After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Fu Younian couldn't hold back in the end, picked up his coat, got up and left the bar.

It was already past 03:30 in the morning when I took a taxi to the hospital. The nurse on duty heard footsteps and looked up sleepily to see Fu Younian. Then she woke up a little bit and said, "Mr. Fu? You came here at this time ?”

"Nothing else, just come and have a look," Fu Younian asked, "Is Yu Xi still feeling sick at night?"

"It's okay at night. I fell asleep after the infusion." The nurse said.

Fu Younian nodded, without further words, walked towards Yu Xi's ward.

The hospital is always very quiet late at night, so the occasional groans from the ward are also very clear.There was an aunt in the ward next to Yu Xi who just finished the operation, and the pain pump still couldn't completely relieve her pain. When Fu Younian passed the door of the ward, he heard the suppressed crying inside.

Yu Xi slept soundly, but Fu Younian didn't go in, afraid of waking him up, so he stood outside the window of the ward and watched for a while.

The longer I stand, the more I feel reluctant to leave.

Fu Younian found a place to sit down in the corridor, and sat until the sky turned pale, and saw a faint gleam of morning light, then got up and opened the door of the ward to go in, watching the nurse come to take Yu Xi's temperature and infusion in the morning.

Yu Xi's condition came and went repeatedly, and it was barely stabilized in early April, and he was able to go home and rest.

The new medicine that Fu Younian went abroad to contact and buy is still effective. In addition, the traditional Chinese medicine to regulate the stomach some time ago has also begun to take effect. At least he will not vomit every time he takes the medicine, and the symptoms of stomach bleeding have not occurred again.

But how long this stability will last, no one knows.

Yu Xi wanted to finish filming the remaining 20 or so scenes of "Blind Friend" while he was still walking normally and not looking thin.

"..." After listening to him, Fu Younian said after a moment of silence, "I'll ask the doctor."

In fact, Fu Younian didn't really want Yu Xi to go, but he had promised Yu Xi and didn't want to disappoint him.

Zhang Feiran's side is easy to talk about, although the funds may not be able to supply after such a toss, filming after all is very expensive, not only the venue rental, personnel and equipment, but also a series of troubles.Of course, there are also situations where good films can be made with insufficient funds, but most of them are paved with money.

Fu Younian could make up for whatever he was short of, but Zhang Feiran didn't ask for his sponsorship, only under Fu Younian's insistence, he meant to accept a little bit, and paid the rest out of his own pocket.

After all, they are friends for many years, and they can't help Yu Xi when he is sick. He can spend this small amount of money on his own, and it doesn't matter if it is in vain.

But the doctor didn't recommend Yu Xi to go filming again.

"At this stage, you must not be tired, and you should pay attention to relaxing your body during normal exercise, and not strenuous exercise." The doctor looked at Fu Younian and felt that this was really unnecessary. The physical exertion is too much. Things like Wiayi are not good for his current bones."

"It's a modern drama, so there's no need to hang on to Wia," Fu Younian explained to her, "I'll watch and let him rest more. At most, we'll shoot one every day, and we won't shoot night scenes."

The doctor was in a stalemate with him for a long time, and finally let go, but told him that if he felt unwell, he had to come to the hospital immediately.

Seeing Fu Younian walk out of the ward, Yu Xi couldn't sit still.

After months in the hospital, he felt like he was turning into a damp, moldy mushroom and couldn't wait to get outside.

Fu Younian hadn't come back after more than half an hour, Yu Xi poked his head back and forth at the door of the ward to look, and found no one, and sat down by the bed a little bit disappointed.

After completing the discharge procedures and going upstairs, Fu Younian raised his head, just in time to see Yu Xi squatting at the door of the ward by himself.

He even changed his clothes in a hurry.

Putting on a loose thin sweater, he grabbed his hair and tied it casually. He looked eagerly in the direction of the stairs, and the moment he met Fu Younian's gaze, he got up and ran towards him.

Fu Younian subconsciously reached out to catch him, and was knocked back a few steps, his heels touched the wall behind him, he couldn't help laughing.

"Can I go today? Can I go?" Yu Xi asked with his arms around his waist.

Fu Younian looked solemn, turned his head and deliberately did not speak, nor looked at him.

Yu Xi raised his hand to hold his face, forcing him to turn and look at her.

Fu Younian held his wrist, seeing that he was about to jump up in anxiety, finally couldn't pretend anymore, kissed his palm, with a smile in his eyes, and said, "Go back and get your things."

Only then did Yu Xi laugh.

They didn't go home, and Fu Younian still didn't dare to let Yu Xi touch the cats and dogs at home. If he scratched Yu Xi while playing around, he probably had to go to the hospital again, so he took him directly to the hotel.

This time, he didn't stay in the hotel where the film crew stayed. Fu Younian booked another hotel, which was close to the studio and the hospital, and the environment was better.

Yu Xi thought that he probably forgot all the lines and the script, but when he picked it up again, he found that he still remembered most of them.

His energy is low now, and his memory is also bad. Fortunately, he doesn't have to recite it all over again.

"Blind Friend" is not a film with a particularly intense style. It mainly expresses delicate emotional details, as well as the blend of light and shadow. Zhang Feiran's film completely follows the path of classic literary films.Fortunately, it was like this, Yu Xi didn't find it difficult to shoot.

Fu Younian has always been serious about filming, but this is probably the one he is most serious about. He put all his energy into the filming to avoid NG due to his own mistakes.

Moreover, he and Yu Xi already have a perfect understanding, and most of the time they can get along together.

Yu Xi still occasionally has a low-grade fever on the set, and his low-grade fever and bone pain have become the norm.

This body suffers from perennial ailments, and has developed resistance to more than half of the common painkillers on the market, and some of the rest have too many side effects, so Yu Xi can’t take them. A few sporadic ones can still help, and the effects seem to be gradually fading. I can only hold on by myself.

The pain was unbearable, so I stopped and went to the side to rest.

During the filming, several sets of clothes were soaked every day, and the whole body was covered in cold sweat.

Yu Xi didn't know how long he could last, so he went to Zhang Feiran and discussed with him if he could move the later scene to the front to shoot.

That scene was probably the most strenuous of the rest because of the dancing involved.

Naturally, Zhang Feiran had no objection, it was not easy for Yu Xi to finish the filming of this movie, it was just a matter of adjusting the shooting sequence of a scene, there was no big problem.

"Then you have to practice first," Zhang Feiran said to Fu Younian, "I remember you learned tango when we were filming? Anyway, that segment wasn't too long, it was only a few minutes. You can just bluff, and you don’t need to be very professional.”

"Well, give me a few days." Fu Younian nodded.

Fu Younian went to find a dance teacher to teach him.

In fact, Yu Xi also knows how to teach him. Yu Xi only knows nothing about classical dance and folk dance, and has a little bit of everything else. Tango is a very easy dance for him.

But Fu Younian was afraid that he would be tired, so he didn't agree.

The summer when Song Xigu and Jiang Yan were together was wet and rainy, and there was no place to go out to play, and in this hot and restless season, they always felt that someone would secretly see their ebb and flow of love, so they During the holidays, they spend more time in Jiang Yan's cramped rented room. They don't see the sun, and their favorite is the night.

However, homework still needs to be written during the summer vacation, and Song Xigu would occasionally lie on the bed with Jiang Yan to do the homework.

"Are you going to take the Yanda exam in the future?" Song Xigu looked down at the scribbled but powerful handwriting on Jiang Yan's notebook.

"Should." Jiang Yan turned his head and glanced at him.

Jiang Yan's grades are very good. He came from the key class of No. [-] Road since he was a child. Compared with Song Xigu, who has been studying in villages and towns before high school, he is not at the same level at all.

Song Xigu raised his hand and climbed onto his sweaty shoulder, "Can I go with you?"

Jiang Yan finally looked up at him seriously.

Under the dim light of the rented room, Song Xigu's eyes were clean and clear, showing a little ignorance. He pursed his lips slightly, his face was fair and beautiful, and his hair was a little longer. Sometimes I think he looks like a girl.

At that time, he really hoped that Song Xigu was a girl.

Before filming this section, Zhang Feiran deliberately went over to look at the make-up, and asked the makeup artist to soften Yu Xi's eyebrows and eyes, and a thin layer of eye shadow was applied to the end of the eyes, making it look restrained and moist.

Unlike Yu Xi's usual appearance.

"If you pass the exam." Jiang Yan said suddenly.

His tone was a bit awkward, he obviously agreed to go to the same school with Song Xigu, but he had to stab him with his grades, he couldn't talk to Song Xigu well, it seemed that it would be bad if he didn't block him.But Song Xigu is also a very evil person, he never gets angry.

Jiang Yan pondered over the questions, feeling that Song Xigu hadn't moved for a long time, and he was still a little uneasy, afraid that he would be angry, but when he looked around from the corner of his eye, he found Song Xigu lying there secretly laughing.

Obviously, half of the questions on the paper were wrong, and the difficulty of trying to take the same school as him spanned half the Milky Way.

"Fool." Jiang Yan wanted to push his shoulder, but in the end he didn't push it, but pulled him closer.

She tilted her head and kissed his lips.

After Yu Xi drove Fu Younian away from the hospital last time, the two of them kissed less. Yu Xi not only drove Fu Younian away, but also gradually reduced all kinds of contact with Fu Younian.He didn't break up with Fu Younian directly, and used a more gradual approach.

Including this period of filming, Yu Xi seldom slept with Fu Younian at night, and went to lie down on another bed in the suite with his pillow in his arms.

Fu Younian is not a fool either, he can feel Yu Xi's estrangement from him.

It is true that every time he thinks about Yu Xi, or when he turns his head inadvertently, he can find that Yu Xi is still there, but he is getting farther and farther away from him.

It was only during filming that I gave him a kiss so obediently.

After writing a few papers, it was almost dark.

Sometimes Jiang Yan pressed Song Xigu to make love on the twisted and trembling steel wire bed, and a few gangsters who rented a room next door heard it passing by, and slapped Jiang Yan's door panel with laughter. After all, there is no such thing as a ghost Something like soundproofing.

Sometimes they don't do anything else, just sit on the bed together and watch movies, all of which are CDs brought by Song Xigu.

They have watched a lot, such as "Brokeback Mountain" and "Love in Siam" abroad, and they have watched it many times.Song Xigu was always crying, and his tear glands were so well developed that Jiang Yan was at a loss what to do, so he could only wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes vigorously with the palm of his hand, and just as he wiped them away, they fell down again.

Or "Happy Together" and "Beautiful Boy's Love" in China... At that time, many things seemed to wake up overnight, about those unspeakable loves.

"I want to dance too." Song Xigu whispered to Jiang Yan while watching the tango danced by He Baorong and Li Yaohui in the kitchen in "Happy Together".

Jiang Yan felt ashamed. He didn't want to dance with a boy, so he told him, "Shut up and watch your movie."

So they didn't jump.

After many years, Jiang Yan has become Jiang Chao. When Song Xigu was staying at his house, he suddenly said to him: "Do you want to dance?"

Fu You is just learning and practicing at the beginning of the year, but what he wants to play in the movie is a character who is very good at dancing tango.

Because during the years when Jiang Chao was studying abroad, he danced tango with many different people.

Yu Xi is very good at it, but he has to play a completely unfamiliar novice, even he is blind.

The field record hit the board again.

Fu Younian took a tie, tied it on Yu Xi's eyes, and tied a knot behind his head in a relaxed manner, then lowered his head, and kissed his eyes through the tie.

Jiang Chao already knew at this time that Song Xigu had been sent for electric shock treatment.

Song Xigu accompanied him through the most difficult year of his life, but when Song Xigu was most painful and helpless, he was not by his side every time.

He was a little afraid to see Song Xigu's eyes, even if he knew that Song Xigu couldn't see his expression.

"Jiang Chao?" Yu Xi was a little unaccustomed to the sudden darkness, and held Fu Younian's wrist, "I couldn't see at all, why did you tie this up for me?"

Fu Younian didn't speak, he broke away Yu Xi's hand holding him, his fingertips touched his fingertips, and slowly inserted it along the gap between his fingers, slightly touching his palm, interlocking his fingers.

This action was done a little casually.

It seemed that he was a prodigal son who came out to have fun, but the eyes he looked down at Yu Xi were so deep that he couldn't see the bottom.

They danced on the open-air balcony, a radio was placed on the ground, and a very old-fashioned tango was played.

Jiang Chao supported Song Xigu's waist so that he wouldn't lose sight and trip over accidentally, then held his with the other hand, and taught him how to move his feet, move forward and backward.

"You can have surgery next month." Jiang Chao said to Song Xigu.

"Yeah." Song Xigu was a little nervous, afraid of stepping on Jiang Chao's feet, but he did keep stepping on, so he could only be more careful, and couldn't devote too much attention to what Jiang Chao said, so he just said casually. promise.

"At that time... At that time, I might not be able to accompany you to the hospital." Jiang Chao suddenly leaned over, kissed Song Xigu's side face, and said, "Song Xigu, you can live well by yourself."

Song Xigu's feet suddenly stopped, Jiang Chao didn't pay attention, accidentally stepped on him, and took a step back.

"I have always loved you." Jiang Chao said.

The record had already been played, and Yu Xi raised his hand to take off the tie covering his eyes, when he suddenly felt another kiss on the tip of his ear.

Fu Younian took advantage of him by untying his tie knot.

They were in the corner, no one could see them, and Zhang Feiran was afraid that Reuters would leak it in advance, so he became more cautious in the later stage, only trustworthy and necessary staff were left on the field, basically he already knew the relationship between the two of them, I dare not say it.

Yu Xi secretly stepped on Fu Younian's foot.

It's different from the one that accidentally stepped on him during the filming just now, this foot is seriously stepped on him, and it's quite heavy.

Fu Younian felt that he was still quite strong, and he really got better during this period of time, he was not angry when he was stepped on, and even hugged him and deliberately touched his waist, which made Yu Xi feel itchy all over, and kept suppressing his voice Laughing and hiding.

"You're so annoying." During the movement, Yu Xi's blindfolded tie loosened a little, and it fell down a little to cover the bridge of his nose.

One of Yu Xi's hands was still being held by Fu Younian in the same posture as when he was dancing just now, and he couldn't move away, his eyes were blocked and he had nowhere to hide, the more he hid, the more he seemed to be in his arms He could only continue to step on his feet, hoping that Fu Younian would let him go.

Don't look at the movements under your feet, as if you are still holding hands and dancing that tango.

"You're annoying." With a smile on the corner of Fu Younian's mouth, he finally let go of his fingers, but grabbed his wrist again, and leaned against him to the table.

Pushed by him, Yu Xi had no choice but to lean against the wooden table behind him.

Zhang Feiran is still hesitating whether to shoot the next short section today or talk about it tomorrow.

Looking up, I saw the monitor Fu Younian and Yu Xi playing around there.

Before the lights were turned off, Fu Younian's shoulders and backs showed a thick and dark orange color, and the undulating muscle lines could be seen under the shirt. His sleeves were rolled up to the elbows, and the exposed forearm was covered by Yu Xi Draping her fingertips, through the lens, she was somewhat reserved and ambiguous.

Yu Xi sat halfway at the table, lowered his eyelashes to push his shoulders, Fu Younian looked up at him, with his hands still on his waist.

The whole picture has a natural sense of story, full of colors and conflicts.

Zhang Feiran hurriedly asked the cameraman to change the camera position to take pictures.

In the later stage, it may be directly used as a poster.

"You two don't move, wait, just stay there." Zhang Feiran raised his head from behind the monitor and said.

Yu Xi froze for a moment, reached out and pulled off the tie completely.

Zhang Feiran felt that he was extremely witty, so he had an idea and changed the kiss scene from the back to the front, and asked them to shoot in that pose, saving time and effort, and it could be finished earlier so that Yu Xi could go back to rest for treatment, and this shot was just right a feeling of.

Fu Younian didn't have any objection, hugged Yu Xi and kissed him on the mouth without notice.

After the kiss, Yu Xi didn't respond, but his face was a little hot.

Yu Xi was very speechless, grabbed his collar, and said in a low voice: "The filming hasn't started yet, you can't finish it."

As soon as he finished speaking, the notes just hit the board, Fu Younian held the back of his neck, and pressed his lips again.

As lips and teeth rubbed together, Fu Younian avoided the camera and whispered to him, "It's already started."

"..." Yu Xi had no choice but to shoot with him first, feeling that this movie had finished filming all the kissing scenes in his life, and now he didn't feel shy kissing Fu Younian in front of the camera.

His legs were stiff and aching after staying in this position hanging over the table for too long.

Fu Younian seemed to have noticed it, and supported his leg on the other side that the camera couldn't capture.

"Why does Director Zhang like to shoot intimate scenes so much?" Yu Xi complained to Fu Younian in a low voice at a volume that only the two of them could hear.

Fu Younian let go of his lips, put his index finger on his chin, rubbed his thumb pad against his slightly wet and red lips, and shamelessly mouthed to him:

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