adolescence [gl]

Wang Yanan's chemistry book was left in the classroom, and she didn't intend to come back to get it, but thinking about how badly her chemistry grades have dropped recently, she bit her lower lip and let the girl with her walk away first, and went back to get the book by herself.

The teaching building was almost full of people, and she was a little scared, so she walked upstairs quickly, for fear that turning off the lights would make her even more scared.

As soon as he walked to the corner of the class, he heard voices talking inside, Yue Fan and Xue Qi?Did you not leave?Curious, she poked her probe cautiously, and she retracted her head in fright at just one glance.

Shock mixed with the joy of prying into the secret filled her heart, Wang Yanan didn't dare to stay, even took the book and left...

The next morning was pretty good, but when they went to class at noon, Yue Fan and Xue Qi always felt that the students in the class looked at them strangely, with scrutiny and doubt.

Yue Fan felt that something was wrong, and was about to ask, but just as she patted a female classmate on the shoulder, that classmate shrank his shoulders like avoiding the plague, and looked at her warily.

The smile on Yue Fan's face was a bit stiff, it's been a long time since her classmates treated her like this, what's the reason now?

Although Xue Qi didn't care what other people thought of her, she always felt flustered, as if something bad was going to happen to someone.

But it didn't take long for the two of them to know why.

After the first period of get out of class, two strange girls stood at the door behind their class and looked in, looking at them and saying, "Yeah, that's them, they're actually gay."

Xue Qi's brain buzzed as if it exploded when she heard this, did they know about their affairs?

Xue Qi didn't even bother to think about who did this kind of thing, she just felt like a stone was pressed against her chest, making her breathless.

Yue Fan's expression was sluggish for a moment, but she quickly recovered and looked at Xue Qi. Xue Qi's lips were a little pale, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she seemed terrified.

Yue Fan reached out to hold Xue Qi's hand, and then squeezed it.

Xue Qi regained her senses and looked at the intersecting hands of the two, and the stone on her heart moved away a little.

Yue Fan asked calmly, "Afraid?"

When she likes someone, what she wants is for a long time, not for the moment, so she will inevitably think too much.

From the day she agreed to Xue Qi, she knew that sooner or later they would face this, no matter sooner or later, so she was mentally prepared.

Although her grandma likes Xue Qi, she just doesn't know if she can accept this fact.I just hope that this news will only be spread in the school, and not spread too much or spread too far.

She can't panic, Xue Qi will panic even more if she panics.

Seeing Yue Fan's calm face, Xue Qi was startled, "Aren't you afraid?"

"Why are you afraid?" Yue Fan asked casually in a nonchalant rhetorical question.

"It's impossible for the school to persuade me to quit because of this kind of rumor. Even if other students think we are disgusting, that's their fault. Moreover, it's not that I haven't been excluded before, but it's just a few months ago."

Xue Qi froze there when she heard the words, yes, she never cared about other people's eyes before, but now she is afraid of what others think of her, it's ridiculous.

After Xue Qi figured it out, Chao Yuefan smiled and mouth-shaped, "I know."

Yue Fan also smiled, let go of her hand and lowered her head to write the paper, Xue Qi also went to read her own book.

That day, the story of Yue Fan and Xue Qi kissing in the classroom was spread all over the campus. Being in love in high school is nothing, but homosexuality is extremely rare.

The small county is relatively backward, and the term homosexuality is still relatively unfamiliar, and the understanding of homosexuality is also very little. Some people directly regard them as abnormal and heterogeneous, and are objects of ridicule.

So Yue Fan and Xue Qi from Class [-] were gay and spread throughout the campus in a very short time.

There was a lot of noise outside, and everyone looked at the two of them with strange eyes, like monkeys watching a zoo.

But the parties were very calm, as if they were not the ones caught in the whirlpool.

The classmates in the class can't tell what they think in their hearts. Everyone can see that Yuefan is good, but when most girls think of contacting someone who likes girls, they are afraid that they will also be infected, or that Yuefan will fall in love with them.

They feel that being liked by a gay is not an honorable thing.

It's not a good feeling to be looked at as a monkey. Those eyes are not lacking in maliciousness, disdain, disgust, or confusion and curiosity. None of these will make the two of you feel good, but since you have chosen, you have to bear it. In the future There is still a long way to go, and this is just the beginning.

When the news reached Wang Qiang's ears, she was stunned. How could she be discovered so quickly?

The female teacher at the next table asked gossipingly, "Huh? Teacher Wang, is the number one in your class really gay? And Xue Qi? I really can't tell!"

Wang Qiang came back to her senses, she pursed her lips, adjusted her glasses, and said expressionlessly: "It's all students' rumors, you also believe it. This is not a joke, it will do a lot of psychological damage to the students .”

The female teacher was embarrassed by Wang Qiang's words, she responded with a smile twice and quickly pretended to prepare lessons.

Wang Qiang took off her glasses, took a deep breath and was a little tired. She originally wanted Yue Fan and Xue Qi to come and find her, but there are so many teachers in the office, and if the students in the class saw her talking to them, she might be frustrated. true rumors.

If possible, she wants to minimize the harm to them.

Wang Qiang sent Xue Qi a text message with her mobile phone.

Don't rush to leave after the evening self-study get out of class, wait for the classmates to leave and come to the office to find me.

Xue Qi handed the text message to Yue Fan, Yue Fan just nodded without saying anything, and Xue Qi replied hello.

After the night self-study, the two of them waited for everyone to leave before going to the office.

The teaching building was quiet, and all voices were amplified.

The two don't know how the head teacher will react to this matter, but no matter what, they will not change their mutual thoughts.

Yue Fan reached out and knocked on the door. Wang Qiang was the only one left in the math group. She turned her back to the two of them and did not move, as if she was in a daze.

Wang Qiang came back to her senses, looked back at the two of them and sat up straight, she said flatly, "Come in."

Xue Qi glanced at Yue Fan, she wanted to stretch out her hand to hold Yue Fan, but when she thought of the situation of the two of them, she quickly clenched her outstretched hand into a fist.

Wang Qiang looked at the two of them fixedly, "Do you know what you are here for?"

When she met the two on the street that time, she just felt that the relationship between the two was a bit weird. It's hard to say that feeling, maybe she is more sensitive to this.

Later, seeing the two of them embracing in the classroom when they were correcting the papers made her more determined, but she didn't know that she chose to forget about it and followed them, but she didn't expect that the news about the two of them would be widely spread.

This time I really can't indulge them.

Yue Fan nodded and replied calmly: "I know."

Wang Qiang looked at her as if she was not affected at all, it was a little funny, she was really too young.

"Is that so?" Although I knew it, I still wanted to hear it from the two of them.

The two hesitated, but nodded.

Whether you like men or women, it is not a shameful thing.If you don't even have the courage to admit that you like it, I'm afraid you really don't have the qualifications to say you like it.

Wang Qiang sighed, "I'm not against falling in love, but both of you are girls. Have you ever understood the homosexual group? Do you know how difficult it is to go down this road? Gossip from outsiders can drown you, no Speaking of which, you won’t be able to pass the family test.”

"Maybe you were just talking for fun and didn't think about it so much, but if you can get rid of it early, you can get out of it, don't get stuck in it, and you won't be able to get out when you think about it later."

Yue Fan smiled wryly, "Teacher, it's not up to me to like boys and girls."

"But it's not right..."

"What's wrong, why is it wrong to be with the person I like? I like Yue Fan and her. What does it have to do with outsiders." Xue Qi's tone of voice was a bit aggressive. She had endured it for a day, if it wasn't for fear of making things big , She really wants to scold those idiots, does she like men and women getting in their way?

"Don't!" Yue Fan reached out to pinch her hand, waved it lightly, and signaled her not to talk to the teacher like that.

Xue Qi also felt that she had been rude, suppressed her inner anger and dissatisfaction, and apologized to Wang Qiang.

Wang Qiang looked at the hands they were holding, and didn't take Xue Qi's words to heart at all. She looked at Yue Fan, "What about you? Are you so ignorant?"

Xue Qi's face changed when she heard the words, she wanted to refute that Yue Fan held her hand tightly again.

Yue Fan laughed dumbly, "What do you mean by being ignorant?"

"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Let's break up now. Find a man to marry and have children in the future. This is your trajectory." Wang Qiang said these words dully, and when she said these words, her mind was still echoing. A voice that spoke exactly the same words as her.

It's just that she still laughed back then, but now she uses these words to persuade her students.

"Impossible, I won't just let go." I have the courage to face future setbacks with her, as long as she is willing...

Wang Qiang was disturbed by Yue Fan's words, she seemed to see herself at the beginning, naive and naive, thinking everything too simply, but in the end?Finally! ! !

She raised her voice, "Aren't you naive! Are you still a primary school student? Do you know how to love at your age? Being dazzled by the sweetness in front of you, is the future so easy to face? Do you know how difficult every step of this road is? Is it? You have to make the family uneasy before giving up at the end, right?"

Wang Qiang's last words were almost yelled out, but fortunately, there was no one else in this building.

Yue Fan and Xue Qi were taken aback, they had never seen such a violent Wang Qiang.

"When you are twenty* years old, don't wait for that time, you look back! You will laugh at how naive you are now, for a so-called relationship, for a so-called favorite person, is it worth it? ?”

"Take a [-]-step back, you can persist, how many years can you persist? There will always be one who will get bored, and leave as soon as the time comes, and everything in the past is not even a fart! Gambling for a relationship that can't see the future Is it worth spending so much youth? After a while, forget it? The future is so long, you guarantee that this is your life partner now? Heh..." Wang Qiang chuckled, extremely ironic.

Xue Qi wanted to refute, but she had nothing to say, no amount of words had the power to act convincingly.

"Teacher, I am now, not 28 years old, so I will act according to my own thoughts. Young people are as energetic as this, and I can bet on it. If I like it, how about giving her a few years of youth?"

"You educate me from the perspective of an adult because you have feelings and want to prevent us from taking detours."

"But I would rather my future self have the opportunity to laugh at the current self. If I give up now, I will only spend the rest of my life in regret."

"In the future, I will laugh and talk about how naive I am now. It is better than letting this relationship become an unspeakable pain in my heart."

"You always say that I have never experienced the future and the future, and you have already thought about it for me. But what if?" Yue Fan smiled, "I'm betting on that one event."

Wang Qiang was taken aback by what she said, and she closed her eyes wearily.Yes, I regret it, I regret it when I give up, I really regret it, but do I use it again?

Wang Qiang felt hot in her eyes and her nose was sore, she waved her hand to let them go out first.

Yue Fan and Xue Qi looked at each other, they sensed something wrong with Wang Qiang, but they didn't know why, at least they went out first.

Walking to the door, the two heard Wang Qiang say, "You choose the road, so don't regret it in the future."

"If I give up, I'll regret it for years to come."

"Go back early, you study hard. I'll take care of this matter."

Yue Fan thanked Wang Qiang from the bottom of his heart, "Thank you."

After speaking, she pulled Xue Qi away, and when she went out, she seemed to hear a faint sigh.

The next day, Wang Qiang said coldly in class: "I have heard a lot of disharmonious rumors recently. To be honest, you are all high school students. You are already under a lot of pressure, and you made such a fuss. Put yourself in your shoes Think about it, if you were the person involved, would you still be able to use this rumor as a talking point?"

"If you say something more, can you consider the authenticity? Do you know how much harm these irresponsible remarks will cause to others? Also, I don't want to mention some students who spend your little thoughts on study than engaging in these crooked ways. It all works."

Everyone who Wang Qiang said is even more confused, isn't it?They sneaked a look at the two of them and found that there was nothing unusual about them.

That's right, if it's true, why are you so calm? It's really just a rumor?Besides, what the head teacher said just now seems to have something to say, could it be that this was really made up by others who were jealous of Yue Fan.

For a while, the students were not sure about their ideas, and the head teacher had already spoken, so it would be better to solve two more maths if he had the time to pay attention to these.

More importantly, the head teacher's words also touched them, no matter whether it was or not, can they be sarcastic and ridiculed wantonly because they are not the parties involved?

The students bowed their heads one after another, and entered the third year of high school. The pressure was really great. They knew how confused the road ahead was, and they could empathize with it.

Moreover, Yue Fan is still someone close to him, and his heart is full of flesh. Many students feel that they can't bear to let the two of them face gossip at this time.

This time, the students in Class [-] remained silent, and no longer commented on this matter.

But for the students in other classes, the boring third year of senior high school, this is undoubtedly an interesting thing, and they have been discussing it until the last bit of fun in this thing is squeezed out.

The rumor didn't subside until two weeks before the final exam.

Yue Fan and Xue Qi's indifference at the beginning has turned into numbness. How rumors spread and what others think has nothing to do with them.

However, the two are still very grateful to the classmates in the class. Even if the classmates in the class don't get in touch with them too much, they won't look at them with perverted eyes. This may be their biggest bottom line.

Yue Fan and Xue Qi also knew that it was Wang Yanan who spread the news, but Yue Fan didn't have any special feelings about it. She was careless and couldn't blame others.

However, one evening self-study not long after the rumors spread, Wang Yanan was called to the office by the head teacher, and talked for a class, and when Wang Yanan finally came back, her expression was in a trance.

I don't know what Wang Qiang told her. From that day on, although Wang Yanan still didn't like her, she was no longer as hostile to her as before.