After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Yu Xi began to try every means to persuade Fu Younian not to stay with him in the hospital all the time.

"You can come and see me when you are free," Yu Xi said to Fu Younian after taking a shower before going to bed at night, sitting beside the bed wrapped in a thick and fluffy towel, "and even if you are not here, Lu Zhan and the others will come to see me, and I won't feel bored staying here."

The tip of his hair was slightly wet, still dripping water, and his feet were also wet, stepping on the fur slippers by the bed, his white toes sunk into the soft fluff.

Fu Younian didn't speak at first.

He doesn't feel at ease letting others take care of Yu Xi, although he knows that Yu Xi's health is not that bad now, he won't be coerced by others, and he doesn't have a temper of swallowing his anger, if he is really bullied, there is no need to wait for him to come Regardless, I pushed back a long time ago, but I still don't feel at ease.

And even though he had never been mentally prepared for Yu Xi to leave him, he still thought about it a few times in the dead of night.

He couldn't control the spread of the pain, at least he could spend more time with Yu Xi during the rest of the time.

"I didn't receive anything I wanted to shoot this year." Fu Younian saw that Yu Xi had been waiting for him to answer, before he said, "I don't go to film every year, and there are also a few long-term endorsements and company matters. Busy enough."

Yu Xi didn't insist anymore.

He always couldn't say no to Fu Younian, anyway, Fu Younian always had his own set of reasons.

Fu Younian went to get a towel, pulled Yu Xi's ankle, and then wiped off the water droplets on his feet.When Yu Xi wasn't paying attention, Fu Younian secretly scratched the soles of his feet.

Yu Xi pushed his hand to kick him away, was so tickled that he almost burst into tears, shrank his legs under the fluffy bath towel, pinched the corner of the bath towel, and kneaded himself into a ball. Showing a pair of eyes, he looked at Fu Younian unhappily.

Fu Younian even lowered his head to kiss his eyes, and Yu Xi's eyelashes trembled slightly.

"You're too clingy." Yu Xi moved aside, leaned on the head of the bed, and whispered.

Fu Younian took it for granted, "I didn't cling to others."

When bathing Yu Xi just now, Fu Younian couldn't help teasing him for a while, causing Yu Xi to splash him with water so hard that his whole clothes were soaked, especially his top, which might drip if he twisted it.There was only half of the water left in the bathtub, and it all dripped onto the tiled floor of the bathroom.

Fu Younian changed his clothes, took a shower first, and then went to Yu Xi with a towel to dry his hair as usual.

Yu Xi wanted revenge, so he rubbed very hard, especially when he felt that Fu Younian had no intention of resisting at all, so he was even more motivated.

It wasn't until Fu Younian put his arms around his waist and pressed him on the bed that he realized that he had been fooled.

"...What do you want to do?" Yu Xi tried to push him, but he didn't.

Fu Younian wrapped a towel around his wrist, not tightly but enough to make him unable to move, then pinched his chin and bowed his head to kiss him.

A slightly bitter taste of medicine was tasted between the lips and teeth.

"Little lunatic." Fu Younian whispered against his lips.

Yu Xi frowned, raised his entangled hand and wanted to pull it towards his neck, but Fu Younian pressed his hand directly on his own chest.

Through the thin fabric, I can almost feel the beating of my heart in my chest.

Fu Younian held the back of his neck with the other hand, occasionally rubbed his ear and cheek with his fingertips, and sucked his lips once and for all, until those two lips were moist and red, he finally let go of him. .But she still didn't get up, and just followed the posture just now, lying down with her arms around Yu Xi, with the back of her hand touching his chest intentionally or unconsciously, where the heart was.

In fact, Yu Xi is not a person who is particularly sensitive to emotions, whether it is his own or someone else's.

Most of the time he feels himself a little cold.

But now it may be sick, and the whole person suddenly settles down, leaving only the infusion bottle dangling in front of my eyes and the smell of disinfectant water in my breath every day, it becomes much more delicate, and I can start to understand the emotions in other people's eyes .

He held Fu Younian's hand and pressed against his heartbeat. The warmth of the palm made him feel as if his whole heart was wrapped.

Fu Younian hardly mentioned his illness in front of Yu Xi.

I usually ask him if he has a fever, or if he has a headache, and I just ask about these little things.

But occasionally after waking up at night, when Yu Xi went back to bed and lay down again, Fu Younian would reach out and hug him, and listen to his breathing and heartbeat that seemed extraordinarily clear in the silent night, and feel that there is nothing in this world. There's never been a better sound than that.

Yu Xi didn't care much about what people other than Fu Younian thought of him, but he couldn't help thinking about what Uncle Fu Younian said for a few days.

He could understand that from Fu Younian's point of view, the other party felt that he was a drag on Fu Younian, and they couldn't have a good result.

But even though the other party was Fu Younian's blood-related uncle, he still didn't want to see Fu Younian being blamed.

Especially for him.

He had never asked about the progress of bone marrow matching before, after all, he felt in his heart that it was impossible.

After hesitating for a while, I called for the first time to ask.

In addition to the bone marrow bank at the hospital, Mr. Yu also specially arranged someone to be in charge of it. The channels are wider than the hospital. After several months of searching for a needle in a haystack, there has been no news.

Fu Younian knew that if there was any news, the other party would definitely notify the hospital immediately without any delay, but he still couldn't help calling frequently to ask, of course, the result was the same every time.

Yu Xi originally thought it would be the same for him to ask, but he didn't expect that the other end of the phone didn't reply him directly, but remained silent for a moment.

This brief silence made Yu Xi's heart beat a little faster.

But his tone was still calm and calm, "Is there a suitable match?"

"Yes, the detailed matching report has been sent to President Yu." The general manager is also reviewing, and should give you a message in the evening."

The president Yu mentioned by the other party refers to the grandfather of the original owner.

Listening to the long series of words, Yu Xi gradually calmed down after the initial shock of heartbeat, feeling that something was wrong.

Although the tone and attitude of the person on the phone were extremely natural, there were no flaws in his speech, and his acting was very realistic, but Yu Xi could still hear the weirdness from the small syllables. After all, he is a professional in acting, and he is not that The original owner who has almost never been out of the nursing home ward, innocent and indifferent, ignorant of worldly affairs.

Yu Xi hung up the phone without asking any further questions.

Fu Younian probably didn't know about it, and Yu Xi didn't hear him mention it during lunch.

Today was supposed to be a little special day.

The hip-hop show that Yu Xi gave up in the end just happened to be the last episode, and at the end of this episode, the team and individual rankings for this season will be announced.

Although it was only broadcast now, in fact, the recording of this episode was completed half a month ago. Yu Xi saw the circle of friends posted by Solo, and knew that their team won No.1.

And there is still Yu Xi in the personal points ranking.

Yu Xi saw his name in the corner of the photo posted by Solo. Excluding the score of the final round, he was still ranked in the top eight. A total of 50 people participated in the final.

After the show was broadcast, Yu Xi saw many fans expressing regret for him in the comments.

[It's a pity, even if the final jump is ruined, as long as you can get a passing score, you must be in the top three. 】

[The passing score is only [-]. The previous lowest performance was over [-], and just the lock in the middle of their dance together looks like a fish. It must have been arranged for them before they got sick...]

[I was still waiting for him to play, but I didn't know it was true until the end of the film. 】

……

Yu Xi couldn't stand it anymore, he pressed his calf which was still aching from the bone seam, and exited the software.

Just as he was about to turn off his phone, he received a text message.

It was an unfamiliar number that had never been saved, and it was sent with just two words.

--Congratulations.

It looked like a very ordinary congratulations, although it had no beginning or end, but it landed in the inbox, these two thin black words suddenly revealed a somewhat imperceptible sense of sarcasm.

Yu Xi guessed who this person was in an instant, and also knew what happened to the sudden successful matching.

With coldness in his eyes, he directly deleted the text message.

But the other party seemed unwilling to give up, and then sent him many pictures.

There is nothing very strange, just some ticket stubs and sporadic scenery photos.

——You used to like to look at that world map and marked the places you want to go on it. This time I have been there one by one. Do you still like it now?

Yu Xi ignored him, and wanted to see how he would get sick again.

——You should hate me very much.How does it feel to be locked in a basement?

——It's a pity that it's useless for you to hate me so much. In the end, only I can save you.

Occasionally, Yu Xi felt that there might be something wrong with him, but he found that Yu Yan was much sicker than him, so he felt very speechless.

His intervention caused many things to change, like a hurricane caused by butterfly wings.

I don't know who Yu Yan is with now.

Changing to the original owner might really be stimulated to cause a heart attack, but to Yu Xi, it was really a joke.

His expression didn't fluctuate, he raised his fingertips and replied.

——Are you suffering from persecution paranoia?

Yu Yan didn't continue to get nervous and harass him.

Yu Xi went to call his grandfather, made the matter clear, and categorically refused to have surgery with Yu Yan again.It is not easy for this type of match to be successful once, and there are no immediate family members. If you want to wait, you don't know when you will have to wait.

Mr. Yu was a little silent.

But in the end he couldn't hold back Yu Xi.

Yu Xi threw the phone aside this time, and didn't read anyone's message again.

He felt a little tired, and fell asleep on the hospital bed wrapped in a quilt.

In the evening, I was awakened by a burst of crying.

He opened his eyes and looked at the door blankly, just in time to see Fu Younian pushing the door in.

Seeing that he was awake, Fu Younian walked to the hospital bed, leaned over and touched his face, and said, "It's okay, you want to sleep and sleep for a while."

"What's going on outside?" Yu Xi asked him.

Fu Younian paused for a moment before saying to him, "Doudou suffered from acute myocardial infarction. He was rescued in the afternoon, but he was not saved."

Hearing what he said, Yu Xi got up and lifted the quilt, put on his shoes and walked to the door of the ward to take a look.

The nurse was pushing the single bed out. The girl's small and thin body was covered from head to tail by a white cloth, and only an outline could be vaguely seen.Doudou's mother hugged Doudou's usual favorite bear, squatting at the door of the ward and crying until her voice was torn, and she could hardly utter a sound in the end.

In the end, she couldn't go back to school, and the promise she made with Yu Xila didn't come true.

On Yu Xi's bedside table, there are still a few pieces of chocolate candies given to him by Dou Dou in a small box, and a new cartoon in the "Jiu Jiu" series is stored in the tablet.

It is perfectly normal for people to come and go in the ward.

Although the reasons for leaving vary.

Fu Younian was worried that Yu Xi would be affected, but during dinner, Yu Xi did not show any emotions that were different from usual.

During this period of time, Yu Xi was able to eat, and the doctor also ordered him to add more protein. Fu Younian often made him sweet and sour pork tenderloin, or stewed fish, and Yu Xi could eat a little more with rice.

During the meal, Fu Younian turned sideways and made a phone call. When he turned around, he found that the slices of white radish in his bowl were gone.

"How did you steal my meal?" Fu Younian pinched Yu Xi's cheek.

Yu Xi didn't speak, and took a small piece of fish from his bowl openly.

Fu Younian raised his eyebrows and smiled, and went to grab his too.

But Yu Xi avoided him with the bowl in his hand, very protective of his food.

"Do you hate it?" Fu Younian leaned on the back of the chair and looked at him leisurely.

Yu Xi finished eating the fish he had snatched, put down his chopsticks, his expression was very calm, his tone seemed to be telling him what to eat for dinner, looking at Fu Younian's tired face, he said, "Go home and sleep at night. "

Fu Younian didn't know why he brought this up again, so he didn't make a sound.

"You hate me now because you have invested too much in me. If you continue to be with me, you will consume more time and energy and more affection. If I really die, what will you do then?" Yu It was the first time that Xi threw this question in front of him so directly, undisguisedly, and even cruelly.

Yu Xi didn't wait for him to speak, and continued to say: "Don't worry, I will take good care of you when you are not here, maybe one day it will be all right."

"Now that you leave, you feel reluctant, or when you miss me, you turn around and I'm still here, you can visit me every few days, and then every other week, half a month, a month, slowly forget about me... ..." Yu Xi's voice became lower and lower as he spoke, almost muttering to himself, "It's better than that."

He didn't say what it was, but Fu Younian still understood.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-2823:55:28~2020-11-2923:56:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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