throbbing for you

The author has something to say: cuties, the previous chapter has been revised, and a thousand words of plot have been added to the end, please read back before reading this chapter.

The infusion room at midnight was quiet and empty, except for two patients who looked equally sleepy sitting crookedly in the back row.The wind poured in from the aisle, and the cold air rose from the floor, making it cool and cool.

Fu Sitian was sitting on the first row of chairs for infusion, Shi Yi opened his windbreaker jacket, hugged her in his arms, and let her lean on his shoulder.

"Are you comfortable?" she asked softly.

Fu Sitian also replied very lightly: "Yes."

I don't know if the painkillers have worked, but her complexion seems to be better than before.Shi Yi coaxed her: "Then sleep for a while, okay?"

Fu Sitian was really too tired, so he nodded on Shi Yi's shoulder, stopped trying to be aggressive, and obediently closed his eyes.

Shi Yi slightly adjusted the height of his shoulders, adjusted his windbreaker, so that the clothes could wrap Fu Sitian more tightly.

The night is too quiet.

The clock hanging on the wall ticks every second, and every second is clearly audible.

Shi Yi's eyes fell on the white wall, listening to the time, walking minute by minute, with a lot of thoughts and distractions.She seemed to be thinking a lot, but she couldn't understand exactly what she was thinking.But there is one thing that seems to be getting clearer and deeper in her mind-money is really a very important thing.

It is about security, about your confidence to love someone, about your life, everything in your life.

But she didn't seem to really understand until today.

Too late.

Si Tian needs surgery fees.

At present, with the remaining money on hand, it is already very difficult to pay for the operation fee, and it is impossible to add Si Tian's necessary supplements after the operation.

She...needs to have the money ready.This is not a small sum that can be earned immediately.

Shi Yi put the hand holding the mobile phone in the windbreaker pocket, and the fingertips turned white with force.Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath, she took the phone out of her pocket, unlocked it, and entered the SMS interface.

One-handed operation, select "Luhe" as a contact, point your fingertips on the content input box, and start typing "Luhe, is it convenient for you? Can you lend me 1 yuan for emergency? If you can't pay it back within half a year, you should get it In the second half of next year." This was the first time she asked to borrow money from others.

In the short two sentences, she deleted several times before organizing the language.

It turns out that borrowing money is such a difficult thing; it turns out that it is such a feeling to ask for help from others and wait for their sympathy and help.It's obviously not something to be ashamed of, but I don't know why, but it feels no better than doing something ashamed.

She hesitated to press the "send" button.

The phone was suddenly pulled from his hand.

Shi Yi subconsciously moved his gaze along with the phone, and was caught off guard, and bumped into Fu Stian's eyes, which could even be called horrified.

"No need, Shi Yi." She didn't know when she woke up, clutching her phone, sitting up straight like a frightened little animal. "I don't do surgery, Shi Yi, don't act like this."

She couldn't accept it, she couldn't accept that she made her proud lover endure displacement for her, and she had to bow her head that was always high.

She can't take it.

Shi Yi's heart was blocked.She could see the unresolved collapse in her eyes, and she could also understand the distress she couldn't hide.She smiled nonchalantly, rubbed Fu Sitian's hair, and lightly scolded her: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

She reached out to take the phone back from Fu Sitian's hand, but Fu Sitian held it stubbornly, not relaxing at all, her eyes were wet with tears.

It was impossible for Shi Yi to use brute force on her, so he couldn't help her. He frowned and sighed, and looked up at Fu Sitian.She really wanted to say something to coax her, but for some reason, at this moment, her heart was in a mess, as if her language function had suddenly been lost.

They stared at each other in silence.

Fu Sitian's palm-sized face was completely devoid of blood.She has a delicate and delicate face, anyone who is not familiar with her will think that she is fragile and easy to handle, but Shi Yi knows how tough and stubborn she is inside.

She couldn't convince Fu Sitian.

Sure enough, Fu Sitian spoke up and said, "Surgery is to remove a body organ after all. Although the doctor said it won't affect it, if it is really just a useless organ, why not just degenerate and disappear when it evolves."

She said it, as if she had suddenly found a breakthrough, and she became more determined: "Since it is kept, it may still be useful. Surgery is not necessarily the best choice, non-invasive is better, isn't it? I also had it before. If you have been checked for a little gallbladder stones, you don’t necessarily need immediate surgery. Many people pay attention to diet and rest, and after conservative treatment for a period of time, they will suddenly recover after a re-examination. Shi Yi, you take it too seriously .”

She looked into Shi Yi's eyes, and begged very gently and sincerely: "Really, baby, take it easy. Let's try conservative treatment first, shall we?"

Shi Yi couldn't find a reason to refuse.She knew that what Fu Sitian said was not entirely wrong.Opening an opening on the body and cutting off a part of the body is such a simple matter as the word "surgery" on the doctor's mouth.She is also distressed, and she is also afraid.

She was shaken.

After a long while, she agreed, "Then from now on, pay attention to three meals, work and rest, and rest."

Fu Sitian opened his eyes wide, and instantly burst into a smile, feeling relieved.She hugged Shi Yi with the hand that hadn't been needled, buried it in the crook of her neck, and replied tremblingly, "En!"

Shi Yi rubbed the back of her head, lowered his eyes, his eyes were still full of gloom.

When hanging the second bag of water, Fu Sitian really fell asleep.Shi Yi turned the phone to silent, still sent the text message, and then deleted the record casually.

She couldn't allow Fu Sitian to show off his power when it came to physical matters.She can let her try conservative treatment, but she also has to prepare her for another one.She couldn't bear to see Fu Sitian hurt like this again.

She kissed Fu Sitian's forehead, her heart was still full, but it seemed that everything was different from before.

There seemed to be a hole poked in the body, it was black, and the wind was still raging.But she couldn't find it, and couldn't fill it in.

After three o'clock in the morning, Fu Sitian woke up as the nurse pulled out the needle after finishing the fluid infusion. Shi Yi accompanied her to take a taxi back to the rental house.Before going to bed, Shi Yi discussed with Fu Sitian, asking her not to do part-time work before the official internship next semester.They save a little money to support her postgraduate entrance examination.

Fu Sitian disagreed and bargained over the price. In the end, the two took a step back and reached a decision that Fu Sitian would keep a part-time tutoring job twice a week.

Fu Sitian never expected that in Shi Yi's mind, she had another decision.

Two days after Fu Sitian resigned from other part-time jobs, Shi Yi began to go to the library to study in the self-study room for postgraduate entrance examinations after dinner at night, using the reason that the subway was under construction not far from the rented house and there was noise, so he couldn't concentrate on studying.

It was too late when she came back, Fu Sitian was worried, she was supposed to take her back and forth by electric car every night, but Shi Yi felt that it would be too cold and it would waste her time too much, so she said that she happened to be sitting at the front desk of her study room A girl from the Faculty of Science is on the same journey as her, and she can come back with her, it doesn't matter.

Seeing how stubborn she was, Fu Sitian secretly drove his electric car to the library and waited twice, seeing that she was indeed walking with a girl wearing a black frame each time, he was relieved a little, and never came back. persisted.After all, if she had to work part-time for two days, she still wouldn't be able to accompany Shi Yi. It would be more reassuring to have a fellow traveler for a long time.

With the reduction of part-time jobs, time is no longer so urgent. Fu Sitian didn't dare to skip dinner because of saving money and being in a hurry, and his three meals and work and rest seemed to have become regular.But she still couldn't sleep well, or even worse.

Grandma started to have abdominal distension.With the growth of ascites, she became more and more moody, and her obsession with her blind date became deeper and deeper, and the urging became more and more urgent; the weather was getting colder and colder, and Shi Yi's winter clothes hadn't been found yet, she wanted too much I bought some decent ones for Shi Yi.A few days ago, she was in the toilet cubicle and heard someone talking about Shi Yi while washing their hands and chatting, asking if something happened to Shi Yi's family, why this semester seemed weird, another person echoed that she felt the same way , It can be seen from the clothes.

Fu Sitian's heart trembled when he heard it, but he couldn't move a step.She didn't know if she would be able to protect Shi Yi's dignity if she went out to interrupt them at this time, or would it only make Shi Yi more embarrassed.She just realized more and more that she really dragged Shi Yi down too much.

After Shi Yi decided to hide Fu Sitian's part-time job, she no longer immersed herself in her books. Except for the time of self-study in the library and the part-time service in the restaurant, the rest of the time, she focused on Fu Sitian.She found that Fu Sitian was more tense than she thought before.

She was worried about her and felt that she couldn't let her go on like this anymore.

She didn't know what made Fu Sitian tense like this, so she could only try to find it first.She began to try to insinuate, and asked Fu Sitian about the family in Ningcheng by taking advantage of Fu Sitian's grandma's illness.

But without exception, Fu Sitian always stopped talking.She seemed to resist her knowing more, so that Shi Yi felt cruel, like holding a sharp pry to forcefully pry Fu Sitian's protective shell.

The more she resisted, the more she showed that she didn't want her to know everything, the harder it was for Shi Yi to speak, the harder it was for him to tell her the truth, to tell her that he already knew everything.

Like an unresolved knot, the secret lies between them.Shi Yi couldn't advance, couldn't retreat, powerless, he could only let this secret affect their mood, and even affect their distance.

One night in early December, Shi Yi pretended to come back from self-study in the library. After taking a shower, Fu Sitian washed clothes on the balcony, and Shi Yi was at the desk looking through the handmade account covers that Fu Sitian helped her make.

The desktop trembled violently twice, and the screen of Fu Sitian's mobile phone on the desk lit up.

Shi Yi glanced subconsciously, and was about to look away casually, when suddenly, his eyes froze.

On the lit screen of the phone, a text message popped up in the notification pop-up window, and the incomplete content of the text message was:

Hello, I am Wang Ze, the blind date introduced to you by your grandma. The meeting that day...

For a few seconds, Shi Yi wondered if he was dazzled, or if he couldn't understand Chinese.

What does this mean?

She didn't want to think that way, but a tsunami still couldn't be resisted, destroying and tearing the sky and the earth in her heart.