Ten years in love with GL

Instead of grabbing food with the children, he enjoyed Jiang Yanling's nervous cross-eyed fun.The distance between the two was getting closer, and she watched the child's face getting closer and closer to her. In an instant, the rosy cheeks and small nose gave her an impulse, a bad impulse.

This is wrong, she thought anxiously, her heart beating faster and faster as Jiang Yanling progressed.She clenched her trouser legs tightly, and the only thing in her head was the beating of her own heartbeat, as if someone had shot her in the head.

Just a little bit, their lips were about to touch.Jiang Yanling gave her a clever smile, that smile sentenced Dong Qing to death.

She quickly pressed the back of her head, their noses were pressed against each other, and most importantly, their lips were also pressed together.

In the room, apart from the sound of the cassette being turned, Dong Qing heard only the rapid breathing of the two of them.

Jiang Yanling stared at her with wide eyes, as if he was watching the ninth wonder of the world.

The girl's fragrance surrounded her, but fortunately, there was still a trace of reason that made her bite off the noodles, and took a step back in fear.

"You, you won...that's awesome." She said at a loss.

The most embarrassing moment in the past 24 years was stealing a girl's kiss at this time, still using cowardly and despicable means.She was timidly unable to face her heart, and lost a beautiful battle.

Jiang Yanling was also at a loss as she sat there blankly, looking at the person in front of her who was even more at a loss than her, completely made her forget that she had won this little game but lost her heart.

Jiang Yanling swallowed all the noodles in his mouth abruptly, and looked at Dong Qing who fled a step away towards her.

She said, "Dongqing, I'm waiting for you too."

Dong Qing's eyes widened, and she stopped walking backwards.

At this time, the indoor temperature is 27 degrees, and it is December on Hong Kong Island.

"The air humidity is 70%. The weather is bright and dry. It is suitable for citizens to go hiking and hiking. It is recommended to wear light shirts and bring a replacement T-shirt in case the weather changes."

This is today's weather forecast.

And what is shown in the movie right now is the conversation between Matilda and Leon before going to bed.

"You're so kind to me, Leon, and few people are kind to me, you know?"

She took Leon's hand and said, "Good night."

Chapter 21

The sudden ringing of the phone saved the deadlock, Dong Qing rushed to answer the phone, and it was Jiayi who called.

Her voice was a little anxious, "Sister, is Lingling with you?"

Dong Qing: "Yes, what's the matter?"

Jiayi: "Her grandma asked her to go home, and I told her that I asked Uncle Geng to take her back. You tell her to go home now."

Dong Qing: "Okay, is there something urgent?"

Jiayi: "I don't know...but Lingling has been in a mess these past few days. If she is in a bad mood, you have to forgive her."

No wonder she broke down emotionally when she first arrived. Dong Qing fell into self-blame and hung up the phone. She said to Jiang Yanling: "Grandma asked you to go home. It may be your parents' business... There is a solution."

Jiang Yanling was stunned and said, "I...I won't go back."

Dong Qing put on his coat and said, "I'll go back with you."

She hugged her knees and said, "I won't go."

Dong Qing said, "Are you sure?"

She didn't even give Jiang Yanling time to choose, she carried her on her shoulders, kicked away the cassette that was blocking the way, and took the bag Jiang Yanling took out with her left hand.

Walking out of the door, Jiang Yanling suddenly shouted: "Shoes! My shoes!" Dong Qing took her patent leather shoes and carried her all the way downstairs.The evening wind blew the two of them cool, Jiang Yanling kicked his feet and said, "Put me down."

"Are you going to run? What if I let you down and run back to my house?"

Jiang Yanling was dying of anxiety, and said, "I won't run! Absolutely not."

Dong Qing put her on the ground firmly, and after a lot of tossing, the matter of the kiss just now was out of the blue.Now she is preoccupied with strategies to deal with her parents, why did she suddenly tell her grandma again?

The mind wandered away, and she walked onto the road before she knew it.There were a lot of motorcycles and cars passing by, Dong Qing hurriedly pulled her back and said, "You are so stubborn, you still want to die?"

Jiang Yanling couldn't defend himself: "No... I don't want to die."

Her wrist was tightly held by Dong Qing, which gave her the illusion that her soul would fly out if she didn't grasp it firmly.Jiang Yanling was already dizzy when he walked downstairs to the apartment, it was all his own unrealistic fantasy.

She was still in a daze, Dong Qing said, "Do you want me to take you upstairs?"

She regained her composure and shook her head.The whole person is still numb. At that time, Jiang Yanling's body was basically unable to respond when encountering major events, and the stimulation of Dong Qing's kiss was no different from that of a wooden fish.

The moment Dong Qing sent her in, he held her in his arms, gently kissed the top of her head, and said, "Don't be nervous."

Before Jiang Yanling could react, the voice-activated light in the corridor was turned on, and she immediately pushed Jiang Yanling away and said, "Goodbye...goodbye."

Looking at her back, Jiang Yanling said quietly, don't go, only you can hear the volume.

Dong Qing left anyway, completely.

When Jiang Yanling came home, grandma was sitting on the sofa reading a book.Seeing her come back and take off her reading glasses, she asked her if she had eaten.

At first, she was worried that her parents were staying at home to guard her, and the situation was better than expected. Grandma just asked her about her recent situation, and said that she should not always run to other people's houses, and keep a moderate distance when interacting with people.

"Grandma, why did you call me back all of a sudden?"

Grandma took off her glasses and said, "Did you see Shujun today?"

Jiang Yanling stood there at a loss for what to do. After ten years, when he heard this name again, his body still had a reaction.She still remembered that her mother was called Shujun, and for a moment she seemed to see herself as a baby, drowsy in the arms of her weak mother.

She replied: "I have seen it, and it has not changed from before."

Grandma was a little surprised: "You came to Hong Kong when you were four years old, do you still remember Shujun's appearance?"

Jiang Yanling: "I will never forget it in this life."

Grandma sighed a little, and said: "I did something bad, Lingling, Shujun has been in Hong Kong all these years, and I didn't tell you."

Jiang Yanling bit her lower lip and said, "I don't care."

Grandma blew out the incense on the candlestick, gathered herself together, looked at her and said: "You care, you are just like Shujun, you have plans in your heart but don't say it, Shujun is the same as me."

She cried with tears, "then why did you lie to me?"

Grandma said calmly: "Shujun started her own life, as a mother, after all, she loves her daughter more."

"But I'm her daughter too! I need love too!" She roared out and locked herself in the room.

It's unbelievable that grandma has kept the truth from herself for more than ten years because of her mother!So she was there all along!Always by my side!But why is she so cruel, she never came to see her once, and still tried to make herself forgive her!

Grandma is knocking on the door, but there is no answer inside. How can the vacancy of more than ten years be filled overnight?What she missed was not only this time, but also the most important ten years for a girl to grow up.In order to escape, she chose to cheat.

Jiang Yanling was on this side of the door, and grandma stood outside the door.When she heard the ups and downs of crying inside the door, she couldn't bear it and was full of guilt.

"Xian Haiying...is he my father?"

"He is not, Lingling, your father died a few years ago."

"Then who is he? Why is he called Chenghai... called his father."

Grandma said: "He is your elder brother and also Haiying's son. Long before you gave birth to you, Shujun had already had a child with Haiying."

"You lied! How could my mother have children with another man! Don't lie to me again..."

"This is real."

"Why...why didn't you tell me? Is it because my mother doesn't want me anymore?! Or...or dad..."

"Lingling, it is precisely because Shujun wanted you that I brought you to Hong Kong." Grandma paused, "Haiying has a complicated relationship with your father, so Shujun never let you meet."

"Does he know...my existence?" Jiang Yanling said tremblingly, "Do you know what kind of person he is?"

Grandma was silent.

"Grandma...Grandma, do you know?"

"He'll treat you like a father."

Jiang Yanling smiled and said, "Him? Of course he won't. He doesn't even know my last name. Would he care about my life?"

"For Shujun's sake..."

"For Shujun's sake! He wants me to die!"

"Jiang Yanling! She is at least your mother!"

"She is your daughter! I am her daughter! You love her like your life, but what about me?" Jiang Yanling said feebly, "Did she ever love me after all these years?! Or is it because I am my father's daughter? She never cared about me?"

"Lingling! You don't know how much Dad loves you, how can you say that!"

"He loves me? He loves me. Where has he gone now! Why has it never appeared? He and Shujun have left me behind! That's the truth!"

"That's because he died! Jiang Yanling, if Shujun hadn't taken good care of you all these years, would you still be able to live without worry until now!"

This sentence was a severe blow to her heart. Grandma immediately covered her mouth after she finished speaking. She has always been an old man who is calm in times of danger, has integrity and strength of character... Has this always been what she has in mind?

Jiang Yanling said in a daze, "So all of this is my fault, isn't it?"

"My father's death... Shujun's child...I have caused you to be unable to enjoy the family happiness alone...It's all my fault, isn't it?" She moved her mouth mechanically, "Then why didn't I die, grandma? I Died together with Dad... won't you be able to have fun with Shujun's family?"

The old man outside the door seemed to be soaked in ice water.

"Grandma, when I was sleeping, did you ever... want to throw me from upstairs for a moment, or strangle me?"