throbbing for you

Fu Sitian felt that he was about to melt into Shi Yi's tenderness.

Grandma likes Fu Sitian who is submissive, uncle likes Fu Sitian who is sensible, aunt likes Fu Sitian who knows how to read facial expressions, teacher likes Fu Sitian who has good grades, classmates like Fu Sitian who is good-tempered... Everyone's liking for her actually has prerequisites.

It was the first time someone told her that she didn't need to pretend or suppress, and she could be loved just as she was.

She knows that the vows made when love is deep may not be trustworthy, but at least at this moment, when Shi Yi said it, her heart is true——

She is really loving herself so passionately and unreservedly.

Fu Sitian stared at her deeply, his eyes gradually misty, "Shi Yi..." She murmured helplessly.The affection that is as gentle as water and as turbulent as waves is rippling in her chest, words can't express it at all.

Her throat moved, she moved closer to Shi Yi, closed her eyes, her long eyelashes fluttered, and kissed her.

Shi Yi was slightly surprised, but soon raised the corners of his lips, put his arms around Fu Sitian, and cooperated with her in getting into it.

The temperature in the room keeps rising.Everything happens naturally...

The sound of spring rain outside the window hits the windowpane, from light rain, to strong wind and shower, to the first break of the shower, wave after wave...

When the heavy rain stopped, Shi Yi put his arms around Fu Sitian, brushed away her wet forehead hair, and kissed her lightly.

Fu Sitian docked in her arms with peace of mind, his breathing was rapid and heavy, but his heart was stable.

She could feel something dissolving.Or, Shi Yi helped her dissolve something.She embraced Shi Yi, feeling closer physically and mentally than ever before.

Shi Yi asked her softly, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

She shook her head shyly.

Shi Yi smiled a little, and asked again: "Are you tired?"

Fu Sitian replied in a low voice: "It's okay."

The voice was rustling, grinding on Shi Yi's heart, itching a little.Shi Yi made a laughing sound, teasing her: "Then... do it again?"

Fu Sitian raised his head from Shi Yi's neck, his eyes were still wet, with bright surprise.Three times!

Shi Yi understood, hooked his lips, and rubbed her: "Tired?"

Fu Sitian lowered his eyes and admitted: "Mmm..." Actually, it's not that he's tired, it's just that he's very sour.

"Then you just said it was okay?"

"No...it's fine if you don't do it." Fu Sitian's tone was soft, subconsciously coquettish.

Shi Yi's heart softened.The atmosphere was just right, Shi Yi discussed with her: "Could you come over more in the future?"

Combined with the above words, Fu Sitian can clearly hear what the phrase "come more" means. "Yeah." She agreed shyly.

Shi Yi proceeded step by step: "But with the frequency of part-time jobs like yours now, we may not have much time to come over. Si Tian, ​​don't push yourself so hard, can you lower the frequency?"

Fu Sitian hesitated.

Shi Yi said bluntly: "Si Tian, ​​you are pushing yourself so hard, is it because of the pressure to associate with me?"

Fu Sitian opened his mouth. After such intimacy, he couldn't hide Shi Yi, and he couldn't bear to hide it either.She bit her lip and said, "A little bit..."

Shi Yi's mood dropped, but his eyes were still gentle: "Si Tian, ​​I really don't need it. I hope that we can enjoy this relationship. You said that you hope that you can make my life better, then I Yes. But you now make me feel that I am the existence that makes your life stressful."

"Shi Yi, no." Fu Sitian explained nervously: "Pressure and happiness are not contradictory, and pressure is also a part of happiness."

"Without pressure, it would be better and more enjoyable, wouldn't it?" Shi Yi confessed, "You are under pressure. In fact, it makes me feel stressed too."

Fu Sitian was dumb.She suddenly discovered that she was so immersed in her own weakness that she really hadn't considered the feeling of being in Shi Yi's position. "Yes..." She subconsciously wanted to apologize, but Shi Yi interrupted: "Don't apologize."

"Si Tian, ​​what I want is not an apology. You didn't do anything wrong, but I hope you don't work so hard. Don't become so hard because of me."

"For me, money is not important at all. Time is much more important than money, and your health is even more important. After you work, I may still be in graduate school. You will be much richer than me. You have always been with me. If you want me to care about you like this, I can't take any more from you, can you?"

"No, of course not." Fu Sitian was eager.

"Then you don't have to make such a clear distinction with me anymore, I'll transfer the living expenses to you later." Shi Yi said softly, "If you really can't let it go, then when you become more capable than me in the future, compensate me more Come back at one o'clock. We have a long, long time, so there is no rush."

With both hard and soft tactics, Fu Sitian was speechless.

Shi Yi's dark eyes stared at Fu Sitian, as if waiting for her answer.

After a while, Fu Sitian agreed: "Okay, Shi Yi, I understand, I promise you, I will try my best."

She's trying to talk herself out of needless self-esteem here.Maybe Shi Yi is right.For Shi Yi, giving the right thing is more important than giving the expensive thing.Shi Yi wants to be accompanied and free from pressure, this is what she should give the most.

The corners of Shi Yi's lips curled up into a smile, pushing his limits: "Don't try your best, be sure."

Fu Sitian followed suit with a smile, and indulged, "Okay, I will."

Only then was Shi Yi satisfied.

The two of them warmed up for a while, and their fatigue eased away. Their bodies were sticky and uncomfortable, and they thought about going to take a bath.

Because it was late, in order to save time, the two took a shower together for the first time.

As a result, I never expected that instead of saving time, I spent more time.

Coming out of the bathroom in the middle of the night, Fu Sitian's whole body was about to fall apart, and he fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed.

Shi Yi sat by the bed and looked at her sleeping face, feeling satisfied and distressed.Ever since she met Fu Sitian, her self-control seemed to have never taken effect on her.

She loved Fu Sitian's appearance at that time very much.It was Fu Sitian who was rarely seen on weekdays, relaxing at will.Only at that moment, she felt that Fu Sitian was completely open, opened the transparent shell, and let herself touch the most real, complete and self-fulfilling Fu Sitian.

She raised her sore arm, held the hair dryer, and helped Fu Sitian dry the wet hair carefully.

Fu Sitian felt nothing and slept soundly.

Shi Yi blew and blew, and smiled.

After her hair was dried, she turned off the hair dryer, helped Fu Sitian arrange her hair on the pillow, gently rubbed her forehead, and leaned over to kiss her forehead lightly.

"Good night, come on."

On the second day, Fu Sitian woke up to the vibrating sound of the alarm clock that he forgot to turn off.Shi Yi put his hands on her body and frowned slightly, as if he was about to wake up.

Fu Sitian quickly turned over and touched the alarm clock on the bedside table.The alarm clock was turned off, and he put the phone back on the counter. Fu Sitian's eyes fell on the photos placed behind the phone.

It's her in the photo.The photos are taken very artistically, like close-ups from a movie.The background is the blurred Sinan Great Hall stage and many classmates with blurred faces. In the focus, she is wearing a long black dress, with a slender neck and cold eyes, like a black swan who is independent from the world.

Apparently it was taken during a sign language exercise competition.

Yesterday, she wanted to ask why Shi Yi had this photo.

"What are you looking at?" Shi Yi's hoarse and lazy voice came from behind.

Fu Sitian turned around and fell into Shi Yi's soft embrace.Shi Yi hugged her, rubbed his forehead against hers, his sleepy eyes were dim, but he smiled lightly, not at all unhappy about being woken up. "Why did you wake up so early?"

Fu Sitian said softly: "

I forgot to turn off the alarm clock.Did it bother you too? "She kept her voice very low, for fear of scaring Shi Yi's sleepiness away.

Shi Yi's mind gradually became clearer, and he cared about her, "Will it hurt today?"

Fu Sitian's ears became hot in an instant.

The word "pain" awakened her memory of sleeping all night.

"Don't you want to come in?"

"I'm not afraid."

"Shi Yi, I want to hurt for you."

As far as love goes, she will still take the initiative again, but at this moment, thinking about it, Fu Sitian is still too ashamed.She hesitated, "It's okay", and changed the subject, "Shi Yi, why do you have this photo?"

Shi Yi's eyes followed hers to the bedside photo frame, without hiding it: "I took the picture."

That period was the coldest period of their relationship, and Shi Yi secretly took photos of her?Fu Sitian's eyes lit up, he wanted to laugh in surprise but tried hard to hold it back.

Shi Yi pretended to be calm: "Lu He asked me to be her full-time photographer."

Fu Sitian laughed out loud: "Then you photographed me?"

Shi Yi acted as if nothing had happened: "It's normal for a stage to be photographed."

But close-ups are not normal.Fu Sitian just smiled and said nothing.

The back of Shi Yi's neck was flushed red, but his face was still calm.Later, when Jian Lu and Flip SLR looked at the photos, he also complained: "Why do I think that the focus of all your photos is not on me?"

In fact, she didn't mean to.It was only when she was looking at the photos with Jian Luhe that she realized that unconsciously, her gaze had been following Fu Sitian, and she was all pretending to be in her eyes, in her heart, and in the camera.

But that day Fu Sitian not only pretended not to see her, but also happily ran to Chen Xizhu, and the two left arm in arm, talking and laughing.She didn't want to admit it.

Embarrassed, Shi Yi forcibly covered Fu Sitian's eyes, letting her go back to sleep.

Of course Fu Sitian refused, and wanted to ask more questions to find out what he wanted to hear.The two frolicked for a while, and Fu Sitian yawned, really sleepy.I went to bed too late last night and now I wake up too early.Shi Yi touched her ear and coaxed her: "Go to sleep for a while."

Fu Sitian's eyes sparkled, and with a soft "um", he closed his eyes obediently, and laid his pillow on Shi Yi's pillow, burying it in the crook of her neck.

Shi Yi pressed against the top of her hair, smelling the fragrance of her hair, spending the good time with her this weekend.

Wake up feeling that I love you very much.

There is a warm bed, and the lover is in my arms.

Listening to the faint sound of the rain, the morning light is quiet.

Shi Yi has always been a person who wants wind and rain, but she has only felt such a sense of satisfaction and stability from Fu Sitian until today.

Si Tian bestowed too many differences in her life.

The author has something to say: When I wake up, I feel that I love you very much.Quoted from Zhu Shenghao.