After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

In the next few days, Yu Xi didn't have a fever anymore, but was listless. When he wasn't filming or reading the script, he would sleep in a corner of the set under a blanket, or hold a small cup of hot milk or hot brown sugar water daze.

Every time Fu Younian looked back and saw him, he couldn't help wanting to hug him.

After filming the first small part of the introduction, Zhang Feiran used a two-line parallel shooting method starting from the 16th scene, mixing the high school story and the adult encounter together.

Just like day and night, life and death, it is always a process that goes back and forth and connects head to tail.

In the last filming of their first love, which was throbbing and tender when they were young, they stepped on the borderline of illness and death many years later in the next filming, and they were destined to miss their fate.

It was the first time for Yu Xi to be so immersed in the filming process, he could feel hearty in every shot, he clearly knew that he was filming, but when facing the camera, all his eyes, movements, and all the thoughts in his heart, It was Song Xigu, not himself.

In the movie, Song Xigu has a friend whom he met in high school and has a good relationship with. He is a transgender person named Su Qing.Su Qing had always wanted to undergo sex reassignment surgery when she was in high school, but at that time it was a completely secretive thing, and there were very few hospitals that would perform such an operation, and even if there were, the cost was too high for ordinary people to afford, so Most people choose to buy hormone drugs through various channels.

When Song Xigu knew Su Qing, he heard someone say that he was a drug girl.

The actor who plays Su Qing is about the same age as Yu Xi, a third-year student at the Film Academy.

The contours of his own face are actually rather tough. After trimming off the shape of the eyebrows and heavy makeup, he looks a bit inconsistent. It belongs to the type of makeup that is trying to hide it. It can be recognized that he is a boy, except for those eyes, the tails of which are slightly moist , showing a bit of beauty, Zhang Feiran just wanted this effect.

"Su Qing" joining the group, in the script, means that Song Xigu has taken another step towards that "kingdom".

Today is the first bed scene.

Yu Xi has been nervous since last night, and he can't figure out why, he obviously did it, it's just filming.

In particular, Fu Younian has been deliberately dangling in front of him.

"Can you go over there and sit quietly." Yu Xi held the script and looked up at him speechlessly.

Fu Younian did not leave, and reached out to touch his hair and cheek.Yu Xi was so annoying to him that she didn't even bother to hide, she followed him around, until the hand touched the side of his neck, bringing a slight itchy touch, and then she couldn't bear it and slapped it away.

Yu Xi got up and went to play with the actor who played Su Qing.

After finishing the lines, the filming of this scene began.

During the summer vacation of the second year of high school, Song Xigu's parents were doing business in other places, but they still didn't come home. They only left him two months' living expenses.

The final exam is over, and the third year of high school is about to come. This is the last relaxing holiday. Song Xigu received a message from Su Qing, asking him to go out to play.

Song Xigu usually wouldn't touch the places Su Qing went to, but after hesitating this time, he agreed, anyway, he only went there once.

When it was just dark at seven or eight in the evening, Su Qing went downstairs to wait for Song Xigu's house.

Yu Xi wore the simplest white T-shirt and trousers, looking clean and fresh, like an ignorant and innocent student, but "Su Qing" wore a skirt that is popular nowadays. He is not as good as he will be in a few years. Make-up, too much mascara, all stuck together, eye shadow smudged all over the eyelids, poor makeup, completely unable to conceal his masculine features.

In school, Su Qing was always the object of ridicule and ridicule. Many people called him a sissy no matter in front of his face or behind his back.

Song Xigu was one of the few people who never showed any strange eyes to him.

The place they went was a remote bar.

As soon as he stepped in, Song Xigu was so choked that he lowered his head and coughed for a long time. There were too many people smoking inside, and the smell of burnt nicotine rushed straight to the sky.The ever-changing lights, the disco ball spinning wildly, and the music blaring on the dance floor dazzled him.

Su Qing dragged him into the dance floor. In the hot and stuffy air, the hormones of men and women almost melted into reality.

Song Xigu can't dance, what he is best at is reading.

Yu Xi settled down and imitated his clumsy dance steps and flustered appearance.

Looking through the monitor, he looked out of place in the crowd, his eyes were clean and confused, the lines of his profile were under the dim light, and each frame was so beautiful that it could be cut out and used as a poster.

"Or... why don't you go out?" Song Xigu was very uncomfortable, he went to pull Su Qing's wrist.

But before Su Qing had time to answer him, a tune was changed on the dance floor, and the crowd staggered and scattered them.

Song Xigu felt that someone touched his waist, he was almost frightened, and when he looked back, he didn't know who touched it.

He still wanted to go in and look for Su Qing, but suddenly a familiar aura came over him, and someone grabbed his wrist tightly and dragged him to the door of the bar.

"Jiang Yan?" Song Xigu raised his head in surprise.

"What are you doing here?" Jiang Yan raised his eyebrows impatiently.

"...Come and play with friends." Song Xigu's wrist was so painful from his grip, but his heart was pounding, he would rather endure the pain than let him let go, and said with reddened ears.

Jiang Yan felt an uncontrollable irritability in his heart.

He came out of the boxing ring in the evening, passed by Song Xigu's house by accident, and saw him riding a bicycle with that "shemale" and turned into the alley.

Like most boys, he scoffed at Su Qing, and had always disliked Song Xigu's contact with Su Qing, but Song Xigu had never heard of him on this point.

Jiang Yan wanted to go home directly, so he stood there for half a minute, but raised his heels and walked over.

Who knew that as soon as he entered the bar, he saw Song Xigu being taken advantage of by someone, and his anger burned in his chest for a moment. Without thinking, he dragged Song Xigu out of the bar, and when he stood at the door, Xia When the night wind, wrapped in a heat wave, blew, my mind gradually cleared up, and I began to regret my actions again.

Song Xigu thought of a way to go inside and tell Su Qing that he was going home, and then left with Jiang Yan.

There were no lights on in the cramped rental room, the moonlight shone on the faded sheets, the air was silent, and even the sound of breathing was extraordinarily clear.

Zhang Feiran has completely cleared the scene, leaving only him, a few cameramen, and actors.

Fu Younian sat on the edge of the bed, lit a cigarette, and was actually a little nervous. After so many years of filming, it was the first time his heart beat so fast that it was messy.He glanced back at Yu Xi, and the moment their eyes met, they subconsciously moved away.

This time it is really necessary to take it off, Yu Xi will wear a quilt around his waist, but Fu Younian may reveal more, especially the key parts, which are usually covered during shooting.

The common way is to stick a safety cover with tape, or wrap stockings.

With his back facing him, Yu Xi took off his thin white T-shirt. The light was cast at an ingenious angle, just falling on Yu Xi's shoulders, making his skin fair and delicate. youthful spirit.

"This scene can't go too far, the more innocent the better, the action doesn't need to be too intense." Zhang Feiran said to Fu Younian, "Jiang Yan doesn't want to like him, he doesn't want to admit that he is tempted, admits his sexuality, but controls I can't hold back my feelings."

Fu Younian nodded to show that he understood.

Yu Xi waited for a long time, and when Fu Younian's hand touched his shoulder, he couldn't help but tense up as soon as the record was played.

Fu Younian leaned over and kissed the base of his ear clumsily and uncontrollably, then reached out and squeezed Yu Xi's chin, making him turn around and kiss him.Yu Xi closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his fingertips had nowhere to rest, and finally they could only rest on his shoulders.

Even if you want to shoot this kind of scene, the focus is to highlight the emotion, and usually use telephoto or close-up shots to focus on the upper body.

Through Yu Xi's misty pupils, Fu Younian saw the raised camera arm, knowing that he might have to take a close-up shot of Yu Xi's face and their kissing from top to bottom, so he slowed down and pecked and kissed Yu Xi's lips.

His heart was so sour that it was about to overflow, like a bottle of freshly brewed vinegar, so sour that he choked.

Thinking of the movie's release in the future, many people will see Yu Xi being hugged and kissed through the screen, and they almost feel jealous.

This scene was shot repeatedly for an hour and a half, especially the second half.

Yu Xi was just a little embarrassed at first, but later on he was really tortured.

Zhang Feiran is also very serious in shooting, even to the point of being picky. Sometimes a shot of more than ten seconds makes them repeat it countless times until they are completely satisfied. Yu Xi doesn't think there is anything wrong, but this time it is unbearable. Not to mention the face, even the palms began to feel hot.

Song Xigu has read many books on homosexuality, especially the psychological ones, and he knows that this is not a disease as people say, it is just born with it.But everyone is saying that this is wrong, just like they always look at Su Qing with contempt, and the continuous denial makes people unavoidably shaken.

Therefore, when facing Jiang Yan, he has the same shyness and impulsiveness as all first loves, but also is at a loss and tentative.

He smelled the cold smoke, but he didn't feel repelled. He just looked up at Jiang Yan in a daze, as if he had crossed countless light years and saw another star in the vast universe.

This shot is very lingering, Jiang Yan is not gentle, he is even reckless, but Fu Younian handles that kind of emotion very well, and there is a secret growing complex love in his eyes.

When the board game finally ended, Fu Younian pulled the quilt over Yu Xi's body in the next second.

Zhang Feiran asked the cameraman to go out together, leaving space for them to calm down.

Yu Xi's cheeks were flushed, he hid under the quilt and got dressed, and looked at Fu Younian in blank dismay, Fu Younian couldn't help but smiled, took his hand, bowed his head and kissed his fingertips.

"I'm going to the bathroom." Fu Younian whispered to Yu Xi.

The tape came loose a few times just now. Fu Younian had never been so embarrassed during filming. Fortunately, he was thick-skinned enough to put it back on by himself without changing his face under the cover of the quilt. Anyway, the camera did not Will shoot that corner.

"...Well," Yu Xi's eyes flickered, "you go."

Fu Younian went out to the nearest single toilet.

Yu Xi heard his footsteps getting farther and farther away, got up and fastened his pants, and when he looked up and saw the cameras in the room, his ears were burning hot.He originally wanted to wait for the movie to be released in the future and watch it with Fu Younian, but now he suddenly felt that he might not have the courage to watch it.

He flushed his face in the bathroom of the rented house.

This place was rented by the crew for filming, and the water and electricity are connected.

Yu Xi rushed for a few minutes, but felt that his cheeks were still hot, which was useless at all. He looked into the mirror, and the corners of his eyes were also flushed.He was absent-mindedly thinking about the shooting just now, and suddenly felt a fever in his nose, and when he lowered his head, nosebleed dripped onto the back of his hand.

"..." Yu Xi blushed even more, and when he heard Fu Younian calling him outside, he quickly locked the bathroom door with his backhand, "Wait a minute, I'm still going to the bathroom."

Fu Younian smiled when he heard it, and asked him in a tone of embarrassment through the door: "Do you want me to help you?"

"Go away." Yu Xi didn't let him in.

It would be too embarrassing to have a nosebleed during a bed scene, Yu Xi didn't want him to see it at all, so he turned on the tap in a hurry and flushed his nose.

Wait until there are no traces to be seen before unlocking and going out.

As soon as he looked up, he saw Fu Younian leaning against the wall, looking at him with a half-smile.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-1823:50:00~2020-11-1923:52:01期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 3 bottles of Lin Shentan shallow;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!