After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Li Yao was also checking Weibo to read the draft of the marketing blog, as well as the comments below.

He quit the trending search for a while, and when he tried to open it again, he couldn't get in, and an ominous premonition arose in his heart.

Fu Younian didn't read it after posting it, he called Yu Xi's attending doctor.

Nursing homes are usually far away from the urban area for the sake of quiet environment, and the one where Yu Xi lives is also like this.Moreover, the location of the set is relatively remote, one south and one north from the nursing home, and the road to get there is too much trouble, Yu Xi is a little prone to motion sickness.

"This happens several times in a year." The doctor didn't think there was much abnormality. "If you catch a cold, you will have a fever. If you have taken medicine, it depends on whether the temperature can drop at night. It may recur in a few days." If it exceeds 38 degrees, take him to the nearest hospital for emergency."

Yu Xi always had a fever in the middle of the night.

In the case book that the doctor gave to Fu Younian at that time, there was also a record of his hospitalization with a high fever when he was 11 years old.

That time was also in a nursing home, there was a nurse in the ward, but the nurse also fell asleep at night, Yu Xi suddenly had a fever of nearly [-] degrees, which lasted for several hours, and fell into a coma.It was discovered by the nurse who went to the ward round every three hours, and rushed to the first aid, which almost caused brain damage.

Fu Younian looked down at Yu Xi's slender eyelashes, and lightly stroked them with his fingertips a few times.

"Okay, I see, thank you." Fu Younian hung up the phone.

Li Yao was about to go crazy in the driver's seat. He finally clicked into the trending search just now, and when he saw the explosive word followed by the first item that quickly rose to the top, he felt his blood pressure skyrocket.

#Fu Younian Admits Love#

After clicking on it, at the top is the weibo post that Fu Younian reposted the marketing blog post, and also directly cursed people.

"I said, can you say hello anyway?" Li Yao was so anxious that he turned around and wanted to teach Fu Younian, but when he saw Yu Xi fell asleep, he didn't dare to speak loudly, so he restrained himself and said in a breathy voice, "It's good now." Now, how will it end?"

"Am I breaking the law in dating?" Fu Younian covered Yu Xi's ears, frowned and whispered.

Li Yao really convinced him.

What kind of rebellion is more than ten years late.

Fu Younian's Weibo also exploded, and fans didn't have time to comment.

[Pickable stars: Damn, click on the homepage and take a look, is it really me? 】

[Don't love me, no result: Am I dazzled or sleepy?Really?I split...]

[Cheese Egg Tart: I'm playing with fans again, maybe it will be clarified later, speechless. 】

[Hand can pick up the stars: Upstairs, can I walk here?He has recognized this one these years, isn't the others just rumors?Every time I click on it, even a picture is blurred like a Gaussian blur, good guy, this time there are high-definition animations. 】

[It's Caviar: You guys think a lot, I just want to know who he is hugging, he looks tall, which model? 】

[Jupiter: Powder off. 】

[Y is not y: It doesn't matter, he didn't take the acting route from the beginning, and he didn't rely on this kind of traffic. Whether he is a fan or not, it doesn't affect people's success at the box office. 】

……

Li Yao still went to let the public relations department suppress the heat, but this matter was too big. Fu Younian has been entangled in the scandal since his debut, whether it is fans or blacks, or passersby, curiosity It overflowed a long time ago and flooded into a vast ocean in an instant.

Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many paparazzi chasing him all day long.

When it was even more exaggerated a few years ago, I even picked up the address of Fu Younian's house, chased him to the door and waited for a squatting photo, and even rummaged through the trash can to find if there were any private things in it, condoms or small toys.

Later, Fu Younian couldn't bear the trouble and moved, and bought the apartment next to Yu Xi, and it stopped.

Many messages and calls poured into Fu Younian's cell phone, which kept ringing beside him.

Yu Xi was woken up, barely opened his eyes, and didn't remember how he fell asleep just now, only felt a headache and chills all over his body.

"Sleep for a while, we'll be at the hotel soon." Fu Younian took his coat and covered him, hugging him a little tighter.

But Yu Xi couldn't sleep well.

He had some ringing in his ears. When he fell asleep just now, he felt that Li Yao was talking to Fu Younian, but he couldn't hear what he said. He was just thinking about Fu Younian being photographed, so he wanted to take out his phone to have a look.

Fu Younian held down his hand and didn't let him look.

When the car was about to arrive at the hotel, Li Yao received a call from the assistant waiting there, saying that a reporter was watching downstairs, so he looked in the rearview mirror and asked Fu Younian: "I guess I won't be able to go back tonight. place."

Fu Younian was a little upset, he wanted to find a place to take Yu Xi to have a good rest, even if the air conditioner was turned on in the car, it wasn't too cold, but it was stuffy after all.

He didn't dare to open the window, for fear of blowing Yu Xi again.

Fu Younian asked Li Yao to book a hotel nearby.

Yu Xi's fever wasn't too bad, but his consciousness was lethargic. When he got out of the car, he helped Fu Younian to stand still.

He realized that he was not going back to the usual crew hotel, but he didn't have the energy to think about it. After lying down on the bed, he fell asleep almost touching the pillow.

Fu Younian took off his clothes for him, and wiped his arms and face with a towel according to the doctor's instructions. Maybe his movements were relatively light, and Yu Xi didn't wake up all the time.

After twelve o'clock in the night, the fever almost subsided, Fu Younian put his arms around Yu Xi's waist, and held him for more than half an hour to sleep. Feeling not sleepy anymore, he got up and sat on the head of the bed, took the notebook and opened it. Work, no more sleep, worried that he will have a fever at night.

When Yu Xi sleeps, she likes to curl up and pull up the quilt to cover half of her face.

It seems to be a very defensive and insecure posture.

But if Fu Younian hugged him, he would lean over and bury his face in Fu Younian's arms, hold Fu Younian's arm, or hold the corner of his clothes, and kick his calf with the soles of his feet .

Fu Younian always joked that he was clingy and squeamish, with such a bad temper, that he would hit people at every turn, and cry if he couldn't.

Yu Xi hooked Fu Younian's little finger in his sleep, Fu Younian looked down at him, and gently rubbed his hair.

Sometimes he doesn't know what to do, if Yu Xi is really bad all the time.

But until dawn, Yu Xi's forehead was still slightly cool, and he didn't have a fever anymore.

"Teacher Fu?" Yu Xi woke up and found lying in a strange hotel room, sat up and didn't see Fu Younian, subconsciously called his name.

The consciousness of last night came back, and he hurried to get his mobile phone to post on Weibo.

Fu Younian didn't close his eyes all night, and felt sleepy until the early morning, but today he had to continue filming, so he washed his face with cold water, and then ordered a cup of espresso.

"What's the matter?" Fu Younian heard Yu Xi call him, went out from the bathroom, leaned over, held the back of his neck and kissed him, "Do you still have a headache?"

Yu Xi shook his head.

No matter how hot the news and gossip was, it wasn't that fresh anymore, and the studio was also under pressure, so Yu Xi scrolled down to see the Weibo post by Fu Younian.

"..." Yu Xi looked up at Fu Younian in a daze, speechless for a while.

Fu Younian glanced at his mobile phone, knowing that there was no way to hide it from him, so he said, "It's okay."

"Will it affect you?" Yu Xi asked.

"What effect can it have?" Fu Younian sat down beside the bed, hugged him and fell back on the bed, with the tip of his nose buried on the side of his neck, somewhat sleepy after the whole night, but there was still a playful smile in his voice , "It's a big deal, I won't be able to take the show, you can support me."

"I don't feed you," Yu Xi whispered, "You eat so much."

But even though he said that, he seemed to cherish it very much, tracing the smooth lines of Fu Younian's shoulder and neck with his fingertips.

They had to go to filming, they didn't stay in the hotel for a long time, they drove to the set after washing up.

There were two scenes in the morning, the first one had nothing to do with Fu Younian, it was between Yu Xi and the actor who played Song Xigu's mother.

Song Xigu actually didn't grow up with his parents. He had hardly met his parents until high school, and lived with his grandparents in the small town of his hometown.

When the college entrance examination was about to take place, those two strangers picked him up at home and said they would take him to a good school in the city.

Song Xigu had no relationship with them, but he had to go with them, and never had the chance to go back to his hometown to see his grandparents.

Later, his father died unexpectedly, he lost his sight last year, and the relationship with his mother, which was originally strange, became even colder and stiffer.

After Yu Xi had a fever, his face was pale, so he didn't even need to put on makeup, he could go directly to take pictures.

He was holding an umbrella and holding the medical records in his coat pocket with the other hand, and walked into the house.

The phone rang a few times, Song Xigu took it out and selected the voice playback mode.

"Hello, I have learned about your situation here, but I still need to come for an interview. Do you have time on Friday afternoon?"

I don’t know when my eyes will get better. When Song Xigu was treating his eyes in his hometown, he lost his job and had no source of income, so he went to learn massage for the blind. He is very down-to-earth and willing to learn, and his skills are good. The resume applied for several shops.

"Why are you looking at those useless things again?" Mother Song complained coldly when she heard it in the bedroom, "If you get cheated again, who would find someone who can't see to work in the store?"

Song Xigu didn't speak.

Rubbing with his fingertips, he put the umbrella in the umbrella stand at the door, then lowered his head to change his shoes.

"I can't remember how many times I've told you, don't stand here to change your shoes when you enter the door." Mother Song walked out with a frown, "Look, the ground is covered with mud, and the water from the umbrella dripped all over the floor. Will it be placed in the right place? What's the use of putting it outside the umbrella stand? You really don't think I'm tired enough."

Song Xigu was still silent, he squatted down, touched the cloth next to the small rug at the door, and wiped the muddy water along the wall.

"Last month's electricity bill has not been paid, what about your medicine money, does this hospital want to give you surgery, and prescribe medicine every day, even if the medical insurance reimburses you, you can't afford the little medicine fee, and the surgery costs more than 6 yuan piece."

"Didn't you say you couldn't have surgery in my hometown before? Why can't I go here? I don't have time to go to the hospital with you. Did you go to the right place?"

Song Xigu returned to his bedroom desk and sat down, taking a breath.

The actress who plays Song's mother is really good at acting, her lines are written in one go, and she is full of emotions, as if she is overwhelmed by life, her only child is blind, and she is not close to herself at all, feeling wronged and bored All piled up on Song Xigu.

Yu Xi sat at the desk and took deep breaths, his chest rising and falling.

He really tried hard to regain his independence after being blind, and learned new skills, but he was always looked down upon. No matter what he said or did, his mother just thought he was not good. How could a blind person do things well? okay?

He also resented him for dragging her down, restricting her life, and refusing to let him try. Song Xigu was almost desperate in the setbacks, and gradually felt that he was really useless, a waste .

Although his surface is always calm.

He lifted the sleeve of his sweater, and on the inside of his wrist, there was a blackened burn mark, which was left when he was sent for electric shock.

Every time he pressed his fingertips, he could recall the trembling voice and the name.

Jiang Yan, he rolled these two words on the tip of his tongue like masochistic.

Yu Xi's filming of this film has been going smoothly, and it is rarely called off. This scene was filmed more than ten minutes earlier than expected, and finally there was an extra hour of rest at noon.

He went to get a boxed lunch and wanted to eat with Fu Younian, but he didn't see where Fu Younian was.

I asked Fu Younian's assistant, and followed the direction the assistant pointed, only to find that Fu Younian was lying down and sleeping on the sofa in the lounge.

Fu Younian didn't feel very tired after staying up all night, and his face didn't look tired. He just wanted to catch up on sleep, so he didn't bother to eat.

When he heard Yu Xi's footsteps, he opened his eyes and made room for Yu Xi.

This is Fu Younian's private lounge, so Yu Xi closed the door and asked him, "Why don't you go to eat at noon?"

"I've eaten." Fu Younian said nonsense.

"But I see that your lunch box has not been moved." Yu Xi sat down beside him and said.

"I didn't eat that, I felt too tired. I lost weight a while ago, and my habits are light." Fu Younian took advantage of the situation and lay down on Yu Xi's lap, sternly refusing to move away, and even reached out to lift Yu Xi's sweater to touch his warmth. Hot soft belly.

"Oh." Yu Xi believed his words, and lowered his head to eat by himself.

Occasionally, if I don't like broccoli or beef stew, I feed it to Fu Younian.

There was also a small portion of vegetable salad in the lunch box, and Yu Xi shared half of it with him with a spoon.

"Did you not sleep last night?" After eating, Yu Xi touched Fu Younian's face.

Fu Younian turned over, lay flat on his lap as a pillow, raised his head to look at him, and said, "I'm asleep, have you forgotten, I still slept with you in my arms."

Yu Xi really didn't have much memory, he was so dizzy, it was like he had lost his memory.

In the afternoon, I continued filming. In fact, my life in the crew was fresh and monotonous. The dramas I filmed were different, but to a certain extent, I was waiting and repeating over and over again.

At seven or eight o'clock in the evening, Yu Xi started to have a fever again.

He raised his sleeve to cover it and sneezed, and his voice gradually became nasal.

Fu Younian took him to hang a bottle of salt water.

Yu Xi's blood vessels are fragile and thin, and if the infusion is adjusted too fast, it will swell and cause pain, so he can only adjust it very slowly, and infuse bit by bit. After the show, he stays in the hospital until 12:30 at night. over.

"Go back and rest first." Yu Xi said to Fu Younian, looking at the half of the liquid left in the infusion bottle.

Fu Younian refused to leave, "I just want to be with you."

Yu Xi's eyes fell on Fu Younian's hand holding his fingertips, and he was silent for a long time without speaking.

There are always crying noises outside the emergency ward, especially at nights like this, when some people suffer from respiratory failure, some suffer from cardiac arrest, some may have encountered some sudden accident, their bodies are soaked in blood, and they drip when they are pushed to the operating room. Bloodstains all over the place.

If he was not so lucky, he might not have woken up again, and was directly sent to the almost cold negative floor covered with a white cloth.

Yu Xi felt tired.

His original plan was to find a place to wait quietly for the last day after finishing everything he wanted to do.

Maybe it was an evening when the sky was full of fire and clouds.

In the semi-finals of the hip-hop competition, he won the first place in the group and the top three in the individual. There is only one month left for the finals, and half of the movie is filmed. want to leave.

But I can't bear it.

Fu Younian took a picture of his pale and thin fingertips with his mobile phone, Yu Xi looked down, he didn't seem so thin in the camera, he was quite satisfied.

"You can take my hand and clap." Yu Xi said to him.

Fu Younian held his hand and took a picture, wanting to post it on the Internet, but Yu Xi seemed to be very recognizable from top to bottom, especially his hands and eyes, which fans could recognize at a glance. Fu Younian Restraining the hand that was about to touch the door of the cupboard, save it in the phone and read it for yourself.

There are countless photos of Yu Xi stored in his mobile phone album, more than half of which were secretly taken. Yu Xi found out but didn't mention him, so Fu Younian began to take pictures blatantly.

His gaze on Yu Xi was almost infatuated, and he repeatedly watched the street dances Yu Xi danced, watched the scenes he filmed, and listened to the songs he sang, never getting tired of it.

The tattoo on the waist, every time Yu Xi's fingertips touched it, a scorching fire ignited in his heart.

After the saline solution was finished, the nurse came in and removed the infusion bottle, and pulled out the needle for Yu Xi.

It was almost one o'clock in the morning when we got back to the hotel. Yu Xi fell asleep in the car for a while, and after arriving in the room, he took some medicine and went back to sleep.

Fu Younian still didn't dare to take a break, and stayed by his side, occasionally taking a nap for more than ten minutes.

At around three o'clock in the middle of the night, Yu Xi woke up once. When he opened his eyes, he saw Fu Younian sitting on the bedside, with his fingertips on the keyboard of his notebook.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" Yu Xi asked him.

"Not sleepy yet, why are you awake? Do you want a drink?" Fu Younian patted his head.

Yu Xi raised his hand to clasp his notebook, hooked his neck, and let him lie on his side.

Sometimes he really wants to break up with Fu Younian, so that Fu Younian may not need to be so tired.But he knew he couldn't say that Fu Younian hadn't given up on him yet, leaving him alone, he couldn't let go first.

"I can't sleep, you can only fall asleep if you hug me." Yu Xi rubbed into his arms.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-1723:56:29~2020-11-1823:50:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of wooden man;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!