The Post-Photographer's Guide to Keeping Pets

Rong Jinnian wept bitterly, "But, Yiyi, before I die, I really want to hear your voice and see your appearance. Come and see me, just one, okay? Come and see me, I promise I won't will haunt you..."

When Yang Xuanni came over, she almost died of fright, and Rong Jinnian muttered something tearfully.Yang Xuanni snatched it over, there was only Didi's voice on the phone, who was this girl talking to?

Yang Xuanni almost carried Rong Jinnian back. Rong Jinnian had already lost consciousness, his eyes were empty, his body movements were slow, like a lifeless robot.

The doctor checked that Rong Jinnian was fine except for catching a cold.Rong Jinnian's old illness was not healed, and he was heartbroken.

Rong Jinnian fell into a coma for 2 days and 2 nights, dreaming of Xia Qingyi, Xia Qingyi really just took one look at her and was about to leave.

Rong Jinnian cried and woke up, only to find that the sun was dazzling, the surrounding was a snow-white world, and there was a faint smell of medicine.

Rong Jinnian sat up, staring blankly at the needle on the back of his hand, replaying the memory bit by bit, Rong Jinnian covered his mouth, tears slipped through his fingers.

Xia Qingyi, I really lost you. In fact, I never had you at all, so let's talk about losing you.

Although it was in a dream, she was already satisfied to see Xia Qingyi, wasn't she?At least Xia Qingyi was willing to enter her dream.

There was no regret, so she could leave quietly, while Xia Qingyi was still in her mind.

Rong Jinnian numbly pulled off the needle, rolled up his sleeves, picked up the fruit knife at the side, and slashed at his wrist without hesitation.

Xia Qingyi, in the next life, if there is a next life, I really don't want to see you again. If you must appear in my world, I hope I will be blind in my next life.

Rong Jinnian is such a person who is afraid of pain, but the moment he rowed down, Rong Jinnian only felt that his heart was happy, very painful, and very cold, but the pain of longing really decreased, and his whole body began to feel light.

Her eyes began to blur, she seemed to see Xia Qingyi, Yiyi, have you come to see me?Yiyi, look, the fireworks are so beautiful, you will think of me when you see them in the future; Yiyi, the moon is so round, I miss you, maybe I miss you too much, that's why I feel the pain.

What does missing feel like?Rong Jinnian's answer: Missing hurts.So, Yiyi, you are right not to think about me, and don't think about it in the future. I don't want you to hurt for me, because that will make me feel twice as painful.

Yang Xuanni just went out to answer the phone, and when she came back, she saw that the white quilt was stained red with blood, and there was still a puddle of blood on the ground.

Fortunately, the knife was not sharp, and fortunately Yang Xuanni made a short call, and Rong Jinnian was rescued.

Yang Xuanni never left her every step this time, and she didn't know why she couldn't let go of a strange girl.

Those black and white eyes seemed to be able to see into her heart. When Yang Xuanni first saw her, she felt that this girl looks good only when she smiles. Anyone who makes her cry is a sin.

After waking up, Rong Jinnian was very quiet all the time, not saying a single word, nor messing around anymore.

The bottom of my heart seems to have calmed down suddenly, and I still miss Xia Qingyi, but I just think that I no longer have fantasies, she and Xia Qingyi have completely separated, and it was her choice, so she doesn't blame anyone .

Not seeing each other again in our lifetime is the greatest salvation for each other.

The student loan was arranged by Yang Xuan, Ni Ti, and Rong Jinnian. Rong Jinnian has been working part-time to earn money since her freshman year. The family wanted to give her money, but Rong Jinnian didn't even apply for a bank card.

Yang Xuanni bought Rong Jinnian a mobile phone, Rong Jinnian wanted to pay back the money, but Yang Xuanni didn't want it.Rong Jinnian handed over all the money he earned to Yang Xuanni. Yang Xuanni naturally disagreed. Rong Jinnian said, "I don't have a bank card, and I don't want to do it. You keep it for me." Yang Xuanni agreed.

Rong Jinnian once asked the doctor about the money spent in the hospital. Although she wanted to pay Yang Xuanni back at once, she still had to eat. Even though she could only eat the cheapest, it still cost more than ten yuan a day.

Maybe it was because of poor nutrition at that time, Rong Jinnian never grew in size.At the freshman party, Rong Jinnian saw the person who robbed her of 1000 yuan. She went crazy and wanted to take revenge. Except for Xia Qingyi, no one could bully her.

Rong Jinnian can't beat Ou Ruolan, but she has Yang Xuanni. Yang Xuanni doesn't know the grievances between them, but she trusts Rong Jinnian unconditionally, so Yang Xuanni warned Ou Ruolan, "If you want to impress Rong Jinnian, you should ask me first." Yang Xuan and Ni Tong disagree, if you dare to touch her, I will beat you until you don't even know your own mother."

Ou Ruolan didn't admit that she liked Rong Jinnian at first, she just liked to bully Rong Jinnian, bullying others is meaningless.

The more Rong Jinnian ignored her, the more Ou Ruolan liked to provoke her, but later, someone said to Ou Ruolan: "Actually, you just fell in love with her at first sight, but they didn't like you, so you It was only in a clumsy way to get her attention."

Ou Ruolan beat up the person who said this, but she couldn't deny it in her heart, she just liked to see Rong Jinnian about to cry, seeing her black and white eyes wet with tears, her heart would be uncontrollably excited, She likes that Rong Jinnian has mood swings because of her.

Rong Jinnian had been autistic for a long time, she was afraid of everything unfamiliar, she didn't want to deal with anyone, but Rong Jinnian also knew that in the dormitory, she couldn't do that.

Therefore, Rong Jinnian lived a very tiring life, and she always wanted to do everything well in exchange for everyone's approval.

Because of Yang Xuanni's company, Rong Jinnian gradually came out of the slump. The people in the dormitory supported her unconditionally, and let Rong Jinnian know what friendship is like. They won't hate themselves, they won't take everything from her, they won't Denying herself... The wound in Rong Jinnian's heart began to heal, but she knew that she would never return to her original self.

Everything about Xia Qingyi, including the scar on his wrist, was kept in the deepest part of Rong Jinnian's heart, and he never touched it again.

Yang Xuanni did a good job, she has been leading Rong Jinnian to look forward, and occasionally Rong Jinnian would lose his mind, Yang Xuanni would immediately ask her to do something together, so that Rong Jinnian would not have time to think wildly.

At first, Yang Xuanni thought that Rong Jinnian's autism might be innate, and it's impossible for such a beautiful girl to be acquired.

But after a long time, the relationship with the people in the dormitory is getting better and better, and there will be a smile on Rong Jinnian's face. Although it is very faint, it is already very precious.

Yang Xuanni realized at that time that Rong Jinnian's autism and low self-esteem might have been acquired, that is, someone had hurt Rong Jinnian, and someone who was very important to Rong Jinnian.

Rong Jinnian's clingy temperament, even if she restrained, Yang Xuanni could still feel it.In the beginning, when Rong Jinnian was only close to her, when he couldn't see her for a while, Rong Jinnian would be distracted and restless. Of course, other people in the dormitory told Yang Xuanni.

Yang Xuan Ni was very touched, being relied on and trusted by Rong Jinnian, she died of happiness.

Rong Jinnian's occasional childish side was only shown to Yang Xuanni, which made Yang Xuanni feel that she was special in front of Rong Jinnian.

Yang Xuanni hoped that Rong Jinnian could be presumptuous in front of her, and said directly, "Jinnian, you can do whatever you want to be happy in front of me, you know?" Rong Jinnian smiled sweetly, saying that he knew, But never really presumptuous, or even cautious.

Yang Xuan felt distressed, but she didn't know what to do. Rong Jinnian had a big knot in her heart, and she probably couldn't untie it.

Yang Xuan and Ni asked sideways, Rong Jinnian smiled and shook his head, lowered his head and rubbed his wrist, the scar was obvious.

Yang Xuanni caught a glimpse. Later, on Rong Jinnian's birthday, Yang Xuanni gave Rong Jinnian a watch. In order to cover the scar, Yang Xuanni had no choice but to choose a watch with a strange shape.

Rong Jinnian wanted to open the gift in front of Yang Xuanni, but Yang Xuanni held her hand, half-jokingly, "Jinnian, open it when you go back, it's a very strange gift."

After Rong Jinnian went back, he opened the gift box, and it was worn directly on his left hand. The strap was very wide, and so was the dial.

Rong Jinnian shook his wrist, and suddenly understood something. He put the watch on the other wrist, completely covering the scar.

Rong Jinnian blinked, his eyes were sour, Yang Xuanni had good intentions.

Later, Yang Xuanni asked again: "In our little Jinnian's heart, besides me, is there someone else living? I'm jealous, hehe."

Rong Jinnian didn't avoid it like before, staring at his wrist in a daze, when Yang Xuanni had given up on asking, Rong Jinnian said in a low voice: "Yes, there is a person who will never see you again, but will never forget him forever .”

"Why don't we see you again?" Yang Xuanni thought that the person in Rong Jinnian's heart was his first love, maybe a handsome boy, "I don't want to see you? Or can't I see you?"

"Isn't life like this? There is no way to be perfect." Rong Jinnian said sadly.

"Perfect? ​​How can it be so exaggerated?" Yang Xuanni patted Rong Jinnian's head, "It seems that we like each other very much when we are young, and when we see each other, we feel perfect."

That's right, the first time I saw Xia Qingyi, I thought the world was the most beautiful, but now, no matter how hard I tried, there was a flaw that couldn't be made up for. There was a fatal gap in her life, and that was Xia Qingyi, "No I like it, but I hate it." Rong Jinnian said with all his strength, gnashing his teeth, as if he could remind himself in this way.

Later, Rong Jinnian also thought about it. At that time, she committed suicide because of a person who hated her. This idea was stupid.

However, at that moment, she seemed to have walked into a dead end, and she could not see any other way out except death.How many tears and distress did she use to get her back on track. It was impossible to forget Xia Qingyi, but at least she could live on.Even sometimes, she would subconsciously look back and look for the person who was ten steps away from her. She knew it couldn't exist, but she had formed a habit.

Xia Qingyi, Yang Xuanni, Mi Lan...they all used to be very close to him, but they would all leave in the end.Rong Jinnian knew that he would have to be alone sooner or later, so don't invest in such deep feelings.In this life, one Xia Qingyi almost killed her.