self-deprecating

Han Zizhou returned home.

Because Ms. Li sent him a message.

The first message after two days since he left that day.

"Son, today is your birthday, go home for dinner."

Han Zizhou thought, well, they also need to have a good talk.

After entering the house, Han Cong and Riemann were both at home, but Aunt Wu was not.

Han Zizhou understood that if Aunt Wu was here, she would inevitably hear something that would affect them all, so why not give Aunt Wu a holiday and let her go.

"Dad, Mom, I'm back."

Ms. Li looked as usual, "Let's eat then."

Mr. Han didn't speak, just sat in his seat.

Han Zizhou thought about it, but he didn't open his mouth. It's better to wait until the meal is over, otherwise it's not good to make everyone lose the mood to eat.

Ms. Li and Mr. Han probably thought the same way, and the three of them finished their meal quietly.

Ms. Li put the bowl into the dishwasher and said to Han Zizhou, "Go take a shower, you haven't been home for three days."

Han Zizhou nodded, "OK."

Following Ms. Li's wishes, he went to the room to take a shower, changed his clothes, and then went downstairs.

"mom."

Ms. Li glanced at him, "How's your review going? Even though there are recommended places, you should study hard. There are review questions I bought for you on your desk."

"Well, I see."

"Then go back to your room and write the questions."

Han Zizhou found something was wrong. Ms. Li never cared whether he wrote questions or studied, and never bought him a workbook.

"Mom, let's talk first." Han Zizhou said.

"What are you talking about?" Ms. Li stood up from the sofa, walked to her room, and took out the computer.

Then he said to Han Zizhou, "I'm going to work, you can go back to study."

Han Zizhou understood that Ms. Li was avoiding talking about it with him.

On the contrary, it seemed a bit pretentious, after all, both of them knew exactly what was going on.

Both she and Han Cong are intellectuals and will not do anything extreme, but they also have their own methods, which Han Zizhou cannot refuse.

Because they didn't actually do anything.

Riemann said that she had work to do, and Han Zizhou was waiting for her to finish the work.

Unexpectedly, Riemann put down the computer and entered the kitchen again.

"Mom." Han Zizhou called again.

Ms. Li didn't even look back, "I'm going to cook, don't bother me."

"You wait for Aunt Wu to come back to cook, let's talk about it." Han Zizhou persevered.

"Don't wait for Aunt Wu, I've already fired her. I will stay at home and spend the six months with you so that you can take the college entrance examination with peace of mind."

"..." Han Zizhou wanted to say something but couldn't.

"Mom, you don't have to do this." Han Zizhou said helplessly.

"No, I should be like this, because I'm often away from home, I didn't educate you well, and I didn't discover your problems and troubles in time, which made you go astray, so I decided to stay at home to accompany you and educate you."

"Mom, this is not a fork, it's normal." Han Zizhou frowned.

"Normal? Is it normal? How many people like the same sex walking on the road? How dare you say that?" Riemann was suppressing his thoughts, but now he finally lifted the cover, piercing the pustules on his body, and his emotions naturally excited.

"Mom, this matter can't be understood in this way. I don't ask you to accept my current situation, but I hope you can understand a little bit." Han Zizhou said, "I know that I am trying to force others to do so, but I really hope that I can get Your understanding."

"I can't understand it."

The air froze, the atmosphere dropped to freezing point, and an unharmonious conversation came to an end.

The family of three ate dinner in silence.Han Zizhou went upstairs and changed his clothes, ready to go out.

Today's conversation was fruitless, Han Zizhou knew that there was no rush for this matter, so he had to think about continuing the conversation next time.

"Where are you going?" Ms. Li's voice came from behind.

Han Zizhou stood at the door, "Go out."

"Go to the hospital?"

"Yes." Han Zizhou nodded.

Ms. Li paused, "You..." Obviously conflicted.

She didn't want her son to have anything to do with Gu Ze, and she didn't want Gu Ze not to lend a helping hand when he was in trouble.So she is struggling.

Han Zizhou couldn't bear Rieman's sadness, and he was worried about Gu Ze, so he could only say, "Mom, I'll go and see him and then come back, okay?"

"Okay." Riemann nodded, and said, "Is he short of money? Mom has tens of thousands of dollars in this card. You can give it to him, and then you won't go to the hospital."

Han Zizhou knew that Ms. Li didn't want to send Gu Ze away with money, but just wanted to help Gu Ze and keep himself away from Gu Ze.But Gu Ze is a stubborn person, he would rather sell the house than owe money.

Han Zizhou waved his hand, "No, he doesn't need it. I'm going out."

When he arrived at the hospital, Gu Ze sat on a chair and read a book.

He sat with Gu Ze for a while, and returned home before midnight.

Gu Ze happily waved to him and let him go home.

There was a small wall lamp at the door, which seemed to be specially reserved for him.

Han Zizhou took off his coat, changed his shoes, and prepared to go back to his room.However, he found that there was still a glimmer of light in the crack of the door of the study.

Han Zizhou knocked on the door.

"Come in." It was Han Cong's voice.

"Dad, why are you still up so late?" Han Zizhou was a little surprised.

"Nothing, can't sleep."

Han Zizhou saw seven or eight cigarette butts in the ashtray on the desk.

"Dad, I know you still can't understand, but your body is also important, so you should rest early."

Han Cong's emotions are not as exposed as Riemann's, and most of the time he is silent.All day today, when Han Zizhou saw him, he seldom spoke, only one or two words at most.

He and his wife also searched a lot about homosexuality on the Internet. Although there are many homosexuals on the Internet, they still cannot accept it.

It is really hard for a good son not to marry a wife and have children, but also to suffer a lot of malice from the society, and I always feel a little sad when I think about it.

Seeing that Han Cong didn't speak, Han Zizhou had no choice but to say, "I'm going back to my room first, you should go to bed early."

Han Cong just nodded, "Understood."

The next morning, Han Zizhou received a call from Lao Jiang.

"Student Han Zizhou, you have been back for four or five days. The teacher knows that you need to take a break, but the time should be almost the same."

Han Zizhou could only laugh along with him, "Understood teacher, I will go to school tomorrow. Please."

Lao Jiang laughed, "The main reason is that the principal called me and said that he wanted you to take a promotional photo and use it as a publicity face for our school."

The No. [-] Middle School has this tradition, the champion, the first prize in the competition, and these more powerful people will shoot a promotional video, which will help the No. [-] Middle School to promote the enrollment.

Han Zizhou: "I see, I will go to school tomorrow."

Han Zizhou came down from upstairs, and Riemann sat downstairs.Obviously, what he said yesterday was serious. He said he wanted to go home and take care of him, so he really stayed at home.

"mom."

"Ah."

The two greeted each other casually, and Ms. Li said, "When are you going to school?"

"I just called the head teacher and I will go tomorrow."

"Then what are you doing today?"

"Go to the hospital."

Riemann pursed his lips and stopped talking.

"Mom, I know it's not an easy thing to do, but when I found out I liked him, I put all my worries behind me and told him. I thought, I wouldn't dare, but With him, I have courage."

After Han Zizhou finished speaking, he smiled at Riemann.

Riemann looked at his son, his smile was still so bright and clean, and there were stars in his eyes.As he said himself, he had courage.

For a moment, Han Zizhou was still the original Han Zizhou.

Or, Han Zizhou has never changed.

Except he's in love with a really nice boy.

Riemann waved his hand, "Go. Since you are willing to hit the south wall, no matter how I stop you, you will hit it. You have always had your own opinion, and you rarely listen to what I say. When you hit the south wall You know what to do with the wall."

Han Zizhou opened the door and walked out of the house.

He thought that if he hit the south wall, he would tear it down.But he should not hit the south wall.

When he arrived at the hospital, Gu Ze was talking to the doctor, and it was a routine communication notice every day.

Han Zizhou saw that Gu Ze had finished speaking, and walked up to him, "How is today?"

"It's good. The doctor said to observe it for another day. If there is no problem, it can be transferred out." Gu Ze continued, "Also, Brother Lei introduced me to a person to buy a house. I'm going to have a look today."

"Well, you go, I'll just stay here and guard."

The person introduced by Lei Ge had a little money, and planned to buy a house and rent it out to collect rent, and also saw the potential of demolition here.

Gu Ze took him to the house to look around, and immediately decided to buy it.

A two-bedroom apartment in the village in the city was finally sold for 60 yuan, and Gu Ze was already very satisfied.

Sign the contract directly and make money.

Gu Ze only said that he had to wait before moving out.The man was not in a hurry, and said that it would be done within a month.

It's a matter of mind.

Gu Ze went back to the hospital.

When seeing Han Zizhou, Gu Ze smiled.

Han Zizhou probably guessed that things went well for Gu Ze, and he even felt better.

"How is it? Did it go well?" Han Zizhou asked.

"Well, it went well. It sold for 60 yuan." Gu Ze said, sat down beside him, and opened the phone memo to start to settle the accounts.

"You lent me 12 yuan, and Brother Lei borrowed 3 yuan... Now 15 yuan is gone, and 45 yuan is left.

I plan to rent a house next to the school. There are houses in the school district next to the school. The price should be relatively high. I will rent for a year first, and it may cost about [-] yuan... I will find time to take a look.

I don't know how much the medical expenses will be..."

After Gu Ze finished the calculation, he was a little depressed, "Why are there so many places where money is needed?"

"But it's okay, I'll finish the college entrance examination next year, and I can start earning money!" Gu Ze comforted himself optimistically.

"Well, my family, Zeze, is very good. He can earn money to support his family so quickly." Han Zizhou said with a smile, as if coaxing a child.

Gu Ze rolled his eyes, feeling awkward, "You're right."

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone.