After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Fu Younian didn't speak, and suddenly reached out to hug him in his arms, holding his arms tightly.

Yu Xi was originally thinner than Fu Younian, when hugged like this, it seems that the whole person is surrounded by his arms, which is Yu Xi's favorite posture.Yu Xi lowered her head and rubbed against the side of his neck, feeling that the bones that were like needle cones just now didn't hurt so much, and she still felt a little bit of sudden grievance, so she blinked her eyes vigorously, holding back her tears.

"Let's go, go back to the hotel first." Fu Younian rubbed his hair, "It's a bit cold on the set."

Yu Xi had already put on his sweater, and when he was about to get up, he found that he still couldn't stand up, so he took Fu Younian's hand and said, "Hold me."

Fu Younian picked him up directly with his legs bent, avoided the staff outside, and went to the parking lot through the private passage.

If it were someone else, they might have noticed the symptoms earlier than Yu Xi.

The problem lies in the symptoms that leukemia usually appears, and Yu Xi himself has them.He couldn't tell what caused the bone pain. After all, the most obvious pain was still in his legs. He thought it was rheumatism that had recurred. He didn't know that his persistent low-grade fever was not due to a cold. He bled from time to time, and he was vaguely forgetting about it.

The process of bone piercing is not complicated, and it does not take long to start the puncture after anesthesia, but it is considered a minor operation after all, so it is best to rest for a few days after the operation.

Yu Xi shouldn't be filming at night.

"Are there any tests to be done tomorrow?" Back in the hotel room, Fu Younian put Yu Xi on the edge of the bed and sat down, then leaned over and asked him.

"Well," Yu Xi still has a few things to do, and there is not enough time in the afternoon, "I have made an appointment for tomorrow morning."

"I'll accompany you." Fu Younian said.

Yu Xi did not refuse this time.

Fu Younian still had a very unreal feeling.

He helped Yu Xi spread the quilt, let him lie down and sleep first, and then took a little shower by himself. He drank beer during the filming, and now he still smelled a little alcohol.

The forgotten memories flooded back like a flood.

With the constant gurgling sound of the bathroom faucet, he seemed to have returned to many years ago, and the sound of water turned into the ceaseless crying day and night outside the intensive care unit.

He reached for the shampoo on the sink and poured it into his palm for a long time, but found that it was empty. He didn't know when it was used up, and he forgot to buy a new one.

'The night my only true love left me, I took a shower and found that even the shampoo bottle was empty. He suddenly thought of this sentence he had read in a certain book, lowered his head and poured cold water on his face, until the red eye sockets gradually faded the strange color.

Yu Xiqian lay down and couldn't sleep, and wanted to wait for Fu Younian to come out and sleep with him.

Hearing the sound of water in the bathroom stop, he looked in that direction helplessly.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" Fu Younian didn't put on his shirt, so he put on a pair of pajama pants and went out. His hair was still wet, and water dripped down his shoulders and neck. Under the light, his muscle lines looked very clear and neat.

Yu Xi saw him approaching, blushed and stretched out a hand from under the quilt to touch him secretly.

"If you don't sleep, get up and wipe my brother's hair." Fu Younian grabbed his wrist, stuffed the towel into his hand, lowered his head and smiled at him, his eyebrows and eyes were a little angry.

Yu Xi sat up, took a soft and thick towel, put it on his head and rubbed it.

Fu Younian looked down at his waist and legs, put his hands gently on his slender waist, and asked him with the towel in front of his eyes, "Where did you get the puncture?"

"Here." Yu Xi pointed to him the position behind his waist.

"Does it still hurt?" Fu Younian touched his face.

Yu Xi shook his head.

Then he poked Fu Younian's chest a few times with his fingertips, and said, "I don't feel any sensation after taking anesthesia, just like I poked you, and almost fell asleep halfway through."

Fu Younian didn't ask any more questions.

Obviously Yu Xi is the one who needs to be comforted.

Fu Younian took Yu Xi for another day's checkup.

Then go to get the test report according to the time noted on the payment slip.

In fact, the result has already been thought of, and Yu Xi was not surprised when he took over the medical certificate.

Fortunately, Yu Xi discovered it early, before it reached such a serious and irreversible level, and even if he didn't notice it this time, he would go to the nursing home for a physical examination every quarter, and he would still be able to diagnose it by then.

"He needs to be hospitalized for observation, and chemotherapy may be arranged later." The doctor told him.

Fu Younian guessed whose account Yu Xi might be hanging on.

This hospital is regarded as the first-class hospital in the city, and it is also well-known in China. Fu Younian's mother and Fu Ruzhuo were all treated here in the end.

Especially in the year when Fu Ruzhuo was hospitalized, a hematopoietic stem cell transplantation research center happened to be established here. Fu Ruzhuo’s attending doctor, Yun Chun’an, was Yang Queming’s mother, who was the leader of the project. No matter the treatment technology or concept, there was no one in China. On the other hand, the project has been in operation for 13 years.

This happens to be where Fu Younian's knot lies.

His rationality told him that Yu Xi should stay here for treatment, even if he was transferred to another hospital or went abroad, it would be the same as here, maybe even not as good as here.

But he has no trust in any of the doctors here.

In the early stage of illness, it is not impossible to do any work, but strenuous exercise needs to be avoided, especially activities with a high possibility of injury, and you cannot participate. Yu Xi will definitely not be able to go to the street dance show finals, so he can only abandon the competition.He called his agent, but the agent was silent for a while, and then said: "Recover from the illness first, and then we'll talk about the rest. It's not just this hip-hop competition. You can still sign up next time."

Fu Younian also went to tell Zhang Feiran about the situation, and the filming might have to be suspended.

The filming progress of this film is over halfway, and there are still dozens of scenes left. It is impossible to change people at this juncture, otherwise all the early stages will be in vain and can only be shelved.

Yu Xi sat on a chair in the corridor of the hospital, looked up and saw Fu Younian came back from the phone call, sat down beside him, and said in a low voice: "But I still want to finish the filming, can I do it again later? ?”

Yu Xi inevitably thought of what to do if he really couldn't cure it, and his physical condition would definitely get worse in the later stage.

He wanted to at least finish filming this movie with Fu Younian, even if he might not be able to wait until the day it was released.

"Okay," Fu Younian promised him, "I'll let him turn it on when it stabilizes."

This time it was different from the usual headache and brain fever. After Yu Xi told his original attending doctor, the other party immediately went to tell Mr. Yu.

Yu Xi wanted to go home, but when he received a call from his grandfather, his grandfather asked him to take Fu Younian with him.

The original words were, "Bring your...boyfriend?"

The last three words are disgusting and disdainful.

Yu Xi hung up the phone and smiled inappropriately.

"Schadenfreude." Fu Younian pinched his cheek, feeling a little nervous, and suddenly understood Yu Xi's mood when he went home with him.

Of course, Mr. Yu was worried about leaving Yu Xi in the care of outsiders.

Usually it's fine, Yu Xi is willing to hang out with that person and feel happy, nothing is more important than this, but now is not the time to play around.

When Yu Xi came home, he intentionally separated Yu Xi from Fu Younian temporarily.

"Grandpa didn't mean to let you break up with him. If you want to be with him, stay together. Grandpa doesn't care about you," Mr. Yu said to Yu Xi, "but professional people always know more than him, and they can take care of you all day. .”

Yu Xi didn't want to go back to the nursing home to live by himself at all, so he might as well just let him die.

If there is no Fu Younian, if he is not with Fu Younian, there is a high probability that he will give up the treatment directly.Rather than suffering from chemotherapy and waiting for the bone marrow that he doesn't know if he can find it in this life, he would rather go to the last hip-hop dance, finish filming this movie, and die any day, it doesn't matter to him.

"I can stay with him in the hospital and take good care of him. Don't worry." Fu Younian said to Mr. Yu before Yu Xi could speak.

Fu Younian turned down all film appointments and commercial activities, and planned to retire temporarily until Yu Xi recovered from his illness.

Old man Yu still didn't have a good look at him.

"Come with me." Old Man Yu said to Fu Younian.

Yu Xi subconsciously grabbed Fu Younian's wrist.

Old Man Yu felt a little sad looking at his own child, who was so open to outsiders, but he still said, "Grandpa won't beat him up."

Only then did Yu Xi let go of his hand.

Fu Younian followed Mr. Yu to the study.

He listened quietly to what the other party said, and agreed to all demands, including monitoring him.

Yu Xi waited outside, bored and took a lollipop.

Lin Baiyi and Yu Xuecheng were also there, and they didn't take the initiative to get in front of Yu Xi to make themselves uncomfortable. Yu Xi didn't even bother to talk to them, and he didn't allow Fu Younian to talk to them.

But Yu Xi always felt that something was not right.

Looking around, he realized that Yu Yan was not there.

On occasions like this, Yu Yan has always stood silently in the corner, like an inconspicuous and cautious decoration, it is possible for anyone not to come, it is too rare for him not to show his favor in front of Mr. Yu.

Yu Xi raised his eyebrows lightly, a guess floated in his heart.

Seeing Lin Baiyi's restless state and not daring to look up at old man Yu, he became more certain of his thoughts, probably because Yu Yan ran away after hearing that he was ill.

Yu Xuecheng seemed to want to speak, but in the end he pushed Lin Baiyi to find Yu Xi.

A trace of hatred flashed in Lin Baiyi's eyes. Ever since Yu Xuecheng was dismissed, she has become submissive, taking her by her side all day long, and pushing her out to be a gunman when something happens.

Moreover, when she was pregnant with Yu Yan, the parents of Yu Xuecheng's ex-wife were stubborn and forced her to have an abortion, so that she could not give birth to that child. Mr. Yu watched from the other side, almost acquiescing to the other party's actions.But in the end, she let her go. From that day on, she knew that she was just a decoration or a tool in this family, not only her, but also Yu Yan.

No one thinks highly of her, and they say she meddles in other people's families, and even kills Yu Xi's biological mother.

"...Xiao Xi," Lin Baiyi pulled the hair around her ears in embarrassment, went to sit down beside Yu Xi, and persuaded him, "Your boyfriend didn't bring it back to show to the family. I don't know about Pin's family background, so I'd better listen to grandpa and break with him for a while, so as not to make grandpa angry. When you are well, who do you want to talk to, and will anyone dare to refuse you?"

Yu Xi glanced at her indifferently, and asked in a calm tone: "Then how can we do it?"

Lin Baiyi laughed and said, "Now that medicine is so advanced, there are too many hospitals that can do bone marrow transplantation."

Yu Xi crushed the small piece of sugar left between his teeth with great interest, and his joking tone was almost malicious, "Yes, it's that simple, does Aunt Lin want to donate some bone marrow to me?"

After he finished speaking, he looked up and saw that Fu Younian had come out of the study, he ignored Lin Baiyi's Qingbai complexion, got up and took Fu Younian's hand.

Yu Xi didn't know what Fu Younian and his grandfather talked about in the study, but his grandfather didn't stop him when he left.

The day Yu Xi went to the hospital coincided with the premiere of "Youth Delinquent".

Han Cheng did a good job in publicity in the early stage, especially a few trailers with excellent light and shadow cuts, tight rhythm, and full of thrilling suspense. They even became popular searches on tap water.The real murderer lurks in the dark, his prying eyes are like snake letters, but finally he is exposed by the sharp and sharp knife point of the young man.

Which is right and which is wrong, who is the real suspect?

On the night when the first episode aired, several bloggers who were keen to catch up with new dramas wrote long analysis articles, and posted screenshots of some scenes and subtitles in the drama under Weibo.

Within half an hour, several entertainment accounts also reposted the long article, and then it was everyone's turn on the front page, with little effort.

If it is a drama with potential, under the double push of the tap audience and the official, it will soon attract the attention of most people.

Yu Xi also didn't expect that he became really popular overnight, even surpassing his peak after debuting in the men's group.

While sleeping at night, Yu Xi suddenly had a few dreams of practicing dance in the men's team, and kicked the quilt in the middle of the night. Fu Younian got up and covered him again, but he kicked his arm, and his cold ankle was still on him. Hanging on the wrist, it looks angry and funny.

Fu Younian found a pair of woolen socks and put them on his feet, then put his feet back under the quilt, and felt Yu Xi leaning over to burrow into his arms, like a naked, disobedient fish that flicked its tail.

The doctor has already made a treatment plan.

In the initial stage, medication is used, including some traditional Chinese medicines, which can also be used to regulate the body, and chemotherapy will start after a while.

Fu Younian got up in the morning and first took Yu Xi out to have breakfast.

"You can go to work, you don't have to stay here with me all the time." Yu Xi sipped a soup dumpling, looked up and said to Fu Younian.

He hasn't reached the point where he can't even walk and can only lie on the bed without anyone guarding him. He is in the hospital because there are too many examinations and tests to be done during this period. It is more convenient to be in the hospital. Not particularly necessary.

Fu Younian didn't go.

If he accepts a film, he usually can't finish the filming in a few months. It is impossible for him to leave Yu Xi for so long.As for others, such as some endorsement activities, or magazine shooting, he is no longer in a stage of lack of resources, and he has an entertainment company in his hand. Although it seems to have just started, in fact, together with the predecessor studio, it has been in operation for many years.

He didn't want to leave Yu Xi alone in the ward, at most he had to deal with the company's affairs when he had to.

Yu Xi took the medicine for a few days, not to mention the rest, his appetite improved slightly, he ate half of the basket of soup dumplings in the morning, and drank a bowl of hot taro glutinous rice porridge.

When he was about to get up to pay the bill, Fu Younian just took out the card, but suddenly took it back.

Yu Xi glanced at him inexplicably.

Fu Younian stretched out his hand towards Yu Xi, without changing his face, he said very calmly: "I'm jobless, you want to treat me to breakfast."

"..." Yu Xi didn't give it to him, put his hand in his palm, raised his eyebrows and said, "I'm also unemployed."

"Oh," Fu Younian smiled, took his hand and shook it childishly a few times, and said, "Then what should we do?"

This is a Cantonese-style morning tea shop. The tables in the corner are separated by screens. No customers pay attention to them, but the waiter passed by and looked in their direction strangely. After all, the two men were wearing hats early in the morning. Masks, still holding hands, it really looks very strange.

After all, Yu Xi couldn't be thicker than Fu Younian. He threw away his hands to pay the bill, and the eyes exposed under the brim of his hat were tinged with red.

Fu Younian didn't tell his uncle and the others about Yu Xi's illness.

Among those friends, except for Yang Queming who came to the hospital and met Yu Xi, only Luo Chen and Zhang Feiran knew about it.

Fu Younian made a match with Yu Xi himself, but it failed as expected.

Yang Queming and the others tried, and Fu Younian went to thank each of them face to face, but the probability was too low, and none of them succeeded.

The bone marrow bank at the hospital has nothing to match.

Someone from the Yu family also did the matching, even if they are not familiar with Yu Xi, there is no relationship. After all, if the matching is successful, it is hard to imagine how much reward they can get from Mr. Yu.It's just that after tossing, it's all bamboo baskets to fetch water.

The only person most likely to be a successful match with Yu Xi is Yu Yan.

But Yu Xi insisted that he didn't want to have anything to do with Yu Yan.

After procrastinating and procrastinating, I still have to prepare for chemotherapy.

Yu Xi lives in the high-end VIP ward of the hematology department, which is actually on the same floor as the general ward, but the built-in is different, and has been refurbished by Mr. Yu, so the inside looks more like a high-end hotel room.

Fu Younian sat on the hospital bed with Yu Xi in his arms playing games in the afternoon.

There are people arranged by Mr. Yu outside the ward, who stay here to take care of Yu Xi's situation, and keep an eye on Fu Younian by the way.

Yu Xi saw it, and didn't pay much attention to it at first, but later realized that their attitude towards Fu Younian was very bad, with a superior attitude, he got angry and drove away.

There are still a few who refuse to leave, so Yu Xi intentionally always leans over to ask Fu Younian for a kiss, and cuddles in his arms, like a cat who hugs someone's palm and insists on touching his head, acting coquettishly and shamelessly. , The whole person must be hung on Fu Younian, in short, he will not be separated from him.

When Mr. Yu saw the photo taken by the sent person, he fell into a weird silence.

He had known that Yu Xi was with that star for a long time, at first he was stunned and angry, after observing for a while, he found that Fu Younian seemed to treat Yu Xi pretty well, and Yu Xi had never been so happy, so he let him go.But he still felt that Fu Younian had lied to his good grandson, and Fu Younian was not pleasing to the eye anyway, but now he suddenly felt that it might be the other way around.

Looking at Fu Younian's gentle and forbearing actions in the photo, I like him +1.

After almost two or three days, those few people finally left.

Yu Xi is tired of being sticky, and just wants to stay away from Fu Younian, feeling that distance can produce beauty.

Fu Younian went to buy vitamins for Yu Xi according to the doctor's order, and found that Yu Xi didn't come to hug him today.

"Why don't you ask your brother to hug you today?" Fu Younian stood at the end of the bed, looking at him leisurely.

Yu Xi also admires Fu Younian, thinking that Fu Younian must have true love for him, or owed him in the previous life, yet he still doesn't bother him.

"I can only hug him." Yu Xi reluctantly leaned over to hug him.

A smile appeared in Fu Younian's eyes, he hugged him to weigh his weight, and felt that he hadn't lost weight recently, so he turned his head and kissed the tip of his nose.

Patients in the hematology department are usually prone to dizziness and fatigue, appearing pale and silent. Fu Younian has also felt that most of the wards in the entire area have a dull atmosphere, making people feel that even breathing is difficult.For a long time, every time he stepped on the steps of this floor, the last step was extremely difficult.

In the next ward lived a six-year-old child, young people in their early twenties, and several elderly people. Without exception, they either wept because of bone pain or fell into a coma.

Only Yu Xi was always happy. Even the nurse who came to change the infusion bottle said that every time she came in, the sunshine in this ward was particularly good.

This broke Fu Younian's cognition of more than 20 years ago. It turns out that people don't get sick and lose their color in an instant.

The author has something to say: Note: On the night when the only person I loved left me, when I took a shower, I found that even the shampoo bottle was empty.Such is life. ——"Confession"

感谢在2020-11-2423:56:34~2020-11-2523:56:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of hand;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!