The Post-Photographer's Guide to Keeping Pets

Now Rong Jinnian always wears a strange watch on his wrist, which can just cover his scars.

Scars can be covered, but he dare not entrust his wounded heart easily. Therefore, for Xia Qingyi, Rong Jinnian was so cautious and walked on thin ice.

I thought that today would be the happiest day in her life, because when Xia Qingyi said that she loved her, she really felt that she would die without regrets, but after only a second of joy, the plot took a turn for the worse.

Rong Jinnian's tears seemed to flow endlessly. Thinking of the past, Rong Jinnian cried bitterly, and thinking of them now made her cry even more.Rong Jinnian couldn't type anymore, he didn't know what to write, he just felt tired and out of breath.

Withdrawing the latest message, turning off the phone, Rong Jinnian hugged his head, leaned against the wall of the door, and burst into tears, as if he wanted to turn all his emotions into tears.

Recalling the scene of them spending Christmas together in the castle yesterday, it reminded Rong Jinnian that things are different now.Rong Jinnian suddenly remembered something, she bit the back of her hand hard to stop the trembling of her body.

How could she have forgotten, Xia Qingyi's parents died in a car accident, and Xia Qingyi herself had been in a car accident, it was really cruel for her to do this.It's not just tearing open the scars and adding salt, it's making things worse.

Maybe, Rong Jinnian felt wronged a second ago, but now it has turned into self-blame.Xia Qingyi couldn't be blamed for being angry, she deserved it for Xia Qingyi abandoning her.

Rong Jinnian didn't know how long he had been crying, but he felt that his eyes were too painful to open, and his heart seemed to be numb from the pain.

Rong Jinnian smiled wryly, laughing at himself for being too stupid.Rong Jinnian typed the last line: Xia Qingyi, as you said, everyone goes their own way, you can hate me, but don't be angry, take good care of yourself.

From now on, I will never see you again, maybe it is good for everyone.After Rong Jinnian finished posting this, she threw the phone on the ground, she groped into the bathroom, turned on the water, and threw herself in.

Tears and warm water mixed together, Rong Jinnian shrank into the water, at the bottom of the water, she opened her eyes, the tears and the water in the bathtub merged into one.

Before the reunion, Rong Jinnian was still able to entertain people, with the goal of dominating the entertainment circle, but after the reunion, now, only Xia Qingyi is left in her world.

Living is really tiring, life has no purpose at all, Rong Jinnian can't arouse any interest.

Rong Jinnian crawled out of the bathtub until he was so weak from the soak, he couldn't stand firmly, and fell directly to the ground.

Rong Jinnian didn't even say a word, got up, didn't wipe himself, and went out wet.

Naked, Rong Jinnian rummaged through boxes and cabinets in the bedroom. At the bottom of the closet, she found her most beloved small iron box, which contained all the memories of her and Xia Qingyi.

Rong Jinnian put the small tin box into his backpack, brushed his hair roughly, and changed into a white shirt.Fasten the buttons to the top, wear thermal pants underneath, and put on a pair of jeans that look brand new but are too old. Xia Qingyi bought them for her when she was in high school, but she never accepted them. wear.

Now that she is wearing it, it is just right. Luckily, she has had her style since high school. When Rong Jinnian looks in the mirror, the style is old but has a special charm. Yiyi is such a discerning person.

Putting on the down jacket, Rong Jinnian remembered, oh, this down jacket belongs to Xia Qingyi. I wanted to take it off, but then thought, she doesn't have any of Xia Qingyi's things now, so let's take this down jacket as a souvenir up.

Not knowing how much the down jacket cost, Rong Jinnian wrote a check and only signed his name, leaving the amount blank.

Rong Jinnian left a note: I don't know how long it will be since you saw this note.It doesn't matter how long, I wore your black down jacket, you can buy it yourself later.You can write the amount of the check as you like. If it is not an astronomical figure, you should not be overdrawn.

After I finished writing, I felt that this was inappropriate, so I crumpled the finished paper and wrote it again: I felt that there was a lot to say, but I really had to write, but I couldn’t start writing.You said that you want to go your own way with me, but I know my temperament, I like to cling to people, and I like to rely on people, especially if that person is you.So, if we were still in the same media company, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to turn a blind eye to you.I thought about it, in the past few years, I have earned enough money, and I am tired, so you can stay in Jinxiu Nianhua Media and develop well.I wore your down jacket away. I don’t know how much it cost. Please read and write it, cherish it.

Still feeling that the writing was not good, Rong Jinnian rolled up the paper again, and wrote again: I'm leaving, Xia Qingyi, leave this here for you, I don't want any of my things, you can do whatever you want.Take care.

Rong Jinnian didn't want to write anymore, the more she wrote, the more annoying she was, she was already leaving, so why bother?It seemed that she was reluctant to part with Xia Qingyi.Although she was indeed reluctant to part with Xia Qingyi, she didn't want to stalk him.Rong Jinnian got dressed, put on his backpack, stood in the room and looked around, his dry eye sockets became moist again.

She and Xia Qingyi were destined to have no fate. After going through untold hardships, she thought that the flowers were bright, but it turned out that they were just looking at the flowers in the fog.

Rong Jinnian raised his hand to wipe away his tears, left the bedroom, stared at Xia Qingyi's door in a daze, she walked over, wanting to take one last look.

But I really went to twist the door and found that the door was locked.

In fact, Xia Qingyi has always been wary of her, right?Her door, like her heart, is always locked.

Rong Jinnian gave up all hope, walked to the door, and put on his shoes.Standing at the door, Rong Jinnian took a last look at the place where she used to live. After all, this is not her home.

After quitting the entertainment industry, what will she do?Rong Jinnian hasn't made up her mind yet, but she already has a general idea. She has loved drawing since she was a child, but her family is too poor and has never had the opportunity to study.

Rong Jinnian thought, maybe, she can learn to paint, since she can't be with the person she likes in this life, then at least keep one thing and do what she likes to do.

Rong Jinnian took a deep breath, more like a sigh, turned around, unscrewed the door without any attachment, and was stunned.Xia Qingyi was standing at the door with her head down, holding the key in her left hand, but no one opened the door, her trembling right hand was dripping with blood.

"What's wrong with your hand?" Rong Jinnian really couldn't remain indifferent, Xia Qingyi didn't speak, just took a look at Rong Jinnian's attire, walked around Rong Jinnian, and went into the room.

Xia Qingyi knows that she is back, does it mean that she is not angry anymore?Rong Jinnian gave birth to a glimmer of hope, and besides, the hand injury was like that, and she didn't see a doctor anyway, Rong Jinnian was so distressed that tears were about to fall again, wishing that she was the one who hurt herself.

Rong Jinnian originally wanted to leave, but by accident, he followed Xia Qingyi into the room, called the doctor, and told her to come over and bandage Xia Qingyi's wound.

The doctor came over quickly, Rong Jinnian knocked on the door, but there was no movement, she turned it tentatively, and it turned out to be open.

Xia Qingyi didn't lock the door, which surprised Rong Jinnian. The doctor went in with the medicine box on his back. Xia Qingyi just sat on the bedside with her head down, without any reaction.

The doctor came up to him and held Xia Qingyi's hand, "I have to take out the glass shards in your flesh first, it might hurt, if I had known, I would have brought anesthesia here. Fortunately, the piercing wasn't deep, so you can bear it." Hold on."

Xia Qingyi still didn't move, the doctor began to treat the wound, Rong Jinnian carefully accompanied him.From the beginning to the end, Xia Qingyi didn't make any sound, and the doctor seemed to have noticed it, and said softly, "If it hurts, just call it out."

Xia Qingyi remained silent.After the doctor finished the treatment, he explained the precautions and left. Rong Jinnian puffed himself up at the door for a long time before he opened the door and came in.

Xia Qingyi still maintained the previous posture, Rong Jinnian decided that she should speak with the lowest posture.

In front of Xia Qingyi, Rong Jinnian half squatted down, raised his head and before he could speak, tears fell on her face, Rong Jinnian blinked, his eyes were red, Xia Qingyi had already cried into tears.

In this life, the last thing she wanted to see were Xia Qingyi's tears.

Rong Jinnian forgot all the lines she had thought up in advance, she stood up, hugged Xia Qingyi in her arms, and kept saying sorry.Xia Qingyi's cries were restrained in front of Rong Jinnian's lower abdomen, and Rong Jinnian cried along with her.

Obviously, the pain in the eyes was excruciating, but the tears couldn't be stopped. The two of them cried for a long, long time until they lost all strength.

Xia Qingyi pushed Rong Jinnian away, fell down like a stake, and lay on the bed.Rong Jinnian wanted to follow, Xia Qing Yisha waved his hand to signal Rong Jinnian to go out, turned around, and turned his back to Rong Jinnian.Rong Jinnian was stunned for a moment, and finally turned around and went out.

Rong Jinnian stood outside the door, hesitating, should she leave?Even if she leaves, she will always find someone to take care of Xia Qingyi.Just now, Xia Qingyi, who was not struggling, made her think that she was forgiven. It seemed that she was overthinking, and Xia Qingyi refused to say a word.

Rong Jinnian called Zhong Qingyu and asked her to come and take care of Xia Qingyi, Zhong Qingyu made various excuses that he couldn't come, Rong Jinnian hung up the phone in disappointment and called Mi Lan.

Mi Lan agreed without hesitation, and Rong Jinnian was about to leave again, but received a call from Mi Lan, saying that she suddenly had something to do and couldn't come back temporarily.Rong Jinnian let out a breath, that's all, God is giving her the last chance to get along with Xia Qingyi for a few more days.

When Xia Qingyi recovered, she would just leave.Rong Jinnian put away his backpack and went to the kitchen to cook. They had been hungry all day.

There was not much left in the refrigerator, Rong Jinnian went out to buy groceries, then came back and started cooking in the kitchen, by the time the busy work was over, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.

Rong Jinnian went to Xia Qingyi's room to look for her, but there was no one, did she leave while he was cooking?Rong Jinnian felt sad, heh, even if she wanted to take care of her, Xia Qingyi would not.

The table was full of dishes, like a big joke. Just as she was thinking this way, Rong Jinnian inadvertently found that the door of her bedroom was ajar. She pushed it open gently, and found a small raised bag on the bed.

Rong Jinnian remembered that his quilt was folded, could it be... Rong Jinnian walked over and carefully lifted a corner of the quilt, Xia Qingyi was curled up inside, sleeping.

Rong Jinnian's eyes suddenly turned sour. Seeing Xia Qingyi before made her blush and her heart beat, but now she felt so distressed that she wanted to cry.

Rong Jinnian gently put down a corner of the quilt, afraid that sitting on the head of the bed would wake Xia Qingyi, so she sat on the carpet, leaning against the bed, and waited for Xia Qingyi to wake up.