Ten years in love with GL

She was originally a delicate girl.

She held the back of Jiang Yanling's head and said, "Did you say something offensive to them today?"

Jiang Yanling nodded, and afterwards she also reflected that she was indeed too impulsive.

"How do you know?" She asked Dong Qing back.

"If it wasn't for your bad luck, how could you run into the forest alone, obviously someone who dare not even listen to gunshots."

Not to mention the shadowy and dim woods.

"You have to start adapting to accepting them. No matter how rebellious and conceited you are, in China, you can't match the fetters of blood." Tell her, and even tell yourself, "Not all parents are kind to their children, but there are some mistakes. , the blame is time, not human feelings, and the hardships cannot be compared."

After 14 years of indifference and obedience, she waited for this ending. She was furious and just needed a vent.Her pouring mouth is Dong Qing, and Dong Qing also understands the reason for her appearance.

Everything has a cause and effect, and there is no escape after all.

Dong Qing expressed the doubts in her heart, she said: "You lacked a female image and your dependence when you grew up, but now that your mother is back, you have to adapt to accept a new 'mother'."

Jiang Yanling felt guilty of being exposed, and she immediately said: "That's not the case! I like being with you, not that kind of liking!"

"What kind of liking is that? This is immature with age. Can you tell what is liking and what is dependence?"

Jiang Yanling is about to collapse, why is Dongqing so abnormal today?Could it be because she was leaving, she didn't want to see herself again, didn't she want to be disturbed anymore?

"I came to you...is it harassment?" She grabbed Dong Qing's arm, "Do you think I'm annoying?"

Dong Qing wanted to cry, but she said, "Jiang Yanling, I never find you annoying, let alone think it's harassment. You can find me anytime you want, as I said, I will wait for you."

Jiang Yanling said: "What are you waiting for me? Tell me! I'm looking for you now, why are you doing this to me?"

Isn't she suffering psychologically?Could she have seen Jiang Yanling's pain?It's not that she doesn't care, but she cares too much, so much that she is afraid of hurting her even if she reaches out to hold her.She has thousands of comforts and countless reasons to keep Jiang Yanling by her side, but what is this?Bind this girl because of your own selfishness?

Dong Qing doesn't think she's that great, and it's bad enough for a child to have emotions and desires, but to deny her emotions in front of her is tantamount to pointing a gun at her and forcing her to jump into the sea.She thought sadly, why not let me jump into the sea, at least to be sober.

"I'll wait for you until we meet again, okay?" Dong Qing rubbed her and said, "I'll come to you again when you go to college."

At that time, you are no longer controlled by your parents, you have your own independent personality, know how to distinguish between good and evil, or experience the fun of being an adult.

Jiang Yanling cried, she said: "Don't go...you will never come back..."

Why did it become like this today?They can obviously eat together, watch a movie together, spend a good night until they go to school by themselves the next day, and enjoy a cold drink after school.Shouldn't it be so?

She was crying in the corridor with Dong Qing in her arms, and the uncles and aunts who went in and out of the corridor beside her cast curious glances, Dong Qing could only smile wryly, unexpectedly, the older she got, the more difficult it would be to separate.

Jiang Yanling will meet many people, the man or woman who loves him, the man or woman she loves, among so many people coming and going, what is the meaning of her love.Many years later, she may only remember that there was a sister who loved and cared about her when she was young. They were so destined that they met three times in Hong Kong, a tiny place.

She will remember the people she gets along with day and night, but Jiang Yanling will know nothing about the passers-by in life, including her unexpressed love and deep demands.Her life will be very exciting. Rather than forcefully leaving her own footprints, it is better to be an accompanying guest and watch quietly.

"Jiang Yanling, I will be back." Dong Qing said.

It's just that whether we can meet again or not depends on the fate.

She patted her on the back and said lightly: "Don't blame your parents, didn't you even give them a chance to speak? How to ask them to explain to you?"

"Um……"

"Don't be afraid of the unknown. You are such a sentimental person, and you should try to accept the differences in your life. You see, you didn't trust Cheng Shi at the beginning, but didn't you become friends with her later?"

"There is also Jiayi and Zhenxin. Even if they are separated from you and are reluctant to part with you, you must accept separation as a normal state of life. One day your grandma will leave you, and even your parents will leave you. At that time, you will not I will remember that I left today."

Dong Qing didn't know that Jiang Yanling's uneasiness also came from Jiayi's possible illness.She thinks that impermanence is only caused by the addition of new people and the separation of old people, which causes uneasiness in life.Jiang Yanling's shortness of breath gradually subsided, she said: "Then what if life is not good? What should I do?"

"If you are sad, try to learn to talk to your teacher, and your good friend," Dong Qing held her face, "Don't grow timid as you grow up, do you remember the scene when we chatted at Christmas? You are only in sixth grade In my grade, you dare to strike up a conversation with college students, in my opinion, you are much more mature than Zhenzhen and Jiayi who have found boyfriends."

"I'm more mature now..." Jiang Yanling retorted softly.

Dong Qing said with a smile: "Maturity is not about talking verbally. You have to know how to give people the opportunity to speak and control your emotions. Instead of crying to your sister whenever something happens, don't run away, but solve the problem."

Jiang Yanling said in a low voice: "I see, I will explain to grandma, and then talk to them."

She also had a snot bubble on her face and her eyes were red like a rabbit.Dong Qing pulled her home and asked her to stay in the living room, she didn't want Jiang Yanling to see the packed kraft boxes in the bedroom, so as not to arouse her grief of parting again.

Dong Qing opened the refrigerator, and there was only a little lean meat left and a few vegetables in it. She withdrew and asked Jiang Yanling if he wanted to have a supper, after all, he was tired of crying and exhausted his energy.

She was making fried noodles in the kitchen, and Jiang Yanling was squatting on the ground watching TV.There were channels that commented on current affairs and financial affairs over and over again. At that time, TV programs were not as popular as radio. She felt very bored, so she rushed into the kitchen and asked, "Let's watch a movie together."

Dong Qing was very busy, and answered, "Okay, what do you want to see?"

Originally, she wanted to watch a new movie, but it suddenly reminded her of Dong Qing's side face when she was watching Leon, she was about to cry, and she said in a strange way: "Look at Leon, I didn't understand it last time, patronize Let's eat ice."

Dong Qing paused her hands busyly, her mood fluctuated a lot while watching this movie, maybe even Jiang Yanling could see it.

She said bluntly: "Okay, you find that disc first, and we can watch it while eating when we go out."

Jiang Yanling rushed out like a rabbit.

The shot starts with a city block, then cuts to a smoky gaming table.The white-haired man took out a photo of a black man, and was chatting with the seemingly blind Leon about murder.

When Dong Qing came out with the steaming fried noodles, the camera just switched to the scene of Matilda sitting in a daze on the wrought iron corridor.Seeing this girl, Dong Qing seemed to be moved. She sat next to Jiang Yanling and handed her a fork for noodles.

Just like last time, the two ate a plate of delicacies.

But Jiang Yanling seemed to understand that Matilda's sadness was not just because of her young age.

Matilda was smoking, she had a bruise on her face, Leon asked her why, but she lied.After Leon left, she asked him to hide from his father the fact that he smoked, and from the boring big family.

Later Leon goes to the cinema to watch a movie, and a man on roller skates walks along while singing.

Jiang Yanling asked Dong Qing, "What is this man singing about?"

Dong Qing said: "Love makes me see things around me clearly in another way."

She pounded a spoonful of noodles and fed it to Jiang Yanling, who naturally accepted it.

Leon returned to the apartment and saw Matilda wiping her nosebleed in the corridor. He kindly handed over a tissue, and Matilda asked him: "Is life always so hard, or is it just because of childhood?"

Dong Qing translated this sentence, but sparks exploded in Jiang Yanling's heart.

"How did Leon answer?" Jiang Yanling asked her.

"Lyon said, always like this, always like this."

Jiang Yanling was silent, this might not be a movie suitable for children.

As if it was fate between the two, when Matilda went out to buy milk, she escaped the massacre.She became the only surviving member of the family, and by chance, she and Leon started a journey of wandering around the world.

Jiang Yanling didn't respect the lengthy narrative of the movie, and her attention was on the last bite of fried noodles in the bowl.

Seeing her burning eyes, Dong Qing asked her, "Do you want to eat?"

She nodded vigorously, like a silly child.

Dong Qing picked up the mouthful of fried noodles, but couldn't finish rolling the long noodles.She said sadly: "But I also want to eat, what should I do?"

Jiang Yanling slapped his head and said, "Then each of us will eat one head, and whoever eats faster will eat more!"

On one side, Dong Qing made a gesture to suck it into her mouth, but Jiang Yanling stopped her and said, "I say you can only start when you start, and you can't cheat."

"Okay!" Dong Qing smiled.

"start!"

Dong Qing just ate a little symbolically, then stopped at the spot to watch Jiang Yanling's two cheeks slump.Of course she wouldn't be childish