After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Yu Xi called the internal medicine department, and the doctor asked about the situation carefully after he went there, and then wrote him a few orders without saying anything, asking him to go for an examination first.

He went early, and there were not many people queuing up for the routine blood test, so the blood was drawn quickly.

The rest of the checks took some time, but were all done by four in the afternoon.

Yu Xi was wearing a black mask and a baseball cap. He pulled up the collar of his down jacket, covering his face almost completely. He sat on a chair in the corridor of the hospital waiting for the test results.

His chest felt a little stuffy, and he was surrounded by hurried people holding test sheets or payment slips. He sat alone with his eyes closed. His thick and long eyelashes cast a thick shadow under his eyes, as quietly as a still pale statue.

The blood routine results came out the fastest, and when Yu Xi went to get the test sheet, the blood biochemical side also came out with the results.

He took these things back to the consulting room just now, the doctor took them over and looked at them, and gently suggested that he go to the hematology department again.

"Thank you." Yu Xi's eyes were calm.

Yu Xi went to the window to register again.

It wasn't very cold in the hospital, but his fingertips were freezing cold, and the blood in his body seemed to even flow slowly, stagnantly congealed in the blood vessels, blocked and swollen, and even a little painful.

Taking the registration slip to the Department of Hematology, he kept looking down at the words on the slip along the way, as if this would calm his increasingly rapid heartbeat.

When he was absent-minded, he suddenly heard someone crying in a consulting room beside him. Yu Xi's eardrums trembled and he was almost taken aback. Through the cold door of the consulting room, he could hear the other person's voice As the cry fell silent, there was a chaotic sound of comfort, and sporadic crying from other people.

Yu Xi took a step back subconsciously, tightened his fingertips holding the registration form, avoided the door, and then walked towards the room he was going to.

When he entered, he always felt that the female doctor's face was familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen it before.

"...he has elevated white blood cells, and he has been having nosebleeds recently? Is there any other bleeding?" The doctor asked him.

"There's also some gum bleeding." Yu Xi said.

"Joint pain, what exactly is it?"

"Legs," Yu Xi hesitated for a moment, "but I have a little rheumatism, so my legs hurt."

The doctor looked at the test sheets and asked him a few more questions, and finally wrote him a list, saying: "I need to do a bone marrow biopsy, and I should have time to catch up today. It's not time for get off work over there, or I'm free tomorrow." Then take the list and go directly to do it, and bring the results when the time comes."

"Am I..." Yu Xi couldn't help asking when he stood up.

The doctor said to him consolingly: "Don't think too much, just wait and see after the examination."

There were not as many people in the hospital as when he first arrived in the afternoon, and it seemed extraordinarily deserted.

In winter, even the sunlight is cold, shining in through the window, and there is a false temperature on the body, especially in the dark corner at the end of the corridor, which makes people feel cold and damp, and the already painful bones feel more like needles.

Before Yu Xi went to get anesthesia, he received a call from Fu Younian.

"Baby, haven't you returned to the set?" Fu Younian looked up at the rare sunny sky recently, holding a small red velvet box in his palm, and opened the car door.

"Well, not yet." Yu Xi whispered.

Fu Younian has always been a person who thinks about what to do, and he never procrastinates, so during the Chinese New Year, when he thought of buying a ring by accident, he avoided Yu Xi and went to a shop that specializes in designing wedding rings, and ordered it urgently. , Send him a message at noon saying that the work has been completed and ask him to check and accept it.

What he wanted was a plain ring, with only the initials engraved on the inside, but he didn't know if Yu Xi would like one with gemstones, after all, this kid is sometimes flamboyant and pretty.

Just in the store, I picked another pair of ready-made sapphire and diamond rings.

"I'll pick you up, okay?" Fu Younian rubbed the ring box with his fingertips, his eyes fell on it with a smile that couldn't be hidden.

I want to show it to Yu Xi sooner.

Seeing the nurse coming out and waving to him, Yu Xi signaled that he could go over, and hurriedly said to Fu Younian, "It's okay, I'll go back later, I need to hang up first."

Fu Younian raised his eyebrows when he heard the busy tone on the other end of the phone.

He didn't pay much attention to it, but he was a little nervous. All his thoughts fell on the ring in his hand, until the box was warmed by the temperature of his palm.Although I know that Yu Xi will definitely not say that I don't like it, even if I really don't like it, I will happily wear it with him.

But inexplicably, there is a sense of nervousness about going to propose marriage, and I want to make an appointment with him to spend the rest of my life together.

The words "I love you" were practiced repeatedly between the teeth, and every syllable was familiar by heart, but I still felt that it was not good enough for him.

Fu Younian bowed his head and kissed the ring box.

On the lid of the box, he specially asked the store to print a small goldfish with its tail up, and it was gilded and rimmed, shining brightly in the sun.

Yu Xi clearly felt the anesthesia needle piercing into the flesh, and when the needle tip fell, the pain spread along the skin, deeper and deeper until the anesthesia reached the periosteum.

He hated the hospital very much, even though he knew that they were treating him, he still felt like he was being fished by mermaids.

I can't even control my life.

"The anesthesia may be a bit painful, and you won't feel it later." The anesthetist felt the tension in his waist and lowered his head to comfort him.It’s always a pity to look at it. Many of the people who come here to do bone wear are children or young people.

"Thank you, I'm fine." Yu Xi relaxed his breath following the doctor's gesture.

Not long after, the puncture needle also touched the skin, Yu Xi didn't feel the pain, but he could still feel the process of the needle sinking into the flesh, until the moment it pierced the bone and the bone marrow fluid was sucked, his eyes flooded. From a layer of mist.

After the bone piercing, you can't leave immediately. You need to rest for half an hour or more to observe the situation.

Yu Xi checked his phone, and he still had time to go back at the time he agreed with Fu Younian.

Tonight I will be filming the second sex scene of "Blind Friend".

His lips were pale, and there was a shallow mark on his lower lip bitten by himself, but fortunately it was not broken.

Yu Xi was very confused about how to speak to Fu Younian.

He didn't care if he died, but he didn't want Fu Younian to feel sorry for him.

It would have been nice if we hadn't been together in the first place.

He stared blankly at the white ceiling of the ward.

The door of the ward was not completely closed, and there was a gap through which voices from outside could be heard.Because he was suddenly afraid of such an overly quiet place, he felt like lying in a frozen tomb, he couldn't hear the sound outside, and people outside might not know that there was someone alive here, his mind was in a mess, Every thought is about the approaching death.

"How old is your child?" a low female voice asked.

"Six years old," said the man next to him, "I was in primary school."

I don't know who let out a low sigh.

Yu Xi heard the female voice say again: "This kind of malignant blood disease is the most difficult to deal with. It costs money and makes people uncomfortable. A few of them can find bone marrow transplants, but chemotherapy delays their days."

Leukemia has not been completely cured so far. Of course, hematopoietic stem cell transplantation is an effective method, but there are more than one type of leukemia, and not all of them can be transplanted. Even if they can, the conditions for transplantation are very harsh, and most people are not so lucky. Maybe I didn't find a suitable match until I was skinny.

If the type is matched successfully and the surgery is performed, there may be a rejection reaction, and even if there is no such thing, there may be a relapse in the next few decades.

It is an endless abyss.

Although there are quite a few who are really completely cured, have no recurrence for life, and live to old age like normal people, but Yu Xi feels that he can't be so lucky anymore.

He had regained a pair of eyes, and he probably thought there would always be a price to pay.

When the anesthetic was completely gone, Yu Xi asked his assistant to drive to pick him up.

He didn't go directly to the set, but went home first, and wanted to keep today's test sheets at home.If you put it on your body, it may be discovered by Fu Younian.

Yu Xi didn't intend to hide it from Fu Younian, but at least she didn't want to tell him these few days.

He was holding on to a slim hope, hoping that the result of bone piercing would be normal, so that Fu Younian would not have to worry about him in vain.

The bone piercing still hurts a bit, even with anesthesia, when going upstairs, Yu Xi felt that the whole muscle around the place where the puncture needle was pierced was a little stiff, and there was a kind of soreness from the bone, which was not severe , it just exists in detail, tormenting people all the time.

Yu Xi put those test sheets in a drawer.

Fu Younian left him a few small drawers with locks at home, saying that he could put whatever he wanted, and he would not look at them.

But Yu Xi didn't care, he never locked it.

When he put away his things and was about to go out, he came back to his senses. He didn't expect to open the door of his own house. He obviously hadn't returned the rent of the apartment yet, but he subconsciously walked into Fu Younian's side, as if It's like his home there, and he knows the way home by heart.

There was still more than an hour before the evening shooting time, Yu Xi got out of the car early on the way back to the set.

He was walking by the Manshui bridge, looked down at the snow-covered and frozen river under his eyes, and breathed with white mist.

Fu Younian had dinner with Luo Chen outside at night.

"Did you take out that ring and look at it eight hundred times?" Luo Chen was speechless, "You should test it first, in case someone doesn't want it."

Luo Chen is not talking nonsense, after all, Yu Xi is so much younger than Fu Younian, so it is normal for him not to settle down and want to play for a few more years.Fu Younian was a little too impatient, just like the kind of person who takes one look at someone and even thinks about which cemetery to bury him in when he grows old.

Fu Younian didn't bother to talk to him.

Fu Younian originally wanted to give the ring to Yu Xi tonight in a hurry, but then he calmed down, thinking that it was past eleven o'clock after they finished filming, whether it was a confession or a marriage proposal, it was not the right time. Affect Yu Xi's rest.

I planned to put the ring home first, and then find a time when both of us are free and we can go on a date, go to a restaurant with a better environment to treat Yu Xi to dinner, and then give him the ring to make it more formal.

So after eating with Luo Chen, Fu Younian went back home.

He went to the study to put away the ring box and put it in a drawer. Just as he was about to rush back to the set, he was suddenly stopped by the Samoyed biting his trouser leg.

This little dog hates him all day long, and he reluctantly lives under the same roof because of Yu Xi. This is the first time that he went to rub against Fu Younian without hostility. Fu Younian felt his calf was a little stiff, and he didn't know if it should be Take the initiative to make peace and reach out to touch its head.

Xueqiu didn't understand that much, it dragged Fu Younian to the guest room.

Only then did Fu Younian notice that it had been hooking its claws to the bottom drawer.

"What's there?" Fu Younian pushed its paw away, and smiled, his tone was very gentle, but he wasn't looking at the puppy, "Did he hide your dog food here?"

Xueqiu was able to eat too much for a while, Yu Xi took it to the pet hospital for an examination, and the doctor said to control its weight.But Xueqiu was very smart. It would pick and pull the dog food cabinet by itself, so that the lower cabinets in Fu Younian's house were covered with dog paw prints.

Yu Xi often hides the dog food in a high place, or hides it in a furniture cabinet that is not very valuable in the guest room, so that he can grind his paws casually, but it is locked tightly anyway.

Fu Younian opened the drawer, but there was no dog food in it, only a few thin pages of paper lying there.

In winter nights, the north wind blows harder and harder.

It is rare that there is no snow, and there is a bright moon when you look up.

When Yu Xi returned to the set, he saw Fu Younian leaning against the car waiting for him.

"Why don't you go in? It's so cold outside." Yu Xi walked over, took Fu Younian's hand, and found that his hand was colder than his own, so he put it in his pocket to warm him up.Yu Xi likes to buy the kind of coat with thick fluff in the pocket, it feels very warm and easy to touch.

"I want to see you soon." Fu Younian lowered his head and rubbed his nose against him.

Yu Xi just smiled at him, his eyes reflected the moonlight, they looked very clear, and they were still shining with stars.

The bed scene at night was when Jiang Chao and Song Xigu met after they were adults.

They gradually became acquainted, and Jiang Chao wondered if Song Xigu recognized him, but Song Xigu didn't say anything, treating him like a friend he just met.It wasn't until the two of them drank a little wine that night that things got out of hand.

Fu Younian really went to drink a can of beer.

This little wine is not enough to disturb his sanity, it can be filmed normally, and it can help him get into the scene.

Jiang Chao and Song Xigu had dinner in the restaurant outside. When going out, Jiang Chao drove Song Xigu home. When he was about to get in the car, Song Xigu suddenly grabbed his wrist.

The force was as light as a feather, but it easily stopped Jiang Chao.

He pressed his burning stomach and looked down at him.

Song Xigu didn't speak, reached out to touch his cheek, then closed his eyes, tiptoed and kissed his cheek.

"...What do you mean?" Jiang Chao's voice was hoarse.

Song Xigu seemed to be still thinking about how to answer, but Jiang Chao couldn't wait any longer, grabbed his wrist, pushed him against the car door, lowered his head and kissed his lips, with a slight tinge between his teeth. Astringent and bitter wine taste.

Yu Xi raised his hand and put it on Fu Younian's shoulder, his lips were numb from being sucked. Fu Younian was rubbing his soft hair all the time, inserting his fingertips into his hair, and passing by him from time to time The back of his neck caused a shudder, which made him almost unable to stand, and his waist could only lean on the hand that Fu Younian supported him.

The movement was not intense, but it happened to touch the puncture site. It didn't hurt too much, but it made his nerves tense suddenly, and he almost bit the tip of Fu Younian's tongue.

Afterwards, the venue was changed, and they went to Jiang Chao's home.

Song Xigu was the one who took the initiative to seduce|seduce him. He was very calm all the time, and even groped to help Jiang Chao take off his coat.

Jiang Chao seemed to be crazy instead.

His stomach was throbbing, and the alcohol stirred the gastric juice like it turned into an intestinal poison | drug, the pain caused cold sweat to break out on his back, and his brows could not help but frown.

He almost pinched Song Xigu's neck and kissed him, rubbing his waist vigorously with his palms, feeling that he was about to kill him, and couldn't help the desire to swallow him alive in his heart.

"Do you know what you are doing?" Song Xigu's fingertips touched his Adam's apple with a little coolness, Jiang Chao looked at him deeply and said.

Song Xigu was not only blind, he seemed to have become dumb, he didn't speak, he just put his arms around Jiang Chao's neck, raised his head and kissed him, the curve of his thin white neck was fragile and beautiful.

Fu Younian lowered his head and held Yu Xi's face, like a lover reunited after a long time, he kissed him with treasure and care.

His fingertips were even trembling, and he couldn't say that line, but if he didn't say it, he would have to shoot again later. Yu Xi couldn't do strenuous exercise, nor could he shoot for a long time.

"...I can't be your boyfriend, Song Xigu." Jiang Chao finally let out a trill.

"Why?" Song Xigu said the first sentence of the night.

His tone was calm and his expression was blank, as if he was simply asking questions, which was irrelevant.

"I'm going to die." Jiang Chao tightly clenched his wrist. The moment he spoke, his eyes were red, his stomach hurt so badly that it almost turned into a ball of rotten meat. He couldn't help arching his back and lowered his head to Song Xi Take care of yourself.

They've missed it for so many years with no chance to make it up.

Even continue to miss a lifetime.

Song Xigu couldn't see Jiang Chao's expression, but could only hear his voice, which was still cold, making it impossible to feel the violent waves in his heart that were like a mountain roaring and a tsunami.

"Are you crying?" Song Xigu put his hand on Jiang Chao's shoulder, but felt his slight trembling, and wanted to cup his face and touch it.

Yu Xi tentatively touched Fu Younian's face, he could see it naturally, but Fu Younian lowered his head, so he couldn't see his face.When he touched his cheek, he realized that his fingertips were wet, and the hot tears flowed into his palm, which made him hardly dare to touch it again.

During the filming of this sex scene, several staff members left beside were wiping tears.

At the end, Zhang Feiran silently asked everyone to leave.

"Why are you really crying?" Yu Xi wanted to pull Fu Younian's hand and make him turn his head to show himself, so as to make fun of him, but Fu Younian kept turning his body sideways, buried in his clothes.

Fu Younian went to fetch Yu Xi's clothes and put them beside the bed.

It was only now that Yu Xi saw his face clearly through the light, and he could hardly see the traces of crying. Unlike him, his eyes were swollen and his face was flushed every time after crying. Fu Younian's eyes were only slightly tinged. flushed.

"Crybaby." Yu Xi laughed at him like he usually joked at himself, and then Fu Younian raised his index finger and flicked it on his forehead.

Yu Xi wanted to stand up to kiss him, but when he tried to get up on the bed, he found that he couldn't stand up, so he took Fu Younian's wrist, made him squat down in front of him, and then put a slap on his forehead. kiss.

Then Yu Xi rubbed the wet marks at the corners of his eyes with her fingertips, hugged him, and patted his back lightly.

Fu Younian's eye sockets were instantly sore.

He really wanted to ask Yu Xi where the bone piercing was pierced, and whether it still hurts now.

But he wanted to wait for Yu Xi to tell him by himself.

It was the first time Yu Xi saw Fu Younian cry. Even though he knew it was just filming, he still couldn't help feeling a little distressed. He stroked his cheek with his fingertips, as if he was tracing his outline, and wanted to keep it in his heart forever. where did he go.

Yu Xi suddenly didn't want to hide it from him.

"I lied to you this afternoon, instead of going to grandma, I went to the hospital." Yu Xi whispered.

Fu Younian raised his head to look at him, his arms were still warm and strong around his waist.

"I seem to have a little illness," Yu Xi said to him, "the results haven't come out yet, I'll go get the inspection report the day after tomorrow."

"...What disease?" Fu Younian tried his best to restrain himself, keeping his voice steady.

"It shouldn't be very serious, and the doctor didn't say much, and he may have to stay in the hospital for a while..." Yu Xi only wanted to comfort him, but at this time, he became clumsy and tongue-tied. After struggling for a long time, he still didn't know what to do Said, stammered, touched his cheek and said, "Don't be sad."

The author has something to say: ps: The treatment related to the following comes from Encyclopedia and HowNet, try to make as few mistakes as possible, but I am not a medical student, I don’t know much about the details, everyone has the right to be the author’s nonsense, don’t pay too much attention to it (…)

感谢在2020-11-2323:43:23~2020-11-2423:56:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thank you to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 21 bottles of Rongxi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!