throbbing for you

Three days before the postgraduate entrance examination, at around three o'clock in the afternoon, Fu Sitian just picked up the courier from the courier point and went out of the campus, when he received a call from Fu Jiantao, asking her in a heavy voice: "Is there any class these two days?"

Fu Sitian has been tortured to numbness by the old man.She didn't directly answer yes or no, but instead asked, "What's wrong?"

She hasn't been back for half a month.

Fu Jiantao said, "Try to come back, Tiantian. Your grandma may be dying soon."

Fu Sitian's head exploded with a "buzz".She was about to agree subconsciously, but the moment she was about to speak, she suddenly thought of something and stopped speaking suddenly.She forced herself to ask calmly, "What's the situation now?"

Fu Jiantao was stunned for two seconds, as if surprised that she didn't agree immediately.He suppressed his emotions and described it concisely: "Except for water, I can hardly eat anything. I have been coughing up blood for the past two days, and the diapers are full of blood."

Fu Sitian's heart flustered into a ball.She knew that she should agree immediately if she was emotional and reasonable.But she still asked awkwardly: "In two days, can I wait until Monday?"

Can Shi Yi finish his postgraduate entrance examination?

"Yes, I can, Tian Tian, ​​I can, can your grandma do it?! Can she do it?!" In an instant, Fu Jiantao's growling voice entered Fu Sitian's ear through the loudspeaker.

This was the first time in memory that Fu Jiantao yelled at her so fiercely and loudly.Fu Sitian's eye circles turned red in an instant.She gritted her teeth, raised her head, and replied with tears in her eyes, "Okay, I'll buy a ticket to go back right away."

Fu Jiantao felt uncomfortable after yelling at her, sighed heavily, and said in a slow tone: "Anyway, she is also your grandma, who raised you up with hardships. Xiaoyu also asked for leave and came back."

A tear still rolled down disobediently, Fu Sitian quickly wiped it away with his hand, and replied in a hoarse voice: "I know, I know..."

Why should she be educated in this tone, she doesn't understand.The old man tricked her to go back more than once by telling her that she was going to die, and he didn't know what she did to her after she tricked her to go back.She just didn't go back because she couldn't go away in the past two weeks. She has tried very hard to balance the lives of both sides. Why does everyone seem to be very dissatisfied with her?

She hung up the phone, checked the time of the nearest train, and then called Shi Yi.

The phone rang for a long time before Shi Yi answered it. Fu Sitian guessed that she must have walked from the study room to the corner of the outer corridor.

"What's wrong?" Shi Yi's voice was cold.

Fu Sitian had heard her indifference for many days, but at this moment, he still felt that his chest was so tight that it was hard to breathe.She swallowed twice before she managed to feel that her throat could make a normal sound: "Shi Yi, I have to go back to Ningcheng temporarily. My grandma may not be very well."

Shi Yi said, "Okay."

"You have to solve the dinner yourself. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will see the situation. If it's okay, I will try my best to come back."

"it is good."

"You are alone at night and pay attention to close the doors and windows. There are newly bought milk, meat muffins, and small cakes in the box next to the desk. You can eat them when you are hungry at night. Remember to heat the milk with warm water."

Shi Yi is still monosyllabic: "Okay."

Fu Sitian's throat was astringent, and he wanted to say something, but under her indifference, he couldn't say anything.

The hatchback was silent, and the air was quiet for several seconds.

Fu Sitian came to his senses, and said goodbye as if nothing had happened: "Then I'm going to buy a ticket, and I'll hang up first."

Shi Yi gave a seemingly "hmm" sound.

Fu Sitian quickly and embarrassingly pressed the hang up button.

For no reason, she thought of the winter vacation of the first year when they were together, they were separated in two places, talking on the phone in the cold wind until the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power.At that time, no one was reluctant to hang up first, as if there were endless things to say, endless happiness to share...

There is nothing to say - how did they come to this point.

She clutched her cell phone, bent her back, and stood motionless as if her soul had been taken away.

A classmate passing by saw her look so ugly, and kindly asked her, "Student, do you need help?", she just came back to her senses, shook her head hastily, and staggered away.

She didn't go back to the rental house, but went directly to the bus station to take the bus with her schoolbag on her back, and took the bullet train back to Ningcheng four or ten minutes later.

Near eight o'clock, she got off at the town bus station.Because she didn't drink a drop of water all afternoon, she started to have a dull pain in her abdomen again.

Pressing her lower right abdomen, she walked outside the station while looking for Fu Jiantao's figure outside the station.On the way, Fu Jiantao asked her when she would arrive and said he would pick her up by motorcycle.

She went out all the way, but never saw that familiar figure.

Suddenly, a strange yet familiar face came into her eyes, and the owner of that face also smiled at her, and stretched out his hand to greet her: "Si Tian, ​​here!"

Fu Sitian's footsteps stopped suddenly.

Like a basin of cold water being poured on his head, Fu Sitian's blood froze from the cold, his upper and lower lips and teeth were trembling.

It was Wang Ze—the man who had arranged for him to go on a blind date with her without her consent after the old man tricked her back.

Again!Again!Resentment filled her heart in an instant.

She made it clear to her grandma that she doesn't want to think about getting married now, and stop arranging blind dates without authorization, and she also made it clear to Wang Ze that she has no feelings for him, so don't send her any more text messages, don't have any more contact, and more I have told my uncle several times how disgusted she is with this matter.

Everyone knew what she was thinking, why did they treat her like this and arrange it like this?

Wang Ze was still waving at her enthusiastically, but Fu Sitian's heart was so cold that he straightened his back.She couldn't find a trace of the gentle expression on her face, she walked up to Wang Ze step by step with a solemn face.

The smile on Wang Ze's face froze for a moment, but soon he smiled as if nothing had happened, and said, "Uncle asked me to come pick you up. I borrowed a four-wheeler from a friend, and the car is on the opposite side. It's too cold for two-wheelers now. .”

Fu Sitian looked at him indifferently, and said, "No need, thank you for taking a trip. You can go home, and I will take a ride back by myself."

The man could see that she didn't want to see him, but he still begged with a good temper: "Don't, I'm here, I'll take you back. I promised Uncle, please save me some face."

Fu Sitian looked at him as if he was watching a clown's performance.She stopped talking, turned around and walked forward, waving to a waiting motorcycle parked by the side of the road.

When the motorcycle driver saw the incoming signal, he immediately turned around and drove over.

Wang Ze was impatient, and reached out to grab Fu Sitian's hand with such strength that Fu Sitian was in pain: "What do you mean?" He lowered his voice, with anger that he couldn't hide.

Fu Sitian turned his head, his eyes were as cold as a knife: "Let go!"

At that moment, the hatred reflected in her eyes shocked Wang Ze.Wang Ze let go of his hand unconsciously, but still yelled sternly: "Do you think I love to come? Fuck, did your grandma call me to come?"

Isn't she dying soon?Why do you still have the heart to do this.Is she too persistent, or is she too stupid.

Fu Sitian wanted to cry, but in fact, she sneered. "That's her business, what's none of my business?"

Wang was speechless.

Fu Sitian didn't even ask the price, but reported the address, got on the soliciting motorcycle, and left without looking back.

The cold wind was blowing on her face like a knife, she closed her eyes, and her breathing was so dull that the wind could not cover it.

The soliciting driver had nothing to say: "Have you had a fight with your boyfriend?"

"No, that's not my boyfriend." Fu Sitian replied hoarsely.

"The one who is still yelling at you, who is it?"

Fu Sitian didn't speak.

The driver continued on his own: "Let me tell you, girls must keep their eyes open when looking for a partner. You must not look for someone with a bad temper like this. They look like they can do it."

"I think you're not very old, and you're pretty, so you have to be more careful, don't be fooled."

"The current society is too chaotic. Raising a daughter is too difficult. Hey, I want her to grow up healthy and happy, but I am afraid that she will be raised too naively. In the future, I will not be able to tell the good from the bad. My daughter is about the same age as you. I went to university this year, and I told her that it’s okay to fall in love, but she still finds me annoying and asks me if I’m in love or her in love, which makes people angry and funny.”

He was rambling on, Fu Sitian was forced to listen, and kept silent.In fact, she thought he was very noisy at first. Slowly, she listened to his complaints to her daughter, and it was a little funny, but before the emotions turned to laughter, her heart became more depressed and uncomfortable.

She doesn't have this fate.

She didn't protect her father like this.

She didn't.

Why didn't she, why... She found herself thinking about this question again.She hadn't had such useless emotions of anger and unwillingness for many years.She heard the monster in her heart that had been sealed away for a long time seemed to be roaring, struggling, and trying to break free from its restraints, and broke out of its cage.

No.

She bit her lower lip tightly, convincing herself over and over again in her heart, trying to make herself sober, calm, kind, and open-minded, as she had been doing for so many years.

But all her efforts were in vain when she got home.

The old man sat on the edge of the bed drinking water with his stomach full of ascites, looking haggard, but his eyes were still energetic.

Following her entry, her gaze quickly fell behind her.It was self-evident what she was looking for.

Fu Sitian looked at her, thinking that maybe he was being malicious, and the old man was clearly not the dying person that Fu Jiantao said.She was not much different from the last time, or even the last two times, when she tricked her back.

Her heart was completely hardened.She suddenly felt that she was being fooled again and again, saving food and money again and again, leaving Shi Yi behind and looking back at her like a fool, and also felt that the creature with the bulging belly and wrinkled skin looked like a monster.

Even thinking like this in such a cold-blooded way makes me feel like a monster.

But she couldn't control it anymore, her stomach hurt so badly, and her chest felt tight like something was about to explode.

She stood by the bed, looked straight into the old man's eyes, and said forcefully, "Wang Ze is not behind, I didn't take his car, I came back by myself."

The old man stared, but before he could speak, Fu Jiantao quickly smoothed things over and said, "What's the matter, didn't he pick you up? He said he would drive over and you'd be warmer. Ah, maybe it didn't happen." He said Give Fu Sitian a wink.

Fu Sitian was even more indifferent when he heard it.He really knew.He didn't stop him, he was her accomplice.

If, if she were Fu Siyu, if she were his daughter, would he do the same?She used to know her position very well, and she never made this kind of comparison without compromising her capabilities. She didn't know what happened to her today.She felt like she was going crazy.

Everyone pushes her.Why, why exactly.The same is human, why does she have to endure all this?Even if she did something wrong, isn't her repentance sincere enough to be forgiven over the years?Why would she lose even the only treasure because of these messy things.

She heard her voice froze, she tore off all the disguise without any warmth, and said, "Got it, I'm the one who didn't take his car."

"Grandma, not only will I not take his car, I will never meet him again, let alone marry him. I won't agree to a blind date, I won't get married, and I won't live my life according to your wishes."

"Don't have this kind of delusional thinking anymore." He said loudly, leaving no room for it.

The old man straightened up in an instant, his eyes widened with anger, as if he wanted to say something, but he held his chest, screaming "uh uh", almost unable to catch his breath.

Fu Jiantao and the nanny turned pale with fright, and hurried forward to pat her on the back, the scene was chaotic.

The old man stared at Fu Sitian all the time, trembling all over but not forgetting to lose his temper, he reached out and swept all the objects on the table, trying to scold Fu Sitian, but his speech was vague, and he could only hear that he was full of anger.

Fu Sitian lowered his eyebrows and looked at the old man quietly.

Fu Jiantao saw that she didn't seem to want to give in, and was afraid that what she would say would irritate the old man, so he scolded Fu Sitian, "Go out first."

Fu Sitian turned to look at him, pursed his lips, turned around and went out without saying a word.

She didn't go far, and walked outside the door where the old man could not see, with her head bowed, her stomach clutched, and she stood against the wall.

Fu Siyu came down from the stairs, saw her posture, and asked amusedly, "What are you doing, make you stand?"

Fu Sitian looked up at her, didn't speak, and looked down at the ground again.

It was the first time that Fu Siyu was treated coldly by her. She felt that her face was hot and her butt was cold. She frowned and wanted to lose her temper, but when she saw Fu Jiantao coming out of the room, she hurried back upstairs with a wink.

"Come out with me." Fu Jiantao ordered.

Fu Sitian obeyed.

Standing in the yard, Fu Jiantao looked at the girl in front of him by the dim light cast by the street lamp.

She is very strange tonight.

In the past ten years, he has never seen her so surly.Even the fight with the old man because he was going on a date two years ago during the winter vacation was not as gloomy and cold as tonight.

She has lost a lot of weight, almost only skin and bones are left, and all her energy seems to have been sucked away.

Fu Jiantao was frightened, suppressing the impatience in his heart because of the dilemma, feeling sorry for the mother and the child, and cared about her: "What's the matter recently? Why are you so thin?"

Fu Sitian didn't look at him, and said softly, "No."

"Love lost?"

Fu Sitian still said, "No."

Her resistance made Fu Jiantao powerless, and Fu Jiantao had never communicated with Fu Sitian in this state.He scratched his hair anxiously, and tried his best to communicate with Fu Sitian calmly: "Tiantian, why bother? Why live with the countdown and get angry with someone who has no tomorrow today. I know you are angry and uncomfortable, and you don't want to Blind date, but, since she doesn't have much time, don't bother with her. She doesn't mean anything malicious, she just wants to care about you in her way, please be considerate. Even coaxing her is fine, and It’s okay for those people to give in once they meet, isn’t it. There won’t be a few more times.”

Fu Sitian finally looked up at him.She looked at him with quiet eyes, as if she had never known him before.

"I didn't mean any harm either." She said hoarsely. "Don't bother with me either."

I don't know if it was an illusion, but Fu Jiantao even felt a little mocking in her eyes.His temples twitched, and his mood suddenly became worse.

But it's not that he doesn't feel sorry for her, he can't bear to get angry with her again.He suppressed his anger and asked, "What's wrong with you?!"

Fu Sitian didn't speak.

Fu Jiantao pressed his forehead with a headache: "You are emotional now, we can't communicate, you go back to your room to calm down, and I will also calm down."

He fidgeted for a cigarette from his pocket, looked at Fu Sitian one last time, frowned and turned to leave the hospital.Fu Sitian watched him off, tears gradually blurring his vision.

She knew that she had made him sad and let him down, but did she do something wrong?She doesn't understand.I don't understand more and more.

What is right and what is wrong?

She clutched her stomach and went upstairs, breaking out in a cold sweat.In the colic, she poured out everything in her schoolbag and found the painkiller hidden on the board.She swallowed two pills dryly, and lay on the floor for an unknown amount of time before the pain finally subsided a little.

The innermost layer of underwear was drenched with sweat, and I felt chills intermittently.She curled up and hugged herself, still cold.She struggled to get up, took the change of clothes left here and went to the bathroom to rinse.

The water ran down her cheeks and all over her body, and she panted in the thin air with her head raised.

She was still thinking about that question.

What is right and what is wrong?

When she was a child, she asked her mother: "Why do those people treat us like that? If you still want me, don't hate them, don't be angry with them."

The mother said: "Because they are also very pitiful. When we are angry with them, they will be even more pitiful. We must be tolerant and kind people. Tolerance is the greatest kindness to ourselves. Such people will also get the worst fate." Just and kind. Well, you don’t understand, don’t you? It’s okay, in fact, this is the kind of person who will be the luckiest person and become the happiest person.”

She was young at that time, could not understand, and did not want to understand.It seemed that her bones were destined to be filled with Fu Jianze's despicable genes, and she couldn't fully digest her mother's persuasive teachings.She just felt that fate was unfair.She didn't understand that she and her mother were never the ones who did the wrong thing, why they should be punished accordingly and be scolded and bullied like others.She can't stand it, she doesn't have the kindness and generosity of her mother, she will hate those who hurt them, hate them, fear them...and envy them.

She envied those children who bullied her, envied that they would always be scrambled for when they were playing games in class, and envied that they could be princesses and princes during lunch breaks, instead of being forced to be cows and horses like she had always been. People ride, be big villains, be thieves, be chased and beaten by people with wooden swords and brooms, envy them that they can get little red flowers, can not be seen by the teacher as looking at dirty things and big troubles, and envy them that they have clean clothes. Housing, a stable life, don't have to worry about creditors knocking on the door in the middle of the night, and when they wake up, the door is splashed with red paint, and all the neighbors are pointing and cursing at them.

She's had enough.

She doesn't want to.She didn't want to be a street rat all the time and grow up in the gutter.

So, when she returned home from the kindergarten with bruises all over her body again, her mother rubbed her medicine and asked her sobbingly: "Come on, mom will take you to the car in two days, and visit grandma by the way, okay? Grandma’s house has a lot of fun new toys, and there will be many children playing with you” when she didn’t refuse; so, her mother lied to her, “Come on, wait for mom at grandma’s place for a while, and mom will buy you a small cake” At that time, she did not keep him.

Many times in her dreams, she cried and hugged her mother's thigh so that she would not walk by.

But the reality is that that year, she held back her tears, nodded, and watched her mother leave without saying a single word to persuade her to stay.

Mom thought she was still young and she didn't know anything.

But in fact, the extremely harsh environment has already made her mature earlier than all children of the same age.She knows it all.She knew that her mother wanted her to live better and wanted to send her away, so on the night of parting, her mother held her and cried all the time; she also knew that her mother would not come back after going to buy cakes, so she left At that time, my mother turned her head three times a step, with tears of reluctance on her face.

She also hated her mother.However, she was really afraid of the old days.She yearns so much for the new city her mother mentioned, for the new life she might have, for the good days...

So, she was so ruthless, selfish, and abandoned her mother pretending to know nothing.

When grandma beat and scolded her, she always said that she didn't have a mother, her mother abandoned her, and her mother didn't want her anymore.But she herself knew, no, it wasn't her mother who abandoned her, it was she who abandoned her mother, the person who regarded her as all hope in life, who loved her the most in the whole world, and who was the most selfless for her.

Therefore, she deserved the fairest trial of fate, and made her pay the heaviest price for her selfishness and ruthlessness—she fell into the hands of the tyrannical old man.

She fell into a life of being dependent on others and living by watching people's faces.

This is her own fault.

She pleaded guilty.

She began to repent, began to suffer day by day, and regretted every night. She dared not sleep, often had nightmares, dreamed that her mother was not doing well, dreamed that her mother scolded her, hated her, and denied her. Waking up crying, and then being beaten, I regretted, feared, and missed my mother even more after being beaten.

She began to hope that her mother would come back to find her, and began to fear that she would never see her mother again in this lifetime.But what to do, she is too weak, she can't do anything.

When she saw grandma and those adults, she always burned incense and worshiped Buddha and gods devoutly.So, desperate, she knelt on the floor with bare feet on another night where she dreamed of her mother, and kowtowed devoutly.

She begged the gods and fate to forgive her sins.She said she knew she was wrong.She regrets it.She didn't dare anymore.

She promised that from today onwards, she would be the kindest and most well-behaved child.She will be a good person.

She begged them, one day, to give her back her mother.

Give her luck back.

From that day on, she put away all her edges and corners, all her precocious thoughts, lowered her eyebrows and pleasing to the eye, beat and scolded freely, put people first in everything, and was kind to others.Tolerance, patience, and kindness have almost become her obsession.

She fulfilled the promise she had exchanged with God, and endured for more than ten years.

She asked herself that she didn't slack in the slightest, and she had tried her best.

However, fate does not seem to have really forgiven her, and good luck does not seem to have really favored her.If it is right to be patient, tolerant, and kind forever, then why can't her tolerance and kindness get good results?

Her kindness was exchanged for Zhang Lulu's scheming, Shi Yi's security research was deprived, and her tolerance was exchanged for her grandma's aggression. Even her uncle asked, "Be considerate".

After all these years, isn't she considerate enough?

it is ridiculous.

Why on earth did she live like this.Is it really meaningful to persist for so many years?

All the past flashed through her mind like a revolving lantern, and what finally settled down was Shi Yi's figure with his back facing her in the dark, thin and indifferent, untouchable.

Fu Sitian couldn't find the answer.

She turned off the tap, dried herself, put on her clothes, staggered out of the bathroom, and walked back to the room.

From a distance, she could see that the door of her room was wide open, and Fu Siyu was squatting on her tatami with his back facing her, as if holding something in his hands, he didn't know what he was doing.

Fu Sitian didn't have the energy to argue with her, let alone be polite to her.She walked into the room silently.

Fu Siyu felt guilty when he heard the sound, he was startled, and turned sideways to look at her.

As she turned sideways, Fu Sitian saw clearly what she was holding - it was a brand new deep sea blue underwear.

Fu Siyu unwrapped it, she even took off the label.

Like the straw that broke the camel's back.For a split second, Fu Sitian's body swayed, and the blood flowed backwards into his head.

Pointless!Pointless!Tolerance, tolerance, and kindness are meaningless ghost things.

She snatched the underwear from Fu Siyu's hands, and asked her in a harsh voice that she had never heard before: "What are you doing?! Why did you touch it! Why!"

Fu Siyu's complexion also changed after being yelled at.She had never seen Fu Sitian speak so harshly before, his face was still the same, downcast, eyebrows pressed down, so fierce that he seemed to eat people.

She was actually a little scared, but she didn't want to admit it.She was even a little aggrieved and puzzled, when did Fu Sitian beat her so fiercely, how could she yell at her like this, just because of this torn underwear?

She didn't want to admit defeat, so she bit the bullet and yelled back at her without reason: "Why are you so fierce? Did you take gunpowder? You put yourself on the ground, let me see what's wrong? Are you going to die?"

"Yes!" Fu Sitian replied loudly.

Fu Siyu was speechless by the yelling.She looked at Fu Sitian's attitude of not letting her in at all, and for some reason, her nose was sore.So, in order not to lose face, she yelled back even louder: "Then you go, why are you going to die! It's just a piece of torn underwear, what are you doing? What are you doing!"

"As for... As for..." She hugged the underwear and still choked up.

Fu Siyu didn't know anything.She didn't know how much Shi Yi needed this underwear; she didn't know that when she washed Shi Yi's underwear, she found that the cups of the underwear she brought out were deformed, and there were traces of clumsy sewing on the tie She was so heartbroken and blamed herself; she didn't know how painful it was for her to secretly take back the resigned tutor behind Shi Yi's back in order to save money. The most expensive underwear she had ever bought in her life, when she was going to give it to Shi Yi when she was celebrating after her postgraduate entrance examination, she had placed so much expectation and hope on it.

She always knows nothing, always so unscrupulous.

again and again.

"I will never forgive you, forever." She looked at her and said word by word, gnashing her teeth.

Fu Siyu was overwhelmed and couldn't believe it, but she still responded firmly: "If you don't forgive, you don't forgive, who cares."

"My ancestors, it's late at night, what are you arguing about?" Wang Meifen heard the quarrel upstairs, and ran to catch up from downstairs, and arrived before anyone was there.

Fu Siyu immediately rushed to the door like a mountain, put her arms around Wang Meifen's arm and began to complain: "Mom, she took gunpowder, and I was curious to take a look at her new underwear, and she refused to let go and lost her temper."

Wang Meifen's heart was agitated by her daughter's crying. After all, it was not a big deal. As for the two children. "It's okay, it's nothing, what a big deal." She looked at Fu Sitian with a sullen face, and wanted to press Fu Sitian a few words as usual, telling her not to care about Fu Siyu, and to make big things into small things.

But when her gaze touched Fu Sitian, and Fu Sitian's frail and stubborn pupils that didn't flicker, she didn't dare to speak easily.

She remembered how tough she was in the old man's room just now.

"This is a gift I want to give to someone. She broke the label." Fu Sitian explained without any fluctuations in his voice.

"It fell off by itself, I didn't make it. It fell off as soon as I picked it up." Fu Siyu couldn't bear any injustice.

Wang Meifen, one head and two big, couldn't be sure of Fu Sitian's current mood and attitude, so she had to pretend to be fair and smooth things over: "This is something wrong with the little fish, can you stick it on? Or sew it on, or I'll see, I... ..."

Before she finished speaking, Fu Siyu murmured, "What's wrong with me, let me say it again, it dropped it by itself, not me!"

Wang Meifen was about to die of anger from her, and scolded her: "Shut up first." One couldn't control it, and her tone was a bit serious.

Fu Siyu was aggrieved to the extreme, let go of her arms around Wang Meifen's arm, and asked in tears, "Even you protect her! Mom, even you protect her, is there still a place for me in this family?!"

She turned around and headed towards the stairs, Wang Meifen's heart trembled, and she reached out to grab her, but he didn't catch her. Seeing her, she ran downstairs, and hurriedly turned around to run to pull her.

After all, he was old, his hands and feet were clumsy, he walked fast, one foot slipped, he held on to the handrail of the stairs, and almost collapsed.

Fu Sitian instinctively rushed down to help her: "Auntie..."

At the same time, there was the sound of the iron gate being slammed in the courtyard.

Wang Meifen stared at her angrily: "What are you doing in a daze, go after her! In the middle of the night, she's a girl!"

Fu Sitian was conditioned to chase after being scolded.

She has been obedient for too many years, and has already formed a reflexive obedience to their orders and commands.Wearing pajamas and slippers, she ran out of the courtyard gate with Fu Siyu, ran to the village road, looked at Fu Siyu who was running ahead and called: "Xiaoyu, don't run, come back..."

Fu Siyu clearly heard it, but she didn't stop walking, but she ran even faster.

Fu Sitian followed her mechanically, stumbled, and the dark village road suddenly turned into double shadows pressing down on her eyes.

Like a road that has no end, no life, and no idea where it leads.

Fu Sitian suddenly didn't know why he wanted to run, why he wanted to chase, and even why he wanted to live?

This world is like a huge cage, no matter how hard she struggles or runs, she can't get out of this shackle.

She is so tired.

Where else could she go.

Could she just fall down like this and never get up again?

At the crossroads ahead, there are two distinct beams of yellow lights on, and it is obvious that there is a car coming straight ahead.Regardless of his back view, Fu Siyu kept moving forward and was about to cross.

At that second, she opened her mouth, wanting to call her: "Be careful, car!"

But at that second, it was as if a demon had possessed him.

She didn't know what she was thinking, maybe nothing at all.

She opened her mouth, but made no sound.

In the next second, harsh brakes, crashes, and screams sounded in the cold wind of winter night.

Fu Sitian's legs felt weak and he knelt down.

She knew she was done.

Her life is over.

Kindness is not necessarily wrong.

Vicious, but definitely wrong.

Like a curse, a word becomes a prophecy.

The children of murderers, when they grow up, become murderers too.