Ten years in love with GL

die? "

Grandma was heartbroken, and said, "Lingling... what stupid things are you talking about! How could I think so!"

"If you don't think so, there will be people who think so." She sighed, and said, "Xian Haiying, he wishes for me to die."

She is a cancer, a remnant, a stone standing in the way of other people's happiness.

She was born wrong.

Now she understands the doubts she had when she was a child, why everyone takes her father's surname, but her surname is Jiang, a name that has no reason since the day she was born. .

Even if he was lucky enough to lose it, it would definitely have nothing to do with the Xian family.

That night was extremely long, and suddenly she understood why Jiayi felt that the years were so long. She was carrying a heavy family on her shoulders, and she was carrying a heavy past.She didn't understand the entanglement between Xian Haiying and her father, and somehow became the product of the struggle of the previous generation.Her time is also long, and her pain cannot be mentioned.

Sitting by the window watching the night scene all night, and going out of the room to go to school, she noticed the paper on the coffee table.

On it is grandma's delicate handwriting, which says: Shujun loves you.

She crumpled up the note and threw it in the trash.

As the holiday approached, everyone was not in a high mood for class.She was called up to answer questions, her mind empty.Being in a daze has become the norm, even in exercise class, her pace is like a walking dead.

Cheng Shi saw that his two partners were out of their minds.

At this time, Jiayi was also very depressed. Recently, she was forced to face three aunts and six wives in the house every day, so she ran out whenever she had time, and didn't go home until midnight.

No one cares about her, and no one cares about her.

Cheng Shi naturally didn't understand that they were both degenerates in the world, Jiayi and Jiang Yanling looked at each other, and then smiled wryly together.

Jiayi said, "Have you settled the matter with your parents?"

Jiang Yanling: "...I don't want to talk about them now."

Jiayi: "Sometimes I really wish my dad's business would go bankrupt, so his wife would leave him, but if he is poor, I won't have a house."

Jiang Yanling: "What you are talking about is a paradox."

Jiayi asked her: "Do you want to drink tonight? Before Guoxing goes out, let's go out again."

Jiang Yanling thought of Uncle Geng's reminder that even if the family is in a mess, the body is his own, and the pain of the body can only be borne by himself, so why become a scapegoat for others to do evil?

She said: "You drink less alcohol, be careful to drink too much and become a pig's head."

Jiayi said: "I won't drink until I drink it. I'll drink more. It's only been four years."

Jiang Yanling grinned, what kind of nonsense is this, don't most people start drinking later?

Jiayi said: "I will go whether you go or not, so will you go or not?"

Jiang Yanling bit the bullet and said "Go".

Cheng Shi said: "You went to drink again, last time Lingling took you out of danger."

Jiayi said: "It's just me and Lingling this time, you want to train? Then don't follow me."

Cheng Shi said: "There must always be someone watching you..."

Jiayi: "I don't worry if Lingling is around, you don't drink, right?"

Jiang Yanling was embarrassing, after clinking wine yesterday, she kissed Jiayi herself.

It is better to drink less.

In the last class, the class bell rang, and they each returned to their seats.In this music class, the teacher played audio-visual materials, and the classroom became dark immediately, except for the bright blue light from the TV screen.Jiang Yanling sat in the back row and quietly walked out of the classroom without being noticed, while Jiayi said she was going to the bathroom and escaped with her.

"Aren't you going to report at the Poetry Club?" Jiayi asked her casually while fiddling with her hairstyle in the bathroom.

"I'm not going, I'm not in the mood."

Jiayi smiled and said, "You're not that sentimental and sentimental Lingling anymore." Her smile was tinged with humor, "There won't be Peter Pan in this world, right?"

Jiang Yanling sat on the sink, shaking his legs boredly, "I don't even want to be Peter Pan. I'll be a child all my life, and I'll be looked down upon."

"What's so good about being an adult, I don't want to be the kind of bad guy who disappoints children."

"Bitter and bitter, who have you let down?"

Jiayi put a light-colored lipstick on her mouth and said, "My parents... hey, does this color look good? They said that as long as you don't wear lipstick, boys will never know that girls wear makeup."

"Your eyeliner is quite thick."

"Go to hell, Lingling!" Jiayi laughed and scolded, because her sincere words made her miss her for a long time, and they never expected to become such a partner at the beginning.

After Jiayi put on her makeup, the two of them walked around the teaching building and ran to a hidden corner of the sports field. There were many cigarette butts on the ground in the corner. Jiang Yanling once again inadvertently discovered that this was the place where the senior sisters of the school smoked. People enjoy the shade, and there is an earth slope that is very convenient to climb over the wall.

Jiayi stepped on the dirt slope first and turned over, the things were thrown outside to catch them, and Jiang Yanling also turned over with the help of the railing, but the long skirt was not convenient for her to move, the corners of her skirt were cut in tatters until it reached her knees.

"Are you okay?" Jiayi asked with concern.

Jiang Yanling pinched the tattered corner, pulled it once, and tore off the entire circle of fabric.The skirt was shortened a lot, Jiayi was dumbfounded.

"Jiang Yanling, you are really crazy," she said blankly, "You are purely crazy."

"Whatever you say... Aren't you going to drink?" Jiang Yanling raised his eyebrows.

"Where to drink? Guoxing has several shows in Wan Chai..."

"Don't go that far, just go to the last room."

"You are not afraid of being smashed."

"Guoxing won't come, isn't it just the two of us?"

Jiayi said, "You want me to drink alone?"

"It doesn't matter what you drink, don't be dragged out and beaten, I will do my best."

Jiayi stuck out her tongue, "It was an accident last time, but it won't happen this time."

Jiang Yanling nodded his mouth, "Are you drunk... have the habit of relatives?"

Jiayi gave her a fist and hailed a taxi to go to the bar.

She was fidgeting in the car and felt guilty. Of course, going to the bar was not as simple as drinking with Jiayi.Last night when she parted with Dong Qing, she clearly heard her say goodbye twice. A series of things confused her, but those goodbyes were real.

She had a bad premonition that if she saw her again this time, she should never see her again.

Didn't you say that you will leave only after Christmas?Did she leave today...today?

Jiang Yanling nervously put his left foot on his right foot and his right foot on his left foot, worried that his conjecture would be confirmed.Jiayi said: "Don't be nervous, those people really won't come this time."

She let out a long breath, "I'm not nervous."

"So you're dancing?"

She shook her head and said, "Dong Qing said she was leaving."

"Of course I have to go, she has to go back to school," Jiayi thought a little more, "You seem to have a good relationship with her, and you always go to her house."

"Well, she has a lot of good movies." Jiang Yanling said guiltily, "They are like college students... when will they come back?"

"I don't know. My brother returned to Hong Kong after graduation. After graduation, he doesn't know where to go."

Dong Qing is also from Shanghai, will she choose to go back?

After talking, he went to the bar, and sure enough, he saw a few familiar faces, but Guoxing was not there.Jiayi got out of the car and said hello one by one, introduced Jiang Yanling and said, "You have met her before, she is my bodyguard."

A tall boy said: "My sister is so refined, don't worry about protecting yourself."

Jiayi said, "Do you dare to try?"

A circle of people laughed, Jiang Yanling went in with a group of men and women, and looked back at Dong Qing's apartment building.Her room had lights, and even the clothes hanging outside were not taken in.

She won't leave so soon!Jiang Yanling thought happily, they still have a chance to meet!

They were not in a hurry to drink, but ordered a table of takeaway.They were all barbecue and casserole porridge delivered from nearby. The boys asked the girls for their opinions and asked them if they wanted desserts.Jiayi said that Lingling and I would like a poplar nectar and curry assortment.Someone sat down next to Jiang Yanling, and it turned out to be a girl from the volleyball team. She straightened her unruly curly hair and dyed it black, looking like a good school girl.

She smiled and said, "Lingling, we meet again."

Jiang Yanling almost didn't recognize it.

The conclusion of kissing and going to bed last time made Jiang Yanling look at her with admiration. There are always such enlightened people around her. You can't say that it is irresponsible to the body. After all, any action comes from self-consciousness.If there is a chance, she also wants to ask clearly, what is the meaning of Dong Qing's kiss?

What she said to Dong Qing, I will wait for you too, there is no time limit for this waiting, it is very cruel, if one day she meets someone she likes more, if she can't wait anymore, won't she become a breach of contract?

Why did Dongqing wait for her?If she loved her too, why didn't she say it?

From the beginning to the end, only this kiss made her rely on, and only this thought.

She thought painfully, Dongqing, is the word love so difficult for you?

Jiang Yanling and Jiayi's friends had no common topic, so they had to turn their attention to "Junior Sister".

She said: "How did you straighten your hair? Lovelorn or frustrated?"

The junior sister said: "In your mind, women's hairstyles are only related to men?"

"At least 50.00%," she said.

The junior sister said: "You guessed it right, that uneducated man likes pure types, probably like you."

Jiang Yanling was confused, "Am I pure? I thought it was stupid."

The junior sister took a sip of the wine, "You are very smart, maybe you haven't met anyone you like."

Jiang Yanling denied, "I have someone I like, but she is leaving."

"You can't keep her? In any way, or by offering yourself."