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Shi Yi was a man of his word, he said he wanted to transfer Fu Sitian's living expenses, and after waking up, he really transferred Fu Sitian's living expenses for a whole school year at once.The amount was really too big, Fu Sitian was worried, feeling ashamed, he hesitated to speak.

Shi Yi seemed to see that she had regrets, and his brows darkened. "Si Tian, ​​you should know that I am not a person who likes to be procrastinated and repeated."

She was really angry, and her tone was light: "If you want to quit, you can quit with me."'

Fu Sitian's face turned pale immediately, and he swallowed all the words of discussion. "Shi Yi..." She tugged at Shi Yi's sleeve helplessly, and argued: "I didn't. I was just wondering if I was spinning too much."

Shi Yi's face turned pale, "Then you may have underestimated my ability to spend money. Maybe you still need subsidies."

The atmosphere became more relaxed, Fu Sitian said helplessly, "It's best like this."

Shi Yi's expression also warmed up, and he rubbed Fu Sitian's head, showing a slight smile.

That's how the matter was settled.

Under Shi Yi's hints, Fu Sitian also adjusted the pace of part-time jobs, returning to the pace that was sufficient and not overworked in the middle of freshman year.In contrast, the money earned is naturally less.

At first, Fu Sitian still couldn't be completely calm.She tried hard to lower her sense of boundaries, and tried to trust and rely more on Shi Yi. The long-standing self-protection mechanism does not mean that she can let go immediately.Occasionally, anxiety and lack of self-confidence still pop up and bother her.

Shi Yi couldn't fully understand it, but he could somewhat sense it.She didn't deliberately say anything to Fu Sitian about this matter, she just gave Fu Sitian enough respect in every move, as big as buying an expensive birthday gift for a friend, or as small as going out to drink milk tea together, she deliberately wanted to report to Fu Sitian , Let Fu Sitian pay, and occasionally reflect with her on whether he has spent money that should not be spent, and subtly strengthen Fu Sitian's sense of belonging and control over their common property.

It has to be said that these measures greatly contributed to the collapse of Fu Sitian's defense and the increase of intimacy between them.

From the very beginning, Fu Sitian tried to secretly keep accounts to divide the expenses of the two of them, and later divided them, and he became more and more aware of Shi Yi's heart for her and for their "family", and he felt more and more that it shouldn't be. .

When Shi Yi said that he wanted to give her a home, he was serious.She took so much effort to get a clear distinction from Shi Yi, she really failed Shi Yi.

Regardless of division, there is a psychological burden, and division also has a psychological burden.But regardless, Shi Yi can at least be truly happy.Fu Sitian convinced himself thoroughly and accepted Shi Yi's more contribution in money.The two gradually got along well.The days are still busy, but not exhausting. It is a fulfilling and balanced busyness.

For the first time, Fu Sitian realized what it means to enjoy life and youth.

Shi Yi asked her to buy an electric car. When there were classes, they would ride in and out together on a small electric stove. When there were no classes and part-time jobs, Shi Yi would take her back and forth in a special car. On weekends, they would Or go shopping and have dinner together with Jian Luhe, Yin Fanlu, Chen Xizhu, or go shopping alone and look at the scenery around Shanghai, or go back to Shiyi's suite together and cook some delicious food in the kitchen , Watch something good in the film and television room, do something you want to do in the bedroom... feel how time slips through your fingers amidst each other's endless enthusiasm.

In mid-April, the college will hold an annual class song competition for freshmen and sophomores, and the school also issued a notice about the innovation and entrepreneurship competition.The Innovation and Entrepreneurship Competition is organized at the school level, and teams can be formed across colleges.For people like Shi Yi who are rushing to protect research, this kind of competition is insignificant, but for people like Chen Xizhu and Fu Sitian who are looking for employment, if they can enter the provincial competition or even the national competition, it will be very important for them to find a job in the future. That being said, the price-performance ratio is still very high when written in the resume.

Chen Xizhu had an idea, wanted to create a team, and invited Fu Sitian to join. Fu Sitian was afraid that it would take up too much time, so he asked Shi Yi for his opinion.Shi Yi encouraged her to participate, and offered to adjust the time of the May Day trip later, Fu Sitian agreed.

Because the school competition is coming soon, after finding a good instructor, the plan needs to be finalized in a short time, so the time is very tight. After class, the whole team often borrows a classroom to brainstorm and change plans together. Fu Sitian therefore There are several part-time jobs, but she never fails to participate in the class song rehearsal activities in the class, and participates every time.

This is a matter of the class, and she doesn't want to affect the honor of the entire class because of herself; what's more, she is the monitor, she should lead by example.

But obviously not everyone will have such awareness.

Every rehearsal, there will always be a few people missing.In the first few times, there were only two or three people who really had something to ask for leave. As the time went on, everyone’s attitude became more and more lax. After the rehearsal after May Day, one-third of the people were actually absent.

Tao Lei, a literary and art committee member, is a versatile, professional, but soft-tempered girl who can't hold back the reorganized and scattered classes that have no cohesive force.

She was anxious and cried several times in private because of her classmate's attitude of asking for leave, but she was helpless, so she had to ask class monitor Fu Sitian for help.

Fu Sitian is actually not good at dealing with such things, but in her position and doing her duty, she still comforted Tao Lei and promised her that she would help her with the ideological work of her classmates.

In the evening, Jian Luhe and Yin Fanlu hadn't returned to the dormitory. After Shi Yi took a shower, she sat at the desk and used the computer. Fu Sitian stood behind and helped her dry her hair. The two chatted one after another.When this matter was mentioned, Shi Yi was afraid that she would be embarrassed, and said that she could be the bad guy.

Fu Sitian rubbed Shi Yi's hair touchedly, and declined politely: "Shi Yi, let me try. I can't always hide behind you and let you protect me."

Shi Yi looked up at her, and said seriously, "You can."

Fu Sitian was slightly taken aback, then laughed.She moved away the hair dryer, lowered her head and pressed a kiss on Shi Yi's forehead, and said softly, "But I also want to protect you one day and help you solve problems."

Shi Yi stared at her soft eyes for two seconds, made a laughing sound from his nasal cavity, and acquiesced.

Before going to bed that day, she informed the class that after class on Thursday afternoon, a temporary class meeting would be held.

At the class meeting, she first conveyed the various activities and requirements of the college in the near future, then asked for opinions on the next class dinner party, and finally, announced the recent busy things of the class committee to let everyone know What are they doing recently, what is this class doing.

She started from the May [-]th Youth League branch demeanor competition. When she and the academic committee sorted out the materials, she found that everyone was really outstanding. The awards everyone won last year could not be summed up in a two-page PPT, so I praised everyone.She is beautiful and clean, with a gentle voice, and it makes people feel very sincere and useful when she says such things.The atmosphere is relaxed, and the topic can easily move on to the next one - another ongoing activity, the class song contest.

She asked if everyone was satisfied with the class emblem designed on the class uniform?

Of course everyone is satisfied.Tao Lei designed three patterns at that time, and the pattern they are using now was selected by their own votes.

Fu Sitian took the opportunity to talk about the story behind this class emblem, what was Tao Lei's inspiration, in order to design this class emblem, Tao Lei stayed up for several nights and drew an unknown number of drafts.Later, Tao Lei also planned to invite the senior sisters from the junior choir to help everyone guide the harmony.

She said: "Leilei really wants to do this well with all her heart. The same goes for our other class committees, whether it's the life committee members looking for a suitable custom merchant, trying hard to lower the price, or the organization committee members repeatedly editing and adjusting the accompaniment tape. , everyone felt that since they had to participate and time wasted, they should work hard to do well. If you can win the prize, you will not only have face, it will be worthy of everyone's time, and it will also give the whole class moral education points."

"However," she changed the topic, "Recently, everyone is not very enthusiastic about rehearsal activities, which actually makes us a little troubled."

"So after thinking about it, I think we should communicate with everyone." Her tone was still gentle, but her smile was much restrained.The person who has always been gentle and smiling, stopped laughing, which is enough to make people feel her seriousness: "I want to know what everyone thinks about this competition."

"Actually, is it just our wishful thinking? Do you think it's enough to focus on participation? Are these rehearsal activities arranged by our class committee a kind of coercion for you?"

The whole classroom fell silent.At a time like this, no one wants to be the first bird.

"No." A female voice came from the back row, breaking the solemnity.It was Wang Ruchun who was comforted anonymously by Fu Sitian before: "In fact, most of us also think so, so we are very cooperative."

Someone spoke up, which naturally led to the voice of other people with the same opinion: "That's right, it's actually only a small number of people who don't go."

"We discussed in our dormitory a few days ago whether there were too few rehearsals in our class. Because there are other classes in the dormitory, I saw their class several times a week, and I was still a little worried. I wondered if I should suggest to you All at once."

Everyone chattered to express their support for this activity, and those students who had other ideas couldn't open their mouths at all.

Fu Sitian interjected at the right time, "Well, let's vote with a show of hands, the minority obeys the majority. Students who feel that the most important thing is to participate, just go through the motions, raise your hands."

Of course no hands were raised.

Shi Yi understood.Fu Sitian completely used group pressure to put pressure on those who were not willing, and used his strength to fight.This little rabbit, looking warm and slow, is still very smart, and his ability to control the field is also good.

Sure enough, Fu Sitian burst into a smile: "No classmates think so? Then I will take it as if you all agree to take part in this competition."

In fact, it was a strong word, but when she said it, it seemed to be discussable and not offensive.

Everyone was silent and agreed.

Fu Sitian fixed his voice: "Then since everyone thinks so, let's overcome it and really do a good job in this matter, shall we? It's just this time, it should be the last class song competition in the university, and it will probably be in the future." There is no such opportunity for us to come together as a class to accomplish one thing.”

"Every rehearsal, I hope that everyone will come to participate as much as possible. I also know that everyone's time is actually very precious, and everyone has various arrangements, so the frequency of our arrangements is not high. Strive for shorter time and higher efficiency, and will take up as little time as possible. I hope everyone can understand each other. Is it possible?"

Everyone listened in their hearts, but they were habitually silent.

Shi Yi said abruptly, "Yes."

The attention of the whole class was attracted.Shi Yi looked back at everyone calmly, and asked, "What's wrong? Can't you?"

"..." Inexplicably, the whole class was poked into the nerve of laughter, "Yes, yes..." Some cheerful classmates agreed with a smile.

Fu Sitian's dimples followed.She thought for a while and added: "Because Lei Lei is so easy to talk, if you ask for leave for rehearsal in the future, you can tell me. Of course it's okay, but you must try to participate as much as you can, and there is not much time for rehearsal. "

This time everyone was saving face, and they agreed in a drawn-out voice: "Okay..."

Satisfied, Fu Sitian returned to his usual gentleness: "That's all right, I won't take up everyone's time anymore. Today's class meeting is here, let's dismiss it, and everyone go to eat."

The classmates in the classroom walked away together. Fu Sitian pulled out the USB flash drive on the stage and turned off the multimedia equipment. Tao Lei went to her side to thank her, and Shi Yi waited for her on the seat.

Every time I distanced myself and looked at Fu Sitian standing on the stage like this, I felt very different.

Her growth is obvious.Or maybe she has many sides, which side you can see depends on where she stands and which side she wants to show you?

Tao Lei also left, Fu Sitian looked at Shi Yi from the podium, with crooked eyes, "Let's go."

Shi Yi got up and walked to the podium, Fu Sitian asked her: "Did I be too tough just now?"

Shi Yi smiled: "It's too late to worry now, isn't it?"

That's right.Fu Sitian lowered his head and chuckled.

Shi Yi took her hand, walked out with her, and teased her: "Have you considered before taking the job for yourself? You said that Tao Lei is too easy to talk, but you can't talk yourself?"

Fu Sitian vowed: "I will learn not to speak well."

Shi Yi raised his eyebrows: "Aren't you afraid that others will be unhappy and dislike you?"

Fu Sitian was silent for two seconds, and said softly, "I'm not so scared anymore."

Shi Yi turned his head to look at her, with bright surprise in his eyes.

Fu Sitian's eyes flickered, and she lowered her eyes and whispered, "It doesn't matter whether they like it or not." After a pause, she raised her eyes to look into Shi Yi's eyes, and asked shyly and frankly, "Do you like it?"

Shi Yi froze for a moment, his eyes softened.She confessed: "I like it."

Fu Sitian's eyes were watery: "That's enough."

Shi Yi gave her the confidence to be herself.

"I've got the like I wanted the most."