After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Fu Younian felt that what he said probably lost credibility, but he still kissed Yu Xi's forehead and said to him, "Yes, I really like you now."

They didn't stay downstairs for too long, and Yu Xi still wanted to go out for a walk. Fu Younian was afraid that the wind would blow him cold at night, so he coaxed and tricked him back to the hotel room and went to bed early.

Seeing him lying down obediently, Fu Younian went out and called Han Cheng.

It has been nearly two months since "Youth Offender" was completed. The post-production tasks of this drama are not too heavy, and after all, it is an online drama, and the number of episodes is not too many. Recently, the publicity work has started to prepare for the broadcast at the end of the year.

Fu Younian had asked someone to fight for a broadcast spot on a local satellite TV before, but in the end he was turned away because the content of the show was not in line with the mainstream.

Otherwise, it will have to be deleted. This is what he and Han Cheng don't want to see. It's better to broadcast it directly on the online platform.

"I went to talk about it today, and it's scheduled to premiere on Saturday," Han Cheng said on the phone, "I may need your studio's help with the promotion."

The current group of people in Fu Younian's studio, no matter what department they are in, have followed him for many years, and finally left behind a wave of top-notch business capabilities. Even many big companies have come back to pry corners, but Fu Younian is not stingy with benefits here. It's pretty idle by comparison, so no one wants to go.

"I told Li Yao, if you need anything, you can go to him." Fu Younian said.

Fu Younian pushed away those trivial matters, and settled down to film this movie with Yu Xi.

In recent years, it is difficult for literary films to stand out, but it also depends on the script and director. Zhang Feiran’s award-winning films are all literary films. He is an expert in this field, with seasoned experience, lighting and line design for random passages , must be more than half of the people's careful choreography.

Moreover, Yu Xi took the photos very carefully. Fu Younian had seen the materials he checked, not to mention the videos, but the drawers were full of printed documents.

Fu Younian always wanted to be worthy of his hard work, even if he could be nominated.

There are more than ten days left before the Chinese New Year, and there have been several heavy snowfalls. After all, it is difficult to shoot the location. The machinery and equipment are not easy to move, and people are also exposed to the cold.

Except for the first week, Yu Xi never lived with Fu Younian.

When I woke up in the morning, I felt a slight headache, and my eye sockets were hot. I took a temperature measurement, and it was 37 degrees. It was just a low-grade fever, not enough to take medicine.

He thought he might have a cold, but went to the set anyway.

Fu Younian was chatting with Han Cheng on the monitor, and the production director was also there, but Yu Xi didn't go there, with his hands in the pockets of his jacket, standing far away, waiting for Fu Younian.Fu Younian seemed to have sensed something, turned his head and glanced in his direction, and then walked over.

Yu Xi went to get his makeup done, but he hardly needs any makeup in this movie.

It’s just that when filming adult episodes, Song Xigu suffers from frequent insomnia due to eye disease, the makeup artist will sweep a little shadow under Yu Xi’s eyes, and then slightly press the color of his lips to make him look paler, keeping it just right for the camera, It not only conforms to the human design, but also maintains the aesthetic feeling of the overall shooting effect.

"We'll be filming the next few scenes in a while, why don't you take a break?" Fu Younian asked him with his head down.

Yu Xi raised the back of his hand and touched his forehead, "I have a little fever."

Fu Younian told him that if he felt uncomfortable, he would tell him.

"Did you take your temperature?" Fu Younian took his wrist and went to the nanny's car.

I measured it again, and it was still the same temperature as when I woke up in the morning.

Yu Xi was a little listless, buried his face on the side of Fu Younian's neck, put his arms around his waist, nestled in his arms, did not speak, and dozed off with his eyes closed.

"I guess I caught a cold while filming yesterday." Fu Younian touched his slightly hot palm.

They filmed a scene when they were young last night.

Song Xigu's parents are busy with work and hardly go home. They just leave him some living expenses every week. After that kiss, Song Xigu had an inexplicable affair with Jiang Yan. He didn't want to go back to his home , So I followed Jiang Yan.

Jiang Yan took him there on a motorcycle.

It wasn't particularly uncomfortable, Yu Xi still wanted to continue filming, not wanting to delay the progress, so after resting for ten minutes, he got off the car with Fu Younian.

Every time he had a fever, his legs would feel weak. When he got out of the car, he was wearing a down jacket and a wide hat. The fur on the front blocked his view, so he couldn't see his feet clearly, and accidentally tripped over him. Fortunately, Fu Younian was used to waiting for him in front of the car door. He reached out and caught him.

"Stupid." Fu Younian smiled, wanting to pull his collar up a bit.

Just when his fingertips touched Yu Xi's collar, he suddenly felt that something was wrong behind his back. It was a sensitivity formed over the years. Even if the other party didn't expose the flashlight, he could still easily tell that a camera was turning towards him. and Yu Xi's direction.

Fu Younian held Yu Xi's hand that was about to take off his hat, hugged him directly into his arms, and blocked him with his knee-length woolen coat and his shoulders.

Li Yao was also in the car. He raised his head to meet Fu Younian's gaze, and immediately realized that he got out of the car and walked in the direction Fu Younian's eyes indicated.

But it was a bit late, and there were traces of someone standing on the snow in that place, but there was no one there.

If Fu Younian had gone directly to find someone just now, it might have been too late, but he didn't want to take the risk of Yu Xi being photographed.

"It should only be me," Fu Younian turned to Li Yao and said, "Let's pay attention to it at night."

Yu Xi had a fever, and his mind was a little dull. When Fu Younian hugged him, he didn't come back to his senses. Only now did he understand what happened. He pulled Fu Younian and said, "It doesn't matter if you were photographed?"

"I don't know," Fu Younian touched his slightly hot cheek, "Whatever."

Fu Younian dragged Yu Xi back to the set to film.

It's still a black boxing arena.

Jiang Yan is only a young man of seventeen or eighteen years old. He has well-developed muscles and bones, and his skills are flexible, but it does not mean that he will never lose in the boxing ring.

After all, there are a lot of ruthless veterans here.

Yu Xi couldn't get close to the octagonal iron cage this time. He stood on tiptoe and poked his head through the crowded crowd, barely able to see the situation on the boxing ring.

In this kind of play, sometimes injuries are unavoidable. After all, no matter how measured a person is, he is not a perfect machine. At the end, apart from the scars made by makeup, there were indeed a few bruises on Fu Younian's waist. green.

When applying the medicine, he wanted to save time, so he was directly on the set. The makeup artist and director naturally saw the conspicuous tattoo on his waist.

Fu Younian didn't explain much.

When he got the tattoo, in order not to affect the filming, the position was just pressed on the waistband of his trousers. Unless the action was violent, it would not be exposed, and generally there would be no scenes that needed to show a lot.

The assistant that Fu Younian usually took with him asked for leave to go home. Today's temporary assistant moved a little sloppily. The bruises that didn't hurt much at first became even more painful after he took the medicine. Fu Younian didn't let him do it again. , took the bottle of spray from him, and went to find Yu Xi.

"Why do I think you two really have something to do?" Zhang Feiran looked up at Fu Younian strangely, and whispered to him.

But he didn't think that Fu Younian had the character to get tattoos for someone.

Fu Younian pretended not to understand, and walked towards Yu Xi's direction.

Yu Xi's fever has not subsided, his body temperature has been hovering below 38 degrees, not to the point where he needs to take antipyretics or infusions, but the fever has not subsided for a long time, and the whole person is very sleepy. He took a break in the middle of the filming and sat in the corner hugging Blanket dozed off.

He vaguely heard Fu Younian's footsteps before opening his eyes.

Seeing the bottle of medicine in Fu Younian's hand, Yu Xi took it, pulled him to sit beside him, sprayed on his waist, and stretched out his hand to rub it gently for him.

Zhang Feiran asked the cameraman to move the camera to take a few shots as a sideshow.

In the scene that happened to be filmed later, Song Xigu followed Jiang Yan to his house and gave him medicine. Zhang Feiran looked up for a few seconds and called Fu Younian over to tell him to wait for the filming. Let Yu Xi wipe it for him.

Fu Younian thought about it, so he agreed.

Field record board.

"One shot for 24 games!"

The house that Jiang Yan rented was in an old tube building. The innermost room on the east side of the corridor on the third floor was the size of a palm. The furniture was a wire bed, a desk with a broken leg, and There is a cloth wardrobe.

"Sit." Jiang Yan threw his schoolbag and gloves on the chair, turned around and pointed to Song Xigu to get off the bed.

Song Xigu sat down by the bed and saw Jiang Yan dig out a clean long-sleeved top from the closet, then took off the sweaty clothes on his body, planning to change into them.

When he raised his hand to take off his clothes, Song Xigu found that the muscle lines of Jiang Yan's shoulders and back were particularly clear during his movements. They were not as exaggerated as the other people he saw on the ring, but they were properly covered on the bones. On top, a thin layer, but without losing strength.

"What are you looking at?" Jiang Yan turned his head, his brows and eyes were a little cold, and his tone was joking.

Song Xigu's face turned red for a moment.

Yu Xi sat on the edge of the bed holding his coat in a daze and watched Fu Younian walking around. He had never paid much attention to Fu Younian's face or figure before. The type who can become popular all the way just by his face.

But he knew that he knew, and he didn't pay attention.

This movie strangely opened an unknown door for him, as if it was spreading all this sexuality in front of him, making him so clearly aware that he liked a man.

So his face was indeed getting redder and redder, he didn't dare to look directly at Fu Younian, his eyes dodged and wandered, and he couldn't help but fall on his back.

This subtle movement is half performance, half real.

After all, it fell into the camera, and Zhang Feiran was very satisfied with the handling of the details.

Jiang Yan sat by the bed and rubbed the medicine himself. His body was covered with bruises and wounds that ooze blood, even the brow bone was still bleeding.

There was a wound on the shoulder blade. He looked back in the mirror, but because his arm hurt, he couldn't reach it, so he called Song Xigu, "Wipe it for me."

"Huh?" Song Xigu was still in a daze, and hurriedly went to get the medicine after recovering, "Oh, where to wipe it?"

The cold and slender fingertips landed on the skin, and it seemed that even the wound didn't hurt so much. Jiang Yan stared at Song Xigu's beautiful face in the mirror, feeling agitated in his heart.He accidentally saw the books in Song Xigu's schoolbag. He went to the bookstore after school in the evening, and happened to see them on the bookshelf. After flipping through them, he realized what was going on.

He accidentally bought the same book and read it from cover to cover.

Now those few books are being used by him as corner pads.

Yu Xi should be the active party in the movie, no matter it was when he was a teenager or when they met later, he was the one who took the initiative to seduce.

So after Song Xigu applied the medicine to Jiang Yan, he didn't move his hand away. He wiped off the ointment on his fingertips, slid his hand down Jiang Yan's forearm, and held his wrist, resting his fingertips on the In his palm.

Jiang Yan felt disgusted, and even felt that he was shameless, but the moment his fingertips touched, his heart beat violently, almost jumping out of his chest.

It was a sweltering summer night, and the only fan in the cramped room was broken. He was squatting stiffly in the corner, and opening the windows for ventilation didn't help. In this damn place, illegal buildings blocked all the coolest air outlets.

Sitting dry is covered in sweat.

Jiang Yan suddenly grabbed Song Xigu's collar, and put his lips very close to him.

Both wanted to kiss him and felt disgusted by it.

"What's the matter with you?" Song Xigu wanted to break off his fingertips, but he couldn't do it, so he could only stand in a stalemate.

Yu Xi's lines are getting better and better. He was originally a lead singer, and his words are much clearer than ordinary actors. He also has filming experience. Fu Younian brought him out of the crew of "Youth Offender", making up for his emotional flaws.

It was just a few short words, with ups and downs in tone, intertwined breath, with a little helplessness, confusion, careful liking, and a gentleness that Song Xigu himself might not have felt.

Inside and outside the lens, it makes people tremble at their fingertips and their hearts beat.

Fu Younian looked down at Yu Xi's eyes, feeling very complicated.

If he hadn't come to shoot this movie with Yu Xi, he might not be able to bear Yu Xi's tenderness with other people like this, but if he came, once this movie is released, there may be only a thin layer of paper between him and his coming out.

Cameras can't lie.

Just like when he looked at Yu Xi, he saw Song Xigu as Jiang Yan or Jiang Chao, but also saw Yu Xi through his own eyes, and he couldn't hide his liking.

By noon, Yu Xi's fever had almost subsided, and Fu Younian went to buy cold medicine for him to drink.

In the end, he had to heal for a few hours, and when it started to repeat itself in the evening, Fu Younian wanted to take him to the hospital a little bit.

"Let's finish filming the scene later." Yu Xi shook his head.

He felt very tired, and he didn't want to make Fu Younian run back and forth, and he had just taken antipyretics, so he might be fine in a while.

In the evening, we will shoot a rain scene, but we don't need to get wet, we can hold an umbrella.

Song Xigu went to the hospital alone for reexamination. When he left, it was overcast outside and he heard the sound of pattering rain.

Traveling in rainy days is more than twice as difficult for the blind.

First, the ground is slippery and difficult to walk on. Normal people sometimes cannot avoid falling. It is okay if there is no stagnant water, but once there is stagnant water, it will be even more difficult.Secondly, blind people have lost their eyesight. Many times, they need to listen carefully to the surrounding sounds to distinguish their own environment, and whether there are people passing by or obstacles around them.

However, in this kind of weather where the sound of rain is gradually torrential, even this window is closed.

Yu Xi used to go out on a rainy day. He just went to a nearby small store to buy a few buckets of instant noodles. A few barrels were dropped too, but he didn't hear them at all.

Yu Xi was leaning on a blind cane, and he carefully stepped on the rain-washed steps outside the hospital that were extremely smooth. In the other hand, he had to hold an umbrella and carry a bag containing laboratory tests and medical records.

Facing this empty world, which is not even pure black, I am full of helplessness and hesitation.

Jiang Chao completed the resignation procedures.

He has no way to continue this job, and now he can barely maintain his condition. After more than a month, he may not even be able to write a pen, let alone diagnose and treat people.

He hadn't figured out what to do with the remaining three months.

If one day, I suddenly told you that there are only three months left in your life, what do you have nostalgia for, what do you regret and want to do?

Jiang Chao was at a loss.

But ever since he met Song Xigu that day, he suddenly wanted to ask why Song Xigu left without saying goodbye.

They have only been together for more than half a year, that is, the second semester of the second year of high school and the first semester of the third year of high school.

In the summer vacation of the last semester of senior high school, Song Xigu's parents found out about their relationship and they even went to Jiang Chao's parents.

Jiang Chao's parents had been divorcing, and they finally divorced during that holiday. Jiang Chao was handed over to his father. His father was going to go abroad to work and live, so he directly handled Jiang Chao's withdrawal procedures and took him abroad forcibly.

Before leaving, Jiang Chao had no chance to see Song Xigu again. At that time, they didn't have smartphones, and all contact methods were cut off. Jiang Chao could only ask his classmates to send a message to Song Xigu, telling him that he would be back.

Song Xigu received the news and asked that classmate to tell him that he would work hard to get into the university they had agreed to go to together and wait there for him to come back.

As a result, Jiang Chao got the chance to return to China in his junior year, but found that Song Xigu didn’t go to that school at all. He even disappeared from the world suddenly. The teachers and classmates didn’t know where he moved, and they didn’t know where he was studying now. .

Jiang Chao called his home landline, but the number was already empty.

Holding the letter of resignation signed by the dean, Jiang Chao recalled the sympathetic and regretful eyes the dean had just looked at him, and lowered his head to light a cigarette.

When he raised his head again, he saw Song Xigu who was walking hard in the rain.

The wind was a bit strong, and Song Xigu hadn't fully gotten used to the life of being blind, so he was in a hurry, not knowing whether to hold the umbrella tightly first, or grab something in the other hand first, and half of his shoulders were wet.

Then suddenly someone took the umbrella from behind him.

The camera actually shot their backs in this scene, but Yu Xi was still acting blind in order to have no flaws.

The rain wet the fabric on his shoulders, Fu Younian held his shoulders and asked him to lean against him.

When filming rain scenes, the crew uses cranes or other equipment to artificially rain, mostly tap water. After all, in this weather, if you switch to warm water, it will be cold by the time it rains.

Fu Younian tilted the umbrella to Yu Xi's side. Yu Xi wanted to push it back for him, but he couldn't do so. He can't see anything now, so naturally he wouldn't know what Fu Younian did.

The camera followed their backs farther and farther away, and their voices could not be heard at all.

"Is it cold?" Fu Younian touched Yu Xi's hand under the umbrella.

"Still filming." Yu Xi avoided it calmly.

"I can't see it," Fu Younian said, they have gone far enough, this part is a turning point, and the later stage will inevitably blur the picture, "And it can also be counted as a plot, can't I care about my first love? "

Yu Xi felt that he was really annoying.

Fu Younian also bowed his head and kissed the tip of his cool ear.

"Is this also a plot?" Yu Xi couldn't help asking him.

"Oh, no." Fu Younian said.

Yu Xi wanted to hear what he was going to say, but it turned out that he would never know where Fu Younian's so many flirtatious words came from.

"It's uncontrollable." Fu Younian whispered to him with a smile on his lips.

The field record finally hit the end board.

Yu Xi's fever wasn't severe, but he couldn't help but kept having a fever. After filming for a long time, his whole body was sore and weak, and he didn't even have an appetite for dinner, so he wanted to go to the car to rest.

Fu Younian asked someone to buy a bowl of light millet porridge with a little bit of brown sugar added.

"Come and eat, and go back to the hotel to sleep later." Fu Younian coaxed him.

Yu Xi had no choice but to sit up forcefully, leaning against the back of the car seat, and lowered his head to sip a spoonful of porridge.

The car door was suddenly pulled open from the outside, and Fu Younian saw Li Yao's long-endured anxiety, so he asked him, "What's wrong?"

"Just that morning, someone sent out a draft, with a nine-square grid, and the filming was quite clear," Li Yao said. As soon as he finished speaking, he felt ambiguous, so he added a few words, "Without Yu Xi, I just photographed a Hat, but I'm sure I'll recognize you."

Yu Xi looked back at Fu Younian.

Fu Younian took out his mobile phone and looked through it. Indeed, the photo was quite high-definition, and he could be recognized from the profile. There were also a few moving pictures, and it could be seen that he took the initiative to hug Yu Xi.

It was probably because he had never made such a solid revelation, and the comments became a mess.

[Cheese Egg Tart Tart: You really deserve your reputation, have you broken up with Han Rong for three months?Tired of newcomers again? 】

[Don't eat dog food: Let's go, let's go, I won't respond, the blogger will probably be banned later. 】

[zzzq: The blogger's head is iron, he is a hero, don't you know that this family is ruthless? 】

[Withered vines, old trees, faint crow: I whispered a bb, didn't I say that he was secretly married a long time ago, is his wife in the circle, is this a loss or cheating?I don't care about hidden marriages, I can't stand cheating scumbags...]

[Bouncing around in the melon field: It's pointless to quarrel, it's over for whoever picks up his arms, maybe it's the bag|raiser. 】

[Pineapple head without emotion: To be honest, I know a secret, but I can't say it. Does none of you know what his next movie will be?slipped away. 】

"What do you think we should do?" Li Yao asked Fu Younian helplessly.

Yu Xi drank the antipyretics and became drowsy. Leaning in Fu Younian's arms, he flipped through the comments with his fingertips and looked down. The more he read, the more silent he became.

His forehead was hot, Fu Younian turned his head and rubbed the top of his hair.

Avoiding talking is a way. After a while, there will always be silence. There will never be a shortage of new information in the circle. Sometimes the memory of the Internet is very short. But Fu Younian looked down and saw those crude guesses about Yu Xi. Full of malice scrambling over each other, I don't really want to just pretend nothing happened.

"Go and find out who took the pictures. If you don't want the camera, don't take it." Fu Younian said.

Li Yao knew that he wanted to completely block the other party in the circle, so he nodded and agreed to find someone to investigate.

Fu Younian hugged Yu Xi to make him sleep more comfortably in his arms, looked down at his tired sleepy eyes, kissed his eyelashes, and then sent a Weibo.

[Fu Younian V: Get out, stay away from my partner. 】

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-1623:05:09~2020-11-1723:56:29期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 7 bottles of lightning;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!