adolescence [gl]

Yue Fan picked up a piece of fish meat and put it in Granny Yue's bowl, and said worriedly: "Your appetite is a little bit bad today."

Granny Yue looked at the fish in the bowl in a daze, and didn't move her chopsticks for a long time.

Yue Fan and Xue Qi looked at each other, "What's wrong with you? No appetite, is there any discomfort?"

"Fanfan."

Yue Fan was stunned, and a bad premonition crept up in his heart. Her grandmother usually called her Yue girl, and only called her Fan Fan unless she had serious business. Today...

Yue Fan put down his chopsticks, lowered his head and said, "Just tell me what you have."

Xue Qi was still eating, but was affected by the tense atmosphere at the dinner table. She didn't know whether to chew the food just put into her mouth. After chewing, she was the only one still eating.

Xue Qi was still struggling, but Granny Yue frowned and said, "Your Grandma Li told me something today."

Yue Fan had already figured out what was going on, she swallowed with difficulty, her heart ached, she was afraid that what she said wrong would anger her grandma's body.

Xue Qi lowered her head and made a guess. She chewed the food in her mouth a few times before swallowing it. She didn't taste any taste. Is this going to face her parents?

She is a little scared, grandma has always loved her very much, but she kidnapped Yuefan, then she must be angry with herself.

She will not be treated like a granddaughter in the future, Xue Qi feels her nose sore when she thinks about it.

"The grandson of your grandma's family is in the same school as you, and he told his family that you and the little girl..." Granny Yue glanced at Xue Qi, and hesitated to speak.

Yue Fan grabbed the hem of his clothes, his heart was pounding, "What's the matter with her?" Yue Fan's voice trembled, she was quite scared, afraid that her grandma would have a heart attack if she told the truth.

Granny Yue looked at Yue Fan, then at Xue Qi, sighed and said, "You two are together."

Yue Fan hesitated for a moment, a word "yes" turned over on her lips but she couldn't say it, Xue Qi also knew Yue Fan's embarrassment, she wanted to lie and say no.

Granny Yue wasn't so confused. Seeing Yue Fan's troubled appearance, her expression suddenly became unspeakable. She frowned and said to herself, "Are you really together? Two girls?"

Yue Fan lowered her head even more ruthlessly. She had thought about many scenarios, but each of them made her terrified, because her grandma was getting old and her heart was not good. I wish I could die.

Seeing that the two of them still didn't speak, Granny Yue said with a bitter face: "The one who wants to get married? You tell me the truth, I'm prepared in my heart, it won't be like being frightened, so I will go there gone."

As soon as Granny Yue finished speaking, Yue Fan couldn't help raising his head to look at her, and reproached her, "Grandma, what are you talking about?"

Granny Yue seemed to have indeed made preparations, and she didn't react too much, nor was she too angry. She just looked at Choo, and her whole face was full of sorrow.

Yue Fan took a look at Xue Qi who was sitting across from him, who almost didn't know what to do with her awkward hands. She was staring at the dishes on the table with a gloomy face. Those who knew knew that she was in a daze. Some thought she was not full.

In fact, she really wasn't full, didn't she finish a bowl of rice?She usually eats two bowls, probably because the class is more mentally exhausting, and she can only eat one bowl if she doesn't have class on weekends... Hold on, stop, Yue Fan found himself distracted under such circumstances, and wanted to slap himself .

Yue Fan looked at her grandmother again, the old man was still waiting for her answer, Yue Fan nodded almost invisible.

"That's it..." Granny Yue, who had been confirmed, had more sorrow clouds on her face, and the big flowers almost covered her face.

"But why are girls and girls together? Can they get married? I guess..." Granny Yue said with a worried look on her face, "You can't have children either."

"Ah?" Yue Fan didn't understand her grandmother's reaction.

Granny Yue thought that the two of them hadn't heard clearly and said, "I mean, you two can't make a baby together."

"Then there are no children, who will raise them when they get old?" Granny Yue's voice was very soft, her eyes were a little straight, as if she thought that they would have no children when they were old, and she couldn't help but sigh when she thought about it.

"It is impossible for Xue Qi and I to have children, but we are at ease. When we get old, we will accompany each other and we will not be alone."

"But," the old man's expression suddenly turned sad, with tears in his eyes, and he looked like he was going to cry in a second.

"When I was young, I always told your grandpa that I would definitely walk ahead of you when I was in poor health. Your grandpa would always call me nonsense, and we would definitely live to be seventy or eighty. But one day, your grandpa is so useless. It's gone, it'll be gone soon..." The old man burst into tears as he spoke, and Yue Fan was so frightened that he was in a hurry to find paper to wipe the old man's tears.

"Don't cry, don't cry." Yue Fan spoke incoherently and didn't know how to comfort him.

"Actually, I wanted to go with your grandpa at that time. Think about it, when I get old, there will be no one to bask in the sun with me. What's the point of living?"

"But I can't think about it. I still have your mother, and you, so I gritted my teeth and carried it. But then your mother left, and your father left, and you were left. I just thought that I must get you It’s so big, I didn’t expect to see this idea live for so many years.”

"Is your mother filial or not..." Granny Yue gave a wry smile and continued, "You know that too. Fortunately, grandma still has you, so she is not alone."

"But you and the little girl, what should we do? There will be no children in the future, and it will be just the two of you when you get old. There will always be accidents in life. This..." Granny Yue couldn't say anything, and fell silent.

Yue Fan understood what she meant, and when she knew that her grandmother knew that she was gay, she didn't cry, make noise or scold her, her heart softened in a mess.

She knew that grandma loved her, but she didn't know that she loved her so much.

Even if grandma thinks feudal and conservative, she can still make concessions for her.She doesn't care whether she is gay or not, she likes men and women, she is just afraid that when she gets old, no one will take care of her, and she will be lonely if no one will accompany her in the future.

Yue Fan felt that her nose was so sore, she sucked her nose for fear of tears falling down, Yue Fan took a deep breath and said: "Actually, if the economy allows, Xue Qi and I can adopt one as our own. It’s okay to raise a child. Isn’t the future just a step by step, I think too much now, and if something goes wrong, I have to change the plan.”

"Yes, you can also adopt." Granny Yue murmured to herself, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you are born or not. The most important thing is to treat you well. I am just afraid that no one will take care of you when you are old. Unlike me, there are two children now. a granddaughter."

Granny Yue laughed and wiped her tears with her hand.

Yue Fan and Xue Qi were taken aback by what she said, but quickly realized, "You mean..." Their heartbeats accelerated, and their own heartbeats could be heard in their ears.

Granny Yue smiled, "You said you like it, what else can I do? I'm just worried about the future of you two. Besides, grandma can't force you, just like your mother and father have no feelings. Make it like this."

"My biggest wish in this life is that you can be happy. After the little girl comes, you laugh more than before. Grandma wants to see you happy every day."

"However, when Grandma Li said these things, she was talking about it, she said it was the same, she was in love with something... In fact, I have never seen a girl and a girl together. I guess outsiders must say it."

"I'm old for a few years, and you still have a long life in the future, but you have to remember, I'm happy for mine, they say it's theirs, you can't be unhappy, if you are unhappy, grandma will be unhappy underground .”

Yue Fan grabbed the old man's hand and said in a nasal voice: "What's wrong with you today? You always say such unlucky words. Don't worry, I will be happy no matter what happens to me in the future. If I feel bad, I will feel bad for a while. Not always unhappy."

"That's good, that's good." Granny Yue held her hand, looked at Xue Qi, and found that there were two drops of water hanging on Xue Qi's cheeks, she immediately became happy.

"Why are you still crying?"

Xue Qi wiped her face carelessly, "No, it's soup, it was accidentally splashed." She was really grateful to grandma, she had never met such an enlightened old man.Grandma really loves Yuefan very much, very much, very much.

"Hey, this fish soup probably has too much water, it's very clear, and what people cook is milky white milky white."

Yue Fan laughed when he heard the words, Xue Qi lowered her head in embarrassment, almost buried her face in the bowl.

"Okay, you two continue to eat, I haven't finished marinating the bacon yet." The old man said and was about to get up.

"Don't worry, the meal is not finished yet!"

"No, I ate too much for breakfast."

"No, eat as much as you want. Don't leave! Grandma!"

Yue Fan watched helplessly as the old man walked out of the lobby quickly, he didn't look like a person with bad legs at all.

She turned her head to look at Xue Qi, and found that she was also looking at herself. The two of them smiled slightly, feeling relieved, feeling unprecedentedly relaxed.

I didn't expect grandma to agree to them so easily, that's great.

"Okay, don't look at it, eat quickly, it will be cold if you don't eat any more." Yue Fan tapped Xue Qi lightly with his chopsticks.

She went on to say, "Are you drinking your tears?"

Xue Qi was taken aback, "What?"

Yue Fan took her own bowl to fill the fish soup, she repeated solemnly: "Here, tears."

Xue Qi was overjoyed at the time, and laughed and scolded: "Just make fun of me! Don't even think about sleeping with me at night."

"That's my bed, okay?"

"I said mine is mine!"

Seeing Xue Qi's pretentiously fierce expression, Yue Fan made a terrified expression and said cooperatively: "What the officials say is what they say."

Xue Qi got excited, and put on a smirk, "Hey, little lady, come to my house tonight! I promise you... ah!" Before Xue Qi could finish speaking, she got a "Foshan Wuying foot" on her leg. , Before asking what was the matter, Yue Fan called out "Grandma", and she immediately became honest.

"I'm here to get something." The old man went out immediately after finding something.

Only then did Xue Qi grin her teeth and touch the place where she was kicked, Yue Fan's kick was really unambiguous.

Yue Fan was in a hurry just now, for fear that Xue Qi would say something shocking to her grandma, and the two of them would really have no face to see her grandma, so they lost their sense of proportion.

Seeing Xue Qi's little face wrinkled in pain, she felt nervous and asked, "What's the matter? Does it hurt?"

Xue Qi glanced at her, "That's right, it hurts so badly that it needs to be kissed by the little lady to get better."

Yue Fan laughed immediately, "It seems that you can't kick hard enough if you can joke."

Xue Qi also narrowed her eyes and laughed.

The new year is approaching, and every family is preparing for the new year.Because it is a small county, it has a strong flavor of the New Year. There is still a distance before the New Year, and you can feel that every family is preparing for the New Year.

Because it was the third year of high school, the school planned to make up for them until they reached 28, but Xue Qi was very depressed.

This winter vacation was not long at all, and I had to make up classes until 28, and school started again on the seventh day of the first lunar month, and the school was like rushing to reincarnate.

Yue Fan was also very dissatisfied, it was almost New Year's Eve, she wanted to spend time with her grandma, but after being punished by the school, she spent less time with her grandma.

Yu Jian and Yan Shenshen were already on vacation at university, but seeing that she didn't even have a vacation, they didn't dare to play with her.

"What do you think of this?" Yue Fan showed the old man the door curtain he bought with Xue Qi on the road.

"Okay, that's all." The old man was cutting bacon, took a look at it and replied cheerfully.

Xue Qi also poked her head in, "Grandma, do you want bacon for lunch?"

"Yeah, don't you like to eat?"

Xue Qi laughed and went into the kitchen as well, but she was pushed around by Yue Fan as soon as she came in, and she almost lost her footing.

She stared, "What are you doing?"

Yue Fan smiled and pinched her nose, "The whole kitchen is half smaller when you come in."

Granny Yue was also happy when she heard it. I don’t know if it’s because her cooking skills are so good. Xue Qi is especially good at eating. This semester, she has gained a lot of meat, but she is not too fat. It’s just right. She was too thin before. There is no flesh on the arm.

Xue Qi pouted aggrievedly, "No way, I didn't gain much weight."

"Yo, how fat do you want to be?" Yue Fan bent down and whispered in her ear, "Sleep on top of me at night, and if I gain weight, I'll be crushed into a meatloaf." After she finished speaking, she stood back , couldn't hide the smile on the corner of his mouth.

Xue Qi's aggrieved face turned red all of a sudden, and she secretly scolded Yue Fan for getting worse and worse, but she was actually very happy in her heart.

Yuefan has changed a lot in the past six months, teasing her every now and then, always with a smile on his face, looking happy every day.

"Okay, don't make trouble with her, it's just right for her to behave like this." Granny Yue couldn't stand it anymore and said out loud.

Yue Fan also knows how to tease Xue Qi, so he didn't dislike her, it's good to have some flesh, it's more comfortable to touch, cough cough!

"Why did you two come back so early today? I didn't cook any food."

"I'm 27 today, we're taking an exam. I told you this morning, but you can't remember."

Granny Yue put the cut bacon into the basin and said with a smile, "I can't remember these, but I can remember what you like to eat and what you don't like to eat."

"Why don't I fry it."

"Don't, don't, it's not that I can't do it, you two go out, the smell of cooking fumes from the kitchen."

Yue Fan didn't insist on it either, in fact sometimes she also liked to watch her grandma cook, she looked full of energy.

"I won't go, I'll watch you cook."

Xue Qi also quickly said, "Then I won't leave either."

"Hey, you two are really good, the smell of oily smoke is really nice."

Yue Fan and Xue Qi giggled, the old and the young were crowded in the kitchen, the sound of the spatula mixed with the crackling of the burning straw, it was very warm.

"Do you have a holiday after the exam tomorrow?"

"Let it go, put it on the seventh day."

"Yeah, why is it so short?"

"I can't help it after the third year of high school."

Granny Yue thought about it too, "That's right, I still have to study."

"It's the Chinese New Year in two days. When the time comes, we'll make a delicious meal, stewed pork rib soup, fish soup, fried bacon, and a few vegetarian dishes. What else do you want to eat? What do you want to eat? Grandma will give you Do."

"Why do you do so much? The two of us can't eat that much."

Granny Yue looked back at Xue Qi when she heard the words, and asked in surprise: "The little girl is not here to celebrate the New Year."

Xue Qi smiled awkwardly.

Yue Fan was delighted when he heard it, "What you said, it's not like people don't have homes."

"Didn't I forget, I really raised the little girl as a grandson-in-law." The old man said happily.

The temperature on Xue Qi's face had just dropped, but now it rose again.

The old man laughed twice, but she didn't laugh anymore, and her mood suddenly dropped, "Then there are only two of us left?"

Yue Fan's heart twitched, that's right, she and grandma will be alone during the Chinese New Year this year.

When Xue Qi heard this, she didn't feel well. Thinking of her family reunion, and there were only grandma and Yuefan here, she said, "Why don't I spend the New Year's Eve with you at noon, and go back at night to meet again?" Have a reunion dinner with my family."

Yue Fan was a little surprised, "Is it possible?"

"Yes! Why not? I'll tell my dad later, I'm so self-willed when I study well, and now I can say whatever I want." Xue Qi said proudly.

Yue Fan smiled and complimented, "That's right, Xue Xueba."

"Yue Xueba is more polite." Xue Qi waved her hand, but the smile on the corner of her mouth almost went behind her ears, she couldn't see where she was modest.

"Hahaha that's good, we all got up early that morning, the three of us went shopping on the street together."

"Good good."

"After dinner, post the door link."

"It's okay, I have old arms and legs, let the little girl help you stick it."

"Buy a set of clothes for grandma!" Xue Qi whispered while pulling Yue Fan.

Yue Fan was taken aback, blinked his eyes and nodded immediately.

"Grandma, why don't we go to the street on the 29th? Let's buy new clothes."

Granny Yue laughed, "I'm so old, I still wear new clothes during the Chinese New Year."

"This is what I said, even if you are a hundred years old, you still have to buy new clothes for the New Year."

Granny Yue stood and thought for a while and nodded her head.

Granny Yue also felt very happy. With Xue Qi at home, there was a lot more laughter and excitement, and she was very satisfied. It would be great if Yue Yatou was with her. Both of them would be happy and happy. of.

The next afternoon, after Yue Fan and Xue Qi finished their exams, they were like wild horses running wild. The two chased and fought.

"Yue Fan, you're cheating!" Xue Qi complained out of breath, covering her waist and laughing.

"Why am I lying?" Yue Fan looked innocent.

"You know I'm ticklish and you always scratch my waist."

Yue Fan leaned closer to her, "Then I'll scratch you too."

"Bah! You are not ticklish, the skin on your waist is so thick that it almost reaches the city wall."

Yue Fan raised his eyebrows, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "How do I remember that you touched and felt the tenderness of the skin on my waist last night?"

Xue Qi was instantly shocked by Yue Fan's shameless act of playing hooligans. The more she got in touch with him, the more she would find that Yue Fan was very bad inside.

Before Yue Fan could appreciate Xue Qi's shy appearance enough, he heard someone calling her outside the door, and turned around to find that it was Yu Jian.

She was overjoyed, she hadn't seen her for a long time, she went up to greet her, "Come, come in and sit."

The old man was also very happy, and greeted: "Yes. I haven't seen you for a long time, come in and sit down."

Yu Jian smiled at Granny Yue, and said, "I have something to talk to Yue Fan about." After speaking, she pulled Yue Fan out, and before she left, she took a look at Xue Qi with a weird expression on her face.

Yue Fan could guess what Yu Jian was here for, she suddenly panicked, panicked like never before, and she didn't know why.

She turned her head and glanced at Xue Qi, and said to Xue Qi: "You let grandma go in to rest, and you go in and have a conversation with her."

Xue Qi instantly felt wronged, what!That Yu Jian didn't look good on her, and wouldn't listen to her.

But she didn't say anything, she just watched the two go out, turned her head and said to Granny Yue: "Grandma, let's go in, it's too cold here."

The past two days have been cloudy, and the north wind is raging, and the exposed skin of the person who blows it hurts like a knife.

Granny Yue nodded thoughtfully, and entered the room with Xue Qi.

Granny Yue sat in the room, her eyes were always looking out, she always felt that something was wrong.

"Little girl, um, what's going on with Miss Heyue?"

Xue Qi was depressed, and felt uncomfortable when she thought of Yu Jian. She knew that Yue Fan's two friends hated her and went to jail because she was Yue Fan, but that was not up to her to decide!If she could do it all over again, she would rather go to jail by herself.

She said sullenly, "It's not that you're dissatisfied with me."

"Not satisfied with you? Why not satisfied with you."

"It's not just..."

"What's the matter?" Yue Fan followed Yu Jian to the corner outside the door to avoid the cold wind.

Yu Jian frowned and hesitated to speak, "Yuefan, I've been looking for you for a long time."

Yue Fan also frowned and said nothing.

"As soon as I got home, my dad told me that there were rumors at school that you two were together." Yu Jian was a little annoyed, "Although my dad said it might not be true, but I know it might be true."

"What is this called! How can you be together! I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I didn't say it because I was afraid it would affect your exam. I really can't hold back today."

Yue Fan suddenly didn't know what to say, "I'm very happy with her, can you accept that I like girls or not?"

"There's no way to change your sexual orientation, but you can't be with her if you're with anyone."

"I know, you want to say, I won't go to jail if it's not because of her. But that's my choice! You have seen the situation of grandma at that time, and I need that money."

"Yu Jian, really, I really don't want to worry about this anymore. It's just going to jail. I've already passed it. Why don't you go through it?"

Yu Jian leaned against the wall as if exhausted, and she closed her eyes wearily, "It's up to you."

Yue Fan knew that what she said was serious, but she didn't want Xue Qi to always be stared at by her friends.

"I'm sorry." Yue Fan said guiltily, Yu Jian was also doing it for her own good.

Yu Jian sighed and shook his head, "Forget it, I'll go back first."

Yue Fan didn't stop her, and watched her go away. As soon as she walked into the yard, she heard Xue Qi's panic shouting from the room: "Grandma, what's wrong with you? Yue Fan! Yue Fan! Come here quickly! , the medicine is here! Yuefan!" Xue Qi shouted and cried.

Yue Fan's brain exploded with a buzzing sound, and rushed into the room like an arrow.