After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Yu Xi pretended to be calm, pushed him away and wanted to go downstairs, but he only punched his face, the roots of his ears were still red, and he couldn't hide anything.

"Why are you in such a hurry?" Fu Younian put his arms around his neck, turned his head and licked the tips of his slightly warm ears.

Yu Xi always felt that his nose was still bleeding, so he raised his hand and wiped it, but there was nothing there.

"I'm going to eat, you can stay here by yourself." Yu Xi walked away angrily.

Fu Younian grabbed him, put the down jacket on his shoulders, and then followed him downstairs.

When filming, Jiang Yan’s attire looked very foolish. His grades have always been at the top of the class, and he has learned it steadily, but this does not prevent him from going out to hang out. Compared with him, he seemed undisciplined and had a bit of hostility in his eyebrows and eyes.

Fu Younian was still wearing that loose vest, he and Yu Xi were the only ones here, and the waist of his trousers was casually hanging on his crotch, revealing half of his tattoo.

He walked over and grabbed the fabric behind Yu Xi's back. Yu Xi was unprepared, and was dragged into his arms directly. His back bumped into Fu Younian's muscular chest. He frowned and elbowed him, but was turned back Twist the wrist and can't move.

Fu Younian has been smoking an unlit cigarette for a long time. When he looked down and saw Yu Xi's unruly eyes, he couldn't help but want to bully him even more. He took down the cigarette and rubbed his lips with the slightly wet cigarette butt, trying to force him to Squeeze.

Yu Xi didn't know why Fu Younian suddenly went crazy, at first he blushed and played with him, but later Fu Younian pinched his chin a little rudely, and immediately became angry.

He snatched the cigarette from Fu Younian's fingertips with his hands, and rolled his teeth heavily over the white cigarette butt, his eyes were slightly cold and teasing, provocative, and he didn't care that Fu Younian hadn't put on his coat yet, turned around and didn't turn his head. Walking back to the aisle stairs, the long down jacket was wrapped in a gust of cold wind.

After going downstairs, Yu Xi felt that his nose was still a little uncomfortable, and the bridge of his nose was sore. He didn't care too much, so he went to his assistant to get food.

Fu Younian didn't want to stay in this empty ghostly place by himself, so he went to put on his sweater, put his coat on his arms, and walked out.

He originally wanted to go and have dinner with Yu Xi, but he suddenly answered the phone halfway.

It was the friend who helped him review the script and samples of "Young Delinquent" many times in advance.

During the period at the end of the year, the other party was assigned to be in charge of the New Year's Eve party of the local station. The program list had already been sorted out from beginning to end, and the programs were almost scheduled. Who would have thought that at this juncture, there would be someone who would accept the invitation letter The actor had an accident and couldn't go to the final rehearsal. Of course, the party couldn't be attended, and the whole plan was disrupted.

"His agent sent me a message at around 02:30 in the middle of the night last night," the voice on the phone sounded tired, as if he hadn't slept all night, "I hurt my leg, and there are only ten days left. If there is no way to recover, he cannot be allowed to sing on stage on crutches."

Fu Younian was also going to the live broadcast of the party that night. The announcement was made half a year ago to sing the theme song of the TV series "Jinyiwei" he filmed before.

His show is scheduled for shortly after the opening, around eight o'clock, and even including the backstage interview time after the show, he can go home by ten o'clock at the latest.

Unclear about the purpose of the other party's call, Fu Younian didn't say much, he continued to listen, pushed open the door of the lounge by the way, and looked up to see Yu Xi sitting at the coffee table eating.

Yu Xi wasn't too happy to talk to him, raised his eyebrows, and didn't make room for him to sit.

"I went to Zhu Zhen temporarily to save the scene. He was the champion of the new song contest some time ago. I don't know if you recognize him. Anyway, I want to replace his program. But Zhu Zhen still has live broadcast activities at that time, so I can't make it," The other party continued, "I really can't do anything here. I saw that your show happened to be about the same length as his. I wonder if it's convenient for Fang to change the order?"

Yu Xi had already finished his meal, and when he saw Fu Younian sitting down in the corner of the sofa, he hugged the pillow and went to look for him, lying on his lap and trying to sleep.

Fu Younian reached out and pinched his cheek.

On New Year's Eve, the production crew did not have a holiday, and they still filmed as usual. Fu Younian originally wanted to end the party early and come to the production crew to pick Yu Xi home or find a place to celebrate the New Year together.

If you switch with the one behind, you will be on stage at 10:30, and you may have to leave the scene at twelve o'clock.

"I need to ask my agent about the upcoming itinerary. I'll call you back later." Fu Younian said.

After hearing the general idea, Yu Xi sat up and looked at him.

"Baby," Fu Younian took his hand and kissed his fingertips, "I'm sorry, I may not be able to spend the New Year with you."

At the latest in the afternoon, I had to go to the rehearsal. The later I appeared, the longer I had to wait all day.

Yu Xi didn't think it mattered, he didn't pass the New Year's Eve before, and they were together every day, not bad for that night.

"Then are you coming back to sleep?" Yu Xi leaned over, put his cheek against his shoulder, and raised his head to ask.

"Well," Fu Younian said, "it will be a little later."

Yu Xi was so satisfied, and dully remembered that he was still angry with Fu Younian just now, so he withdrew his hand and put it under the pillow so that he wouldn't touch it.Fu Younian deliberately scratched his waist, Yu Xi couldn't help itching, stood up and wanted to run, but was hugged by the waist and pulled into his arms and bullied for a long time, finally laughed until the corners of his eyes were wet with tears.

"You bully me every day." Yu Xi stepped on his calf.

Fu Younian buried the tip of his nose on the side of his neck, smelling that he was stained with his usual perfume, which was obviously very cold and astringent, but it seemed to be a little soft on Yu Xi's body, like a fluffy ball There was a little snow on the fluffy and soft tail of the little animal, and Fu Younian tightened his arms around his waist.

Yu Xi is a bit sleepy. Recently, he always feels tired easily, even a bit like the state he was in when he first came to this world. I don't know if it is the reason why he and his teammates practiced video at night.

There is still a long time before the finals. Except for this program, each has their own announcements. It is impossible to stay together to practice all day. I will practice my own part first through the video. The more familiar with the movements and rhythms, the more I want to work together when the time comes. smoothly.

Fu Younian hugged him and patted his back, and when he looked down and saw Yu Xi fell asleep, he let him go, let him lie on the sofa, leaning on the pillow that he had been hugging in his arms just now, and then went to the bed by himself. Have a meal.

Shooting in the afternoon as usual.

After Jiang Chao resigned from the hospital, he had nothing to do, as if all he had to do was wait to die.

Everything becomes meaningless.

The piles of medical books on the bookshelf are no longer useful to him after he has read them. Maybe there is someone whose soul needs to be healed after death?Jiang Chao laughed at himself.

He had met Song Xigu by chance a few times.

Maybe he has been busy with work before, and Song Xigu is blind and has limited mobility and rarely goes out, so he never encountered it.Only recently did he discover that Song Xigu lived in the alley next to his community, and there were bungalows with small yards inside. He saw Song Xigu walk into one of them by touching the wall.

"How are your eyes? Do you feel better?" When we met again in a convenience store, Jiang Chao helped him take down the small pickled yellow croaker from the top shelf, and asked casually.

"Doctor Jiang?" Song Xigu was a little surprised, "Why are you here?"

Jiang Chao changed his name, and he happened to have a voice change in high school. He felt that his voice was rough and unpleasant, so he didn't like to talk much. In addition, it had been ten years, no matter how close he was to familiar people, they would become strangers. After being together in a hurry for less than a year, Song Xigu didn't recognize him.

"I...resigned," Jiang Chao said in a relaxed tone, "I plan to find something else to do."

"...That's it." Song Xigu didn't want to inquire about his privacy, so he didn't ask further.

"Just now I saw that you took the job offer from a massage shop? Do you want to try it?" Jiang Chao didn't mention the word "blind person" on it.

"Well," Song Xigu was actually a little happy, he passed the interview very smoothly, and the boss said that if it was convenient, he could go to work next Monday, "...you can't always stay at home and want to go out and find a job. "

"Very good." Jiang Chao said.

In the next scene, Yu Xi and Fu Younian went to the small park where the crew set up the scene.

Yu Xi sat down on the bench next to him, he was used to coming here to bask in the sun every day, unexpectedly "Jiang Chao" also sat down with him.

Su Qing injected hormone drugs for many years. Although his appearance and voice became more and more feminine, the excessive dosage made his body gradually deteriorate. His stomach was completely broken. One-third, now barely eat something every day.

On the way home from the interview, Song Xigu went to the coffee shop to meet him, and felt that his wrist was only skin and bone.

"I have a friend..." Song Xigu hesitated, concealed all real information, briefly described Su Qing's situation, and asked Jiang Chao, "Doctor Jiang, is there any way to help him in this situation?"

Jiang Chao knew he was talking about Su Qing as soon as he heard it.

"You need to go for a detailed physical examination, and find a way to stop the drug first," Jiang Chao said. "Many transgender people in China buy drugs with excessive hormones. Although the effect is good on the surface, they are actually illegal drugs. You still have to pass the test." Regular surgery, or medication as prescribed by the doctor."

"Thank you." Song Xigu murmured.

"I... also got a little sick, a little serious." Facing Song Xigu, Jiang Chao suddenly had a little desire to confide.Just like when their relationship was at its best, he couldn't help but hug him and talk next to his ear on the crowded balcony of that dilapidated tube building.

"Heal with peace of mind, it will be fine." Facing his sudden topic, Song Xigu was a little at a loss, but he still comforted him.

Song Xigu also told him about his blindness when he was hospitalized. It was very heavy, but he said it in a light and funny way. Jiang Chao listened to his clumsy comfort, and a little smile appeared in his eyes.

"Anyway, thank you..." Fu Younian was halfway through his lines when Zhang Feiran suddenly called out.

When writing the script, Zhang Feiran was very entangled in the handling of this place. Such a simple thank you always seemed too flimsy and did not fit the personality.Sure enough, the effect of the performance was not very good.

Jiang Chao is no longer the original him, he has become mature and stable, and has lost his vigor.

But in front of Song Xigu, he will always be the boy who loved him when he was 17 years old.

"How do you change it?" Fu Younian got up and walked over.

Yu Xi also took a look.

Zhang Feiran took out the other editions and put them on the table, Fu Younian flipped through them a few times, but none of them were really good.

"Focus on his pain when he learned of his terminal illness?" Fu Younian said.

Yu Xi didn't quite agree, "It's been almost a month since he got the medical certificate, and his current state is different from the beginning."

"A lighter tone is more appropriate. Jiang Chao is very reckless in his bones. The only person who can hold him is Song Xigu." Zhang Feiran frowned and thought, "The original lines are too plain, and the remaining few versions are too heavy."

Yu Xi was silent for a while.

He suddenly said, "Actually, it doesn't matter, then I will be young forever."

Until his death, what Jiang Chao missed the most was the year he spent with Song Xigu when he was young.So that's fine, he can always live in Song Xigu's heart as he was when he was young.

Fu Younian looked up at him.

"It's not bad, let's take another shot." Zhang Feiran said approvingly.

"Youth Offender" is about to start broadcasting, and the trailer has been released online.

Han Cheng asked people to put the short scene that Yu Xi and Ye Jingzhe changed in the trailer, especially the movement of Yu Xi chasing her shadow carefully, against the red sky in the evening, the camera turned to the back, the back was lonely and Thin, with a persistent tenacity, the comments are all amazing.

Zhang Feiran just watched the trailer at noon, and felt that Yu Xi's acting skills were indeed much more mature than in "Green Cliff".

The effect of the final shot was also very good. Fu Younian's lines were spoken gently and with a little regret, and the tone at the end slowed down and rose slightly, which made Yu Xi's heart tremble suddenly.

After the filming, the sky was already dark, so we could call it a day and go back to the hotel.

The filming process was the same for the next few days, but Yu Xi had a separate announcement. On the night of the 29th, he was going to participate in a live broadcast of an evening party on an online platform, where he would sing the ending song of "Green Cliff".The party process of the online platform is not particularly intense and meticulous, but it still takes time to rehearse.

Chinese New Year is coming soon.

Yu Xi came to this place in early spring, and it has been a year before he knew it.

On New Year's Eve, the crew made dumplings for lunch together, and someone set off a few strings of whips outside the set.

Fu Younian specially made Yu Xi dumplings with mackerel stuffing and pure shrimp, and borrowed the kitchen utensils from the crew to cook them.This time, no coins were put in it, and Yu Xi didn't notice the last one after eating, but after the meal, Fu Younian stuffed him with a red envelope with a little Samoyed printed on it.

The little Samoyed is wearing a red dress with a pure white fringe, which looks cute.

In the evening, Zhang Feiran ordered a few tables of New Year's Eve dinner out of his own pocket. Unfortunately, Fu Younian went to the scene to prepare for the party in the afternoon, so he couldn't eat his big meal.

After Fu Younian left, Yu Xi belatedly realized that he was a bit empty.

It was exactly eight o'clock when the filming ended, and the crew got together to watch the live broadcast of the party.Everyone gathered here from all over the world to work, and there were relatively few people like Yu Xi who originally lived in this city, so they couldn't go home.

Yu Xi didn't go there, he closed the door, took a down jacket, and went to sleep in the nanny's car.

It was snowing on New Year’s Eve, and through the car window, I could see the streets full of lights and festoons. Even the street lamps were hung with strings of small red lanterns. In my eyes, there were countless smears of warm and festive red. The debris of firecrackers on the ground was covered with Stepped in a mess, wrapped in snow and frozen together.

There are always fireworks in the cold night.

Yu Xi sat in the back seat, pulled out a small hot water bottle and tied it on his knees to keep warm, then lay down and wrapped himself in a blanket.

He fell into a drowsy sleep, but it had been less than an hour since he opened his eyes.Yu Xi rubbed his sleepy hair, his pale and thin wrists were hanging on the side of the car seat, his eyes were unfocused, he just stared blankly at something in a daze.Someone on the set is probably drunk, singing at the top of their voices, and enjoying themselves with the singing and dancing on TV. It really feels like a lively New Year.

The car window was knocked suddenly, Yu Xi raised his head subconsciously, but saw Li Yao.

"Brother Li?" Yu Xi lowered the car window.

"I have something to go to the TV station to meet You Nian, will you go?" Li Yao asked him.

"Isn't he still on stage?" Yu Xi said.

"Go early," Li Yao said, "Wait in the car for a while, you can continue to sleep if you are sleepy."

Yu Xi went out and got into Li Yao's car.

He originally made an appointment with Fu Younian to pick him up when Fu Younian returned to the set after his performance, but now that he went there earlier, he sent a message to Fu Younian first.But Fu Younian never came back, so he was probably still busy.

The studio is some distance away from the TV station. Fortunately, there was not much traffic jam on New Year's Eve, and we arrived at the parking lot about half an hour later.

Yu Xi turned sideways, leaning his head against the car window, and turned on the live broadcast with his mobile phone, watching Fu Younian's party.

His face was pale, and there was no blood on his lips. His face was buried in a raised light gray cashmere scarf. The eyes are still shining with dots of light, as clean as a pool of snow that is about to melt.

Li Yao inadvertently raised his head and took a look in the rearview mirror. He was almost stunned, but he didn't dare to speak. He felt that Yu Xi was too thin.

Yu Xi was mentally weak, and was slow to react to his surroundings, so he didn't notice Li Yao's gaze.

He closed his eyes slightly, listening to Fu Younian sing that song.

Followed by a few skits and magic tricks, the party of the local station is not so strict and serious, sometimes it is more relaxed and lively, and the host dares to make a few jokes with the guests.

Yu Xi watched the next program without stopping.

The countdown to zero will soon be over, and the minute hand on the clock tower outside the TV station has also moved to the last frame.

The snow fell harder, and the fireworks burned more and more intensely, blooming dazzlingly on the night, and falling down again, like a falling galaxy.

In the parking lot, it seems that the host of the studio and the audience can be heard shouting the countdown numbers together.

Yu Xi looked at the phone screen and the pointer of the clock tower outside, muttering to himself and counting the numbers, "5...4..."

When he was a child, he liked to countdown with the TV. Every time he got to this part, he would jump up and down with excitement. Even the teachers in the orphanage couldn't hold him down. But in fact, whether it's Chinese New Year or not has nothing to do with him.

About to count to "3", Yu Xi saw the glimmer of light passing by outside the car window from the corner of his eyes, like countless tiny lit stars.

In the evening, Fu Younian wanted to ask Yu Xi if he wanted to come and wait for him, but he was afraid that Yu Xi would be tired, so he was reluctant to tell him in the end.

Seeing that the interview was over at 11:30, he thought he couldn't make it back, but when he picked up his phone, he saw Yu Xi's message.

After buying fireworks sticks and a few bunches of candied haws, he ran all the way over, his breath still a little uneven.

The moment the car window fell, countless fireworks rushed into the night, grand and enthusiastic, resounding in the ears, as if it could drown out all the sounds in the world, Yu Xi saw the few fireworks sticks in Fu Younian's hand, and also To the thin layer of snow covering his shoulders.

"Happy New Year." Fu Younian leaned over and said to him.