while.

She thought that Zhen Shuang might keep a distance from her in a short time, but she didn't expect that it was Zhen Shuang who woke her up today and urged her to get up to eat as usual.

So, did Zhen Shuang forget what happened last night, or did it not happen at all, just a relatively real dream?

Tao Mengzhu patted his temples hard, shook his head, and walked into the bathroom.

When I was brushing my teeth, I was thinking about what my roommate was thinking, and when I was washing my face, I was thinking about what I should do in the future.

Some words, as long as they are not completely exposed, can they be treated as a joke, and you can get away with it by playing haha, as if nothing happened?

However, Zhen Shuang is really so big-hearted that he can turn a blind eye to such obvious hints?

In the future, the way the two get along under this roof may undergo subtle changes again...

Although she doesn't know whether such a change is good or bad, Tao Mengzhu believes that this is a step she must take. Even if she can't keep anything in the end, she must be able to show proof of her hard work.

It doesn't seem that difficult to break someone up, at least she is not a crush now, and many things can be done more confidently.

Thinking about it this way, Tao Mengzhu suddenly didn't want to take back the sentence he asked last night.

……

Zhen Shuang didn't know which fan in the same city had listened to the suggestion, so he sat in the car for more than half an hour excitedly, and ran to a grilled fish restaurant that was "said to be delicious", and the two sat at an empty table hungry and waited for more than half an hour After hours, I finally got my share of grilled fish, and it was past three o'clock in the afternoon when I took my first bite.

Tao Mengzhu joked: "This meal can be used as dinner directly, let's eat more, and when the three are hungry in the middle of the night, we will cook instant noodles again."

Regarding this, Zhen Shuang nodded seriously, and replied, "We can cook two flavors tonight, and we should go to the supermarket to buy other things, such as mushrooms, fish balls, crab sticks, etc. Cook it in one pot, and the sense of happiness will explode!"

"Are you so particular about eating instant noodles?"

"Hey, I saw on Weibo some time ago, there are many ways to eat, and there are several ways to eat in a frying pan or even an oven. I was dumbfounded when I saw it. I have always wanted to try it, but I have no motivation. I am too lazy to save it. !” Zhen Shuang said, smiling foolishly.

"Will I be more motivated if I accompany you?" Tao Mengzhu frowned, but Zhen Shuang's expression suddenly became unnatural.

She wanted to apologize, but before she could open her mouth, Zhen Shuang nodded and said, "Let's try it together. Anyway, the two of us made Dark Cuisine together, so we have to eat together."

Tao Mengzhu smiled and said nothing more.

The two finished their meal in silence, then went to the nearby supermarket together in silence, bought the ingredients they wanted to buy, and walked aimlessly on the hot street, very hot and irritable, but both maintained an absolute Quiet.

For more than 20 minutes, Zhen Shuang would buy some snacks whenever she saw them, as if stopping her mouth would cause great embarrassment.

Tao Mengzhu thought, her feelings have brought her a lot of pressure, right?

Both of them have a sensitive string in their hearts. Once touched, no matter how real the disguise is, it can be easily torn apart.

No matter how realistic it is to pretend to be stupid, you are not really stupid after all. How can you pretend that nothing happened?

Tao Mengzhu didn't know how long he had to think about it before mustering up the courage to whisper beside Zhen Shuang, "I'm sorry."

"Ah?" Zhen Shuang was stunned, and looked up at Tao Mengzhu. Before Tao Mengzhu could say a word, he walked quickly towards a small bookstore on his left as if he had discovered a new continent.

Tao Mengzhu chased after Zhen Shuang in a daze, and saw her strolling around the bookstore about [-] square meters, silently took down three books with familiar covers, and grabbed them happily. Tao Mengzhu, who lives in Tao Mengzhu, said with realistic acting skills: "This author's novel is super beautiful! I am her fan! You will fall in love with her after reading it!"

Tao Mengzhu was stunned for a moment, looking at Zhen Shuang like a movie queen.

After hearing this, the two girls in school uniforms came over and took a book from the bookshelf to quickly flip through it.

Zhen Shuang's cunning plan succeeded, and ran to the door to pay the bill with the book in his arms, and asked for two plastic bags with a satisfied face, wrapped the book in two layers, turned around and carried it out of the store.

"You are..."

"If you like the article, save the physical book." Zhen Shuang said, glanced at Tao Mengzhu, and said, "You want me to sign it."

Tao Mengzhu looked at the three books in the plastic bag in a daze for a few seconds, then nodded, and said, "If you like it, I'll give it to you. There are many books at home that you haven't bought yet."

"You authors are all so stupid, do you buy a few sets of your own books for private collection?" Zhen Shuang asked.

"It's not bad fart, it's unpopular." Tao Mengzhu said, spreading his hands in a self-deprecating manner, making a look of helplessness, and said: "Every time the publishing house will send me ten sample books, seven or eight copies will be sent out. Keep one for yourself, and there will always be one or two left.”

"You are stupid, you signed it yourself, and then weibo will give you a lottery, and you can even run an advertisement!"

"Yeah, I'm stupid." Tao Mengzhu said, took a deep breath, and said: "If you're not stupid, you can only buy second-hand ones on Taobao now, and you won't be able to get brand new ones."

"I don't care!" Zhen Shuang rolled her eyes.

"Oh." Tao Mengzhu responded.

Zhen Shuang stretched out her finger and poked the back of Tao Mengzhu's hand, and couldn't help asking, "Which two books are they?"

"The first and second volumes of confidant wine." Tao Mengzhu said.

"Damn it, I want it!"

"Aren't you rare? Don't give it away."

"Hey! I promised to give it away! Talking is nothing!"

"You are not rare."

"I don't care for it, but it doesn't mean I don't want it! Who wants it for free!" Zhen Shuang looked serious and serious.

"I won't give away anything that isn't rare." Tao Mengzhu smiled triumphantly.

Zhen Shuang stomped and jumped twice on the spot in an instant, and shouted: "I'm rare!"

For a moment, the passers-by all subconsciously looked at the idiot, she was so scared that she immediately closed her mouth and rolled her eyes towards the sun.

After pondering for a few seconds, Tao Mengzhu carefully stretched out his hand to hold one of Zhen Shuang's fingers. Under her somewhat surprised gaze, he said seriously: "If you want my things rare, they are all yours."